er Will, You Still Love Me Tomorrow?- The Shirelles(E/O)
Olivia was looking at the man in her bed, she was still trying to think if it had been the biggest mistake of her life, or the best thing that had ever happened to her. Elliot Stabler was indeed a single man. He had told her months ago that he and Kathy were over. She had run to Oregon as a UC but in her heart, she knew she accepted the job because she needed to get away from the guilty pleasure that was Elliot Stabler, but as the saying goes, absence makes the heart grow fonder. Now here she was less than 24 hours after coming back to New York City with Elliot Stabler in her bed. His naked body still sending shivers down her spine despite the fact he was already sleeping, she had a feeling this was the first time he had a good night's rest since she left. She knew she had hurt him deeply by leaving. She surprised him by showing up at his doorstep forgoing a stop at home. Elliot was at a loss when he saw her at the door.
Olivia noticed the beers on the coffee table but didn't say a word. Elliot noticed the suitcase that she lugged behind her.
"You just got back," Elliot claimed.
"Yeah." Olivia stated.
"And you didn't even go home yet?" Elliot stated.
"Close enough." Olivia said suddenly.
She opened her arms, and Elliot accepted her embrace.
Elliot could feel her sobbing against his t-shirt.
"Hey, is everything okay?" Elliot asked. He rubbed circles on her back.
She nodded her head.
"I'm just happy to be home," Olivia claimed.
Elliot smiled at her.
"Come on, let's get you to your actual home," Elliot stated.
Olivia nodded her head.
Elliot had not lived too far from her apartment and they decided to walk to her place.
"Stay a while?" Olivia asked.
"Of course, so what can you tell me, Liv?" Elliot asked.
"Not a lot, to be honest, debrief wasn't too long ago, but we got him." Olivia smiled.
Elliot nodded his head.
"Why did you go?" Elliot asked suddenly.
"I had to get him El," Olivia claimed.
"I know Liv but UC, come on, you left me for weeks." Elliot stated.
"I know." Olivia sighed.
"I thought we were partners, Liv," Elliot claimed.
"That's the problem," Olivia whispered.
Elliot heard her words perfectly fine but wasn't sure what she meant by them. Used to he could read her like a book, but recently it's like she's closed herself off.
"What did I do to piss you off so bad you ran away from me?" Elliot asked.
"You wouldn't understand." Olivia stated quickly, "maybe you should just go."
"So you show up to my place before you even come here, and now your telling me to go?" Elliot asked angrily.
"I guess I am." Olivia stated, defeated.
"I just don't get it Liv, are you even coming back to SVU?" Elliot asked.
When Olivia doesn't answer right away, he stands up.
"Unbelievable, what did you come back just to tell me goodbye?" Elliot asks.
Olivia stops him from moving to the front door.
"No, of course not, of course, I'm coming back," Olivia claimed.
"You don't seem to happy about that, your whole life change in 6 weeks? Find something better out there?" Elliot asks.
Olivia can't hold back her tears.
"The opposite, actually?" Olivia claims.
Elliot looks at her questioningly.
"I left because I had to get away from you." Olivia claimed.
Elliot growls in frustration and has a hand on the door. She pushes his hand away quickly.
"I couldn't stand it anymore, El, don't you know how much I've wanted you, wanted us? I couldn't deal with it, I couldn't help but think you were a single man now El and it could be real, but it couldn't because we were partners, and I never would want you to regret me, be mad at me, be upset with me, so before I lost it I ran away because I couldn't deal with the tension anymore.
Elliot's eye darken at her admission, he's pissed he didn't grasp the feeling before. He couldn't believe the words pouring out of her mouth; she had definitely been undercover too long.
Elliot realized how close Olivia was to him.
"So you sat across the desk, thinking about how it could be to kiss me?" Elliot asked.
"Yes," Olivia admitted.
"How would it feel with my body wrapped around yours?" Elliot asks.
"Yes," Olivia admitted.
"You had a long time to think about it, while your gone, what's your conclusion." Elliot asked.
"I want you." Olivia admitted.
Desire burned throughout Elliot's body.
He nodded and looked at her.
He leaned into her kiss, looking into her eyes, and she gave a simple nod.
His lips were pressed against hers. His mouth hot, and she couldn't breathe. This was actually happening. She felt herself reach under his shirt without thinking, and he moaned out as her fingers spread across his torso. They continued in a frenzied pace, Elliot was unbuttoning her shirt, and she had already flung his off.
"You sure about this?" Elliot asked as she was pulling him to his room.
"More than you know." Olivia admitted.
Elliot nodded his head and followed her into her bedroom.
Her bra came off first, and he smirked. He had never seen her without this much clothing, and although he had seared some images in his mind, nothing could ever be as good as what was right in front of him. Olivia was pulling at his belt and smiled at her pulling it lose. He unbuttoned his pants, but Olivia pulled his hands away before he unzipped, and Elliot allowed her to remove the zipper. She did it slowly as if as soon as the zipper was undone, he would come, and this would all be over. She wouldn't be far off in her estimate though, Elliot was more than riled up.
Her knuckles lightly grazed his length and made him even harder. She was slowly teasing him, and it was driving him insane, but he knew that this was a long time coming and wouldn't stop her from doing anything she wanted tonight.
After all their clothing came off, Oliva and Elliot both took their time exploring each other's bodies. There familiar hands touching unfamiliar parts and sending shockwaves throughout each other's bodies.
When the foreplay is over, and Olivia is on top asking if it's okay to continue he can't answer, he is totally lost in his own world, and Olivia has to physically shake him to get his attention.
"Yes, please!" Elliot begs.
Olivia guides him in, and he can't breathe, it was a whole new experience, and after having sex with Kathy for so long he knew it would be different, but this feeling wasn't anything he had ever felt before. Olivia is on top of him, and the image will stick in his brain forever, and he can't help but groan out. This was all too overwhelming, Olivia is enjoying herself and getting a little sloppy as her orgasm hits, and Elliot has to stabilize her as she pushes faster into him, and he can't help it all of a sudden he comes undone, and it feels incredible. He doesn't know if he has control of his body at this point Olivia Benson has taken him over and he is washed in some kind of post-orgasm high with a mix of utter need to pull her close. Elliot didn't think about the consequences at hand, he pulled Olivia close and whispered
"Welcome home, Liv."
Olivia smiled, but her brain went into overdrive. Was that all this was a "welcome home." would he be there in the morning. Was this just a one time deal. She didn't plant this night by any means, but with a lot of time, Oregon to think about things she realized she wanted him more than a partner and more than a friend. Olivia wasn't sure if they were on the same page. She knew Elliot wasn't some guy for a quick fuck and run, that was her MO, but she wasn't sure if this was him being over-excited by her return. She suddenly couldn't sleep and wondered what the morning light would bring.
The morning sun had come through the windows, and Elliot turned over to see Olivia In bed the night before came rushing to the front of his memory. He didn't know Olivia had just fallen asleep about 2 hours ago after hours of worry.
He turned over, pulled her close, waking her up.
"Mmm, love you Liv." Elliot said sleepily.
Those words did it, she smiled deeply pushed her body up against his tightly, "Love you, El." and quickly went back to sleep.
