Quick note! : I am really sorry about lack of updating! Without getting too personal I just want to say I stuff from depression and suicidal tendencies and was recently hospitalized. I was unable to post but I should be back on schedule now!
"Eddie! Hurry the fuck up!" Richie screamed from the bottom of the stairs. They were meeting up with Stan and Bill, just like old times. Beverly, Ben, and Mike were all busy.
Eddie groaned and walked down the stairs. "Richie could you maybe, SHUT THE FUCK UP?" Eddie said. Richie rolled his eyes. "You love me Eds. Now hurry up!"
They quickly exited the house. Richie was for some reason really worried about being late to whatever they were doing. They began to make their way to the clubhouse.
Stanley and Bill were laying in the hammock for once. They weren't laying like Richie and Eddie did, Bill was lying with Stanley on top of him. Stanley was resting his head on Bills chest and Bill had his arms around him.
Bill was trying to calm Stanley down. They had a close call earlier. Stanleys dad almost walked in the room while they were about to kiss. They were lucky that they were able to play it off nothing his dad.
Stanley, like Eddie, would be obliterated if he was revealed as gay. He was fucking Jewish. Well, his parents were. He hated the religion. He couldn't wait until he moved out so he wouldn't have to deal with it.
Bill didn't care if he was exposed. His parents probably wouldn't care and since Georgie, he didn't really care what happened to him anymore. The two were a perfect match for eachother in a way.
"S-Stan?" Bill muttered. Stanley opened his eyes and looked up at Bill. "Are y-you o-okay?" He asked. Stanley shrugged. Bill sighed.
They'd been together longer than Richie and Eddie yet it felt like they'd been dating for a week. Stanley was so closed off. He hid everything.
No one seemed to know other than Bill that Stan was scared of everything. He feared growing old, religion, friendships, relationships, basically just about anything.
His parents didn't care about anything he was going through. They didn't believe it. No adult in Derry cared about anything the kids went through.
Stanley had been that way since he was a kid. He was very depressing when you actually got to knew the way he thinks. But he could also be very smart and insightful.
When Richie and Eddie got there they were going to go bird watching. Stanley loved bird watching. He knew every bird type you can see in Derry. He would point them out constantly.
Bill always thought that was cute. He thought everything Stan did was cute. He loved his curly hair. He loved playing with it and watching Stan get annoyed.
He loved watching Stan get annoyed when Richie made stupid jokes. Stanley always lashed out on Richie despite being best friends. Bill thought it was hilarious.
They'd gotten together the night of the dance. After everyone left they ended up alone together. Stanley was talking about how crazy it was that Richie is gay when Bill accidentally said that he is too.
It spiraled down from there. Stan ended up revealing he was too, but he was scared of his dad.
~ The night of the dance
Stanley and Bill were walking down the street together after the dance. Everyone left the dance after the Richie incident. They wanted to hang out after but Richie insisted on being alone and Eddie followed him.
They walked in silence the entire way. When they got there Stanley stood on the porch not walking in. "D-do you w-want to c-come ins-side?" Bill asked confused.
"You sure? I can go home," Stanley said kind of blushing. "W-why would I b-be s-sure?" Bill said walking inside. Stanley gulped and followed him in.
Stanley was normally okay with hanging around Bill but he'd felt awkward and nervous the entire time.
When they danced together Stanley felt nauseous the whole time. Not because he was sick, but because he thought he might have a crush on Bill.
They sat on Bills couch in silence. Stan was feeling anxious so he finally said something. "Crazy that Richie's gay. The amount of time he spends talking about his dick and Eddie's mom you'd think he loved girls," Stanley said.
"Y-yeah, I w-would have n-never expected it f-from R-Richie." Bill shrugged. "I e-expected i-it f-from m-me maybe. But not R-Richie," Bill said quietly.
"Wait, what? You're...?" Stanley said in shock. He felt his heart skip a beat. Why does it keep doing that? He really does like him. Doesn't he?
Bill nodded. "I'm n-not a-ashamed. I k-know you're J-Jewish. I u-understand if y-you hate m-me after t-this," Bill said turning his head to look at Stan.
Stanley looked confused. "Why would I-" Stanley was cut off. "Stan, I-I t-think you're r-really c-cool. I r-really l-like you, n-not in a f-friend way."
Stanley's eyes went wide. He liked him back? Bill had always been pretty straight forward, but he was still shocked he admited it.
"I... I think I like you too."
One thing lead to another and Bill suddenly had his lips pressed to Stan's.
Bill smiled at the memory before realizing his leg was numb. "S-Stanley? C-Can you g-get up? I c-can't feel my l-leg." Stanley laughed and got off of him.
When Bill stood up he almost fell over from lack of feeling in his leg. Stanley caught him and held him up until his leg regained feeling.
"I-I'm gonna k-kiss you," Bill said when he could finally stand. Stanley blushed but nodded to give him permission.
Richie and Eddie were nearing the clubhouse when Eddie stopped on the kissing bridge. He looked like he was out of breath.
"You okay Spaghetti Man?" Richie asked stopping next to Eddie. Eddie looked up at Richie and scowled. "Stop calling me that dumbass," He hissed.
"I can not and will not Eds," Richie said putting his arms around Eddie. "Outta breath there Eddie?" Richie asked concerned.
Eddie didn't have athsma but after years of thinking you do, it's hard to feel like you don't. Eddie nodded and Richie shook his head.
"Well up you go then!" Richie said cheerfully before picking Eddie up bridal style. "Put me down!" Eddie demanded.
"Not a chance Spaghetti Man." Richie was eager to get off the bridge. Even though they were dating, he didn't want Eddie to see the carving he mad and question it again.
As they made it closer to the clubhouse they could hear Stanley and Bill talking. Richie noticed the door was open so they were definitely there.
He put Eddie down when they got to the door and Richie, instead of climbing down the ladder like a normal human being, he jumped down. He immediately saw Stanley and Bill.
"I fucking knew it!" Richie exclaimed as Bill and Stanley turned around in shock from not only Richie jumping into the clubhouse but also that they got caught.
"I knew there was something going on with you two! Ah the tables have turned Staniel," Richie said shaking his head. Eddie climbed down the ladder confused. "What happened?"
"Oh, nothing. Billiam and Staniel were kissing!" Richie said excitedly. "What? Really?" Eddie said looking at Bill. Stanley and Bill were both beat red.
"Don't worry guys. You're literally talking to the two other gays of the Losers," Richie said rolling his eyes. Eddie punched his shoulder.
"So when did this happen?" Eddie said pushing past Richie. "The dance..." Stanley mumbled. "When I was exposed as gay?!" Richie said, pretending to be offended.
Stanley and Bill nodded. "That's cute!" Eddie said excitedly. Eddie secretly had a really cute side, Richie knew that. It was cute seeing him so excited his best friend was also gay.
"Tsk, tsk Stan the Man. You made fun of me for being gay like last week," Richie said shaking his head. "You're definitely more gay than me," Stan said.
Richie pulled Eddie towards him and kissed him. "I don't see where you guys get I'm gay from."
