BPOV: (a few days later)

It's been a few days since the Cullen's left… since he left. It's been hard to go through the days without Jasper around. I sigh as i open the door for Jacob and pretend to smile and be ok not wanting my best friend to worry about me.

"Hey Jake, come on in."

"Hey Bella," he said with a small smile on his face

"How are you?". I just shrugged "could be a little better but not too bad, been busy with some writing and a good book" I lied as the feelings that have been present since that day are still there, his departure still haunting my mind, but I always did my best to cover it up. We had headed for the kitchen as I offered him some food or drink to which he politely declined, meanwhile I go for my second or third cup of coffee for the day. I don't know why but I just couldn't seem to shake off the feeling of tiredness from my system.

"Well it's always healthy to read, and I would like to see what you've been working on if you don't mind." I chuckle as I pour myself a cup.

"Well I can't say it's good. It's still a work in progress but it's getting there" i walk up to my room and open up my computer and sigh knowing i couldn't show Jake my work because its all about Jasper. I pulled up an unfinished version and sigh.

"Don't tell me it didn't save! I'm so sorry Jake i guess you can't read it this time." i look down and start to feel tears form in my eyes.

"It's alright Bells, maybe next time." he said hugging me and as soon as he did i bursted into tears sobbing.

Jacob's POV:

As soon as the tears started streaming I held her closer trying to find any way to calm her down.

"It's alright Bells, it's ok. Just take some deep breaths ok." I pat her back as I hear her gasping for breath between tears. I held her close for what seemed like hours though it was only minutes. It was at that moment when I took another look at her I got a good look. She looks sleep deprived with bags under her eyes despite her getting what she tells me is the usual amount of sleep. As soon as I was about to comment on it she pushes past me to the bathroom. I followed her as she threw the door open and proceeded to make her way to the toilet, puking up whatever she had for breakfast. I grew extremely worried at this point.

"Bells we need to get you to the doctors. How long has this been going on?" I say as she takes a moment to get up and clean herself.

"I dunno. Maybe a couple of days. It's probably nothing but a bug. I've been sleepy and getting headaches too, everyone gets sick once in a while..." she says as she washes her face and finishes up in there.

"Come on Bells I don't wanna take any chances, let's get you to a doctor" I press her to agree but she just sighs and leans against the wall.

"F-fine but the last time i was there Carlisle was still working there." she said looking down.

BPOV:

We walked to my truck and he got into the driver's seat as I got into the passenger's seat and he drove me to the hospital. As he drove I couldn't help but think of Jasper and what he would have said by now and sighed knowing he would be worried sick by now.

"J-jake? I appreciate you doing this. I-i know I haven't been myself lately I just really miss them, and I know you and your dad aren't fans of them and I get it but they left to protect me."

"I know Bells, it's ok it's gonna be a while before you feel yourself again and who knows maybe Jasper will return." I look at him surprised.

"h-how did you.."

"know? Bells please you know I know you better than anyone." I look down at my hands as they fiddled in my lap.

"I just miss him a lot Jake."

"I know Bells." he had placed a hand on my shoulder and gave it a reassuring squeeze. After another few minutes of driving we had arrived, he parked in front of the hospital and I walked in and to the reception desk.

"Yes how can I help you?" the Secretary said as she looked up.

"Yes, I'd like to see . Tell him it's Bella Swan and that it's important," I said and she nodded getting up and going to tell him I was here. A few minutes later i was called back to a room and i sat down on the exam table waiting for Dr. Snow to come in. it was only a few minutes later that Dr. Snow came into the exam room.

"Alright Bella what can i do for you today? And does your dad know you are here?" he asked looking at me. I shook my head.

"No Charlie doesn't know i'm here but i will tell him. Anyway i'm here because i've been feeling really tired lately, and throwing up every morning for the past couple of days." i said looking up at him.

"Well Bella why don't we run a few tests and see what's going on shall we?" he said with a soft smile and i nodded. He then got started and after the blood test came back normal he then looked at me and said,

"Bella is there any possibility that you could be...pregnant?" As soon as the word left his mouth I looked up at him surprised. Could that have been what's wrong with me? I thought it was just like any other bug that someone could get. Why hadn't that thought occurred to me? I think back to when it could have happened before sighing as i thought back to what had happened that night on my birthday,

"I guess it's possible." I look at him, a look of possibility in my eyes. nodded and drew some more blood for the pregnancy test. I went out to the waiting room and sat next to Jake to wait patiently for the results wondering if I really was. If it was positive then how would I tell everyone else? After a few minutes Dr. Snow came out and called me back to the room and I stood walking towards him. Once I got settled back into the room and sat down on the table I prepared for the possibility I was pregnant with Jasper's baby. Dr. Snow sat down in front of me and said,

"Bella the pregnancy test came back positive. I want you to start taking prenatal care and I think you should try to get ahold of Carlisle." Once I heard the word positive it was as if everything else around me suddenly disappeared and that's all I was focused on at the moment. So it was true, Jasper and I are going to be parents!

"I understand if you need a moment to process all of this. Is there anything else I can do for you?" said getting ready to leave me to my thoughts for a bit. Jake was the one who's been checking up on me and watching over me since the Cullens left so he has a right to know. I'll tell Charlie when I get home if he's there.

"Could you please send Jacob in?" With nothing but a smile and a nod, he went to go fetch him and now I sat in silence thinking of what will happen from here on out. A few more minutes passed before Jake came in and sat down in front of me where was earlier.

"What happened Bells? The doctor said you had some news to tell me." I looked up at him with what I notice are tears on my face, not of sadness but of joy for it hit me that I was carrying the life of me and my lover.

"Jake," I say wiping away the tears which blur my vision.

"I'm pregnant...and it's Jaspers." A smile had crept its way onto my face as he looks at me in shock for a moment before enveloping me in a hug. I wish it was Jasper here holding me like this but at the same time, I just feel happy no matter who I'm hugging right now. After taking a moment to talk about what will happen we talked once more with the doctor before we head back to my home.