TODOROKI

I'm not ashamed of being with Midoriya but I didn't want anyone to know yet, especially not his damn father. I stop running as I pull out my phone calling for another cab. My heart is racing not because I was running but because just how quickly I feel like I'm losing myself. Losing myself within Midoriya. Is love suppose to be this way? Maybe my dad is right. I groan at the thought of that. The cab arrives quickly and I have it take me home. I get to the house with Fuyumi running towards the door.

"Did something happen?" I ask. She doesn't run without a reason to.

"I heard about Midoriya," she replies softly. "Dad was on the phone with the police."

"Why are they telling dad about any of this?" I asked closing the front door. Fuyumi folds her arms.

"You know dad is going to try and solve this," she replies. "He is the number one hero after all." She sighs. "Even All Might wasn't able to stop them and well now he can't. I thought he locked away the bad guy."

"Just one of them," I remind her as we head towards my room.

"Well is he okay?" she asked softly.

"He is," I reply. I head straight to my room the door wide open from the way I left it almost 2 hours ago. Fuyumi followed me there knowing something else is bothering me.

"I know that tone," she says coming into my room closing the door. "What's wrong?" I frown because I'm not sure if I want to tell her. If there is anyone, I could talk to it's her. I swallow hard closing my eyes. I don't know where to start.

"I think I got Midoriya in trouble," I say above a whisper. "I went to go check on him as soon as I heard but his dad was there."

"Is that a bad thing?" she asked. "Well long as he is not like our dad, I guess it's okay."

"He is not as bad as dad but he seems like he can be," I replied after much thought.

"Did he hurt Midoriya?" she asks. I go sit down on my bed pulling out my phone. I look at it and have no text messages from him.

"I don't think he will," I replied trying to keep my voice even. "He snatched him out of my arms."

"What do you mean?" asked Fuyumi. I glare up at her wanting her to get what I am saying. I can see in her eyes when she understands somewhat what I meant. She sits down beside me. "How long has this been going on?"

"I don't know….." I whimper. I run my hands through my hair. "We have only been dating for 2 weeks officially." I close my eyes. "I think I love him. He….ugh….." I slam my fist down on my bed. Fuyumi jumps. She recovers from the small scare beginning to rub my back trying to comfort me.

"It's going to be okay," she says.

"Yes, it will," I reply. "The sooner we get on campus at U.A. the better." Fuyumi comforts me a little while longer before heading to her room. Hours have passed and I haven't heard from Midoriya. Not until one in the morning at least. I glance at my phone as it lights up my face in the dim room. I actually have my TV on not that I'm watching it. It is just providing me some kind of comfort at the moment. I sit up in my bed quickly reading the message.

Midoriya: I'm outside

I run out of my room down the stairs. My father is out on patrol tonight thank god. Probably looking into those League of Villains. As much research as he is doing, I surely thought he would have had more information by now. I shake the thoughts of the villains from my mind as I open the door seeing my boyfriend standing there with puffy eyes. He sniffles with that sad puppy dog look on his face. He smiles when he sees me though, so brightly that it almost made me forget he was just crying. I hold my arms out with Midoriya immediately running into my arms. I hold in a sigh feeling him so close, in my arms.

"I left," he says muffled by my chest. "I had to leave, I needed to see you….." I kiss the top of his green hair. I'm so glad he feels the same way. Midoriya gazes up at me but not for long as he kisses me. I allow my emotions to take me as I wrap my arms around his waist pulling him close to me.

"Izuku….." I mumble against his lips. I feel his hands on my back making me groan lowly. I pull away from him staring at his face. He is blushing but still smiling despite the red eyes. "You took a risk coming here?" Midoriya nods as I take his hand into mine. I feel like an idiot realizing we were still standing with the door open. I pull him into the house closing the door locking it.

"I…I knew you would want to see me," he whispers. I lead him quietly to my room.

"Lucky for you my dad is out," I reply. "Otherwise this wouldn't be possible. You will want to be gone by morning though."

"That's fine," he replies. "I don't want my parents to know I'm missing…" I lead him into my room cutting on my lamp next to my bed. "You don't have to turn that…..on….." He is staring at me with rosy cheeks. I look down remembering I have no shirt on, just shorts.

"Sorry," I apologize grabbing my shirt from my bed. I can sense his discomfort as I pull the shirt over my head. "Is that better?" He blushes but nods yes. I hold in a smirk knowing my body is such a huge distraction for him. "What happened?" Sorry but that has been on my mind for the past 6 hours. I want to know what happened. I sit down on my bed as Midoriya sits down beside me. He knows what my question is referring to.

"Everything was going well," he sighs. "Like we all got to the mall and was trying to decide on where we wanted to shop. I thought this guy was just a fan but I realized he wasn't as he started talking."

"What did he want?" I ask. "Did he threaten you?"

"He did," replies Midoriya. "He was just rambling or whatever. I was more so focused on him not killing me." Midoriya can scare easily at times but it is not like him to not pay attention to what a person is saying. He glances down at his lap beginning to fidget with his fingers. "Can we not talk about it." I nodded unable to say anything….I feel like he is hiding something from me and I don't like it.

"What happened when you got home?" I ask calmly. "Must have been bad for you to sneak out."

"It was," he replies still looking down. "My dad wanted to know how long I was gay." Gay? The thought never even crossed my mind. I mean I don't think I am gay….. "I told him I'm not but you are my boyfriend. He said I'm too young to be dating and he refuses to accept me dating a guy." Midoriya rubs his eyes. "I can never get anything right….." He sobs a little. I grab his hand wanting to provide him with some kind of comfort and support. "Dad wants to pull me out of U.A."

"Wants to," I state. "He hasn't done it though, has he?" Midoriya shakes his head no.

"Mom is fighting him on it," he explains. "She liked that All Might came to the house in person to apologize and ensure my safety. She is giving U.A. one more chance. I don't know what will happen if she finds out the school is attacked a 3rd time."

"I hope the villains won't be that stupid but you never know," I reply with a heavy sigh. Midoriya nods.

"Can we cuddle?" he asks.

"Sure," I reply pull back my covers. "Let me get you some clothes, no offense." Midoriya actually chuckles. I walk to one of my draws grabbing him a tee and shorts. Midoriya pulls his shirt over his head as I make my way back over to him. He is so god damn pretty. He looks at me noticing I'm staring. He walks over slowly closing the gap between us smiling at me. He places his hand lightly on top of mine. The way he looks at me causes my mouth to go dry. He takes the clothes from my hand putting them on while staring at me. I have to turn away because I'm getting turned on. I have never seen Midoriya stare at me so intensely, so confident, so wanting… We get under my covers and Midoriya finally glances at my TV.

"What are you watching?" he asks.

"Oh just whatever," I replied. "I couldn't sleep so I was just had it on."

"Okay," says Midoriya getting comfortable. I lay back on my bed with him quickly laying on my chest burying his face in it. I rub his back thinking he is still upset but that seems to not be the case. "Shouto…do you ever think about sex?"

"What?" I ask glancing down at him. He can't even look at me. He keeps his face hidden.

"A-answer the question…" he mutters with his face still in my chest.

"Yes, I do," I reply. Midoriya is shaking a little against me and I know it is from nerves.

"I…..I want to have sex," he whispers into my chest.

"What was that?" I asked feeling my blood pump harder. Midoriya and I have never really discussed sex. Our relationship, friendship has been natural. I don't know why I thought it would stay this way.

"Don't make me say it again…" he mutters.

"If you want something say it with conviction," I instruct him. I'm mostly challenging him because I don't think he is going to do it. He is still shy, a little shaky, I know this will be hard for him to do. Midoriya shifts his head meeting my eyes. He is beginning to sweat a little as I see strands sticking to his forehead. His face is the reddest I have ever seen since meeting him.

"Will you have sex with me?" he asks slowly. My eyes widen as I realize how serious he is about this. I'm actually scared, scared to have sex. Do other things I'm okay with but following through the actual act of sex is different. I bite my lip because I don't want to tell Midoriya that. We just started dating, I don't want to push him away. I know he would probably be willing to wait but still…..

"Um…, " I say slowly. I begin to cough as I rack my mind on what to do. "Why don't we explore other options first." Midoriya tilts his head to the side.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"Well…." I say beginning to rub his back up and down. "We could do some more kissing, touching, use our mouth…"