A/N: I only own the OC

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Sorry for the short chapter.


I stood there while the doctor fixed his wounds, but I wasn't really paying attention. Dean had proposed to me... out of no where. I had no idea what to say... literally. He had hurt me so much in the time we were together, but he had made me feel so loved at the same time. I knew that I loved him, but would it last forever? I didn't want to be in gun fights every fucking month.

"Sam?" the doctor said and I looked up at him as he told me about the wounds. I knew that they had hurt Dean, but I never realized just how much until he told me what all he had to do to him. The doctor helped me get him into the bedroom and laid down. He left me extra supplies, and some pain pills. I was letting him out the door when Roman and Galina walked up. I let them in without any questions and pointed towards the bedroom. He dropped a kiss on my forehead and walked away without a word. Galina hugged me and pulled me to the kitchen.

"Thank you so much for the call. Are you alright?" she asked me as I ran my hands over my face. I didn't know the correct answer to that and was kind of afraid to answer that at all.

"Yeah, I think so... can I ask you something?" I asked her as she handed me a glass of whiskey. I raised an eyebrow at her and she pursed her lips.

"Forgot, sorry, but what did you want to ask me?" she asked me as she downed both glasses and I chuckled.

"Um, how did you know you wanted to be with Roman even after all this shit?" I asked her and she chuckled.

"Because at the end of the day he made me feel safe, loved, and it was a feeling like I had never had before." she said and I felt a small smile grace my lips. Dean had done all that for me.

"What's going on, Sam? You obviously love him... Roman told me what happened." she said and I sighed.

"He proposed and I'm scared." I said and she looked at me with a surprised expression.

"If you love him then no matter how many more ups and downs, and trust me there will be plenty, then you guys will be fine." she said and came around to hug me as Roman walked up.

"He's out of it." he said and I nodded.

"He was really hurt." I said as Roman put his arm around me.

"You were a bad ass tonight." he said and I laughed.

"Not feeling it." I said and he smirked.

"We are all here if you need to talk about it. We have all been there." He said and I nodded. I was actually glad to hear that.

"We will get going." Galina said and hugged me again. Roman hugged me again and I walked them to the door.

"Sam, talk to him. He's serious." Roman said and I figured Dean had told him about our conversation. I nodded and locked the door once they left. I leaned against it and saw Dean standing in the kitchen looking at me.

"Why are you out of bed?" I asked him as I rushed towards him.

"I wanted to talk to you." he said as I let him lean on me.

"We can when you feel better. Come on." I said as I guided him back towards the bedroom. I helped him lay down and he pulled me with him.

"Dean..." I was saying when he cut me off with a sloppy kiss. I chuckled and held his hand as he laid there.

"I love you." he mumbled as he kissed the back of my hand.

"I love you too, Dean." I said.

"Will you be here when I wake up?" he asked me and I kissed his forehead.

"I will be... I promise." I said and he drifted off to drug induced sleep. I watched him as he slept and wondered what you happen if I said yes to his proposal... and then I thought about what would happen if I said no. I fell asleep thinking of all the possibilities about the time the sun came up. I wasn't sure if I was scared to sleep because it meant that I would wake up to having that conversation, or the fact that I knew my dreams would turn into nightmares after the last 24 hours.

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