Silver
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I cannot recall how many days have passed in this cage, there is no sunlight, nothing to give me indication of the passing of time. My body was weak and cold and I have to fight to stay awake but every time I am able to control it less and my body so very easily falls back into slumber.
Neither William or Victor had visited me since my imprisonment, no word of Paige and no sound from outside this room.
During my time in the cage Silver had come to me in my dreams pushing to stay in control longer, she was just as drained as i was.I was well aware that 'she' is me but the more primal and instinctual side of myself but during my dreams when she appears as a separate version of me then simply referring to her as she seemed unfitting for such a creature of strength and power so that is where her name Silver came from. In my dreams i showed her our home and family, she instantly cried as the memories of our child and our 'mate' which i assumed if wolf for husband.
She longed for our daughter, to feel her warmth and her laughter, we shared in our pain and longing.
I awoke again in the dark lying in utter silence hoping for sound of any kind, anything to bring me out of this isolation. The air in the room was stale and warm, it felt like it burned when i breathed it in, but i know that was simply my body suffering lack of nourishment.
I continued to lie there drifting in and out of reality.
In and out, im alone
In and out, im alone
In and out, im alone
I heard the smallest of taps against the door, almost missable
"Hello" I whispered my voice harsh and quiet, pain ripped through my throat as the single word but no reply came, no movement, no sound
"Please" I sighed almost to myself, but again nothing to give me any indication there was someone behind the door.
As I lay there I wondered if i had heard anything at all, or if it was my loneliness wishing for someone or something to be on the other side of the door, coming to rescue me from this prison of darkness and sadness.
I opened my eyes and felt the pain in my head as i tried to sit, propped against the bars i sighed, i would soon lose all fight in me to wake and may forever stay in sleep. Would my body die ? could my body die? If I was immortal then what happened to my preserved immortal body is I lay in slumer for all eternity.
The door pushed open and for the first time in in an unknown amount of time, i felt a rush of fresh air into the room, followed by the undeniable smell of blood, thick and warm, salty and sweet, it hit my throat and the pain burst through me
My mouth watering at its aroma, I tried to remain calm but the ache for blood was pulsing through my already pain filled body, I cried out as a jolt of electricity ran through me begging for me to find this aroma and feed
This was no animal blood, it was far sweeter and the warmth I felt from it was from no animals my body knew this for sure,
"No" i growled i clenched my teeth trying to remember what i am is not who i choose to be
Lost in my thought and pain i had not noticed William enter the room, but i noticed that he brought the sweet aroma closer to me, He bent to my level and met my eye
"Drink" he barked "or you will die"
I looked at him and he growled, his face was still not healed correctly from Silvers attack, claws marks down his face, not as angry as before but now they had a slight shimmer to them that when caught your eye it made him look like a performer, like the ones my uncle had shown me as a child, gentlemen dressed in colours singing and dancing for the crowds.
I looked down at the glass and i could feel its warmth slowly going, i licked my lips
"We need" Silver whispered from the corner of my mind, I could feel her desperation and i knew we needed it to survive, if we had any chance of playing their game and winning
Slowly I took the glass and brought it to my lips, the instant the blood touched my tongue a moan escaped me, I felt my body craving more.
I finished the glass and gasp for air, my lungs feeling full for the first time in a very long time, my body felt stronger already and yet not strong enough i knew this from the smile on Williams lips they would not give me enough for me to regain my full strength they wanted me alive but weak.
"Where is Paige?" i whispered as he turned to leave but he did not answer me simply closing the door behind him.
Again the Tears came and slowly i drifted back into my dreams, where i could be free and never alone.
They continued to feed us, we slowly started to gather a sense of time or what we believed to be time we believed they fed us every week.
Williams would look just as angry when he brought our blood and he never spoke to us more than a few words, such as Drink, Hurry, Shut up etc
He always ignored our questions of Paige and he ignored our begging to be released.
They caged me to break me and it was working, anything, any sense of life with them would be better than an eternity locked in this cage of isolation.
I lay awake thinking of all that the world had to offer that I had not seen and my mind drifted to Lucy. I wondered where she was, did she still live in London was she still whoring herself to men. Or was dead, had she died alone and cold in a dark city, had she thought of me at all, did she miss me or at least wish the best for me or more likely had she simply chosen to forget that she had a daughter, to the man she loved and lost and broke down for.
I heard the door moan as it was slowly pushed open and i lay waiting for William to enter the smell of blood drifted in and asif on clock my body ached for it, my mouth watering and my soul sickened at the Human smell of it all, but we needed it
"Willow" her voice was quiet and shaky
I snapped up my head turning to her and my eye moving to slowly to reach her
She stood in the doorway, has covered in shadows, in her hands a large container of blood, much larger than Victor would allow
"Paige" i gasped and tried to reach for her through the bars, she misunderstood me and started moving closer handing the blood to me.
She knelt beside my cage and i place the blood down, my body screaming for it my but heart needed to see her, to feel her
I ran my fingers across her check and into her hair
"Hello" i smiled weakly
"Hello" she smiled back and i saw the beautiful girl i knew
Her skin was flawless, her eyes the blue i always loved , her long blonde her flowy down
"Willow, I've missed you so very much" she sighed and i watched her tears begin flowing down her cheeks
"Are you well sister ?" i smiled and took her hand in mine
She nodded half hearted
"They do not treat me badly, they tested me for my wolf but she never came"
"Does she still talk to you ?" i asked and she nodded
"Then she is there, Silver talks but it took her a long time before she finally spoke to me" I smiled and squeezed her hand
I always assumed the 'she' Paige felt was just her, but maybe she had her wold same as i but it had not come forth yet, I believe Silver only came forth because I felt Paige was in danger and my was so very angry
"How long?" I muttered, i only half wanted to know this answer
"Youve been caged for almost 2 years" her voice was so low i almost did now hear her, the pain and confusion ran through my body i had felt like it had been an eternity but i did not assume that in reality i had missed so much time
"They talk often and i hear things, they say you are mostly in slumber and only awake when feeding, they feed you every month"
I had been wrong on the timing of my feeding but I was not assumed it was so very long.
"I have a plan thought sister, we can be free" she smiled softly and pushed the blood to me, i could not refrain from it now and grasp the container feeling the blood slide down my throat was like ice on scorched skin, it felt wonderful and my body pulsed with power more than enough
"Sister" Paige whispered "I must leave" she took the container from me
"I know your strength is here but i need you stay in the cage" she frowned and my face must had portrayed my confusion and hurt
"Only a short time longer, i will bring more blood but i need you to pretend" she looked ashamed to even ask me but i knew Paige she was my sister and friend, she would never hurt me unless there was a reason so i nodded and put my trust in her
She smiled and kissed my check through the bars
"I will see you soon sister" she whispered as she pulled the door closed behind her and again i was surrounded by quiet and it was deafening
But I had hope because I had Paige.
Hey Guy
I know it has been some time, but i am hoping to get back into writing again so i will be hoping to get more chapters posted more regularly
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