A/N: I only own the OC

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I woke up the after a few stressful hours of sleep. I kept having nightmares. I finally got up as the sun started to rise and made coffee. I checked my phone and I had messages from everyone, but I knew they could wait a little longer for an answer. I grabbed a mug and went outside to the patio. The morning was cooler, but it was calm. I needed a minute to myself. I wanted to think about everything... a lot had happened in the last 24 hours. I had changed my mind on how I felt about Dean at least 3 times. I raised the mug to my lips and sighed... I had forgotten to make decaf. Why did being pregnant literally change everything? I took a sip anyways and the warmth passed through me.

I heard noise behind me a little later and turned to see Dean looking out the door at me. He looked worse for the wear as he was also holding a cup of coffee. He came out and sat down with me.

"I panicked when I first woke up." he said and took my hand.

"Sorry, I couldn't sleep... things like that change you." I said as he rubbed the back of my hand in soothing circles.

"I'm here for you... and the baby." he said as he took a sip of my coffee.

"I bought decaf if you have to have it... I wasn't sure. I had been reading a lot about it since you told me." he admitted and I was surprised to hear that.

"Thank you." I finally said as I looked at him.

"I really do love you, Sam, and I'm so sorry that was my reaction. I wish I could take it all back." he said and I nodded.

"I'm not going to lie... it hurt. I was ready to just leave when Becky stopped me." I admitted and he nodded.

"Why did you save me?" he asked me and I sighed.

"I told you I wanted the baby to have it's father." I said and he shook his head no.

"Bullshit, Sam... you are too independent to care about something like that." he said with a smirk, and he wasn't wrong.

"Seth found me at Becky's and asked me if I wanted to at least talk to you... and I knew that we at least needed closure. He found out something was wrong when they tried to run us off the road. We ended up at the school with Roman and knew that you needed to be saved." I said and he nodded.

"You did want to be saved, right?" I asked him and he ran a hand over his beard.

"I wasn't sure when it happened. They snuck up on me... and he was beating the shit out of me. Cody and his crew has always hated us. We took contracts they thought they deserved. He wanted Roman and Seth there to kill all of us, but after he found pictures of you on my phone... he wanted you. He wanted to hurt you." he said and I nodded. I knew that this came from what they did before they were wrestlers and businessmen.

"I never expected you to be there with Seth, and when I saw you I had to save you. I never wanted you to have to deal with that part of my life. I was hoping that you would be the thing I needed to have a real life." he said and I nodded.

"I didn't expect to be part of it, and I was fine with trading myself for you if it meant you were ok. I knew that he would hurt me, but after the way life is gone... I figured it would eventually put me out of my misery." I said and he looked at me shocked.

"Dean, you know that since I met you I have cheated death quite a few times." I said and he sighed, but nodded.

"I never wanted you to be hurt because of me." he said and I nodded. I believed him when he said that; I knew that he did care about me. I just wasn't sure if us being together was what was best for us.

"Why kill them for me?" he asked me as he looked at me. I didn't really know why I shot him as many times as I did, but I had.

"I knew that it was selfish of me to want to die, especially now that I had another life to think about... it wasn't fair to you either since part of this is you. I saw my opening and took it. He wasn't paying attention, and I knew that it wasn't going to stop." I said and he kissed the back of my hand.

"Thank you for thinking of our baby." he said and I nodded.

"I want you to be in my life, Sam. I want you to be my wife. I want to raise the baby together, and I want to face the rest of our lives together. We had done good so far, and I promise to you that I am done with that part of life." he said and I looked at him. He had tears in his eyes, and I knew that he was serious.

"I just wanted to give you a better life... I knew that you really saw me that night in the club. I knew that I wanted you in my life since the night of the party, and I knew that I wanted you to be my wife the night we sat out under the stars and had fun. I would be lost without you at this point." he said and I looked at him. He looked rough, but he was being sincere. I couldn't help but smile when I thought of that memory... it was one of our better ones.

"Dean..." I was saying when he cut me off. He pulled it out of his pocket and held it up. I watched as he got down onto one knee... very slowly, and looked at me.

"Please... I can't beg you enough... just please say yes." he said.

A/N: Will she say yes?