I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA OR OURAN HIGHSCHOOL HOSTCLUB
Cogito Ergo Sum
Chapter 36
"You're no one." Kagome curled unto her self as another hit landed on her body, the whipping sound of the belt as it whooshed through the air making her ears twitch.
Another blow landed and she learned how to switch off the pain in her brain.
"You're a pest. I shouldn't have given birth to you." her mother said, dumping soiled food on the floor for her to eat.
She learned how to switch off the disgust in her brain.
"Father should just throw you away. You waste of space." the door was locked, forcing her to stay outside during winter's night.
She learned how to switch off the feel of cold in her brain.
"Can't even get the job done properly. You trash." she stared unseeingly at the cat's waste her mother had pushed her face against.
She learned how to switch off the sense of smell in her brain.
"-no one will truly care if you vanish out of nowhere." Kagome gripped her chokuto and observed the family of Ootori by the dinner table, looking at the ever serious Yoshio and then at a sullen Kyoya.
If she run away now no one would notice. Kyoya was right. She was just a nobody who got blinded by food and comfort. She should'nt have acted out of place just because of some act of kindness.
She took a step back.
And another.
Something fell out of her pocket and saw her ID.
Kunimi Kagome.
"You should take care of Ran from now on. Don't make him do stupid things." Yoshio told her after explaining that Ran had accepted her as a foster relative.
"He doesn't have anyone does he?"
"Yes."
"Kinda like me!"
"That's why Im giving you to each other."
Kagome gripped her ID and walked back to her station.
She cant learn how to switch off the urge to love in her brain it seems.
