Hi you guys, and happy valentine's day, even though ours are almost over. Over three hours it would no longer be valentine's here, but anyway, here is the new update and I know that it is a day early but this is my valentine's gift to everyone, so I d hope you enjoy it because it comes with a lot of love :-D
There is a warning for this chapter, and I am actually surprised at how well this chapter suits with the day of love seeing as this chapter is filled with love; there is a lot of loving between Kai and Mya so obviously there will be a lemon warning for those who do not like those scenes, just so you know but there is no blood or gore, just love :-) but by now you should know that I like to put thoughts between the scenes so just scan because not everything is citrus as both Kai and Mya give their thoughts on what is happening.
Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy it ;-D
Chapter 32.4 – the final good bye
Kai and Mya are on the couch, kissing passionately. Mya is still both certain and determined about tonight being the night that she wants to go all the way with Kai; both her heart and her head are still telling her that tonight is the night. Hands are roaming each other's bodies, feeling and touching each other all over as the sound of ragged breathing is filling the room as the desire and lust continues to build up between the two of them, the levels already being dangerously high.
After they had left the restaurant, Kai had asked Mya where she wants to spend the night and she wasted no time in telling him that she wants to sleep over at his place, something that excited Kai very much. Right after they had arrived Hiwatari manor, Mya directed Kai to the living room, and that is where they have been ever since, kissing each other passionately after Mya made the first move.
Mya suddenly stops the kissing, she gently placing her hands on Kai's chest and then she proceeds to gently push him away from her so that she can look him in the eyes.
Kai looks down at her in a confused manner but she just smiles up at him, those spring green coloured orbs of hers shining with so many emotions right now while she looks up at him.
"Kai, I am ready," is all that she says in a sultry tone of voice, those luscious lips of hers moving in a manner that will always hypnotise Kai, no matter the time of day or night, and hearing those luscious lips speak those few words...no words can describe what it suddenly does to him, both emotionally and physically.
Kai continues to look down at her, his eyes already reflecting what he is currently feeling now, his eyes showing how his body is filled with desire. Kai looks even deeper into her eyes and they confirm that she really is ready to go all the way with him, there is no hesitation within her eyes this time, but he still has to make 100% sure, "Are you sure, Mya? I mean, I don't want you to feel pressured or anything."
Mya leans up and she softly kisses him on his mouth before looking him in the eye again. Her smile confirms that she really is ready to be intimate with him, and if he were a cartoon character now, he would have jumped up and down now like some lunatic, or he more likely would have acted like some demented rubber ball bouncing off and on and against each available surface; he probably would have even reached for the ceiling from pure excitement, but fortunately for him, he is not a cartoon nor a demented rubber ball, and his pride will never allow him to jump around like some demented person who has just taken a hand full of happy pills.
"I am sure, Kai, I have never been surer; this is what I want, and I want it with you, my phoenix, with only you," Mya whispering the last three words huskily against his lips.
Kai returns her smile and then gets up. He holds out his hand to her which Mya takes, and the moment she is standing on both feet, Kai bends down, picks her up bridal style and starts to carry her towards his bedroom.
He knows that it is quite a distance to his room and Mya is not one of the shortest women in the world, and muscle tissue does weigh more than fat after all, so this romantic gesture of his will most likely come and bite him in the ass, or rather in the back, later on, but that is another day's worries; for now, he is going to be romantic and he is going to carry his girlfriend Mya Azarov, aka Anastasia Grekov, his bubbly blonde, to his bed so that he can finally make love to the love of his life, and to hell with a sore back.
They reach his room in a matter of minutes, eyes still locked on each other. Kai pushes the door open with his foot, walks in and places Mya gently down on to her feet right at the end of the bed.
There is no need to switch on the lights as the servants always ensure that the lights are switched on every night at six o' clock.
Kai keeps his hands on her hips while she places her hands on to his chest, and the two continue to gaze into each other's eyes, all emotions visible within their eyes; the light that is illuminating within the room just intensifies the lustful look within both pairs of eyes right now.
They start kissing once more, and as the kissing deepens, so does the sensual touches. Kai sensually moves his hands up her back, up to the zipper of her dress and he slowly and sensually unzips it, his hands once again moving down her back in a sensual manner as he works the zipper, and while he is doing this, Mya's hands start to unbutton Kai's shirt, she too doing it in a sensual manner.
Kai releases his hold on Mya as she removes his shirt while her dress slides flawlessly off of her body, leaving her to only stand in her red laced underwear, both of them becoming undressed without breaking their passionate kissing. Kai's hands start to roam all over her body, he taking in her soft, yet toned, skin, and he still can't believe that he is about to finally make love to his precious Mya, this being something that he has fantasised about so many times before, and it is about to become a reality, a dream come true.
Mya places her arms around his neck as the kissing heats up even more, the two not caring about the fact that they need to stop for a while in order to catch their breath. Tongues are not playing for dominance, only cherishing each other as they dance with each other while exploring each other's mouths, taking in and savouring each other's tastes.
Mya can feel how her mind is becoming clouded with lust and desire, these emotions being all for the man who is currently assaulting all of her logical senses. Her whole body is yearning to be with him, to become one, skin against skin, body against body. This is not just lust, and it has not been that for a very long time because it is something so much more, something stronger, something so strong that it is actually scaring her.
Mya knows that she has lost her heart to this man some time ago, and by doing that, she has forgotten all of the pain that he has caused her and all that he has done to her family, and she is fine with that; she has accepted that and she has made peace with that after realising that she is falling in love with him, and now that she has fallen head over heels in love with the black phoenix of Russia, she can forgive him 100% and she can be at peace with her family's murders, even though she still would want to know why he did it; maybe one day they will be able to talk about it.
A part of Mya still cannot believe that she is in this situation: did she really fall in love with the man that has so mercilessly killed her family? How could she have let this happen? How could she have fallen in love with this murderer? It still feels so unreal, even after all this time, but it is still not enough to make her want to leave it, to leave Kai.
So many people say that everything happens for a reason, even Bryan had told her to be happy with Kai, but will she be able to be truly happy by Kai's side? Did her family need to die so that she can meet the love of her life? Not too long ago she was convinced that she and Bryan had been soul mates, but lately...she is not so sure anymore. Bryan will always remain her one true love, no doubt about that, but will Kai be her life partner after all? Will Kai be the man that she grows old with?
There are so many unanswered questions racing through her mind right now, most of them stemming from sheer nervousness but still, it is questions she has no answers to, but hopefully over time she will be able to find some of the answers to her unanswered questions. The only thing that Mya is certain about now is that her heart and body wants to be with Kai tonight, she wants to make love with him.
Kai pushes Mya back until the back of her knees touches the edge of the bed and the kissing between the two stops momentarily as she sits down and undoes Kai's trousers, she pulling them down to his ankles where he steps out of them. She can see his erection through his black boxers, and she feels the rush go through her body, a hot flush of lust and arousal as she can already envision Kai moving within her with that erection as he makes love to her over and over again.
They again lock eyes.
Kai leans down towards Mya and he places his hands on her shoulders, and as they start to kiss once more, he gently pushes her down onto the bed, and her hands automatically find their way to his back where she immediately takes in Kai's toned body once more, she feeling how the muscles flex with each movement that he makes. They are not in the most comfortable position right now, but that does not bother either one of them at the moment. Mya just continues to enjoy Kai's taste as their tongues continue to explore each other's mouths while the tongues have their own private little dance.
The passionate kissing continues for a while longer until they finally stop to catch their breaths, and Mya takes this opportunity to move up all the way on the bed until she reaches the headboard. Kai smirks at this and then crawls after her, both of them still in their underwear. He stops right above her, he hovering over her while looking down into her lust filled eyes, and Mya's hands find their way down to the upper hem of his boxers where she starts to play with it in a teasingly manner while returning Kai's smirk as she keeps on playing with the hem of his boxers.
Kai keeps himself balanced over her with his arms placed on the bed on either side of her head, and he again leans down to engage in another sensual kiss with Mya, and she welcomes his passionate and kissable lips on to hers once more. However, just as it is about to get heated once more between the two of them, Kai abruptly breaks the kiss as he starts to move his kisses down towards her neck.
Mya arches her body against his chest the moment he does this because Kai sensually teases the sensitive spots on her neck that he has discovered over time. Kai's kisses on her skin are soft yet teasing, and they are burning her skin with a sensual desire wherever he places his lips, and Mya can feel how she is slowly starting to lose her mind by how Kai's lips are searing her skin with those toxic and skilled soft lips of his.
The skin against skin feel just increases all of the emotions, intensifying it to unimaginable heights, whilst Kai's kisses start to trail downwards, moving all along Mya's collar bone until he reaches where her breasts start. He becomes slightly annoyed with the bra, even though it looks good on her, but he wants it to be gone. Kai sits up straight and he pulls Mya up with him so that he can remove the bra and as soon as he removes it, he places her back in her previous position, and now, he finally has access to her perfect breasts.
Kai's teasingly kisses starts once more, and this causes Mya to gasp as he starts to suck on her right nipple in a firm yet very erotic manner. With his right hand, he gently starts to massage her left breast while he continues to suck on her nipple, every now and then swirling his tongue around it and softly nipping the hardened pink nipple between his teeth. Mya's hands has found their way into his soft hair, she pulling it as the rush of arousal courses through her body as it continues to react to Kai's every touch.
She cannot help but moan and arch her entire body against Kai's body as he continues his gentle yet pleasing touches on her breasts, he making turns on each breast. The intense feelings of lust and desire are causing her to slightly start to pant for air, and they have not even started with foreplay yet, and Mya has a feeling that tonight will be filled with a lot of passion, and she is already looking forward to it all.
Mya is so lost within her aroused thoughts that she does not even notice when Kai starts to make his way from her breasts down towards her stomach. She only realises it when she feels his tongue in her navel and how he gently pulls on her belly ring, it sending an entire new sensation throughout her body, this also causing her to feel an almost prickling feeling down at her lady bits. Kai's hands are on her hips and his hands are having the same effect on her body as his kisses are having, that searing, burning effect of desire on her skin.
By now Mya can feel how her throat is slightly starting to become cold as she continues to pant in a light manner while her hands are now beside either side of her head as she clutches the pillow while Kai's kisses continue to assault all of her thoughts and senses within her mind and of her body and existence.
Kai starts to move lower and lower until he reaches the hem of her panty, and now it is his turn to tease Mya. He looks up at her and he sees her clutching the pillow as if her life is depending on it while her lips are slightly parted as she tries to catch her breath. Kai smirks to himself after witnessing this sight because he enjoys it to see her react to his touches in this manner, it filling him with a sense of pride.
Never in his wildest imaginations would he have pictured his bubbly blonde to go through so much training just so that she can get a job in his mob, build herself a respectable reputation, and then find her way to him so that she can kill him in the end, but it has happened, and she has found her way back into his life.
There is no doubt that she is a very determined woman like it has been proven over and over again, and it still fills his heart with pride to know that she was determined enough to avenge her family's murders, although there is no doubt that that plan of hers has gone out of the window a long time ago. He finally has his bubbly blonde with him; he has been having her for some time now, and he has succeeded in making her fall in love with him, and even though it had taken some time, he had seen it through and he has been plucking the rewards of his hard work ever since, and he is going to continue to work hard to keep her in love with him, to keep her happy with him; he does not want her to ever regret in not killing him.
He wants to wake up next to Mya every morning and he wants to fall asleep with her in his arms every night; he wants to get to know her even more; he wants to continue to hear about her dreams, her hopes, her fears. He wants to protect her and to make her feel special, like she is the only woman in the world. She has found her way into his heart a long time ago, and she has remained there, even after realising that she wants to kill him, but it does not bother Kai. He will still gladly die by her hands if she is still determined to kill him, and should he die by her hand one day, he will die happily because it means that she will be the last person he sees before he greets this life for good.
Kai finally pulls her panty down, he moving it slowly down her legs just to increase the arousing feeling even more, and as he pulls the garment down, he makes sure that his hands are caressing the skin of her legs while again watching the reaction on her face. The panty finally reaches her ankles, and flawlessly Kai picks up one leg at a time to remove the red cloth completely from her body and he carelessly tosses the discarded piece of material into the distance, it now lying all forgotten on the rug.
Kai is on his knees, admiring the view before him because his Mya is finally completely naked now, vulnerable, and ready for him to take her to a world where they are one; in body, mind and soul, and where their life forces flow through each other to also become one life force where everything of theirs will be shared with the other.
Kai proceeds to part her legs slightly where his teasingly kisses start all over again as he starts to kiss her inner thigh, he moving his way up until he reaches the side of her sacred pleasure area. Kai blows over her lady area which causes Mya to moan out loud as her whole body tenses at the sensation, and again Kai blows there, it again resulting in the same moaning coming from Mya, a moan that is driving Kai crazy this very second but he is in complete control of the situation and he will not lose control over his body and hormones.
Kai's kisses proceeds on to her other thigh and Mya's panting increases as his kisses continue on her skin, and again, Kai moves back to her lady area but not to blow a sensual wind over the sensitive area; instead, and without any warning, his tongue glides over her clit in a manner that will drive any woman insane with pleasure right now.
Mya pushes her head back into the pillow as she grips the pillow so tightly that her knuckles start to turn white. Her moaning is music to Kai's ears as he starts to kiss her sacred area, imitating and kissing her lower lips the exact same way as he kisses her mouth, his tongue continually moving over her clit as he pleases the pleasure bud and causing it to become swollen with arousal.
Mya keeps her upper body arched up, and she is trying her best not to tighten her legs around Kai's head as he continues with his kissing and pleasing of her sacred lady area. She can no longer think rational; all she knows is that her body is being sent on an unknown journey which she is enjoying way too much, and she is enjoying this journey a lot and she does not want it to come to an end.
Kai proceeds with his kissing, but he abruptly stops as he starts to use his tongue for something else now as he inserts the muscle into her wet cavern, Kai tasting her and cherishing her wetness while he knows that it is all just for him and only him. With his hands having a firm grip on her outer thighs, his tongue proceeds to move in and out of Mya's wet cavern, and all that the black haired beauty can do is to bite her lower lip as this new position of Kai is bringing her a new sensation of pleasure, it pushing her body even closer to the edge, and she knows that she will be able to come in no time seeing as it has been some time since she has been kissed down there.
After a few more of these repeated movements of Kai's tongue, he goes back to kissing her lower lips and clit, sucking and stroking it over and over again and soon enough, his finger starts to find its way into Mya's wet and awaiting cavern, and Kai can feel how her inner walls clench around his finger as he moves it in and out of her in an almost cruel, yet still very sensual and slow manner, he taking this clenching as a sure sign that she is enjoying it very much.
"Kai...I...aah..." she manages to say in between her pants while she still has her upper body arched up while she still tries her very best not to squeeze his head as Kai still pleases her orally with his mouth and with his handy work.
Kai can tell that Mya is nearing her climax, and he is waiting in anticipation for it while he continues to move his finger in and out of her with an increased pace, all the while still being busy with his oral pleasing on the black haired beauty's aroused clit.
A minute does not even pass before the room becomes filled with an orgasmic moan, the orgasmic moan coming from Mya as she comes, Kai enjoying the wetness that is currently spilling over his hand and into his mouth while he continues to stroke her clit, and he continues with these movements until her crisis finally passes, until he feels how her body shudders for a few brief seconds after the orgasm has assaulted each and every nerve fibre within her body, it ripping it apart with out of this world pleasure, and Kai once again feels himself filled with pride knowing that it had been his skills, his hands and his mouth that had done this to her.
Mya has no idea what is going on at the moment as her mind is a complete blank right now while she is slowly coming down from her high, and she can feel how her legs are tingling and slightly trembling all over; even her hands and back is feeling numb by that sudden pleasurable onslaught on her body. The erotic sensation had ripped through her body like a wild and untamed animal, it leaving Mya with a certainty that if she had been exposed to such an intense experience for a longer period of time, her body may have gone into shock, and it may even have led to her death, and again she can relate to why the French call the orgasm 'The little death'.
Mya has experienced this type of onslaught on many, many numerous occasions with Bryan, but it still feels like it is going to kill her any second. However, should she die of this pleasure, it will be worth it.
She can finally start to feel how her body and all of its functions are starting to become normal again, and she is slowly becoming more aware of her surroundings and she is also starting to remember who has just caused her to go on that pleasure filled and wild joyride. However, Mya just cannot seem to muster up the energy to open up her eyes and to look at Kai right now to look at his smug face, and yes, the bastard will most likely look very smug with himself for making her come like that.
'Smug bastard,' is all that Mya thinks to herself as she smiles upon imagining Kai's facial expression.
Kai removes his hands and mouth from Mya, and he looks up at the black haired beauty and he sees how her chest is heaving, her lips parted even more than before even if she is smiling right now, and he can also see how her body seems a little flushed right now. It is quite a vision before him, and one that he will for always keep within his mind and that he will cherish for as long as he lives and breathes. He knows that her clit is very sensitive right now, but it is no reason to prevent him from finally starting to make love to her, making her his forever, joining their bodies together for eternity.
Kai makes his way over to her once more and he takes up his previous position from before as he once again hovers over her while balancing himself on his arms as he places his arms on either side of her head on the bed, his lower body, pelvic area to be precise, positioned right between her legs.
He looks down at her face and he is mesmerized with how flushed she is looking right now. Mya finally opens her eyes, despite it being only half way open and she looks directly into Kai's eyes, and the business mogul's breath suddenly gets caught within his throat as he looks into those endless pools of green, her eyes saying all the words that he wants to hear now: love, passion, desire, lust and longing.
Mya smiles up at Kai, her arms still being too weak to wrap them around his neck, but the two continue to just look at each other, their eyes saying all there is needed to say to each other right now.
Kai still has his boxers on, but they are already a bit wet from his pre come, and his own arousal is becoming unbearable now. Kai leans down to kiss Mya once more, indulging himself in her taste and the feel of her lips along with the movements of her lips and tongue against his own, and soon enough, are the two caught up yet again in another steamy and passionate kissing session.
Mya can taste herself on Kai's lips but she does not mind it at all; she has grown accustom to it and she has learned to enjoy it, and that being all thanks to Bryan. The kissing seems to have somewhat restored her energy because she can move her arms again, and this leads Mya to stroke her hands down Kai's body until her hands find their way to his boxers which she slowly starts to pull down.
With removing only one hand from beside Mya's head, Kai quickly removes the male garment completely whilst not breaking their kissing once, and now he too is completely naked and ready to be inside of Mya. Kai again positions himself between Mya's legs, and this time she wraps her legs around his waist the moment he comes into position, like her body knows that this is a natural process, and she can't ignore the feeling of how right this all feels.
Kai pulls his face away yet again just so that he can look into her eyes one last time to see if there is any sign of hesitation from Mya, but he finds none. This really is what she wants, and he suddenly feels very special this moment, he suddenly feeling like he is the luckiest man alive because a woman wants to share her body with only him. It boosts his pride a lot at this moment, it bringing on all sorts of new emotions within his heart right now.
The two smile at each another once more before Kai leans in for a soft kiss and then it finally happens: the head of his erection finds her entrance, he feeling the wetness of Mya, and slowly and gently, he starts to push into her, Mya gasping while her hands grip tightly on to his shoulders. Kai can feel she is tight and he knows that he has to be gentle with Mya while he penetrates deeper and deeper into her.
Mya did not realise that she will be this tight, although it has been quite some time since she has had sex the last time, but still, she and Bryan had done it every chance they got. Okay, so her first night with Bryan will always remain a somewhat painful memory but also the most special night of her life, and now it seems that tonight will be a repeat of it, but this time it will be with another man, a man by the name of Kai Hiwatari, who were once her nemesis and who is now her lover.
Kai looks down at Mya as he penetrates her deeper, he noticing the pained expression on her face and he suddenly stops all movements, "Should we stop, Mi Amor?" he suddenly asks in a concerned whisper because he does not want to cause her any type of discomfort or pain and he will stop if she asks him to.
"Uh, no...just...keep going, Kai...it will...pass," Mya says between her gasping, and she knows that it will pass and she wants Kai to make love to her because it feels more than right to her.
Kai kisses her forehead as he slowly starts to thrust into her, he trying to keep it to a slow and gentle pace. After a few more thrusts from Kai, it finally happens: the burning and tinge of pain passes on the inside of Mya's legs, and it is instead replaced with pleasure. Kai sees how Mya's facial expression changes, and when she looks up into his eyes, he can see that they are glowing with life.
Mya smiles at Kai and then she leans up towards him to whisper against his lips, "Deeper, my phoenix."
Kai returns the smile, and then he starts to push even deeper into her. Mya can feel how Kai goes in deeper and deeper with each thrust, she already enjoying the feel of how he is moving into her as her legs wrap tighter around Kai's body while her inner walls clenches around Kai's penis.
Kai surely is blessed in the lower area, his big and hardened member touching every inch of her inner walls, no area being left untouched. Mya knows that she should not compare, but Kai is almost just as big as Bryan is, the only difference being the size of their bodies; Bryan is much bigger than Kai so it is only normal that he will be a bit bigger than Kai but not by much; Kai is still big enough to hurt her inner cavern. Mya still remembers how she had always teased Bryan that he has a porn star penis because it is so big, and now it seems that she will most likely also tease Kai in that manner.
Kai is finally completely immersed within of Mya's wet cavern, or at least as far as her inner cavern allows him, and now he finally starts to increase his thrusting, he finding the perfect pace, and it does not take long before the two bodies are moving in perfect rhythm with each other.
Now that Kai is finally making love to his bubbly blonde, he is again glad about the fact that he had followed Alisia and Tala's advice on masturbating beforehand so that he can release some of the tension in his nether regions.
It was still quite the experience for Kai seeing as he has never had the need or luxury of touching himself, because again, when he was the age when boys normally start to touch themselves and start to masturbate, he was already having sex so there was never the need to masturbate, but seeing as it has been so long since he has had sex, it being the longest he has ever gone without sex since he has lost his virginity, he knew that he had to find a solution otherwise he would blow his load before he can even make it into Mya's cavern, and now Kai is glad that he had masturbated for the first time in his life earlier this week, although it is not something he can see himself do on a regular basis like some other men do it because hopefully now that he and Mya are finally making love, there will be no need for it in the future.
With her legs tightly around his waist but not too tight to prevent Kai from thrusting, Mya's hips are moving in perfect unison with each of Kai's thrusts while her hands are gripping tightly on to his shoulders as Kai is still perched up by the arms, and he starts to kiss her neck with the occasional meeting of their lips.
Kai is enjoying the sounds that Mya is making, she moaning his name into his ear and Kai can feel her ragged breathing on his skin, and it just adds to the euphoria that he is currently experiencing. He is listening attentively to Mya's moans while also taking in all of the other sounds that are around them, like the sounds of their skins and bodies moving against each other along with his occasional grunt and groan as pleasure fills every living cell within his body, not even to mention how his heart feels like exploding from sheer happiness.
Kai has been with many women before, but never has he experienced intimacy like this before. It feels beyond special, and it makes him think of two virgins who are waiting for their wedding night where they are going to explore unknown and sacred territory together, the two virgins sharing something sacred together that will keep them bonded to one another for the rest of their lives, and seeing as that is usually something very special, Kai can't help but feel that this night with Mya is also just as special as the two virgins because he too is exploring something sacred within himself, that being true intimacy with a woman, a woman that he loves with his entire being.
He really is deeply and truly in love with this woman, and it is the real thing, and for the first time in his life Kai now knows how it feels and what it truly means to really and truly make love. Sure, the words 'make love' has been in his mind constantly but he never did grasp the true meaning of those two words, but now he does, and it is absolutely wonderful in his opinion.
This intimacy is unlike anything he can ever describe, unlike anything he has ever felt before, and the feel of her breath on his skin and him being inside of her...words simply cannot explain what he is experiencing right now, and all of a sudden, it is like his life is finally starting to make sense, like it is finally getting a meaning, and he just feels so alive for the very first time in his entire life, like he has been just a shell up until now, a lifeless and emotionless shell that was just floating through life with no real purpose.
Mya can think of nothing else except being in the presence of this man that has somehow managed to capture her heart. Again, how did it happen? One moment she was still madly in love with Bryan, she could not wait to get rid of Kai so that she and Bryan can start their lives together, and the next thing she knows, she was starting to lose her heart to this murderer, but life and fate really had pulled a good one on her, she not being sure whether it is still some type of sick joke or not.
Mya can feel how her body is becoming one with Kai's body, how their souls are becoming one and how they are sharing every good and bad experience that they have ever had in the lives. Her heart is beating wildly within her chest, and not just because of the current activity that she is currently finding herself in, no, but also because she has realised that she will not mind spending the rest of her life by Kai's side, that she will truly and sincerely be happy if it does happen.
Still, Bryan is and always will be her one true love, her first love, but she knows that she will also be able to love Kai endlessly, that Kai may just be her great love.
The love making and kissing continues between the two, Kai and Mya both gazing into each other's eyes at the same time, and they both see nothing but adoring feelings for one another, that of which they are feeling for one another. For some unknown reason, Mya can feel something stir within her upon seeing the genuine feelings within Kai's eyes, and it brings her some sense of sincere joy knowing that he really has deep and sincere feelings for her, and that she is not allowing herself into something that will only hurt her in the end; this is the real deal, Kai is the real deal.
Kai too is feeling an unusual explosion of emotions within his heart, and a realisation has also just dawned upon him: they both are in love with each other, they both are happy with each other and he is certain that they will remain happy for a very long time; he is going to work damn hard to keep it that way.
A strong and sudden urge suddenly comes over Kai, an urge to kiss her at this very moment just to let Mya know how he is really feeling. Kai lays his lips on Mya once more, but this time it is filled with some kind of urgency, a slight desperation to feel her lips against his own right now, Kai making no secret of how much he wants her now, and just as he is deepening his passionate kisses on Mya's mouth, he is also increasing his thrusting within her.
Mya is taking in every feel of his mouth, she enjoying this sudden burst of passion from Kai and she is also enjoying the increased thrusting within her, but before she can get use to it, she suddenly gets lifted up.
Kai is on his knees and he has gotten into that position in record time, pulling Mya along with him as he got up, and now he is holding her against his body with his arms tightly wrapped around her upper body while she is straddling his lap. The thrusting increases tenfold with more depth and speed, but Mya is not complaining about it at all; instead, it is making her feel even closer to Kai right now.
Her one arm is wrapped around Kai's neck while her other one is gripping on to his toned bicep, and Mya suddenly gasps as another wave of pleasure courses through her body as Kai thrusts into her body again and again. Mya tilts her head back as Kai starts to kiss her neck, he moving down to her breasts. Their bodies are feeling flushed and clammy, slight perspiration covering them all over as the two continue their dance of love.
Mya can feel that her orgasm is coming closer and closer, and it just takes a few more powerful thrusts from Kai before she goes on another pleasure filled trip, her body feeling like it is having some type of seizure as every muscle and nerve fibre within in her body contracts as the pleasure is ripping through her entire body once more, the pure ecstasy making her moaning out Kai's name as she digs her nails into his skin.
Through all of the chaos, Mya can feel Kai bite into her shoulder as he too reaches his orgasm, their life essences mixing together as their bodies explode with pure euphoria at the same time. Kai's bite does not hurt at all, but instead it just adds more pleasure to the already intense moment, and she can barely make out his grunt as she is still too caught up in her own world of pleasure.
Just as sudden as the orgasms had come, just as sudden it passes, it causing both Kai and Mya to collapse on to the bed with their bodies entangled together and covered in sweat, both of them heaving uncontrollably. The two lovers are just lying like this, not saying a single word as they just enjoy each other's company and naked bodies right now while they are pressed closely together.
Neither of them had expected the day they had met in Kai's office that they would end up like this, experiencing such an intimate night with each other, with their feelings being displayed through their touches and sounds and how their bodies had moved with one another tonight.
Tonight had been the night where the two of them subconsciously became one, one body; one body, one soul, bonded to each other forever, until the end of time. They now are one for life.
The main lights within the room are still on and this gives Kai the chance to just look at Mya, to see how her skin is glowing with the aftermath of their love making, and it is a remarkable sight for him.
Suddenly he thinks back to their time in New York City, to how they almost ended up making love on the couch and they probably would have gone all the way were it not for Vladimir's bad timing, but now looking back, Kai is actually glad that he and Mya did not make love that morning because if they had done it that time, it may not have been this special this time around; sure, it still would have been special, but just less. Tonight truly was an experience that will remain in his mind and heart for ever.
He cannot take his eyes off of her, the way she smiles at him while her chest is still lifting and rising, and he had been the cause of it all; he has finally made love to his Mya, he has finally made love for the first time in his life, and he has finally experienced true intimacy, and it all with the woman of his dreams, his precious bubbly blond.
They may not have indulged in a lot of styles, but to Kai that does not matter because he was inside of his Mya; he had felt her from the inside, they had moved together and their bodies became one, so screw the lack of positions; he knows that the more comfortable they will get in the sexual department, the more they will get to do all kinds of things to each other, but now, the most important thing was that the two of them finally made love.
Mya can't stop smiling at Kai while he continues to look at her with a glazed look in his eyes, his lips pulled into a barely smile, but she knows that Kai is feeling just as happy as she is currently feeling; it feels like she wants to explode from the inside from sheer happiness and joy.
She and Kai have finally made love, and it was worth the wait. Their naked bodies were finally pressed together and she finally felt Kai move inside her, and it was all done out of love, and not just for some carnal desire. It had felt so special and it still does while Kai and she are currently basking in the afterglow of their love making, and to be honest, she can't wait till they do it again, hopefully later tonight.
Now that she has gotten a taste of Kai, she just wants more and more. She wants all that he can give to her, and she wants to give him all of her; if she had any doubt before about the two of them, that uncertainty is gone now, gone for good because now she knows that she and Kai will be happy, and she will do as Bryan had asked of her, to fight for this happiness, and that is exactly what she is going to do. The fact that she has fallen in love with her family's murderer does not bother her anymore; truth be told, she does not see Kai as that person anymore. She now sees him as her mate, as her man, as the mobster that has captured her heart, and she wants to remain by his side, to remain in this world filled with darkness.
Kai leans forward and gives Mya a peck on the mouth before he turns around and looks for something, Mya wondering what he is looking for.
"What are you looking for, my phoenix?"
"My smokes," and then Kai remembers that they are still downstairs because when Mya had said that she was ready, everything else disappeared from his mind.
"Why do smokers always have to smoke after sex or a good meal?" Mya asks in a somewhat annoyed tone of voice because Kai wanting to smoke right now means that he will ruin this special and romantic moment, and this pisses her off.
Kai again turns towards Mya and again kisses her before he pulls away once more and gets out of bed, he switching on the bed lamp in the process "I will be back," being all that he says to her as he picks up his pants at the foot of the bed and heads for the door.
However, Mya calls him and he comes towards her where she motions for him to bend down, she taking his head in her hands and plants a deep and very passionate kiss on his mouth before pushing Kai away, she just smirking up at him, "Hurry up, my phoenix."
Kai says nothing and just nods before leaving the room, he switching off the main lights as he walks out of the door, the room now basking in a low light, and Mya immediately finds it very romantic, and now she hopes that Kai hurries back because she is in the mood once more, and the moment Kai comes back and is comfortable in bed once more, she is going to get on top of him, and this time she will be the one to control the pace and depth, and Mya can suddenly feel her nether regions pulse with anticipation and arousal, she anxious to feel Kai within her once more.
Kai does not take too long, the gorgeous mobster boss walking back into the room with a half smoked cigarette in his mouth, and he is quick to discard his pants so that he can get into bed once more, and the moment he is in bed, he pulls Mya towards him where she rests her head on his chest while he sits with his back against the headboard so that he can finish his cigarette.
"What would you do if I started to smoke too, my phoenix?" Mya asks while she twirls Kai's nipple ring with two fingers, the smoke tickling her nose, but at least it is not revolting or too irritating.
Kai is rather surprised by that question, he having no idea where that just came from, "You want to start smoking?"
"No, I was just wondering what you would do if I did start?"
"Hn, I would warn you that my cigarettes are off limits, each man supports his own addiction."
Mya immediately sits up straight to look at Kai with a bored look on her face, "You will share your saliva with me, but not your cancer sticks?"
Kai nods his head at that, "And I won't ask for cigarettes from you should you decide to smoke, Mi Amor; there is no need to give each other cancer."
Mya smiles before resting her head on Kai's chest once more, he wrapping his left arm around her while he takes the last drag from his cigarette, "Don't worry, my phoenix; I am not about to take up that horrible habit, so you can relax."
"Glad to hear that, Mi Amor."
Kai blows the last bit of smoke up into the air while he crushes the bud of the cigarette into the ashtray, and after completing that task, Kai motions for Mya to lift her head so that he can also lie down on his back, and the moment he is comfortable, Mya rests her head on his chest once more while Kai holds her tight against him, he placing a soft kiss on top of her head while relishing in the feel of having her naked body against his own once more.
"Did I hurt you?" Kai asks softly in a concerned tone of voice, and Mya shakes her head from side to side to indicate no.
"It was wonderful, my phoenix, and there was no pain whatsoever."
Mya abruptly lifts her head from Kai's chest and removes herself completely from his hold to straddle his lap, and Kai can only look up at this goddess while his breath gets caught up within his throat by this unexpected move from Mya.
She places her hands on his chest, Kai placing his on her hips, and he watches how she leans down until he feels her hot and sensual breath over his lips, she teasing him while talking huskily against his lips, "Do you think an encore will be possible?"
Kai's eyes widen at this but he quickly composes himself before Mya looks him in the eye, and before he can say anything, she captures his lips and he is quick to comply, the kiss deepening very quickly between the two of them.
It does not take long for Kai to sport an impressive erection once more, and Mya wastes no time in taking a hold of the impressive member, this causing Kai to gasp into her mouth, but she only smirks into the kiss before pulling away.
"And now I am going to take the lead, my phoenix," is all that she says while she places her wet cavern at Kai's member's head, he feeling her warm wetness awaiting him.
While still having a hold on his member, she holding him at the base of his penis to be precise, she lowers herself onto Kai, she only throwing her head back while she gasps and moans at the same time as she again feels the impressive member penetrate her, Kai digging his fingers into the skin of her hips as he goes deeper and deeper into her wet and warm cavern, he keeping his eyes on her while unable to hold back the groan that escapes deep from within his throat.
Kai is fully immersed within her and Mya starts to move her pelvic area against Kai's pelvic area, he starting to match her own movements, and soon enough, are the two of them making love once more, and Kai is unable to take his eyes off of Mya and how she moves, how her breasts slightly bounce with every thrust into her body, and it suddenly feels like a dream to Kai, like he might wake up any moment and realise that none of it was real, that he did not make love to his Mya, and that he is not even in her life, much less that she is a part of his.
Mya looks down at Kai and their eyes lock, she smiling at him while she continues to move her pelvic area against him, he too looking deep into her eyes, and he also can't resist a smile as he also smiles up at Mya, he again taking in all of her, from her slightly parted lips to the slightly dishevelled hair and slightly smudged make-up, and the way her skin is again starting to glow and shine with the hint of perspiration that is forming on her beautiful naked skin, and it again is a sight to behold for the mob boss.
While looking at her, Kai again can't help but to think back to New York City, he suddenly unable to get that bubbly blonde out of his mind, even if she is the same person that he is making love to right now; all he knows is that it feels right to be inside of Mya, like this has been the design of the universe, for the two of them to be with only each other, like they have been sculpted for only each other. He always knew that they fitted together but this just proves it once more; he and Mya were made for each other, and he is never going to let her go, not in this life time or the next one.
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The new dawn is already approaching and even though Kai enjoys a new morning breaking, nothing compares to the sight that he is currently witnessing.
He is casually standing by his large bedroom window, leaning against the window frame while dressed in only a pair of lose fitting sweat pants, a cup of black coffee in one hand and a cigarette in the other, all while looking at the sleeping form of the goddess that is currently sleeping in his bed.
Visions of last night start to rush through his head once more, all their love making and cuddling afterwards, and he should technically be tired seeing as Mya and he has hardly slept, but he does not feel sleepy because he does not want to miss a single moment of watching Mya sleep.
The black haired beauty is currently lying on her stomach, arms stretched out, and only the lower half of her body is covered, leaving her back exposed to the morning air, and Kai can't help but to just look at that beautiful bare back, the same one that he had kissed, touched, explored and licked not too long ago.
After Mya took the reins and got on top of him, she made sure that they both enjoyed it until the very end, and Kai enjoyed every bit of it, despite him not always being a fan of being at the bottom, but with a view like that on top of him, how could he not allow her to take the lead.
They stayed in that position until Mya managed to climax and that is when he decided to take back control, and so in one swift move, he wrapped his arms around her and flipped them over, Mya only squealing at this move but she laughed afterwards, and while he looked down at her laughing face, he penetrated her once more, Mya arching her body against his one more time which immediately stopped her laughing.
He kissed, he licked, he nipped all night long, taking her in more than one way, and making her come more than a few times which boosted his pride immensely. He took her from behind while lacing her neck and shoulders with kisses, and he was rewarded with moans and her inner walls clenching tight around his thrusting member, which then made him also groan out as a new wave of pleasure coursed through his body, but it did not halt him in his quest to blow her away.
Kai lost count of how many times Mya reached her climax; all he knows that by the time they were completely spent, they both were shaking and trembling like crazy, and while he was smoking his last cigarette, Mya passed out, he only smiling to himself because of how exhausted she really was, but he did not sleep for too long despite also being exhausted.
Kai takes another sip from his black and bitter coffee before taking another drag from his cigarette, his eyes still fixed on his girlfriend. No words will ever be able to describe what he has felt with Mya last night, what he has felt the entire night through; all he knows is that he will never experience this type of magic with any other woman, and he also does not want to experience it with someone else. If is not going to be with Mya, then he would rather just stay alone, maybe even go celibate and remain celibate for the rest of his life.
All that Kai wants to do now is to get into bed and lie with Mya all day, just make love, eat, sleep and then repeat, but that is just wishful thinking. He can't wait for her to wake up, just so that he can look into those beautiful eyes, to hear her angelic voice and to kiss those sensual lips of hers, of his girlfriend.
Kai finishes the last contents of his cup in one go and remains standing at the window while he also finishes his cigarette, Mya still fast asleep. Kai turns his attention to the outside world to see how the animals come to life, how the birds start to sing their morning songs, and how his gardeners start to attend to the estate's gardens, the plants and trees all turning to their fall colour, and even though Kai adores the greenery of summer, there is just something about the fall colours that brings his soul to a place of blissful serenity, and he can spend long periods of time just watching the yellow and orange colours while leaves slowly fall to the ground to become one with the soil once more, the exact same soil where their lives had started.
Kai continues to look out of the window when he hears a small groan behind him and when he turns his head towards the bed, he sees that Mya has turned onto her side, her entire front side facing him and he can't help but smirk at himself because once again flashes of last night rushes through his mind, this time it being about him indulging in those luscious breasts of hers.
Mya is aware that she is alone because she does not feel the body heat next to her that she had felt when she drifted off to sleep some time ago, and with a lot of effort, she opens up her left eye, only halfway and looks to her side, and she sees that Kai's side of the bed is empty, and even though it saddens her, she suddenly picks up on the smell of smoke which indicates that she is not alone, and again she opens up her left eye and looks towards the window, and she sees him standing there at the window, looking all sexy while smoking his cancer stick, and Mya can't help but to smile at him.
"And here I was, thinking that I would wake up in your arms, my phoenix," Mya says in a croaky voice as she closes her eye and just smiles while talking to Kai.
Kai gives a low chuckle to that, all while his heart is jumping about within his chest because his Mya is finally awake, and it already excites him so much, "We still have plenty of time to do that, Mi Amor," and Kai pushes himself away from the window frame and walks towards the bed.
He places his empty cup on his bed stand, and with one knee, he gets on top of the bed and leans down so that he can place a gentle kiss on her forehead before pulling away and looking down at her once more, "Would you like some coffee?" he asks softly, to which he receives only a grin, he taking this as a yes.
Kai walks towards the table beside the door where the pot of coffee is, still hot, and he pours himself another cup of coffee as well as for Mya, and after pouring the hot and black beverage, he walks towards her side of the bed, and places her cup of coffee on her bed stand, and again he walks towards the window so that he can give Mya enough time and space to gather her bearings.
Mya finally smells the magical aroma of the coffee and she drinks her coffee just like Kai: black and bitter, the way God had intended it. She does not even bother in covering herself up as she leans against the headboard with her back, it still being only the bottom part of her body that is covered by the duvet, but she does not care; Kai has seen everything of her, so why should she be shy, not like she has ever been shy anyway.
Mya takes the cup of coffee in hand and takes a deep breath as she smells the coffee and takes in the wonderful aroma of the blessed cup of coffee; she blows on it a few times and takes the first sip, she only moaning out at how her senses suddenly go all amok with how wonderful and good the coffee tastes in her mouth right now.
Kai looks at her and smiles because of how she can get over a simple cup of coffee, but he must admit that it is a damn good cup of coffee.
Mya lets the cup rest on her lap while she rests her head against the headboard as well, she only slightly tilting her head to the side to look at Kai, and just like him, memories of last night flashes through her mind, her lady bits immediately starting to throb once more upon thinking how Kai took her over and over again in such a sensual and passionate manner. It was perfect, everything was just perfect, from the beginning until the end, and she could not have pictured it any different or more perfect because more perfect than that does not exist.
Mya suddenly remembers something, and she can actually just slap herself for being so stupid yet again, and one would think that she would have learned her lesson from her experience with Bryan, but no, she again makes the same mistake a second time.
"Kai, can we maybe go to a pharmacy later on please?"
Kai frowns at her because he is not sure why she wants to go there, "Do you feel unwell, Mi Amor?" the concern evident within his voice.
Mya smiles at that, at how concerned he sounds and it makes her heart beat faster with how concerned Kai can be, so human, "No, I am feeling well, my phoenix; it is just that I need to get that morning after pill, you know, seeing as we did not use protection and I am not on any type of contraceptives."
Kai's eyes immediately widen upon hearing that they did not use protection, and suddenly he also feels like kicking his own ass because he has always, always used protection when he has had sex with a woman, but again this is just like New York City where he also did not think of protection when he and Ana almost did it on the couch, he again wondering why that is the case.
"I will send someone to pick up some for you, if that is okay?"
"I would prefer it of we could go personally, my phoenix, then we can also make a morning of it, you know, explore the city somewhat," and the way her eyes are shining with light makes Kai also want to do those things, despite him not being a person that loves to walk around in the city with no definite plan in mind.
Nevertheless, he nods his head to that and he again walks away from the window towards the bed, and this time he gets into bed where he makes himself comfortable next to Mya while also resting his back against the headboard.
"I am so silly sometimes," Mya blurts out before she takes a sip of her coffee before she continues to talk, "I knew that we were going to do it eventually and I actually could have gotten on a contraceptive a long time ago, but nooooo, my head was up my ass the entire time; I will go make an appointment early next week to go and get a prescription for a contraceptive, and then we can do it like bunnies."
Kai can't help but to chuckle at Mya's remark, "Your head was not up your ass, Mi Amor," and then Kai places his finger under her chin to direct her head towards him where he wastes no time in capturing her lips in a soft manner, before pulling away but keeping his lips against her own, "I was kissing it the entire time, and just so you know, I am already looking forward to all of the bunny sex that we are going to have."
Mya only smiles at Kai before she initiates the next kiss, and she can taste the mix of coffee, smoke and mint in his mouth, it not a revolting taste at all because Kai has a manner in which he always tastes and smells fresh, despite him being a smoker. Mya wants to deepen the kiss but the coffees are preventing her from getting on top of Kai, but almost like reading her mind, Kai breaks away from the kiss just so that he can take the cups and place it on his bed stand, and after doing this, he pulls Mya on top of him, and with his right hand, he cups her face while looking at her, those spring green coloured eyes of hers mesmerizing him once more.
Mya also cups the left side of Kai's face with her right hand, she too looking deep into his eyes, and while the two lovers continue to look at each other, their faces slowly start to move closer and closer towards each other until their lips meet once more in a slow, sensual, passionate and desirable manner, their lips and tongues moving in perfect sync with one another, and just like the previous times before, the two of them are transported to their own little world where only they exist, and where nothing else matters.
Kai lowers his hand towards the side of Mya's neck, his other hand going around her waist so that he can pull her closer towards him, and Mya soon loses her balance and lands on top of Kai but neither of the two pays attention because all they are focused on now is the feel of their naked chests being pressed against one another once more, it again filling them with all types of warm and erotic feelings.
The passionate kissing between the two continues for a few minutes longer until Mya pulls away and tells Kai that she is in dire need of a shower; Kai only nods his head at that but says nothing other than to tell Mya to wait in bed, and he makes his way to the en suite bathroom where he remains for a few minutes as he runs a bath for them both, filling the bath with bubbles, bath oils and bath salts to create the perfect bath that they both can enjoy together.
Kai is not gay but even he enjoys a relaxing bath every now and then, complete with the bubbles, oils and salts because not even he can deny that the body, soul and mind needs a warm and relaxing bath to unwind from all of the stresses and rushes of life.
Kai makes sure that the very large bath is almost completely full, he careful to not fill it to the brink seeing as both Mya and he still needs to get in; he removes his sweat pants in the bathroom and with nothing but his birthday suit on, he leaves the bathroom to go back to the bedroom so that he can pick Mya up in bridal style and carry her to the bathroom, this move causing the black haired beauty to laugh at Kai as he does this, but her laughter disappears the moment she lays her eyes upon the bath, and she can smell the various aromas filling the bathroom, and at once is she in a complete state of bliss.
Kai puts her down in front of the steps that leads up to the bathtub, her back facing him while he rests his hands on her hips and starts to kiss her shoulder, "I thought we both can do with a little spoiling, and we can be here for as long as we want to, and after this we can have a good breakfast and then head to the pharmacy to get those pills," Kai saying all of this in a husked tone of voice while speaking against Mya's skin, this sending constant tingles throughout her body.
"I appreciate this so much, my phoenix," Mya says before turning around to face Kai, she kissing him before turning around once more to finally get into the luxurious looking bath, and the moment the soft water touches her skin, her entire body shudders from how good it feels on her skin and nerves, and she immediately makes herself comfortable within the large tub, Kai following afterwards.
The two lovers ended up spending almost two hours in the tub, this time consisting of them again making love, washing each other, just relaxing in each other's arms while talking silly nothingness, all while constantly refilling the bath tub with warm water so that they can stay longer in the bath.
After they finally immersed from the bathroom, Mya borrowed some of Kai's clothes, and they agreed to swing by her place before they go to town, and after getting dressed, they made their way downstairs where both Oksana and Ralph greeted them with huge smiles, almost like the elder couple knew that something big had happened the previous evening, but they did not say anything.
The two lovers sat down for a filling breakfast and then finally made their way from the manor, they leaving in Kai's black and red Ford Shelby GT500, and Mya just could not stop grinning while riding in the car, despite it not being her first time to drive in this gorgeous iron horse. She secretly wishes that soon Kai and she would be able to have some kinky sex in this beauty, all while the engine is still on; that is one of her fantasies and it won't be long before she shares this fantasy with Kai, hoping that he too would be keen to do it in this car.
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"I can't believe I have to leave your side, Mi Amor," Kai whispers against Mya's hair while he continues to hold his black haired beauty close to him, he about to get on the private plane of The Chernyy Feniks because he has to leave for Japan tonight along with Tala, something that he completely forgot about seeing his mind was constantly on Mya and their new found intimacy.
"It is only for a couple of days, my phoenix, and you know the saying about 'distance makes the heart grow fonder' so this will only do us good. It will give you a chance to get sick of longing for me, so that when you get back, you can ravage me all you want, making up for the days that we were apart," and Mya makes sure that Kai hears the naughtiness within her voice.
Kai does not miss it and he only chuckles lowly at it, "You promise?"
"Always, but come on, my phoenix, it is time for you to go," Mya says while she pulls away from Kai's hold, she cupping his cheek while looking at him, "Before you know it, we will be together once again."
Kai nods his head at that before leaning in for a proper good bye kiss before he too pulls away completely so that he can get on the plane. He starts to walk up the stairs and just as he is about to enter through the door, he turns around and looks down at Mya, she smiling at him and waves a goodbye kiss to him that causes him to smile back at her before he turns around and makes his way into the plane.
Kai takes his seat at the window and he keeps his eyes on Mya and he watches how she waves at him one last time before turning around and heading back to her pick-up truck, she waiting until the plane takes off, both she and Alisia.
Kai already feels like suffocating because he has to be away from Mya for a few days, and that after having spent the entire weekend with her, having her in his arms almost the entire time.
The plane starts up and soon Kai sees how the plane changes direction and starts to make its way onto the runway, he no longer able to see Mya's truck, and now the sadness and longing kicks in tenfold, he already dreading this week away from Mya.
Tala can clearly see the anguish on Kai's face, and it warms his heart to see Kai this messed up in love, "Hey, it will be fine, Kai; you will get use to the longing, and trust me, this time away from Mya will be worth it because when you get back, you will fall in love with her all over again, and even stronger and more this time."
Kai just looks at Tala with sadness in his eyes, he unable to anything because he does not trust his own voice right now, but Tala would know what he is talking about seeing as he constantly has to leave Alisia's side, and Kai has seen how homesick Tala gets but the moment he is reunited with Alisia, it is like he has been reborn or something, so Kai hopes that will also be the case with him; one thing he knows is that this is going to be a long trip for him.
It is Monday afternoon, and he hopes to be back by Wednesday, if not, then at least by Thursday because longer than that, he will most definitely go crazy.
'See you soon, Mi Amor," Kai thinks to himself just as the plane lifts off of the ground, the journey to the Japan finally commencing.
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Bryan is still sitting where he has been sitting the last 20 minutes, his mind in a complete jumble. It is just after three in the morning, and up until now he has been unable to fall asleep, due to a couple of reasons, one of them being that he was not alone, and he had not one, but two ladies to entertain, and even though he does feel a little drained, it is not enough to prevent him from going for another round should the moment call for it.
It has now almost been a week since he has seen Ana, which means that it has almost been a week since she has said goodbye to him and had gone and started her life and happiness with Kai. A part of him is greatly saddened that Ana had fallen in love with another man, but he could see in her eyes that she was happy, that she is happy, and the greater part of him is also happy for her, knowing that she will not be alone in The Chernyy Feniks, and he is also happy for Kai's part, even more so after hearing that Kai never ordered the hit on Sergei and him.
Ever since Ana has told him that piece of information last week, he has been tempted to go back to The Chernyy Feniks, not as a member per say, but to show Kai that he still alive, that Brooklyn did not fully succeed in killing them and fooling them all, but Bryan knows that he is done with that world for good, as in forever; he owes it to Sergei and as long as he has his brother's memory in his mind and heart, he will stick by his decision.
Bryan takes a swig from the water bottle before placing it back on to the coffee table in the living room where he is currently sitting, this house belonging to one of his old flames from the past that he had contacted as means of having some company to try and forget about Ana for a while. The threesome may not have been the ideal plan, but he is a man after all; women do other more acceptable things when they want to forget about someone whereas men usually indulge in all types of carnal activities, this threesome being one of them.
Now that he knows that Ana and he are done for good, there is no reason to stop him from going back to the few pleasures he had enjoyed before had met Ana, the company of women being one of them.
Bryan picks up his phone from the coffee table and he goes directly to his gallery where he opens up the folder that contains photos of Ana and him when she was still a blonde, his bubby blonde. He looks at her eyes in the photos and he can see the happiness radiate from within those spring green coloured pools, and that was the exact same happiness he saw in her eyes last time, the only difference being that Kai was the cause of that happiness, and not him, and again he feels a twinge of pain within his heart but he knows that she is happy.
However, there is only one thing that kind of bothers him, and he is not entirely sure why, but it is those last words that she had said to him, 'Hold on to that,' this being about what she had always said when they were together, that the two of them had met for a reason, but no matter how hard he picks his mind, he just cannot think of why she would say that to him.
'Are you planning something, sweetness, something which means that we will be together again? Does that mean that you will still be able to kill Kai should the moment call for it? Why, sweetness, why did you say that I should hold on to that? Why are you giving me hope for something that we both know will never happen; we both know that our time together has expired a long time ago, so why give me hope?'
Bryan continues to look at a photo of her that he took while she was sleeping, and while looking at the photo, he hears Maria come into the living room, Maria being the owner of the house and his old flame from the past.
"There you are," she says while she takes a seat next to Bryan, the burly man already having closed the photo of Ana.
"Were you looking for me?"
"Yeah; when I woke up, I saw that you were gone, and you know how much I love your body heat, B; come back to bed, please," she says coyly while she puts her hand on Bryan's thigh in a suggestive manner, and he does not shrug her off.
"I will be there shortly, go on without me."
"I will in a minute; I must admit, B, that I am still somewhat surprised about you contacting me after all this time, not that I am complaining or anything, but I just thought that you had forgotten all about me seeing as you were in a committed relationship."
"Things change, Maria," is all that Bryan says before he abruptly pulls Maria on to his lap, he suddenly having the urgent need to kiss and bang into Maria to forget about Ana once more because after hearing Maria talk about his committed relationship just brought on a new wave of anguish, anguish that he wants to get rid off as quickly as possible.
Maria does not object and she allows the large man to pull her onto his lap where the aggressive and hungry kissing immediately starts, she moaning into his mouth because she already knows what is going to happen, and she can already feel Bryan thrust into her like there is no tomorrow.
'I hope that woman knows what she has lost, but whatever, that is her loss, and my gain.'
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The penthouse on the 74th floor is buzzing with life as the meeting with the head of the Yakuza comes to an end, and Kai could not be happier because now he can finally call Mya, even if it is just to tell her good night.
Kai takes a sip from his drink while he continues to sit on the luxury couch, and Tala gently slaps him on the shoulder, "Well then, I am off, Kai; Akira is going to take me to their warehouse where the art is being kept, and I will see what we can buy from them. See you in the morning?"
Kai nods at that while he looks ahead of him, "See you later then, Kai, and behave yourself," Tala says in an amused tone of voice and this causes Kai to quickly snap his head at Tala with a powerful glare to which Tala only chuckles at before he leaves Kai's side.
Tala makes a final bow to Mr Yamaguchi, the head of the Yamaguchi family within the Yakuza, the most powerful of all of the families, and he finally leaves the penthouse to go and look at valuable art that has been stolen some time ago, and both Kai and Tala knows that they can make a fortune on the black market if they can obtain a few of these valuables; of course they will also pay a small fortune to get them from the Yakuza but they will easily make their money back as well as a huge profit if they sell them to the art collectors back in Russia, these wealthy people not caring where or how they get the valuable art, for them it is all about showing off their newest collections and they will pay any price for it.
Kai takes his drink in hand and excuses himself from the room and walks out on to the balcony that overlooks the magnificent skyline of Tokyo, and he closes the sliding doors behind him because he wants absolute silence when he hears Mya's voice.
It is Tuesday evening and he already feels like losing his mind from all of the longing, and he kind of hates it because it makes him feel very weak, something that he despises with his entire existence.
Kai places his glass on the broad iron bar railing and he removes both his phone and cigarettes, and after lighting a cigarette, he takes his phone in hand and dials Mya's number, and the moment he hears the dial tone, he feels how his heart beat starts to increase and how he suddenly feels nervous and anxious, he still unable to believe that he can still get this nervous over Mya, but it is amusing all the same.
The line rings a few times before the cheery voice of his girlfriend greets him, and Kai can't help but to smile at that, "Well tie me up and sprinkle me with honey tots and tickle me, it's my boyfriend; miss me?"
It suddenly feels like a iron hand has a firm hold on his heart because he suddenly finds it rather difficult to breath normal because after hearing her voice, the longing has kicked into overdrive, but he tries his best to sound strong and his usual in-control-self, "I'll tie you up as soon as I get back, but I won't sprinkle you with honey tots, that I can promise you."
"Ooh, are you going to sprinkle me with something naughty and sexy?" the flirting within Mya's voice being as clear as daylight along with the crazy playfulness of Anastasia.
Every word that she speaks makes Kai miss her more and more and he cannot wait to get back to her, but unfortunately he will have to stay here until Friday morning, something that has already bummed him out completely, "That's for me to know and for you to find out, Mi Amor," Kai says back in an equal flirtatious and playful tone of voice, he hoping that it will mask his incredible longing.
Mya chuckles and Kai again feels how his heart picks up pace, he knowing that if it goes on like this, he will most likely die of a heart attack in a couple of minutes, "You better tie me up, my phoenix; it is not very gentleman like to make a lady excited about something that will never take place, so you better stick to your plans and promises, okay?"
Kai gives a low chuckle, the one he knows that turns Mya into goo because she finds it so sexy and irresistible, "And who says I am a gentleman, Mi Amor, or have you forgotten about Sunday afternoon?" Kai asks while he changes his tone of voice to his signature smooth, yet dangerous, tone of voice, he now in the mood to tease Mya and to drive her crazy with lust.
Kai hears how Mya gasps at that, this causing him to smirk because he too would gasp after being reminded of what they did on Sunday afternoon; it did not take long for the two of them to be completely comfortable with each other in a sexual manner, and by Sunday afternoon, they took on a whole new sexual adventure with each other, the gentleness and loving from Friday night not seen or felt anywhere, and Kai can't help but again feel very proud of himself for driving Mya beyond crazy; he would not mind for an encore right now.
"Oh you bad man, now I am horny all over again; you better get your ass back in Moscow as soon as possible, my phoenix, so that we can have a repeat of that. In fact, I think we can have a repeat of that the entire weekend, starting from Friday evening."
"Anytime, Mi Amor; we can repeat it until the very last detail if you want, but enough about the sex for now; how are you? Is everything still fine?" and it suddenly sounds so alien to Kai to ask this because he is not one to ask this of another person, and it really feels strange, and yet fulfilling because he is asking his GIRLFRIEND about her well being.
"I am just fine, my phoenix; I am here at Alisia's place. We are going to watch a movie and drink some wine and eat pizza, almost like a ladies' night; and you, how are you, my phoenix?"
'I miss you so much, Mya, more than words will ever be able to describe,' Kai thinks to himself but he is unable to say those words, for now anyway, "Doing fine; I will be back on Friday morning, we have a few things to work out here, but nothing big, just time consuming."
"Friday feels so far away, my phoenix, but I know time will fly, and before you know it, you will have me on my back with my legs wrapped tightly around your body or around your neck, we'll see," and just like that, Mya transforms back into her usual naughty self, and again Kai smirks at this.
"I cannot wait for that, Mi Amor, but anyway, I will call you again tomorrow; sleep well."
Mya laughs at that, "You too, my phoenix, and take care."
Just as Kai is about to hang up, he calls out Mya's name, "Mya..." but he can't go on, he can't tell her how much misses her; it is like the words got stuck in his throat or something.
However, Mya again laughs but in a caring manner, "I miss you too, Kai; see you soon, my phoenix," Kai smiling at this because she knows that he misses her very much.
"See you," is his final words to her before he hangs up, he still smiling to himself while he looks at the phone screen, 'At least she knows now,' and this brings him a lot of comfort.
Kai was so busy with Mya that the cigarette practically smoked itself, something that Kai finds annoying sometimes, but not this time because he was talking to his precious Mya, and he can just light another one.
Kai puts away his phone and again takes a cigarette from the packet, and after lighting it, he leans his over the railing while resting his forearms on the railing, he just looking at the nightlife of Tokyo down in the streets, all while keeping Mya in his thoughts.
He finally finishes the cigarette after a few minutes, and after finishing the last contents of his glass in one go, Kai heads back inside so that he can greet everyone and get back to his hotel room; he never knew love and longing can be this exhausting, but it is a good type of exhaustion.
When Kai walks back in, he sees that everyone is in a relaxed mood, the formalities from the meeting gone; Kai's plan is to greet Mr Yamaguchi silently and then make his way out. He discreetly looks around for the elder man, but does not see him anywhere, but his son, the second in command, spots Kai and heads towards the Russian mob boss.
"Hiwatari-san, my father apologises for leaving without greeting, but an urgent matter came up while you were out, but he asks that you continue to enjoy yourself tonight like you always do, and he will see you tomorrow morning bright and early."
"It is fine, Eiichi, no need for apologies. I am heading out anyway; I want to have an early night."
To this Eiichi only tilts his head to the side, and he frowns because it suddenly seems Kai has grown three heads with what he is saying, "You are leaving? But why, Kai? Usually we are the two that have to be dragged out of here because we have no end, and now you want to leave already? It is still so early."
Kai can't help but to chuckle at this because he can imagine that it must be somewhat strange for Eiichi to see him want to leave at this hour, especially seeing as Kai is the real party animal whenever he is here in Tokyo, he always ready to drink like a skunk, do drugs, party hard and screw even harder, and now he just wants to leave so that he can have an early night.
"But, Kai, the prostitutes are already making their way here, and I made sure to get enough for all of us, and now you just want to leave?"
Kai only nods his head, and while looking at Eiichi's face, he sees a smile come into place, like something just clicked in the Japanese man's head, "You have someone back home, don't you?" and now Kai is the one to smile because there is no use in denying it; he wants the entire world to know that he is in love and that he has the greatest woman as his girlfriend.
"Well, I'll be damned as the Americans always say; congratulations, Hiwatari-san, I wish nothing but the best for you, and I would like to meet this remarkable woman one day, because if she was able to tame you, she must be one hell of a female."
"That she is, and you will meet her, don't worry, but anyway, Eiichi, I really must be going. I will see you tomorrow, and enjoy the evening."
"You too, Kai," and with a final nod and wide grin at Kai, the Russian mob boss makes his way out of the penthouse so that he can finally get into bed and just think about his Mya until he falls asleep, and hopefully he will get to dream about her as well.
'Sorry for the prostitutes, but my days of whoring around are gone for good, all thanks to my precious Mya, my silly bubbly blonde.'
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KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!
Mya groans out loudly as she slowly wakes from her sleep, she not sure what woke her, whether it was that constant aggressive knocking against a door or what, but just then she hears it again, and now that she is almost fully awake, she realises that it is her door that is being banged so aggressively. She glances at the clock and sees that it is just past three in the morning, and that alone not only wakens her completely, but it puts her in a very foul mood, so with a force she throws the covers to one side, grabs her gun and stalks downstairs, she not even bothering to put on slippers on to her feet.
'If that is not God knocking on my door, then whoever that asshole is has a serious death wish, and I am more than happy to make his wish come true,' Mya thinks while she makes her way down stairs, the knocking still going on, and it is clear that whoever is knocking is on a mission of some sorts to wake her up.
Mya unlocks the door, gun unloaded because she just wants to scare the person, and with one yank, she pulls the door open, "Hey asshole! Do you..." but before she can finish her sentence she is ambushed, pushed back inside and then pushed up against the wall where a pair of soft lips crashes against her own lips and starts to kiss her in an urgent manner, this leaving Mya utterly shocked.
Her eyes are wide but she immediately returns the kissing because when will she not return Kai's kisses, especially if they are this urgent and demanding; she drops the gun to the floor and places her hands on Kai's arms while he still has her pressed up against the wall, he being the one who was constantly banging on her door.
The kissing continues for a while longer before Kai finally comes to his senses and breaks away, but he keeps his lips close to Mya's lips, his forehead pressed against her forehead, "I just had to see you," he softly whispers against her lips before he completely pulls away, he ready to leave the penthouse.
However, Mya takes him by the hand and stops him from walking out, "Stay the night," she softly says, and Kai in response closes the door quietly, and then allows Mya to lead him up stairs, she still holding his hand while she takes the lead towards her bedroom; no more words are shared between the lovers while they make their way upstairs, both knowing what it is going to lead to, and there is no stopping it, not one of them wanting to stop it anyway.
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The room smells of their natural scent, of his cologne and of their love making, and the sounds within the room are stemming from the two moving bodies on the bed that continue to make a mess of the bedding, the moans and groans being heard all around them, as well as their heaving and panting as they continue to take each other over and over again.
He clutches the linen with both of his hands, gives a silent gasp and he feels like biting into her shoulder as the assault of ultimate pleasure finally takes over his body, his thrusting suddenly increasing in speed while he fills her with all that he can give her, and she takes every little bit of it. The feeling of his legs disappear and he can feel how the rest of his body loses all of its strength, but he tries his very best to keep himself from collapsing on to her while her nails continue to dig into the skin of his back.
'The little death' as the French call it finally passes, and Kai again realises why the French has given the orgasm that name; it truly is a pleasurable thing, but it sure can do damage to the body for those few briefs seconds, pleasurable damage. He releases his tight hold on the linen and lowers his head so that it can rest on Mya's naked shoulder, he heaving like someone who has just run a 10km marathon as he starts to come to grips with reality.
"What the hell are you doing to me, Mya?" he asks softly, but the question is directed more to himself than to her because Kai feels like he is losing his entire existence to this black haired vixen, and he does not care, not even a bit, and that alone shows that love has changed him, that the love he has for her has changed him and that it continues to change him and he does not know where it is going to end, and how it will end.
"I can ask you the same thing, Kai," Mya replies back in a soft tone of voice while she continues to hold her hands on Kai's naked and sweaty back, she too heaving from their very intense love making, and she too has realised that she is changing, whether it is for the better or worse remains to be seen.
Mya is glad that Kai is here with her even though she was under the impression that he was only coming back tomorrow, but she will ask him in the morning of why he came back earlier; for now she just wants to bask in this aftermath of their love making, and she wants to continue to enjoy the feel of Kai's naked, sweaty heaving body against her own.
And finally they did which now makes them an official couple, and there is no turning back from that; Bryan is no longer the last man that Ana/Mya had slept with.
I hope you had enjoyed it, and as always, your thoughts are welcome, and who still prefers Bryan with Ana instead of Kai?
And also, thanks to all the readers, you guys are just the best.
The next chapter should be up on the 29th if all goes well
Anyway, take care you guys, enjoy the weekend ;-D
