From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 9:17 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

I guess we're in the same boat then, huh?

We're both relying on each other in hopes of some sort of healing.

Right?

I mean…

I'm hoping to fix my anxiety.

Well maybe not fix it, but make it a bit better maybe.

So I think it's okay.

As long as neither of us become toxic about it, I guess.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 9:29 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Yeah, I guess.

Thanks.

For listening to my stupid rants and issues.

For helping me out like that.

For responding to the stupid post I made.

Really.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 9:43 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

Well, other people must have responded too, right?

There's no way I'm the only one.

And I'm sure they'd be more helpful than I am.

I'm just saying what I think.

I'm not a professional or anything.

All that I know is my opinion and personal experience.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 9:56 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Yeah, other people did respond.

But you know what they were all saying?

'Just kill yourself already'

'Shut the fuck up, no one cares'

'Stop being a fucking baby'

'What a fucking first world problem'

'Oh no, your parents are actually raising you? What a problem'

You're the only one who took me seriously and are being nice about it.

Literally everyone else on this stupid website is an asshole.

So again.

Thanks. For taking me seriously.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 10:11 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

Don't listen to them.

Your feelings are entirely valid and I like knowing that you're here in this world.

I care about you and your struggles. Even if I can't always help you or I don't know how to, I'm here for you and I do care.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 10:22 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Man, it's not even late.

Why the hell are we getting so gross and sentimental?

Change of subject. Because this is getting to be way too much.

Ummmmmmmmmmmm…

How was your day?

Mine was long and hungover and my parents are stupid.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 10:34 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

Mine was okay…

It went fast. Nothing much happened.

Same as usual, really.

What happened with your parents..?

If you don't mind me asking.

Sincerely, Me

From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 10:38 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

Just the usual screaming at me because how dare I get a little bit drunk?

How dare I continue smoking and drinking and snorting coke and shooting up and the hell even knows what else?

I've only ever smoked and drank.

I've popped pills one fucking time and hated it.

They act like they know exactly what I do, but they can't even fucking tell when I'm stoned.

Sincerely, Me

From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

To: fuckificare

Sent: 10:58 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, fuckificare

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From: fuckificare

To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun

Sent: 11:02 PM 24 April 2017

Dear, Birch

?

Are you okay?

You didn't die did you?

Sincerely, Me

Hi there everyone!
Thank you all so much for your patience with my updates...
My computer's been broken and I just finally got a new one!
So I should be able to actually keep up on updating at least for a while...
As an apology here's a longer chapter. :)
I'll also be updating another one again in a bit, so look out for that too. :)

Thanks,

TOBOT