A/N: I think I've let you all wait long enough. LOL

All mistakes are my own.

Did you like my new story? I'm doing a reversal. Since Twilight, produced Fifty Shades, I'm going to create a vampire romance from the two LOL. It's bookception. Hahaha


Ana blinked her eyes open and turned in bed surprised to find Christian laying beside her. Judging by the bags under his eyes, she could tell he hadn't slept.

"Christian? What are you doing here?" she asked not wanting to beat around the bush. Christian sighed before sitting up.

"Right now? Waiting for you to wake up so I could apologize. Ana, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have doubted you. Everything just happened so fast, especially with my brother. And Kate. You have never betrayed me, and I know you never would. I'm sorry baby," he said before scooting a bit closer. Ana could see in his eyes that he was serious and nodded.

"I also know you would have no idea about Jose having a brother, but it just took me all by surprise. Still isn't an excuse to accuse you of anything, but it's what I did."

"I'm just as surprised, Christian."

"Can you tell me anymore about your time with Jose?" He asked gently. Ana laughed bitterly before wiping away a stray tear.

"Yeah. It was absolute hell. Christian. There were times," Ana paused willing herself to keep her emotions in check before continuing, "That he drugged me before any encounter. Not all the time was it sex. Sometimes, people wanted to see me naked. I felt like a trapped animal." Ana shivered remembering cold nights being in a dark room with only a red light facing her. Letting her know she was being watched.

"I do remember one time seeing Jose in front of me, but when I looked in the mirror he was also having sex with me. I thought it was the drugs I was taking. Who knew that it was his brother," Ana said before breaking off into a sob. Her tears broke Christian's heart and he promised himself that Jose's brother would pay even worse that the man did. Ana was thorough in her termination of him. But when provoked, Christian was the devil himself.

"Once we get this Kate thing squared away, I promise you, Ana, I will deal with this other man. This family is cursed, and we are going to make sure that they can no longer harm another human being."

Ana clutched at his shirt but sagged into his arms. She knew with Christian she would be safe. He saved her after all. For a long, while the two were quiet, lost in their own thoughts when Ana spoke.

"I forgive you, Christian. I know you're under a lot of stress. But so am I." He waited for her to continue.

"Whenever you are stressed, it worries me. I need you around Christian. Our baby needs you to be here, alive and well. I cannot have you in situations that could take you away from me. I mean it. That is what worries me. And yeah, maybe I shouldn't have gone off to the store without any security, but I wanted to surprise you and buy something for our time when we are alone. I'm still adjusting to all this," she said gesturing to the large guest room. Christian moved even closer before sliding his hand around her waist and bringing her close enough so he could feel her aligned with his own body.

"I'm sorry, Ana. And I don't need you stressing out. I need my girls safe," he said which made her smile a bit. Reaching up she smoothed her hand over his face.

"I will try to be better. But I need you to do the same. Have you planned on what you're going to do with your brother?"

Christian had several ideas, and they all included buying him out.

"I was going to just purchase what he owns in the family company. He would get all of his money, and keep his contracting business with all of the profits that go along with it. I don't want to be away from him. I promised my father that I would keep an eye on Elliot. But, he's pushing me away right now. I understand, but I can't have Kate in this family. She can't be trusted."

Ana knew this put him in a precarious situation. He loved his brother, but he had to keep his family safe. She was about to offer a solution when she felt him kissing her neck. His intention at that moment was clear.

"Christian-"

Pulling away for a moment he stared into her eyes before shaking his head. Ana wanted to push through that, to get him to talk, but something in his eyes stopped her.

He needed a break.

Lowering his head back to her chest, he kissed the tops of her breasts moaning when she shifted under him. Sliding his hands under her soft cotton gown he spoke quietly.

"I love how you feel underneath me, Ana. How you are so responsive to my touch." He slid her gown up before covering her breast with his mouth and sucking on the sensitive orbs. Since her pregnancy, it had been one of the first signs that she was aroused. They were always responsive, but with the baby, Ana sometimes felt that she could come from the stimulation alone. They were currently a flushed color, and the nipples were hard almost begging for his mouth. And Christian answered the call.

He alternated, sucking on the left and right nipples, causing Ana to arch higher into his mouth. Ana reached up placing her hands on his muscled shoulders.

"Christian. They're so sensitive," she breathes out, straddling the line of pain and pleasure. Her eyes rolled back when he gave a particularly hard suck before licking the enflamed nipples. Once he was satisfied with his work, he slid lower down her body causing her breath to quicken. When he was at her mound, he ripped off her panties, causing her to gasp then moan when he licked and bit at each thigh.

"You smell so good for me. I can already see you're wet, baby. Spread your legs, Ana. Wider," he commanded. Christian raised each leg over his shoulders before looking up at her. Ana's eyes were wild and focused completely on him as he lowered his mouth to her core. He opened her lower lips before flattening his tongue and licking her from her opening to her clit.

"Christian!" Ana shouted as he kept up his firm strokes. Ana's toes curled as the man alternated between licking her as if she were a decadent dessert and sucking on her clit as if it had filling inside. Christian moaned when Ana pulled on his hair, growling at the sharp sting on her nails against his scalp. Ana was soaking wet, and Christian loved that he could bring her such pleasure. He circled her entrance with his fingers before sliding one then two fingers inside of her he made a come hither motion finding her g-spot. Ana sat up gripping his head to her body as he sucked her clit and stimulated her spot at the same time. Tears of pleasure sprung to her eyes as the man between her legs gave her pleasure overload. Her breath came in gasps, and her eyes rolled back for what felt like the thousandth time since he'd been eating her out. She shivered when he gave her lower lips a french kiss and she felt herself coming. No warning, no announcement, just screaming her release. She trembled as he kept sucking on her swollen flesh, and she whimpered when he seemed as if he wasn't going to stop. Ana fell back and realized the man had no intention of stopping.

Well, the man is thorough, she thought absently.

After her second orgasm, Ana keened before pulling him up her body and kissing his wet lips. She moaned at tasting herself on his lips as she frantically ripped his pants open. In between kisses, she voiced her desires.

"I want you inside of me, Christian. I want to feel you in me and around me," she whispered in his ear. Christian moaned himself before sliding down his underwear. He stroked himself, already hard before lining up to her core. Once he slid inside, the two groaned in relief at being together in the most intimate sense. Christian stared into Ana's soulful eyes, wondering how he ever got so lucky. He ran his hands over her stomach, pleased to see the smile that graced her face. She placed her hand over his while his other was beside her head. Moving in and out of her, the two locked eyes for the longest time. Apart from breathless moans and sighs, they were only focused on one another how it should always be.


It was afternoon and they were still in bed. After having made love for the fourth time, Christian smirked when Maria knocked on the door before shouting at the state of their undress.

"Oh, Mr. Grey! I'm so sorry. I thought it was only Ana," she said keeping her eyes averted. "Gail and I were going to pressure her to eat some food, but I see we don't need to worry," she said before turning on her heels and quickly exiting the room. When the door slammed Ana giggled.

"Well. I guess everyone knows we're up here now," Ana said. Christian laughed before standing completely naked. She marveled that the man had no sense of propriety. He was unconcerned with his nakedness, and she aspired to be at that level of unbothered.

Plus it was a turn on.

When he returned from the bathroom, still naked as ever, he grabbed her ankle before dragging her to the center of the bed. He crawled on it, kissing her stomach before doing a plank over her body. Kissing her lips he spoke quietly.

"Taylor is watching Kate." Ana looked into his eyes and she could see he was genuinely conflicted. She was sure that few ever saw her husband in this position and it humbled her to know that he trusted her enough.

"Were you able to verify the story about her brother?"

Nodding, he focused his gaze on her hair.

"I was. In fact, when Elliot was arrested, Kate confirmed with Taylor that they let her brother go. He knew to leave town, as that was apart of the plan should she get him out."

"Are you going to try to grab her brother?"

Shaking his head he said no.

"He has nothing to do with this. This is between Kate, Elliot, and myself."

Ana studied his face for a long while before speaking.

"You're debating on whether or not to kill her," she stated honestly. Christian said nothing, but his eyes spoke volumes.

"Anybody from the other families wouldn't have hesitated. Once betrayal was found and verified, there would have been a bullet between her eyes."

"But," Ana said softly.

"But," he parroted, "She's my brother's girl. She has put me in a terrible situation because of it." Christian ran his hands through the strands of her hair.

"Option B would be more ideal. Elliot would hate me for it."

"What would that be exactly?"

"I could pay her off. Make sure she's in a place where Elliot would never find her. She'd be comfortable and could live a normal life. Even with her brother at her side. But she couldn't come back here. And I would have to make it look like I killed her. It would be the only way to keep the family safe. And I would be able to get closer to Jose's brother." Wrapping her legs around Christian's she ran her nails up and down his back.

"I think you should stick with plan b. Let your brother know of it, but not immediately. If you have eyes watching the two of you, it would benefit this family looking real if you said little."

"Make it look as if I killed her?"

Ana was quiet for a while before she nodded.

"Yes."

Christian breathed out a breath before smiling sadly.

"He'll never forgive me this. Even if I do tell her later that she's alive. He'll never forgive me." Ana could see the pain it caused her husband, but like him, she didn't see another outcome. From what her husband told her, Elliot really exposed his hand when he told her to begin with the meeting. Regardless if Kate was doing it for the right reasons, she knew Christian would never be able to trust her again.

It really was a rock and a hard place.

"I'm sorry you have to make these decisions, Christian. And I'm sorry if this will cause strife between you and your brother."

"I'm sorry, too."


Willow's blood ran cold.

Earlier, as she was going through some old missives and paperwork in her family's office when she saw a box addressed to Carrick Grey. Frowning, she picked up the box, noting the heavy feel of it. She walked into the hall, and upstairs to her room.

"What do you have in your hand, dear?" Blake asked as he was juicing some new smoothie. She shrugged.

"I haven't the faintest idea. It was in my family's office. I was looking for some documents to send over Christian when I found this. I'm just going to glance over it. It's probably some dated pieces of information. My family was very thorough." Blake chuckled before walking over and kissing her cheek.

"Okay. Well, let me know if you need me." Smiling up at him she nodded, so glad to have found the love of her life.

"I will."

Taking the stairs she walked into her room before going to sit by the window. Opening it, she noticed her sister's familiar handwriting. It had been a long time since her death, but she would always know her sister's romantic cursive.

Why would it be addressed to Carrick? Why was her sister writing to him?

She saw a dark blue journal and opened it. The first page made her want to vomit.

My dearest Carrick,

I know you are married, and I know that my sister is in love with you. But I cannot stop how I feel. I shouldn't have kissed you, but I couldn't help myself. You are everything I've ever wanted in a man. I know you'll never read this, but this is how I feel.

Willow flipped the pages reading the next entry.

Last night was amazing.

It was everything I ever wanted. Carrick and I have been meeting secretly for a while now. He tells me how much he loves his wife. How Grace is the love of his life. How he feels wrong for meeting with me. But I see it in his eyes. I'm his temptation.

Willow shook her head as if to clear it. Was that why Carrick would tell her no? Why he couldn't marry her? He really wanted her sister? Even though it was years ago it still hurt. She flipped the next couple of pages gasping at what laid inside.

Carrick and I finally had a night of passion weeks ago. It was everything I dreamed of and more. Several times we made love. He felt so wonderful inside of me. I could see the guilt that lay in his eyes, but he was unable to say no to me. Cary is never able to say no to me. He always makes it clear that he loves his wife too much. That he could never leave her. Every time he says it I get insanely jealous. Oh, to have a man love me as much as he loves his wife. I'm so glad that we had that weekend away. I'm so surprised that my family hasn't caught on to our clandestine meetings. I guess being the good studious daughter has its perks.

Willow remembered her sister having a supposed meeting with one of her committees before the winter break. Their father was proud, boasting that she was going to be someone great. Who knew she was sleeping with the neighboring family's leader.

But I'm afraid our time has created a new life. I'm both scared and excited! I'm having Carrick's child. A son. I can only hope and pray that it's a boy. I have a feeling that it's a boy. Someone to carry on his name. His wife is supposedly pregnant. But what if it's not a boy? Could I take the place of her? I would in a heartbeat.

"No. Please God, tell me you didn't Susanna." Willow flipped the pages gasping at what lay inside.

I've told Carrick. He said that he cannot claim the child. That it would expose his extra-curricular activities. I'm leaving the country. I'm about three months along. I readily jumped at the abroad position in London. I couldn't choose Italy, because we have too much family there. I can have the baby, and live my life in peace. Maybe, years later I can tell my family the truth.

Willow went to the last passage in the journal. She noted the time, realizing that it was two weeks before her death. Her sister was on her way home when she was robbed at gunpoint. Her best friend was living with her, but we always thought that the baby was hers. Not Susanna's. Or Carrick's.

I love my son. My precious Elliot. He is such a good baby. Quiet, so full of life. He has happy eyes. Labor was intense, but I would give it all to have him. A son for Carrick Grey. I heard that his wife also had a son. Christian Grey. My friends back home tell me how in love with his wife he looks. It sickens me that she would have something that should be mine. But at least I'll have this piece of life with me. I've already put some plans in motion in case of an emergency. My friend will deliver the baby to him along with his birth certificate and several letters that give Carrick authorization. I know that it will break Grace's heart. In a way, I am ashamed of my actions. But I couldn't stay away.

I loved a married man.

And he gave me the son I always wanted.

Tears were running down Willow's face. She couldn't believe what she read. Her sister and Carrick betrayed her. Originally the two were supposed to be married. But when Carrick confessed to falling in love with another woman while away, Willow didn't put up a fight. She didn't want to stand in the way of true love. She was heartbroken because she loved Carrick, but she wanted him happy. She cried her heart out to her sister about the man but stayed away. For Susanna to do this was a betrayal in itself. She knew her parents would roll in their graves if they ever knew the truth. Carrick would've been dead. She didn't realize that Blake had sat beside her until his hand rested on hers.

"Willow? Is everything alright?" The woman raised her tear-stained face to his before speaking quietly.

"We need to talk to Christian. This is important, and he needs to know. Now."


LOL. Yep. So we've got some real soap opera-ish happening right now. Elliot and he don't share the same mom, and Jose's got a twin running around. Hahaha. Leave me a review it makes my day.