Shuichirou woke up feeling Eiji's fingers on his hair. It was Sunday morning. The green eyes opened slowly and he smiled at him.
"Good morning."
"Good morning, Oishi-san." He smiled back and placed a small kiss on his cheek. "Did you sleep well?"
"Yes." He stretched himself. "What time is it?"
"Almost 10."
"You woke up early." He caressed Eiji's face. "Aren't you sleepy?"
"I prepared your breakfast." He kissed his palm.
"Thank you."
"I will be right back!" he said before standing up and going to the kitchen. He came back a couple of minutes before with a breakfast tray. There were croissants, chopped fruit, miso soup and a piece of grilled fish with seasoned rice.
"Oh, croissants! Did you make those from scratch?"
"Mika-san taught me how to do it. This bigger one is cheese and these two little ones are filled with jam."
"Thank you for the food, Eiji-kun." He picked up a small bowl. "Is this peach?"
"Yes, chopped peach with sweet cream. I bought the last box really cheap, since it's their ending of season."
Shuichirou ate a full spoon.
"It's delicious."
"I'm glad." He smiled, laying by his side.
"You're not eating?"
"I ate before."
"I see." He continued to eat while Eiji was observing him. "I love his hands." He thought to himself before yawning.
"You're tired, right? You should go back to sleep."
"But I wanted to spend time with you." He blushed. "Since yesterday we couldn't do it much."
"Saturdays are indeed busy." He started to eat some rice with the fish.
"Oishi-san."
"Hm?" he was chewing.
"I'm not going to be able to see you on the next two weeks. My tests are starting."
"Is that so? It's a pity. I'm going to miss you." He said gently before starting to sip on his miso soup.
"That's why…" Eiji felt his cheeks burning. "I was thinking that… maybe… we could…"
"Hm?" Oishi looked at him while drinking his soup.
"We could have sex now." His words were rushed and nervous, but he was serious.
Shuichirou felt the miso on his nose when he cough, but fortunately it didn't come out.
"Oishi-san!" Eiji sat down and rubbed his back. "Are you okay?!"
"Ah… yes!" It took him a moment to be able to talk again. "It just… you surprised me!"
"I'm sorry." He was worried. "Did I say something bad?"
"Not, not at all!" he put the bowl on the tray before caressing Eiji's face but he was already sad and looked down.
"You don't want to do it with me?"
"Eiji-kun…" he cupped his face and looked at him kindly. "It is nothing like that."
"So?"
"Do you know how two guys have sex?"
He blushed even more and averted his eyes.
"I… I research about it online. I wanted to prepare my heart for it. I was… really scared at first, but… if it's with Oishi-san, I…"
Shuichirou chuckled at him and held his hands.
"Forget about 90% of things you saw on those websites."
"Eh?"
"Most of those things are porn. Even though the mechanics are correct, that's not real life."
"Isn't not? I thought…." He was nervous again. "It was just… about putting it in."
"It's not." he said, patiently. "There are some preparations you have to do so it goes well. Also, it can really hurt if you're not ready for it or even totally willing."
"Hurt?"
"Yes." Eiji noticed some sadness on the green eyes before he placed a small kiss on his mouth. "I don't want you to ever experience such a thing."
"Oishi-san… you first time… did it hurt?"
"Yes. It hurt a lot." It took him a great effort to talk about such a thing.
"Eh?! Why?!"
"Because it happened out of the blue." It was the first time he spoke without looking at Eiji. "Even though being touched by that person was something I always wanted, I was not ready for such a thing. He was also drunk and he had no idea it was my first time."
"Why didn't you say anything? Or asked him to stop?"
"I was afraid." He raised his face again and it broke Eiji's heart the way the green eyes were filled with so much sadness. "I was afraid that, if I complained, he would finish things and walk away from me."
"I'm so sorry."
"I was painful for two whole days. I missed classes and I was too ashamed to go to the hospital to ask for some painkillers. So I had to endure it by myself."
Kikumaru hugged his boyfriend and Shuichirou smiled. He noticed he was trying to comfort him. He hugged him back, tightening the embrace.
"I want to do it with you, Eiji-kun, but, I want to do things properly. You're too precious for me and it's going to be your first time. I want to give you a good memory of it."
He broke the embrace and Shuichirou smiled at him.
"Let's do it when your tests end and your extra hours at Sakurai finish as well. You're always so tired lately." He kissed him gently. "We don't need to rush on anything."
"Okay." Eiji smiled and there was a small smirk on Oishi's face.
"We can always do other things, like what we did before." He kissed his neck. Eiji's body stiffed immediately and he blushed again.
"Stop teasing me!"
"Impossible." He caressed his cheek. "You're just too cute."
