A/N - Sorry I haven't updated, life got in the way...Thank you for all reviews. I'm so happy, that you guys are still with me...

Harm followed the nurse next door to the NICU. She fitted him with a bracelet that would allow him to enter and see his daughter, without having to have a nurse with him. After they walked inside. She took Harm over to his daughter. He looked down inside her little isolate.

As he took in her features, he was suddenly over come with emotion. She looks just like his Mac.. His beautiful Mac, from her olive skin to her little button nose. He couldn't see her hair ( due to the hat they have on her. ) or her eyes ( she has them closed ) He wanted so much to pick her up and cradle her in arms, just like he had done with her brother. As he continued to look at her, he noticed the bandage around her tiny little chest and side area. The sight broke his heart. Mac had done everything to keep her safe, and in one brief moment a mad man had almost killed her. Harm dropped to the floor sobbing.

"Why.. why her... why Mac.. why couldn't he just leave us alone? I... can't loose both of them.. I can't raise little Harm all alone.." One of the nurses near by walked over to him. She patted him on his shoulder.

"Sir are you okay? Is there anyone I can get for you?"

Harm stood back up, and wiped his eyes. "No, I'll be okay, everything just hit me hard, what can you tell me about my baby girl's condition?"

"I'll have to look at her chart." She went over and pulled the chart off the side, looking it over. " According to what I'm reading, she's doing good, the oxygen is only temporary, and at last check her wound is healing as well as can be expected. Given the way she was hit."

"What does that mean?"

"From what I'm reading, she was hit in the lower side just under her lungs. If the blade had hit higher, it would have hit her lungs causing them to fill with blood. She's one lucky little girl."

Harm looked down at his sweet baby girl. "She's a fighter just like her mother. A jarhead."

"A what?"

"Jarhead, that's what we call Marines. My wife is a US Marine."

"Oh I see. Is there anything else you want to know?"

"Can I hold her?"

"Not just yet, we need to keep her in here for at least 24 hrs so we don't risk infection. After that her doctor will decide when she can be removed. But your welcome to sit with her as long as you want to."

Harm nodded. "Thank you, I think I'll go check on my wife and come back." He looked over at his tiny little girl, placing his hand on her isolate. "Princess daddy loves you. He loves you. Don't go anywhere. He's coming back. I promise you. Daddy never makes a promise he can't keep. I love you baby girl, my little Rosebud."

Harm kissed the isolate, turning around and heading out. The young nurse looked over at the little girl, "Your a very lucky little girl, your daddy loves you a lot."

Harm walked to down the hallway to the Nurses station. One of the nurses looked up at him - "Can I help you sir?"

"I'm looking for information about my wife Mrs Sarah Rabb."

The nurse checked her computer, "She's in recovery. Two floors above us." Harm smiled and said thank you. Making his way up to recovery he had no idea what he would be facing when he sees his Sarah for the first time after having to leave her.

As he reached Mac's door, he prepared himself for whatever he would be seeing. Stepping through the door , he saw her small body laying perfectly still in the bed. His heart dropped, that wasn't his Mac, his Sarah, his wife. His wife is full of life and smiling her beautiful smile at him. As he got closer. He saw her bruised and battered face, her messed up hair. He went to her, siting down next to her in a chair. He took her left hand in his, kissing her ring finger and her palm.

"Baby. I'm so sorry I had to leave you alone. I'm sorry I wasn't there to stop him from hurting you and and beautiful babies. And they are beautiful, just like you. They need you to wake up. I need you wake up. I need you too open up those big beautiful brown eyes for me. Baby you where so perfect in the way you fought for them. Now fight for yourself. Please Sarah, please don't leave my sweetheart."

Harm was sobbing now, he couldn't stop the tears. That's how Trish found him, when she walked in. She went right over to him, wrapping her arms around his shoulders. Harm felt his mother's arms. He placed his hand on top of hers. "I can't loose her mom. If I do I want be able to go on. I can't loose any of them."

Harm looked up when he heard a tiny voice."Harm is that you?"

He went straight over to the bed sitting down next to her. "Yes baby it's me open those eyes, come on baby open them. Come back to me."

Mac slowly opened her eyes. She blinked a few times as the light hit them. "Harm? "

"Yes baby it's me. I'm right here. I'm never going to leave you again."

"Oh Harm." She tried to sit up, but pain shot through her. She went to grab her stomach. When she didn't feel her children her eyes got wide. "My babies where are my babies? Harm where are our children at? What's happen to them?"

"Baby...baby calm down. Their in the nursery, you where perfect. Just perfect. You kept them safe sweetheart."

"I want to see them, please take me to them."

"Baby doll, you need to rest first. Your body needs to rest."

"Please...please... I want to see them...I need..." Harm took her in his arms letting her cry. "Please take me them.." she sobbed...

All Trish could do was just stand and watch. Her heart was breaking for Sarah. She knew the heartache of not knowing about your child. She herself had felt that same aching in her when Harm had his ramp strike. She patted Harm on the shoulder, he looked over at his mother, she ponied to the door. He understood and nodded to her.

Harm returned his attention to his wife, she was still sobbing in his arms. "I...I need to see them..please Harm...I need to make sure they are okay. "

Harm pulled her as close as he could. "Baby right now, you need to rest, you've had major surgery. Our babies are beautiful just like their mother."

"You've seem them? Have you held them?"

"I held little Harm, he's all Rabb. Has a firm little grip. He's 7pds 6oz 24 inches long. Baby he's beautiful."

"What... what about our Rosie?" Harm turned his head. Mac pulled his face back towards her. She saw his tears. "No...no..please...please don't tell me..."

"Baby she's, she's in the NICU..the knife hit her in her side. But they say she's stable ..Baby she's beautiful just like you, she looks just like you. We can't hold her for at least 24hrs, they don't want infection to set into her wound"

( Mac is now sobbing hard ) "infection? How bad is our baby?"

"Baby, our baby girl is going to be fine. She's going to be just fine. She just needs time to heal, just like her beautiful mommy does." Harm just held his wife and let her cry. He wrapped her in his arms and just let her cry.He knew this was going to be a long road of healing for all of them.