„What the hell is wrong with you!", black eyes which were still full of lust looked at my body up and down, his hands waving angrily at everything and nothing.
I tried myself to calm down, my heart beating so fast I was sure he was able to see my pounding chest.
„You can't just do that and then stop like that!"
„Me? Me?! Are you fucking serious right now!", my voice came out as a shrill squeak.
I pointed my finger at him „It was you, you asshole! I... I... was just standing here and the second the elevator closes you attack me like an animal! Just a few hours ago I told you that this here", I pointed to me and him. „Was never to be repeated again!".
Bing
The elevator door opened and I practically ran out. My heels were click clacking while I went towards the exit only hearing fast footsteps not far away.
His hand touched my shoulder and I slapped it away.
„Hands off!"
„Wait!"
„No!"
I felt very hurt. Did he not take it seriously when I talked to him? Do my words don't count to him?
The automatic halldoors opened and I ran out. The wind was warm even though it was already past midnight. The fresh air felt sweet in my lungs and I felt my red cheeks turn normal again.
„Get back here, the car is downstairs."
I rolled my eyes at him, how could he have again this monotone voice for heavens sake?
„No, thank you. I'd rather walk.", and with that I walked down the street.
„That's not even the right way."
Again I turned around and walked the to the other side and passed him. Really not knowing the way I took out my phone and located the house. It would take 3 hours to walk by foot. I looked pass my phone and at my feet. I could take the heels off and could maybe run from time to time. But I would have to watch the street so that I wouldn't step on anything.
I turned on the internet and looked for the next bus station. Just 500 meters away from here was the next one and I started my way. Hearing Sasuke calling me from behind I decided that ignoring him would be better. It was already late at night and I just wanted to lay in my bed.
I sighed. I could not even go back and ask Kakashi to drive me home, that would be just embarrassing.
Hey Kakashi, could you bring me home maybe? Can't sit with Sasuke in a car because he always tries something.
Yeah, sure. He would understand. I rolled my eyes.
My walk got a little slowlier the more I walked. Oh dear god, I was able to see the station from here finally.
The moment I sat on a seat I took off my shoes. I hated wearing heels, but they just looked so nice with my outfit.
I had a strange feeling. I looked to the left and to the right, not a single soul was here.
Sometimes I wonder just how dumb I was. Not even long ago I met Dean again. He drugged me and nearly got me. I still wonder how he found me, found out where I work.
Does he already know where I live? Who could've told him? It's scary, I only told him in the very beginning of our relationship that my hometown is Konoha. I never mentioned it again. Thinking about that and just how big this city was... he could even be now here hiding behind a corner and waiting for the right moment to catch me for all I know.
Goosebumps were all over my body eventhough it was warm here. Alone the thought of him scared me. But I wouldn't let him bring me down again. I would never let anyone do this to me ever again. Maybe I should tell Naruto about him, it wasn't fair to keep someone as dangerous as Dean as a secret now that I know he was around.
Maybe he got scared when he saw Sasuke on the roof? Well, he is quite tall and well built, Dean was a little smaller I think. But I also made a few times the mistake to think of him not being strong. I didn't receive any messages anymore.
I felt my inner nodding at everything.
But could Naruto keep it a secret? We know he talks a lot and maybe Dean honestly ran away after hearing someone else being so intimidating like Sasuke? Do you really want him to worry even more?
She was right, maybe I could tell him when I received another message. I deleted every other because I didn't think about it. So I did not have any evidence. I was sure that Naruto would not think of me lying but still it would be better to show him what I meant. I placed my elbow on my knees and my head on my hand taking out my phone.
1:24 am.
I sighed again. How long would I have to wait for the next bus?
I waited.
And waited.
And waited.
1:44 am.
I was patiently waiting and looked around the area the whole time. There was just this uneasy feeling which made me shift.
In the distance I heard an engine howling. The car turned and came my way slowly, it's lights getting brighter each second.
My heart was throbbing I felt my throat getting dry because of it. The blinding lights made it hard to see and I noticed the car getting even slowlier.
It stopped right in front of the bus station and the window opened.
"Sakura?"
It was hard to see the person in the car as it was all black in there. The person's voice however was 100% Sasuke's.
I groaned.
"What! I'm waiting for the bus!", I answered angrily and crossed my arms.
Through the growling sounds of his car's engine I heard a... relieved sigh.
"Please get in. I was driving already around the town to find you."
Acting like I didn't hear him I opened my phone's screen and did not reply to his request. See if I care.
"Sakura."
I opened my Sudoku App. Eventhough I was not able to think clearly because his presence made me a little wiggly I typed any numbers in.
"Sakura, please.".
Oh, 9 was wrong, okay. 5...hm also wrong.
The driver's cardoor opened and he walked around the car and opened the passenger's door. I looked up at him. He was not even wearing his leather jacket as it was warm enough.
Our eyes locked. Eventhough it was pitch black his eyes had a little light in them. I wished I could walk up and caress his face gently but instead I forced myself to look at my phone's screen again, just typing anything without thinking.
I heard him let out a sigh and he walked to me holding out his hand.
"The bus will be here now any minute, if I was you I'd drive away from the station's parking lot."
He groaned and took my shoes from the other seat and walked back to his car.
"Excuse me! Give them back right now!", I stood up and felt again pain in my feet, probably some blisters which hurt now.
Sasuke opened his trunk, threw them inside and closed it quite loud.
With fast steps he walked again back to me. For a moment he stood still right in front of me, not doing anything. His eyes had a soft look and my belly felt all tickly.
I felt that any moment now we would kiss and thought already of a way to get away from his unbelievably good smell.
What was it about him that made me want him so much? Did I really have a thing for men who would only hurt me? Was it me, wanting to change someone who was just impossible to change?
My thoughts ended abruptly when he placed his arms behind my back and my knees and lifted me up. I was flabbergasted by his actions, he placed me gently on the passenger seat.
"Put the seatbelt on, please.", he closed my door. It was the same car which he used to drive me around town when I wanted to find an appartment.
I did what he asked me to and sighed slightly. I felt like a child who heard a 'no' way too often. My lips pouted.
Sasuke sat down, closed the door and pulled out of the parking lot.
The way home took some time longer than earlier when Naruto drove us. I even thought sometimes that we had passed a street or two already twice.
All the way we did not talk. When we arrived he took out a little remote and pushed a button and the gates opened and closed automatically when he passed them.
He drove into the garage and placed his car next to Naruto's SUV, stopping the engine and took out the keys. When I wanted to open the door he grabbed my arm.
I looked at him wondering what was now.
He inhaled deeply, his chest moving, tempting me to touch him.
His black eyes looking tired "I'm sorry.", it was nearly a whisper.
I didn't say anything back, just looked him straight in the eyes. My ears must have heard wrong. Realizing I should act I nodded and turned back around. I did not have to say I'm sorry back, because I did not do anything wrong. He came on to me.
"Sakura, please."
"What is it, Sasuke?", I sat back on the seat and closed my eyes.
"I cannot do this anymore. It is honestly very hard for me to resist you.", I said the truth blurting out of my mouth. It was already so late, I experienced so many new things today and my brain was simply overwhelmed.
Thinking back to Kakashi and how gentle his personality is I wondered what was going on inside my head. It was nice to be treated so good, but it was also nice to be treated good, if you know what I mean.
Sasuke looked suprised at my little confession but didn't say anything to it.
"I cannot deny it anymore", my voice pleaded. "I don't want to want it, but I can't help it. I wish that I could do many thing but you are in a relationship, Sasuke. You should also know better than to try anything with another girl. I don't want Shikamaru to think of me as a homewrecker. I don't want to ruin your friendship with Naruto.", I bit my lip.
"And I am a hundred percent sure you don't want to break your promise to him.", I said checking the time. 2:25 am.
I did not expect him to answer but he did.
"I could talk to him. Maybe he would understand."
"Understand what?"
He pressed his lips togehter and shrugged.
"If you don't even understand what is going on, how should Naruto?", I questioned impatiently.
The automatic garage lights turned off. It was now pitch black.
"Forget about Naruto, what about Karin? Do you think she would understand that? The new girl first invading her home and then her boyfriend!", I asked him all the questions I have been asking myself already. I haven't seen Karin for a while now, where has she even been the whole time?
"I dumped her.", no feelings or whatever in his voice.
"Sorry, what? When?", I shook my head.
"After... what we did in the elevator. I texted her.", maybe I was again imagining things, but I swear that I saw fire in his eyes.
"We did nothing in the elevator."
I can't believe him, that was a nasty move to break up with someone.
"Why are you saying that now? First you say you feel something and now you say there is nothing!", he unbuckled his seat belt to turn to me.
"I understood now that if I want that... you, then I must change something."
"No! No! Just argh... no! Stop doing this to me! You can't play with me just because you want to! I have already had enough of someone like you, I know exactly how things are going to end!", I rambled. This reminded me many times of Dean. Everytime I came home and there was another girl. First they were always workmates, reading their script together. When they went out it was because they wanted another atmosphere. I tried my best to accept it. When I found out the first time he cheated he also told me that he understood now and would change to keep me.
It was always a lie but I was glad when he started to abuse me that he would go on do someone else.
"What do you mean?", he asked serious.
"Nothing.", I opened the door and walked barefoot towards the exit.
Sasuke slammed his door and walked fast to reach me.
"Listen, please. I already talked to Shikamaru about us."
"US? There is no us. There will never be. I already heard of your image, ladies boy. I want someone who wants me and not the whole female man kind. Why did you even talk to Shika about it? I told you already I took care of it."
"I explained it to him.", he said also getting angry.
"Explained what!" , my impatience was getting bigger any second that passed. My body was aching for him, my head was aching from overthinking and my sould was craving for unconditional love.
His body came closer and he cupped my cheeks gently in his big hands. A soft kiss met my lips and I felt myself getting lost in it.
His scent filled my nostrils and I stood now on my toes trying to come nearer.
How should I be supposed to stop it when my body was screaming for him?
I grabbed his shirt with both of my hands and gave in.
I could not hold back any longer and I fiercely kissed him now, his hands moved from my cheeks to my back and pressed me firmly against him.
We both moaned into the kiss and I wanted more. Placing my hands underneath his shirt I felt myself going crazy as my hands touched tender yet firm skin.
I got hold of the hem and practically ripped it over his head.
For a moment we both just looked at each other.
Only the moonlight shone from a little window but that light was enough to show how big Sasuke's pupils turned, his mouth a little open and his chest moving hard.
„We could.. we could.. we don't have to...", he whispered.
It was too late to stop though. My body was now in full mode in wanting his body, I wanted to touch every inch of skin I could find, place a kiss on every spot that came close to me.
I grabbed his belt and pulled him closer again.
Slowly I started to unbuckle it. His gaze didn't leave mine while I worked to free what I wanted now the most.
On purpose I unbuckled the belt extra slow and I felt him getting impatient with me. Once the belt was fully opened I took his jeans and slowly pulled it down. When I had to pull his jeans over him I saw that he was eagerly coming my way and the big bump in his boxers made my heart race. I bit my lip again and got up.
He stepped out of his jeans taking the shoes off and with that his socks too.
He here was now, that beautiful man with the dark hair, light skin and his dark boxers. The sight was unbelievable.
Just how good looking could a man become? I traced the small line of hair on his lower belly down to his boxers and pushed past the elastic band.
I was eager to explore what I would see when I would pull it down too but got stopped.
„Where do you think you're going?", he whispered in my ear and cupped my left breast, massaging it gently. I felt him throbbing against my belly and closed my eyes enjoying the feeling of lust.
His mouth moved down and sucked the place where you would be able to feel a pulse of 200. While one hand was occupied with my breast, the other went down and pulled the blouse out of my jeans. He unbuttoned it with just one hand and slowly let his finger glide inside.
Eventhough he was still obove my panties I let out a deep breath which turned into a medium loud moan as he finally touched my clit.
„Shh..", he whispered.
„Oh God,", I moaned still with my eyes closed feeling so aroused that I thought I would come any second just by these few actions. Feeling his penis throbbing through the fabric did not make it any easier for me to keep a clear mind. All I could think about was to feel him, now and hard.
„Don't make me wait", I whispered. If he would wait any longer I would be so wet that he could slip in with just one move.
„I'll make you wait for as long as I want to", he grumbled.
My body was on fire and I was about to blow it off.
If we did not start like right now I'd turn into an animal and attack him and I would not stop until my prey was eaten up.
Showing him that I was here the one who showed where, how far and how fast we'd go I boldly cupped his dick. He flinched a little and let out a short breath.
„Woah, there...", he stopped suddenly when I moved my hand on him a little.
„Mhhh.", he enjoyed.
„That's right, I'll teach you who's in charge here.", I said and licked my lips. Swaying his waist back and forth in time with my hand he closed his eyes and seemed to enjoy it to the fullest.
Feeling him being turned on made me even more wet. I was so ready. Seeing him enjoying my hand right now made it hard for me to quit. But if we wanted to get really started then we should play more intense.
Rubbing him faster and with a little more tightness he placed his hands on my shoulders and gripped them.
I stopped.
I didn't want to end it like that, but it seemed that Sasuke enjoyed it a little too much and forgot about me.
He panted and looked disapprovingly at me but did not do or say anything.
Yes, seems like we really have to show him what to do.
I stepped back a little and looked down at his friend. Lord, this is going to be fun if he can handle him.
Biting my lip seductively I opened one button at a time, swaying my hips lightly.
He took a step towards me and I stepped back.
„Nah ah!", I held a finger up and he catched my hand, raising an eyebrow at me.
„I've been so nice to you. And all you do is make me wait.", I pouted a little.
He smirked at me. „Well, I did not want to rush anything here.", he took my finger in his mouth and sucked and bit it a little. If my pupils could widen any more then they would do it now.
„If you want it faster, no problem.", he grabbed my wrist and with one strong pull he had me again against his chest. „Take it off, now!", he ordered.
No problem I thought. My hands gripped the elastic of the boxers and, what now?! Again he stopped me from taking the last of his clothing off. Rolling my eyes at him it was my time to raise my brows.
„Take off your clothes."
Smiling sheepishly I unbuttoned the last 4 Buttons and he eyed me carefully. Taking in the sight of my dark blue bra he slowly began to trace my breast with his fingers leaving a burning feeling.
Pulling me up suddenly I placed my legs around him and cupped his face, kissing him as if it was the last time. Finally, can we get startet now? My inner was now very interested in the next moves.
With me still having my legs around him he walked past his car and pushed me against a cold hard surface. I gasped and looked to the side. He pushed me against... Naruto's SUV.
Well ain't he naughty.
He placed my legs on the floor and went to unbutton my jeans, grabbing them fiercely to pull them down. Once I stepped out of them he nibbed on my calf and went further up.
Moaning more and more I grabbed his hair and cocked my head back. The feeling was so intense, the cold of the car in my back and a very hot Sasuke kneeling in front of me.
As he reached a soft spot on my thigh near my clit I held my breath in pure bliss as he pushed my slip aside and gave me a very tender kiss on my special spot.
„Ohhhh, Sasuke", I tried to push her more against him. We were both on the edge and wanted each other desperately. All the mean words, all the sneaking, finally we were able to get what we wanted the most.
My legs were trembling and I had a very hard time to keep quiet, his magic tongue played so well that I thought I would come any second now. But Sasuke had other plans. Pushing my slip now down he grabbed the blouse and turned me around, hastily he pulled it away and fumbled with my bra.
In one swift move he had it off too and turned me face him again.
Grabbing my butt he lifted me and I closed my legs around him. Our gaze never broke and he slowly pushed himself a bit at a time in me, pulled out again a little and back in. Slowly, very slowly so that I would feel every inch.
Still not blinking my mouth openend and he closed his eyes once he was in me.
„Mhhh fuck", he pushed his face against my breast and moaned. Alone the thought of this hot situation could make me come.
Pushing himself in and out and with that me moving up and down we were worked in harmony together.
The feeling of slyness made it even better, here we were in the middle of the night, after discussions and insulting each other, making love on Naruto's car.
My moaning got louder as the feeling of coming close washed over me and I thought about being more quiet but it was just plain impossible. Feeling Sasuke moving inside of me was an indescribable feeling and I wished this night would never end.
Probably thinking my moaning would wake the others Sasuke reacted quickly.
He let go of his right hand so that my left leg hung down now. It was no problem to still keep me pinned against the car, his other hand grabbed my butt tightly, a little I loved the pain I felt there.
His right hand moved behind my head and pushed it. We were now kissing and moaning in each other's mouth.
My hands were on his head, his shoulders, his arms, scratching and grabbing him.
Every move, his skin, his smell. It all made me going out of my mind and I moaned into his mouth as I came. Sasuke came right after that too.
„Oohhh fuck, mmmmh", he placed his head between my breast and after one last, hard push I felt him shiver. He moved his head so that he could rest it on my shoulder and I put my arms loosely around him.
We were both breathing hard. My body relaxed and I placed butterfly kisses on his neck and shoulder.
I immediately missed him when he pulled out and placed me on my feet, my back aching a little from being pressed against the car. Funny, I didn't feel a thing while we were at it.
He put his boxers back on an bent down to get my bra. He took my right hand and carefully turned me around as if we were dancing. His soft skin on my back was a comfortable feeling. His nose slowly made its way from my shoulder to my neck and I heard him deeply inhale when he reached my hair.
He placed my bra on and closed the strap.
„Well I wouldn't wear that now.", I heard him smirk behind me and he pointed at my string on the floor.
Yeah, no, I would not wear a wet panty now.
I turned around and asked him „Well, you find it kind of amusing I see?".
He shrugged his shoulders while he got my blouse and dressed me with it. Starting from the lowest and when he came to the last one he pulled the collar and kissed me.
„It's a men's thing, I guess.", he said between feather light kisses. His voice still was a little hoarse.
„Really now? Then please enlighten me?", I placed my hands on his still naked chest and looked him straight in the eye. I still wondered how someone could have been as beautiful as him. His face was flawless.
He shrugged again and walked back to where I took off his clothes.
„It makes us proud when you can turn a woman on like that. What could you possibly want more than a woman that wants you?", he stepped into his jeans and pulled the socks on again.
I listened to him and carefully got in my own pants. Weird feeling, I never walk without underwear and I was still a little sore and the jeans didn't make it better.
I looked at my phone and it was already 3:30 am. Man, who would've guessed a few hours ago what would happen.
„Let's get going, it's late and I think you need some time to rest." He slapped my bum.
„Says the one who looks like he didn't sleep for days."
„Well, someone sucked out all the energy I had.", he placed his arm around my waist and kissed my head.
„So...", I started. While the last minutes felt as if we have been together for years it started to get awkward now.
„...so", he mentioned for me to go on.
I did not know what to say.
„I think that we should not tell anyone what has happened.", he looked at me in disbelief. He opened his mouth but I stopped him.
„There are enough reason we should not tell anyone about it."
„Oh come on, you can't be serious right now!", he hissed angrily.
Welcome back to how we've been before. I tried to stay calm as the situation seemed to escalate now.
„Sasuke, I mean, what would you like to tell the others? Oh, hey, anyway Sakura and I have something undefinable. We are still looking where it will get us.", I looked at him.
„I know you're a band member. You have dated another band member and ended it a few hours ago. Let's not rush this, okay?", my voice was pleading.
I still had to find out if this was relationship material or if my body was out of control. Maybe even my brain was damaged from my last relationship and needed to recover and found out that sex would help. Who knew?
Would Sasuke be able to stay monogam?
„I'm not happy with this solution.", he said angrily.
„Who said that I was happy about it?", I tried to calm him down.
„You know what, that's way too troublesome. Then just let's act as if nothing happened again."
„Oh come on Sasuke,", I tried to be reasonable. „You know that's not what I mean. Could you please try to understand me? The press would eat me alive if they found out that you broke up with Karin to get with me. I honestly don't want to end up in a Magazin again."
He sighed. „Okay."
Fiiiiinally, we have finally reached a very important stage of Sakura's and Sasuke's relationship.
For how long will this last? Who would've guessed that it would be Sakura to keep that a secret?
Be careful, Sakura. Secrets always get revealed.
Thank you for reading!
