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Unconsented sex ahead. May be traumatizing for some readers...
Natsu P.O.V
The next day
I'm tired of all this bullshit...
I walked into the school building, ready for another exhausting day of work. Being at work helped me keep my mind off of how badly my life was going to shit.
I'm a thirty year old man in a relationship with a girl I've been trying to escape for the past eight years. I live alone in a home I bought and paid for, and my will to smile disappeared ages ago along with with my happiness. But the worst part of all was that I fell in love with a girl fourteen years younger than I am.
My life was going to shit, and I didn't know how to escape it.
While walking towards my classroom, I saw Mirajane. "Dragneel!" She shouted as she made her way to my direction.
Just my luck...as if dealing with Lisanna wasn't enough...
"Hi Mira," I said as I rolled my eyes.
"Dragneel, my sister says you've been sick."
"Huh?"
"She said you've been sick and that's why you haven't gone anywhere with her."
Oh crap! I forgot!
"Y...yeah," I mumbled as I did a fake cough.
She then walked up closer to me to touch my forehead. "You feel fine to me though..."
I quickly pushed her hand away, wanting to keep the distance between us. "I had a fever like a week ago; It's just a cold now..."
These stupid sisters are going to be the end of me...
"What's with your clothes today?" She asked as she looked at my sweat pants and t-shirt, "This is exactly why you get into so much troublem with the principle. Your lack of professionalism is revolting."
"I don't care."
Why is she still following me?! Just leave me alone!
"So...are you going to marry her yet?" She asked bringing up the elephant in the room.
"For the hundredth time, no..." I replied aggressively as I was beginning to lose my patience.
"Hmph, you're being overly aggressive for no reason..." she replied with a pout.
It went silent for a while until I decided to speak without thinking: "Mira, why do we have the same conversation each time we meet?"
"Because, unlike you, I care for my sister and so I'm doing her a favor by talking to you."
Liar...you've never cared about Lisanna.
"Come on Dragneel, you and my sister were so in love. What happened?"
What happened?! You know what happened, you slimy bitch...
I finally reached my class room, excited to leave her behind and start my day without her. "Bye Mira--hey!"
She followed me into my classroom, ignoring my futile good bye as I placed my bag on my desk.
"Hey...you never answered the question. What happened to the love you guys had for each other?" she reminded as I sat on my chair.
"Do you have tape?" I asked, trying to avoid the topic.
"You're changing the subject."
I sighed heavily at her persistence. "Look, it's none of your business. Besides, you already know why."
"I do~?" She asked mockingly. She walked up to my desk, grabbing the pair of scissors that laid across my desk.
"What're you doing?" I asked annoyed with her.
"Dragneel, why haven't you dumped her yet?"
"Stay out of it."
She caressed the scissor 's blade with her finger, smiling sinsiterly as she looked me. "You know I have my ways to get what I want."
"What're you--?!!"
She began to unbutton her blouse, reveling her black laced bra as she stared at me lustfully.
"Mira, what--?!"
She then grabbed me by the collar of my shirt, tossing me onto the floor.
I jolted in pain as my back hit the floor. "Mira! What the hell-?!"
She keeled in front of me, placing one knee next to my outer thigh and the other in the space between my legs. She quickly tossed off her blouse as she looked at me with lustful eyes.
"Natsu...I want you..."
This psycho bitch-!
She placed her hand under my shaft, lifting it up as if she were measuring. She then let it go and grabbed a piece of my sweat pants with her left hand. She used her right hand to grab the scissors and cut a hole into my sweat pants and boxers, big enough for my erection to pop out.
"What the fuck?!"
"Don't fight me Dragneel." She said while taking her phone out of her breasts. "I can take pictures and blackmail you~."
I gulped in fear of her threatening words. If Lucy saw that...!
"Fine..."
She licked her dark red lips seductively, content with my submission. "Natsu, in the ten years you guys were going out, you've never had sex with Lisanna, right?"
"..."
"So I was your first," She taunted as she took off her bra.
"..."
She began to giggle happily as I laid beneath her. "You won't stay quite for long~."
She slowly pulled up her skirt as she lowered her black panties, tossing them off as they hit the floor. She then placed her entrance over mine and slowly brought herself down, moving onto my shaft.
"Ah~" She moaned lightly as she made her way down.
"Please...I don't want-"
"Shut up! Just shut up and stay like this."
She sat on me, letting herself adjust to my size before she moved. She then began to bounce up and down on my shaft, making me groan in simulated pleasure. My body was saying one thing but my mind was yelling another.
"It's...ah~ going all the way...inside~"
"...You're too tight...!" I groaned.
"Ah~" Mira cried in pleasure.
I felt her walls tightening intensely as she contiued to ride on top of me. It was far too much to handle, and I released everything.
"Natsu...give me more~"
"No..."
Her pleasureful expression quickly changed into a demonic one. She grabbed onto my hair angrily as she stared into my eyes. "Give me more."
I grew scared by her expression and did the only thing I could do: I followed her orders.
I placed my mouth over her nipples and sucked. My teeth surrounded her breats and my tongue tortured her nipples until she moaned.
She was still moving, up and down, until finally her walls caved in and released everything she was holding back. Shots of warm, hot liquid rolled down my shaft as she slowly stood up.
"Ahh- Natsu~"
She stood above me, shaking as she was numb from riding atop of me. "Even when you're below me, you're still as good as when you're on top~" she taunted as she placed her underwear back on.
I hate this...I'm so tired of all this bullshit...why do I keep getting manipulated?!
I couldn't move from the floor. I was shocked and pained to move.
"Natsu...I love you..." she said as she tried to kiss my lips.
I quickly looked away, doing my best to avoid her each attempt at kissing me. She then grew angry, grabbing onto my face as she glared at me with her demonic eyes. "Kiss me Natsu."
"No..."
"Do it now."
And like in the past, I submitted to her. I let her manipulate me, and there's no one to blame but myself.
"School starts in ten minutes, so get this cleaned up before then," Mira commanded as she made her way to the door.
"Easy for you to say...you're not the one with a hole in front of their junk."
"Is that what you're worried about?" She then grabbed the stapler from on top of my desk and stapled my sweat pants shut. "I'll sew it up later~" she said as she kissed my cheek.
As she stood by the door, she gave me one last lustful look before walking out.
"Natsu...let's do it again sometime~"
The door shut closed, leaving me in pain as I heard her happy giggles from down the hall.
I couldn't move from where I sat. I had allowed her to take advantage of me again, and that hurt my pride as a man.
Why couldn't I stop her?! What the fuck is wrong with me?!
The sound of my phone filled the room, and the ringtone was from the other girl I wanted to leave behind.
I'm sick and tired of all this bullshit...!
I closed my eyes and began to think about the only girl that was able to make me smile.
Lucy...I want to see you...
I was in love with a sixteen year old child, and I couldn't explain why or how it happened. It just did, and now I can never forgive myself for falling for an innocent girl. If I could stop it, I would, but the heart wants what the heart wants, and my heart will only beat for her.
If this is my punishment for being in love, I'll gladly take it. Because the rules of this world will never allow me to love someone so young, so I'll accept this as my punishment for breaking the rules. I can only continue to love her from afar, and as long as I still love her, I'll take whatever punishment the world sees fit.
I began to feel a tear leave my eye as I looked at the ceiling in pain.
I just love her so much it hurts...! It's so unexplainable, and I can't get rid of this feeling. I want to be with her, but I can't. And I push the rules by trying to get close to her in the small ways I can, but I know I shouldn't.
I can't keep putting my needs before hers. She deserves to find love with a guy her age. She has so much to live for, yet I'm almost half way done with mine. I'm delusional for thinking she could love an old guy like, and I'm crazy to be in love with a young girl like her.
I slowly brought my hands to my face as I cried in pain from a broken heart.
I wish...I wish we would have met in a different situation...I wish we could have met in a world where I could love you...I wish...I wish I would have never met you at all.
Author's Note
While writing on Wattpad, I recieved a lot of hate comments from readers because of the Natsu x Mira relationship. The reason why I choose Mira to be the bad guy, is because it has never been done before.
I enjoy the readers here on , so I hope you all will understand and trust in where I'm going with the story.
Thank you,
Your writer,
Otaku-chan
