Hi Guys !

So.. I was bummed to see the reviews for last chapter. I was shocked and wanted to wait and see how readers feel really. I feel like I need to explain the choice I had made with chapter 25. Quite honestly, i had a whole storyline in mind that would have given us justice after knowing that they got divorced. I was gonna fix their relationship of course. I was gonna make them endgame for sure. I'm sorry, i am not particularly the type of writer to write fluffy stories, therefore I did not come back 5 years later out of nowhere just to write Emison fluff, it just is not realistic in my very own opinion. I'd rather write something similar to the storyline while letting it shift to what we would've wanted to see, I feel like that provides more satisfaction. I was also always the type of writer that loves angsts, you may tell by the previous chapters. This was going to simply be a time jump after chapter 23. None of the past events from the storyline were going to be ignored.

The divorce would have given a lot more plot to this story and make their relationship even more enticing according to me. I personally dont see interest in writing Emison being happy now after I have left the story for the last 5 years. I'd rather explore how this can be fixed, i'd rather take this opportunity for more angst and more storyline. More to give this story some life and intensity. I couldn't come back 5 years later with the same storyline i had when i was 19.. I am now 24 and not with the same state of mind. Quite honestly, I also do not see the fun in writing fluff without at least some challenges first. That is just how my fictional mind works and find no satisfaction about writing a happy ending without having to crave it first.

Therefore, i will probably not pursue this and leave the ending at chapter 23 as you guys seem to want this to take a happy direction right away.

Don't get me wrong, i love writing this and love knowing that readers enjoy this but i would feel wrong to leave the story i wanna tell behind (and have a whole storyline of it in mind), not having the chance to show it and start writing something something that wasn't even my idea in the first place. I would feel wrong not writing what I actually want to write.. I am good at what I love doing and i'm not sure I would be good at giving you a bunch of chapters with Emison without any angst.

I work a full time job, have classes and have an amazing girlfriend. I unfortunately can't afford putting some time into something I don't particularly enjoy.

To those I disappointed with chapter 25, I'm sorry my writing turned out to upset you. I felt confident that my readers loved my writing style and would be pleased with my same wicked, angsty, smutty and passionate way but I was surprised to see you guys seemed more intrigued into the story. I understand that and am sorry that I gave you hope for nothing.

I'd like to clarify that this whole rant is based on my personal opinion. I do not mean to judge anyone with their reading or writing styles. We all have our ways, I simply needed to explain why I chose to go with the divorce storyline. Therefore all writing styles are completely and totally okay, we all simply have our preferences.

If some readers were pleased with chapter 25, I'm sorry i'm deciding to not pursue it. It seems most readers are not into it, I can't put my time and passion into something that only used to make fans happy, and now pisses them off even more than the show.

Thank you guys for following this fanfic and encouraging me to keep going with it. I've truly felt blessed and honored that so many readers loved this story. I wish I would've been up your expectations until now. I hope I did not upset anyone and if you would like to tell me anything, even insult me (lol some of you guys aren't the most delicate) I am okay with it. I am okay with knowing exactly what you think and I'm open to it.

In case one or two people actually liked the potential of chapter 25, let me know ! who knows, one day maybe I'll do a sequel to Need you Baby, Like I breathe you, Baby if it's worth it for some.

Thank you for your time ! Love you guys.