Chapter 25: Lost in the Undercurrents
November 22nd. 7:23 PM.
(Yokohama Base. Interrogation Room.)
[Takeru]
"Please take a seat, Cadet Shirogane."
I'll be damned. I can't belive this is happening. Kawazoe-san, my old PE teacher, is apparently a Major in the IJA and Mooroka-san, the headmaster of Hakuryo High, is some sort of secretary in the UN. Ugh, this does not look good. I know how these two do things, I still remember how many times I got called to the detention office back in school.
Zoe-san... No, Major Kawazoe stares at me with knives in his eyes, crossing his arms on his chest. Unlike the Zoe-san of my world he has a really big scar on the right side of his face going from his eye to his forehead.
"Sit down already!" Sigh, his attitude hasn't changed though.
I sit down slowly, my hands are still restrained. I didn't get a chance to speak with anyone when I arrived here, they brought me to this room immediately. Sensei and Kasumi were nowhere to be found when I got back, though that's for the best maybe. Last thing they need is to get involved with me right now. C'mon Takeru, let's roll that dice. No intimidating them, no blackmailing them. I know I won't be able to dodge the blame but I gotta stay here. And I have an idea of how I can do that. Even if they throw the 'no proof' card like the Instructor did. I need to make them say it outright and clearly, that I'm getting kicked out. Only then my plan will work. Or so I hope.
"I suppose you already know why you have been brought here, Cadet?" Mooroka-san speaks in his usual slow, uninterested tone as he takes a sip from his tea.
"Yes, sir. It's about my actions against members of the chaser squad that took part of the CCSE, correct?"
"Indeed. But before that let us ask you a few questions, is that alright?"
"Of course, sir."
"Well then, Cadet Shirogane, is it true that you were stationed at Yukon for two years?"
"Yes, sir." So they don't belive my cover... Go figure.
"Can you tell us the name of the squad you were part of?"
"It was the Daedalus Squad, sir. My callsign was Daedalus Seven." Major Zoe seems displeased about my answer. I don't know if they knew anyone from Yukon, but at this point I just gotta keep faking it.
"Oh? So you were part of the Daedalus Squad, huh? Give us some details on your training regime."
"That's classified, Major." And here it comes, Zoe-san's patented loud screams from hell. He gets up from his chair, moves to the side of the table and slams it with his palm. So he's the same here, huh? He has no chill.
"Huh?! What was that?! Classified my ass, you're being questioned here! You don't need to talk about confidential stuff, you retarded piece of shit! We're asking you for some routines, schedules, tangible things that are commonplace in a training program." My ears hurt just from hearing him, can't we send him to scream at the BETA? I'm sure they'll get so scared they'll fly off the planet. Or the solar system.
"I was forbidden from speaking about my time in Yukon by Vice Commander Kouzuki, so I cannot comply to your order, sir."
"If that's the case then, take a look at this." Mooroka-san put a paper in front of me. A declaration from High Command?
"What is this?"
"Ugh, this is why I hate dealing with idiots like you. This is an order from High Command, to you Cadet Shirogane, ordering you to answer all our questions truthfully. If you are found lying... Not only you'll be kicked out of the army, you'll also be taken to have a more... through questioning session." The Major licks his lips as he makes his knuckles crack.
"Please Major, there is no need for such hostility. Cadet Shirogane, can you tell us about your training regime now?"
Shit, I did not see this coming. I did read up a bit on the Blue Flag and what Prominence did... But will it be enough? Heh, whatever. At this point I'm so done all I can do is smile through it and wait for my chance to strike.
"Well, we did around the same amount of physical training I did here during November. The schedules were more tight, we barely had free time. Our shooting and sparring sessions were mixed with different fighting methods from all around the world. The lectures were the same as here."
"Aren't you being very vague, Cadet. What is it? Thinking up some excuses? Huh?!" Sigh... God, what are your vocal chords made of? Steel? Are you related to a certain red haired attorney, by any chance?
"Major, please. Let's move on to the next question, you could not take part of the CCSE with your squad, why was that?" Mooroka-san's ears must also be made of steel or diamond. He's just there sipping his tea like nothing's wrong here.
"I got into an accident with someone from the Russian side of Yukon. That got me a penalty, and my punishment was to not be part of the CCSE."
"Hmm... Yes, there were many incidents with the Soviets during this year. When did this happen? What did you do?"
...Think, anything will do. What did I... Wait, I did get into an 'accident' during my past loops. Let's use that to spew more half truths. But...
"Speak up! What did you do?! When did this 'accident' happen?!"
They're onto me, I think they know I'm lying. I'm screwed, doesn't matter how I lie, if they have a database about these incidents... Deep breaths Takeru, I can do this. I'll just spell more half truths and keep going. After all... I'll have to reset this loop anyways.
"I hit a 2nd Lieutenant, some of us got lost as we were walking around and some soldiers spotted us as we were trying to go back to base and tried to detain us. We tried to speak with them in English, to ask for directions, but they started screaming at us." I got punched by the gray haired soldier during the past loops, so let's just reverse that and say that I did it. That should work. "I couldn't stand seeing that, so I punched one guy so hard I knocked him out, and we ran away. After we got back to base and notified this to my Instructor, I was sent to the detention barracks. I was told the incident didn't escalate because it happened in the border of both camps. However, since I did something very stupid I was punished accordingly. Is that clear enough for you?"
"Don't talk back, you bastard!"
"Major." Mooroka-san glares at the Major as he takes another sip from his tea. "That was clear enough, Cadet. Now let's move onto the main topic." I gulp as I feel the tension well up in me. "You assaulted 2nd Lt. Sora Zanama, breaking her arm. She will need surgery to cure the wound you gave her. Can you explain what happened?" Finally, we get to the chase.
"I was under a great deal of stress during-"
"Don't put any excuses! Say what you did!" Major Zoe keeps shouting, his eyes grow redder and seem to be just about to pop from his face.
"Major, stop interrupting him. Please, continue."
"I was under a lot of pressure, they had aimed at my face when they assaulted me. We were not notified of their involvement, so I doubted their words. That woman kept trying to harm me gravely, she was the one who wounded my shoulder. When she kept struggling and tried to smack my head with her baton I grabbed her arm and bent it, to make sure she would stop attacking me." Actually I don't know what came over me at the time, saying that I was enraged is an understatement. Was that his fury? Did this world's Takeru go through something similar, perhaps? And that triggered a leak of his heaviest info into me due to my strong negative emotions at the time?
"So you consciously tried to break her arm?" He takes out a small notepad and starts writing something on it.
"As I said, I was under stress. I probably was affected by a strong violent emotion when she attacked me. I... I truly don't know what came over me." If I admit I did it consciously it's all over.
"Hmm... Why did you not harm Captain Ryoutarou Nanase?"
"I had no need to do so, he had already surrendered. He was not a threat to me anymore." That is not a lie.
"Fair enough. Then let's move on, when you found the rest of the Wasp Squad, what motivated you to kill them?"
"When I spotted them they were kicking my squadmates vigorously. I thought about scaring them or shooting at their feet, but then I noticed one of them was unconscious. When I saw that-"
"Wait, unconscious?" Their expressions get clouded, Mooroka-san is narrowing his eyes as he takes some more notes.
"Yes, sir. Cadet Mitsurugi was unconscious when I found them. She was not reacting to the kicks, not even those that were aimed at her head."
BAM!
Pain spreads through my face as Major Zoe punched me. Damn bastard, so this was their plan all along. They have no intention of listening to me.
"Shut your fucking mouth, you son of a bitch! There's no way that's true!"
"Major! I will not tolerate another outburst."
"However, sir, he's clearly lying. I knew those guys, they were good people. They would never harm anyone like that. This damn foreigner is lying through his teeth, soiling the honor of my comrades!" No wonder those bastards did what they did, with you backing them up from the shadows. This place... The UN... is rotten.
"Even so, you have no right to harm him. This is an interrogation, do not take actions that will bring shame to the IJA." Zoe grimaces and after sending another glare my way returns to his chair.
"Sir, I am not lying. They were kicking her while she was unconscious."
"Then, where is your proof Cadet?" Oh shit, here we go. Can't say I didn't see this coming. Half way there, just some more words and I'll have 'em where I want 'em.
"How am I supposed to prove something like that?"
"The burden of proof lies with you, you claimed that they were harming Cadet Mitsurugi. I now am asking you to present proof to back such a statement." Mooroka-san you sound just like Yuuko-sensei. He also ruffles his hair. His uninterested gaze and tone are really similar, I think he was Sensei's Sensei back in my world so maybe they have a similar relation here as well.
Regardless, he's a son of a bitch. What can I say to prove that?! How am I even... No, don't lose it Takeru. There is something I can do to keep the flow going.
"While I have no proof myself, you can question the gray haired one and the woman named Ruri. They were the ones that were kicking them more strongly." Major Zoe stared blades at me again, but managed to stop himself before he shouted.
"I see. So you have no proof, huh? Then, you just killed them because you felt like it?"
"I never said that, sir. Why don't you interrogate them about this?"
"Because you cannot prove that your squadmates were in any danger and we already received their report, and in it they painted a very different situation to the one you describe. Your actions have no justification, it looks like you're trying to shift the blame onto someone else. And before you ask, your squadmates cannot testify on this matter since they're involved in this too. We can't count on their impartiality." Of course, they can't admit that they actually harmed Meiya. That would be getting in a fight with the Shogun, so they have to keep that from reaching the light. I thought this would happen, so I'm on the right track for now.
"Then, if there were no witnesses, how can you determine what happened?"
"Because someone killed two people unnecessarily and harmed gravely two other people, while the others did no such harm to the people you say they harmed. We received no report about this injuries Cadet Mitsurugi should have sustained according to you, and Cadet Sakaki was also unscathed according to the report Instructor Jinguuji sent us. Also, our soldiers have more credibility than you. They have served our nation for years while you were in America. In this situation, who do you think we will belive?" So basically I'm screwed because I acted first? I had to wait until they got a broken bone? Until they died? What the hell is wrong with this shit?!
"... It was not an unnecessary action, they still committed abuse against-"
"Cadet Shirogane, you have no proof to back up your claims. Since we need to ascertain whether this outburst is an exception or something you do regularly, can you tell us of your life before enlisting? About your friends or family?" Ugh, this is going how they want it to go. And I can't speak up without Zoe snapping at me again. I need to find an opening somehow. But I'm on the right track, if this keeps up I'll be kicked out. Just a little more...
"I do not remember any of it, sir. I don't know where my parents are, or even if they're still alive." Mooroka-san notes that down in his little notepad.
"Oh really? So... We don't know who you are and you have no one to vouch for you. That's such a shame. Well then, do you have any contacts left in America?"
"No sir."
"Hmm... Alright, let's leave that topic behind. Next question, why did you force your squad to separate?" He entwines his fingers and narrows his eyes at me.
"Huh? I did no such thing, sir."
"Then why was your squad split during the CCSE?"
"They... had decided to leave me behind."
"Isn't that weird, right Major?"
"Indeed, why would they abandon one of their comrades?" They narrow their eyes at me, they have already decided how this is gonna end.
"They didn't see me as their comrade, for them I was a foreigner that was going to betray them at some point. That's why they left me behind." Despite telling the truth this time they don't seem to belive me. Mooroka-san shakes his head slowly while Zoe is tightening his fists.
"Hmph, to think you'd try to taint the honor of your squadmates. Makes me sick." Major Zoe looked like he was smelling a corpse.
"Cadet Shirogane, let me be frank with you. As soon as the report from Captain Nanase reached High Command, your punishment had already been decided. The possibility of executing you was what was being debated on." Well shit, that escalated quickly. If they do want me dead I'm screwed. "However the fact that you then teamed up with your comrades and somehow managed to finish the CCSE in time was a very impressive feat. The short but concise report from the volunteers from the Guard showed us that your talents were perhaps more impressive than we thought. However, we lost four Eishis because of you. There is no way you can make up for that, no matter what punishment is given to you. And you have no proof to back up your claims, you have no one to vouch for your conduct. Given the answers you've given us, and the answers we got from the Wasp Squad, I have reached the conclusion that you were conscious of your actions and decided to kill knowing what that entailed. You could have harmed their legs, but instead you chose to kill. We also could find no one who knew about you in Yukon, though it is possible they all died during the Incident. Sadly we have no idea who you are or what was your conduct like before, so we must act with our safety in mind. I'm sorry, but we have decided to take you off the UN army. You will be deported to America shortly." Yes, F-ing finally. Let's push some more buttons, just to make sure.
"...And there is no way for me to prove that I'm not some psychotic murderer as you seem to think?"
"I told you to not talk back!" In a flash he gets up from his chair and comes at me, fists tightened. I tense up, bracing for the coming hits.
THWACK! BAM! POW!
"Cough... Cough..." That son of a bitch... There was no need... to beat me up like that...
"Major, that is more than enough. Cadet Shirogane, during your short stay in this base you had numerous fights with your squad. One particularly fierce with Cadet Mitsurugi, is that true?"
"How... Yes sir, it's true." Shit, that's coming back now of all times?!
"After you had such an intense fight with her, despite her strong resemblance to Her Highness, you want me to belive you went to her rescue like some sort of hero?" He frowns as he adjust his glasses. Sigh... Hero, huh?
"I'm no hero. Even if it's someone I don't get along with, if I see a comrade in danger I'll do all I can to help them." I stare at them in the eye, this is not a lie. But my gaze is lost as he closes his eyes and shakes his head again.
"All I care about is the truth, and all I see in you is someone with no credibility whatsoever. Cadet Shirogane, your skills might be truly something else but your attitude leaves much to be desired. You may find greener pastures in the US Army, I do not wish to see such a promising soldier either dead or in prison for the rest of his life. Be grateful you will get out alive, many were asking to make an example out of you." Checkmate.
"...So that's how it is, huh? If you had already made the decision you should have said so from the start, would have saved us all half an hour of our lives."
I see them tense up, Major Zoe was about to snap at me again but Mooroka-san waved at him. He entwines his fingers like Yuuko-sensei does and leans forward.
"I simply wanted to make sure we were making the right choice. You have many great skills, if we could find someone who could vouch for you and prove to us that you are not a violent element I would have considered speaking with HC to revise their decision. Alas, that ship seems to have sailed."
"If that's what you wanted, why do you refuse to ask about what happened to my squad?"
"I said no backtalk! You son of bitch, who do you think you're talking to?!"
"Major Kawazoe, for the last time, remain quiet. You're here as a security measure, I am the one that makes the questions here. Cadet, I belive I already told you why we won't talk with your squad." Alright, that bridge is burned. Just some more pushes, I'm almost there...
"I'm just telling you that if you do not listen to all the involved parties you cannot make a fair judgment. Why do you listen to the Wasp Squad but do not try to hear what my squad has to say? Our words as are important as theirs, and you also can't be sure that they're not lying and covering each other's backs." Zoe's eyes flare up as he gets up from his chair. If I gotta endure some more punches, let 'em come.
"You little shit... You haven't even got into a cockpit yet and you're so cocky?! You're nothing more than a proud American trainee! Seems like you need some more hits on that head of yours, you'll pay for insulting my-"
"Major Kawazoe, please step outside." Mooroka-san gives him a firm, unwavering stare. Zoe flinches back, he really can't keep his temper in check. Hehehehehe, serves you right.
"Huh? Secretary... I didn't.."
"Step outside, now." Mooroka-san glares at him, and slowly and with heavy steps Zoe-san gets out of the room.
He finishes his tea slowly, and returns another bored gaze at me.
"Cadet Shirogane, I don't know what you think being a soldier entails, but I can tell you won't be a very good Eishi."
"What?!" That was rude. I'm better than half of the crew here, at least.
"You have no sense of responsibility, act on emotion, are constantly creating discord on your squad. Your answers are full of defiance, despite what you did. I don't see you being remorseful about your acts at all. Someone like you spells doom for any operation. Even if you managed to pass the test, even if you became an average Eishi, you would never be able to fulfill your role with that attitude. You need to mature much before you can back up your words."
"We still don't know that. And I did cooperate with my squadmates when we got together again. I'm not-"
"You have no idea what piloting is like, you've never been inside a cockpit, you may have fought against the BETA but doing so in a tank is completely different than piloting a TSF. And I don't belive a single bit that excuse you blurted a while ago. Someone as noble as Cadet Mitsurugi would never stain her honor with such a betrayal, Cadet Sakaki is such a dedicated leader I don't see her letting such a thing happen in her squad. But you, a foreigner that only brings problems to his squad with his inflated ego? I can see you easily sparking a discussion that forced their hands."
This is going nowhere. Nothing I say is getting through him. If he doesn't listen to me, to my squad, and doesn't want anything to do with me anymore... That means I have him where I wanted him. And I even got Zoe-san out of the picture. Well, let's see if my gamble works. I know the UN is in dire need for some help, if things continue like this the relations with the Empire will most certainly crumble, especially if words gets out about how they harmed Meiya. And I just happen to have a pair of things that can help them with that. You want me to show you results? That I'm not just a know-it-all teenager that actually doesn't know anything? You want me to show you how I can contribute to the UN? Oh, I'mma do it. And then I'm gonna turn around, follow your orders, let you deport me, and I'll see your face as you lose this one-in-a-lifetime chance. Let's see if you let me leave.
"...There is one thing I want to confirm, sir."
"What is it?" He was already stuffing his notepad inside his suit.
"Since I'm leaving this base, I can take with me all of my possessions, right?"
"Of course, we are not so petty to keep your belongings from you."
"Does that include the patents of my inventions?"
"...What are you talking about?" He brings one finger to his glasses. Hehehe, gotcha. I'll have to thank Sensei for her gesture later.
"During my stay here I mentioned to the XO about a pet project I had. They're two training terminals that I designed to help Cadets all over the world. The MMTS and the WMTS, those are their names. Since I'm the inventor the patent belongs to me, but we still haven't applied for a trial for mass production, so if I leave-"
"The machines leave with you? Yes, I'm aware of the laws for such developments. Let me see what the database says." He takes out a PDA and starts searching. Stroking his chin, he remains silent for a few minutes.
I can see his eyes twitch, no way in hell they would let this things leave their grasp, they're too valuable. So they will either reconsider my punishment in exchange of me selling the patent to the UN, or they'll kill me to leave no one to claim ownership of the consoles. Either way I win, the second option is actually the better one right now, ironically. Resetting this mad world would be so much easier than to keep bashing my head against the wall trying to make things right with all of you.
"This is... How did you come up with these concepts?"
"That's my secret. So, even if the UN helped in their development, since there was never an official offer to buy the patent or the production rights from me, if I leave the simulators leave with me. I'll take them to America and finish them there if you make me leave. Then, they will be known as an American invention and will be distributed first to American Training Schools and then to the rest of the world, assuming they even want to give them away." I lean back on the chair as I stare at him and cross my legs.
"But if you stay, the Empire will get their hands on them first and they will be recognized as a Japanese invention?"
"Yeah, I'm sure we could arrange a trial run or something to give the Empire some exclusivity for a year or two, with the excuse that we are gathering data. The UN will profit from having control of these things, the Empire can have an edge on their trainings and will get some recognition from it. Hell, if the Empire wants to help in their mass production I'm willing to give them a small cut from the profits. And I get to stay here. Not only you get another Eishi, but another inventor that catched Vice Commander Kouzuki's attention." He keeps stroking his chin as he looks at the data that was in his PDA, I honestly have no idea what's in there since I never needed to check the databases to know what they are and do.
"This is surprising, such small devices... And yet, this one's screen is better than that of a Pleiades? This other one can output such clear 3D images? And yet, they seem to be simple in design. Their price isn't so high, considering what they can do. If we mass produced this simulators, and gave them to all training schools in the IJA and the UN that are stationed here... The recognition from this inventions, the profits, the improvements they could bring to our Cadets... And you are willing to share it with us? Is this one of the reasons the Vice Commander scouted you?" You took the bait. Time to drop the cold water.
"Yes, that's right. I could have stayed in America, but I chose to come back home. I wanted to find out who I was, and even if I didn't, I wanted to help my nation in any way I could. But alas, that ship has already sailed long ago, according to your words." I give him my most wicked grin. He seems to be at a loss as he looks at me.
"But Cadet Shirogane, did you not want to stay here? If you're willing to share this devices with the Empire, I belive HC could-" I don't give him pause and continue to speak on my own.
"I don't want to waste your time anymore, I'm sure you're fed up by now, having to deal with a dirty foreigner like me. I acknowledge my punishment, I'll go immediately to get ready for my departure. Thanks for your honesty Secretary Mooroka. It was a pleasure to serve in the UN's Japanese branch, if only for a month." I stand up and move towards the door. Three... Two...
"Wait. Sit down, Cadet." Heheheheheheh!
"Oh, what is the matter Secretary? I thought my punishment was already decided?"
"...It seems you have done quite some contributions during your stay here, according to this report of your special mission. May I ask you why is all this being kept as a secret?" Don't try that evil stare, you're nothing compared to Yuuko-sensei.
"XO Kouzuki's orders. If you wish to know more about my special mission ask her, I'm not allowed to talk, and I won't talk about it no matter what High Command says." Now that I think about it, why didn't they ask Sensei to vouch for me? That's weird.
"...Is that so? Well, please sit down. Can you tell me about this simulators and their programs?" I've been waiting for this! Fufufufu, time to turn them tables!
One long explanation later...
"...But why is it that the units must die when defeated?"
"It's supposed to be realistic. If your units returned after the battle you could go doing risky moves all the time, since they'll come back anyway. But if when they die they're gone forever, you'll think it twice before doing suicidal moves. It's the same on the battlefield, you can't tell your men to do crazy stuff because when they die, that's it. It's supposed to teach people tactics and how much one little mistake can change the outcome of a mission. Also, sometimes people will die. Someone will have to sacrifice him or herself for the sake of the mission, to understand how a leader needs to think, to see the battlefield from that top down perspective, that's one of the teachings this program can convey." Unlimited Bullshit Works is on fire today, I can't belive the sheer amount of it I'm spewing right now. This is just a game but I'm selling it as this super useful and deep training software. Maybe I should have dedicated myself to be an advertiser or a salesman...
"I never... I never thought such deep teachings could be explained in such a way, and you're telling me you did this?" And he's believing all of it.
Well, last loop everyone kept thinking I was some superhero that was awesome, special and what not after we announced the XM3. I still remember how crazy Meiya sounded when she confronted me after Marimo-chan's death, saying that I was the squad's pillar of strength. Heh, yeah right, me of all people. I'm no one's strength pillar, you're all just gullible idiots. I had nothing similar to your resolve, and even now I think I still don't. I'm just fighting for myself, the fight for humanity comes second for me. I mean, I know how pointless most of this is, with how many BETA are out there. Killing one Superior fixes nothing if they can send one or two more a few months after that.
"I had the idea, some sketches and a very rough alpha version of the programs. The XO and all the team that helped me are the real muscle behind this baby." They deserve all the praises, those engineers are godly.
"Even so, you came up with these concepts, these maps, these missions... And the TSF simulators as well, they sound very interesting indeed. To think one could have the same training in such a small machine..."
"Such a shame the Americans will get their hands on these first, right?" I raise an eyebrow at him, he squints his eyes and sighs.
"...It would be a shame indeed. Cadet Shirogane, please stay here. I'll go have a talk with the Vice Commander, I want to see the things myself. The door will be locked, to avoid the Major from doing anything foolish. I'll be back shortly."
"What about the punishment that was already decided?"
"...If you're deemed worthy we might be able to overlook your offense. There will be consequences, be sure of that. But at the least you'll be able to stay here. I'll be going now."
"Understood." And there he goes.
Yes! Take that! Critical hit baby!
I ended up bothering Sensei again but it was all I could do. There is one problem with this though, they might kick me out of the army and enlist me as an engineer or something else here. That would be hilarious, honestly.
Sigh... Almost. Too close for comfort. If Sensei hadn't insisted on letting the consoles be under my name I would have been screwed. She told me that she couldn't give me any recognition from the TSF parts or the stealth tech so I should take credit for the consoles. That was honestly a life saver right now. Even if I can't fight anymore I only need some more time, just a bit more.
After a long while the door opens and Mooroka-san enters again. He sits down and after arranging his glasses he looks at me and speaks in a slow but clear tone.
"Cadet Shirogane, first let me say that I am throughly impressed by your inventions. They're truly revolutionary machines. However..." I don't like that change in tone a single bit. "I have not the authority to change your sentence. In light of these new discoveries, I'll go have a talk with High Command right now. You'll be escorted to the detention barracks where you'll stay the night. Tomorrow at noon at the latest I'll bring you a clear answer regarding your sentence. Allow me to thank you for mentioning these inventions of yours, if you had wanted it you could have stayed quiet and we would have been none the wiser, yet you chose to speak up. I don't know why you wish to stay in this base, but it plays in our favor. I have a ride ready to take me to our HQ near Tokyo, so forgive the fast notification. I'll see you tomorrow." He nods at me, I give him a bow and he leaves, and as he opens the door two MP enter the room and tell me to go with them.
...
Back here, in the detention barracks huh?
Well, I delayed my fate for one day at the least. I can only pray now. But what if I went to America for real? I wouldn't have to deal with Yuuhi, I could help Sensei from there, it would be a completely new experience here. I mean, the Empire hates me, there's no way they would be willing to receive my inventions. They might even go against Sensei if I stay. Sensei did say during our talk this morning that someone asked her to kick me off the army. It was either someone in HC or Yuuhi.
I did what I could against hard odds. They did not care about anything I said just as I expected. I wonder what would happen if I actually talked with Tsukuyomi-san... She would kill me before I get a chance to say hello.
I wonder what are the girls doing? Heh, they must be glad I disappeared. No more bothersome Shirogane to hold them back.
By the way, am I going to get some food? I had something on the way here just as we boarded but I haven't had anything since then. Ugh, I'm hungry. Luckily my hands are free again, having them restrained for so long hurt a lot.
I throw myself on what's supposed to be a bed and close my eyes. How did Sensei take what happened? Is she glad I managed to avoid the worst case? Or am I bothering her even more now? They didn't mention her when they talked about people that could vouch for me, that is very weird.
I hear someone walking in the distance, is someone coming to see me? Who could it be? Oh, maybe Kasumi is coming to-
The person I see is one I was not expecting, one I did not want to see.
"Good night, Cadet."
"G-Good night, 1st Lieutenant." Tsukuyomi-san was here, with her old scornful gaze back. I'm so dead.
"You seem to be in quite the conundrum, Cadet. You seem to have done a very horrible act." She moves her hair out of her forehead as she approaches the cell I'm in.
"Indeed. To what do I owe this visit?"
"I came to ask you a few questions, surely you do not mind?"
"It's not like I have anything better to do. What did you want of me?" I sit on the bed facing her.
"First, could you remind me what was your name?"
"Takeru Shirogane." Frown, sharp eyes. Yep, she's been informed.
"...Well then, can you tell me a bit about yourself? Your information seems to be locked."
"Sigh... I'm just a simple guy trying to find a place to belong."
"I was referring to your life, where did you live, why did you leave the Empire..."
"I don't know. I don't remember much from my life here. I do remember living in the Hiiragi district though." Or more like I remembered what he lived through. Oh, screw it.
"Why do you say that? If you don't remember much then-"
"I remember the view from atop a hill near this base."
"I see. Then, what do you think of the Empire?"
"You're too prideful and judgmental people." Not lying here.
"Hmm... And what of the Shogun?"
"I have no opinion on her, I haven't paid much attention to the political matters since I arrived. I had a CCSE to pass. And as a soldier it's better if I don't involve myself too much with them." She closes her eyes for some seconds. Not like I can tell her I want Yuuhi to eat shit and fall of a horse.
"Alright. Then allow me to cut to the chase, why are you in possession of a sword?"
"What about it being an honor, receiving a sword from it's holder?" Her frown gets bigger, she takes a step forward.
"Things have changed since then, Cadet. Why do you have a sword?" Sincerity is a virtue, let's keep my promise with Meiya.
"I think you're misunderstanding something, 1st Lt. Tsukuyomi." She flinches at me when I call her by her name.
"What is there to misunderstand?"
"I don't have a generic sword, I have a Minaru Kamui." She opens her eyes wide, and starts gritting her teeth.
"You have a... Minaru Kamui? Do you know what that blade means?"
"Yes, now I do. Cadet Mitsurugi told me during the CCSE. I suppose that it's House Koubuin's blue katana, right?" She nods at my words.
"Indeed. Now, what are you planning to do with it, I wonder?"
"I'll give it to you." And she got tilted.
"...Huh? What do you mean?" I did promise to Meiya that I would talk things out with her, and I want no more problems with Yuuhi. Actually, I want nothing to do with her now.
"I didn't know how important the blade was, and going by your reaction I think I'm not recognized as a legitimate holder of it. I want no problems with the Empire and the blade could cause a great harm in the wrong hands, so I'd like to ask you to take custody of it and return it to the Shogun."
"You... want me to... Why? Do you think we won't be suspicious of you with this gesture?"
"No, I want no trouble that's all. You can hate me all you want, but I don't hate you." For now. Tsukuyomi-san is still someone I like a lot, but if she keeps antagonizing me I miiiight have to harm her. In the head. With a gun. "So, could you please go to my room whenever you have the time? The Minaru Kamui is hidden in my closet." I can see her hands tensing into fists, her chest moving slowly up and down as she tries to calm down.
"Understood. I'll take the blade with me, thanks for being so honest with me."
"Don't thank me, I just promised Cadet Mitsurugi that I would have a talk with you about it when I had the chance."
"I see. Might I ask... Could you tell me how did Cadet Mitsurugi fare in her CCSE?" She's trying to hide it, but those clenched fists give her away. Of course she would be worried.
"She scored a seventy, she passed it." A sigh of relief comes out of her as her eyes relax. I better shut up about the whole 'Meiya got knocked out' thing, I don't want Yuuhi breaking relations with the UN.
"Thanks for the intel. If I may, can I ask you something else? Did you encounter my relatives during the CCSE?" She should know by know if they reported it so no point in lying.
"The Pickle Cousins? Yeah, I had to- 1st Lt.?" Tsukuyomi-san's mouth was hanging wide open as her eyes froze. Did she got tilted again? "1st Lt.? Is something the matter?"
"How... How did you call them?"
"Huh? The Pickle Cousins? Oh, right. I wasn't trying to make fun of them, sorry" I give her a small bow but her eyes are still full of sparks and she's shaking.
"W-Why did you call them that? Where did you hear that nickname?!" She howled at me, getting closer to the iron bars.
"I just thought it was fitting really, if they let their hair loose since they have it so long and it's green, one could say they're a pair of overgrown pickles. I tend to make lame jokes like this all the time. Forgive me, I wasn't trying to insult your family." I bow at her again, but she doesn't let the iron bars go. Fists shaking and gritting her teeth, she stares blades at me. I just had to go and screw things up. Goddammit Takeru! You have ONE job! Stop making everybody angry at you!
"You thought... it was fitting? Cadet Shirogane, can you tell me your blood type?"
"What? Why?" That was not what I was expecting to hear.
"Answer me, or I'll report to the authorities you have a Minaru Kamui in your possession illegally."
"Hey, I didn't try to do anything with it! There's no need to be so hostile with me." I really need to stop making everybody angry at me.
"Then could you please answer the question?"
"Uhh... It was B positive I think."
"When is your birthday?"
"December 16th."
"What is your favorite food?"
"Why do you want to know that?!"
"Answer the question!" What is wrong with her?! If she thinks I'm a spy, why is she asking me all of this? Talking about food, when I'm so hungry...
"Tch, it's steamed doubin without a doubt! The king of the mountains, the matsutake mushroom, alongside the treasures of the seas, breams and shrimps, steamed together with some nice seasoning. Add fried rice, eggs and maybe some bacon alongside it and you have a total delicacy! Best food ever created!" Shit, now that I started thinking about food... I'M HUNGRY GODDAMMIT! Where is my dinner?! Even if it's half rations again, give me food!
"Those words... That expression... N-No... T-This... She said... Her Highness said..." Hm? Tsukuyomi-san was looking at me as if I were a ghost, her hands were shaking, her eyes were watering. No, her whole body is shaking as she takes some steps back.
"1st Lt.? What's the problem?"
"Y-You... Who are you?!" Her eyes show a mix of fear and anger as she howls at me. I just smile at her.
"Takeru Shirogane, it's a pleasure."
Seriously, what's wrong with her? I mean, even if they thought I was not a spy and was actually this world's Takeru, they should still hate my guts. Going by his feelings, I think he was branded as a traitor. And he despised the Guard. So what's up with her? Why is she trembling like that?
"...You said you had a Minaru Kamui in your possession, did you not?" She caresses her hair as she regains her composure.
"Yes."
"Who gave it to you?"
"Someone back at Yukon, as a memento of someone important to me that had died."
"Someone at... No, no one was... But then... I'll go take hold of your sword. I hope you are not lying, Cadet. I'll take my leave. G-Goodnight." She practically jogged out of here.
Did I remind her of the other me? If he also had the same taste in food then I'm glad to know I was a man of culture in this world too. Though, why did she react like... No, it's as if she saw a ghost, right? Seeing someone that should be dead alive and kicking must be a shock. If they assumed I was a spy, then that's it. But if I remind them of this world's me then they'll think I revived somehow. No wonder she was so shocked. I shouldn't have say that about those two pickles.
Well, hopefully she'll lay off me for a while. If she came with a gun I'd be dead on the spot, I need to get out of here before she comes back with killing intent. She did mention Yuuhi, so now I'm convinced she's the one pulling the strings on this whole 'kicked out of the army' affair. I wonder how she'll react if Tsukuyomi-san tells... Nah, that's a new level of stupid, even for myself. Nothing will change, they will come after my life regardless of what I do.
I can only hope I can avoid them from now on, I don't want to fight with them but given the situation I don't doubt they will be the ones picking a fight.
Ugh, where is my dinner?! I'm so hungry right now...
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day, please let me stay here. I don't need more trouble...
...
"Uuugh..." I slowly open my eyes. Still in the detention barracks.
My shoulder is still hurting a bit, my back is all stiff. And to make matters worse I forgot what I dreamed again but I still feel like shit. Deluxe way to start the day.
I sit up and look around. No sign of people. I'm starving. Yesterday someone came to give me dinner and it was again half rations. I don't mind it as much as I did before but I'm still hungry.
I stretch my arms upwards and move my neck in circles. I don't like how stiff I feel. But well, all I can do is wait now. Hmm? What is that sound?
I hear some steps in the distance. Three or so people, maybe? I sit up again as I await them. Three MP with rifles come up to my cell.
"Cadet Shirogane, you will come with us. We will restrain your hands now, please do not resist." I let them cuff me and we're off to wherever they're taking me.
I know I did something bad, but do they have to look at me like that? The people that we pass on our way look at me with either frowns or as if they were smelling something that was in the fridge for too long. Those soldiers did something worse than what I did by your standards, since they harmed Meiya. Oh well, whatever.
We end up going to the same interrogation room I went yesterday.
"You'll enter alone, know that we will stand guard outside. You better not try anything, we have authorization to shoot you."
"I understand, sir." They open the door and I go inside. Mooroka-san was waiting while drinking some tea.
"Good morning, Cadet Shirogane. Take a seat, please."
"Good morning, Secretary." I give him a small bow, he finishes his tea and looks at me.
"Well, let's get down to it. The HC Council has decided to give you a chance to remain in the UN, due to your contributions to the XO's missions. However, let me tell you that you can refuse the terms if you wish. Nobody will force you to stay here, you can opt to go back to America if you so desire."
"Understood. What will my punishment be if I decide to stay?"
"First, regardless of your choice, the patent of your simulators will be taken by the UN. Consider this the main punishment you'll receive. You will lose all rights regarding them, your name will not be mentioned at all in their documents, and of course you won't receive any monetary compensation for them. You also will be forbidden from taking them or any diagrams or documents regarding them with you if you decide to leave." Okay, this was unexpected but welcome nonetheless. If they thought I wanted to profit from them, and did this with that in mind, it means the consoles did their work. They bought me my chance to stay here. Well done, my gaming partners. Now, let's see what are the rest of the punishments.
"I understand, sir. It is a shame that I'll lose them, but at the least I got to complete them and see them work. It's not the end of the world. What are the rest of the punishments?"
"Alright, the rest of the punishments will only apply if you choose to stay here. For a duration of twenty days, starting today, you will be forbidden from accessing the barracks. You will have to sleep in your cell for the duration of this punishment."
Ouch, that may hurt a bit. The shower in the cell only has cold water, so that's gonna suck. Also, any one could walk in at any time so goodbye privacy. And security, if Yuuhi sends an assassin after me I'm as good as dead.
"You will also be forbidden from entering any of the PXes on the base as well, you will lose one meal a day, so you'll only eat breakfast and dinner, and you'll have to eat the same rations that were provided to you during your CCSE."
Ok, this is a major one. So I lose lunch, I will have to eat that sorry excuse of food, and I won't be able to eat with the squad. Well, the last one might be for the best, who knows how they will react to the news of me being a murderer? Heh, for all I know Meiya and Chizuru might have been lying the whole time and will start treating me like shit again.
"You will also be denied any free time you might have after your training drills are over. As soon as they finish, you will have to immediately report to the XO and will have to perform any duties she might have for you. To clarify this, this means that instead of having your lunch break you will have to continue to work without rest for the duration of this punishment."
I don't know if this is bad or not. I mean, that's what I've been doing since I came back, but losing all of my free time and rest during the afternoon and evening will be hard, especially if I have to eat those rations from now on.
"Those are the conditions the UN has established if you wish to stay here. Cadet, do you have an answer ready?"
Hmm... This conditions are really harsh. What I'm worried about is the fact that I'll have to remain in the detention barracks, if someone wants me dead anyone could snuck in there and shoot me while I sleep. I guess I'll have to trust in Sensei? But does she even want me here now, after all the trouble I caused? Heh, if I die I'll either loop again or stop the negativity. Win-Win for me.
"I accept the terms, Secretary. Thanks for giving me another chance, I assure you I will be on my best behavior from now on." He smiles faintly and hands me a folder.
"Those are the official documents regarding your punishment, you will be taken to the Vice Commander, since she's your legal tutor for the time being, and have her sign them. You will probably receive your orders regarding your afternoon activities from now on then. That is all from me. Best of luck in your endeavors from now on. May we meet again on a more pleasant situation. Goodbye." He gets up and gives me a small nod.
As he leaves the MP enter the room, saying that they'll take me to a briefing room to meet with the XO.
We make our way to the briefing room, with a tense silence hanging in the air. They're still holding their guns as if they had to shoot at any time, were they not notified about my decision? Once we arrive they give me the same talk as before, 'don't do nothing funny, we have guns with us, bla bla bla..." and after it they open the door. And inside the briefing room, sitting near Sensei, there was someone I did not expect to see. What the hell?
"Oh, about time. Take a seat, Cadet Shirogane." Sensei addressed me without looking at me, waving towards a chair.
I sit down and take a quick glance to the person that was sitting to my left, who was intently staring at me since I entered the room. Yui Takamura, what is she doing here?
"Well, let's do this quickly. Cadet Shirogane, the mission I'll assign you for the duration of your punishment will be to aid 1st Lt. Takamura in her mission." Wait, what?
"I'll be a pleasure to work alongside you, Cadet. I'm expecting great things from you." Takamura stares into my eyes with a firm, glowing gaze. Okay, stop. What is happening here?
"Shirogane, to clarify what your mission entails, you'll be 1st Lieutenant Takamura's assistant for the duration of your punishment. You'll work alongside her in the development of the EML-Railgun that will take place on the same floor where you developed the simulators." You made me Takamura's assistant? You fucking what?! I demand an explanation right now.
"Excuse me, Vice Commander. What am I supposed to do as her assistant?" I stare at her, but she doesn't even look at me as she plays with her bangs.
"Exactly what that means. You'll be her assistant, you'll help her carry documents, sort and write reports, guide her in the floor until she's familiar with it, and all kind of assistant stuff. Basically, you'll be her dog for twenty days. Also, she will oversee your training from now on when she has the time. This means she'll monitor you in the TSF simulators and mock battles you will do as part of your training course." She finally looks at me with a devilish smile, narrowing her eyes. Those violet eyes were different than her usual eyes, something was stirring in them. I don't like that look on her, at all. I've got a bad feeling about this.
"Do not worry, Cadet. I will try to not burden you much, I've heard of your... situation and I'll try to not impose too much onto you. I hope our time together can be a fruitful one." Takamura offers me her hand, and I shake it. She doesn't seem... No, her firm gaze reminds me somehow of Meiya. She, too, is one of Yuuhi's pawns. Why is Sensei... Could it be? No, she... she wouldn't... r-right?
"Likewise. It... It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance, 1st Lieutenant." She gives me a small smile as she grips my hand. First holding it softly, and after one second she tightens her grip. A firm, resolute handshake.
"Well, let's get the paperwork done. Hand me the folder, Cadet." I give her the folder, and we start with the paperwork. It wasn't that much, we finished in just a few minutes.
"Will that be all, XO?" Sensei, you have to call me to your office. I have a lot of questions and things to tell you. But...
"From me? Yes. However, you will remain here and answer some questions from the 1st Lt., since you'll be working together this is a good chance for you to get to know her a bit. After this, you'll go to the Storage Center for your breakfast rations and will then start assisting 1st Lt. Takamura in her mission. Was that clear?" She didn't look at me, she's looking at nowhere while slowly playing with her bangs. It's almost as if she were talking with herself.
"Roger."
"Well then, I'll take my leave." She gets up and leaves with hurried steps.
Why? Why did she do this? To leave me with Takamura, to make me her assistant... Was she pressured by Yuuhi somehow? Was she troubled by me staying here? Her attitude, her tone, the way she addressed me... Did she... abandon me? This is how she used to be during my last loop, why did she-
"Cadet Shirogane?"
"Y-Yes?" Crap, I forgot she was here for a sec.
"Please, do not be so stiff. I know I might look intimidating, but I do not wish to make you uncomfortable. Well then, Cadet Shirogane, you were also stationed at Yukon, right?"
"Yes, I was." Dammit, if she actually starts asking me stuff like where did I eat or what did I thought of the base my cover's gonna be... Why did Sensei leave me alone with her? Why is she going to be monitoring me?
"It must have been hard, to withstand all that."
"Huh? Y-Yeah, it... was really hard."
"I was also tasked with protecting the city. My squad also... got wiped out trying to stop the Red Shift. I cannot imagine what you must have went through during all this time." Is she making conversation to make me lower my guard? Typical, start by relaxing your opponent before sending them a tricky question. Not falling for that.
"It was indeed a hard time."
"As another survivor, I hope we can get along. Well, first things first, can you tell me about yourself?"
"About me? There's not much to say, 1st Lieutenant. I'm a simple guy." I really don't want to be with you, what the hell is... No, calm down Takeru.
"Then, can you tell me why did you choose to come back to the Empire?"
"When Prominence was scrapped, I lost any chance to keep training as I was. While I had the chance to stay in the US branch of the UN, I got a proposition from the XO to come to this base. Since I didn't have many memories about my home, I wanted to come back to find out some more about me."
"You got a proposition? But the XO said you were the one who asked to come here?" What? The report didn't say that, I did read it three times to make sure I wouldn't go spewing wrong data.
"No, she was the one who contacted me first."
"Hmm... Well, how has been your stay here so far? What can I expect to find in my day-to-day routine?"
"It's been fine, overall. People don't like me because I was abroad, but I got used to it. There isn't anything noteworthy about our day-to-day orders, I suppose that if you have to eat in a PX you should either go a bit earlier or a bit later since they tend to get crowded in the middle of lunchtime. Also, listen to the mechanics and engineers closely, they can get very upset about the smallest details." Just answer the questions nicely, don't be a jerk. Calm down, Takeru. You complained when Meiya got paranoid, don't do the same yourself.
"Yes, I... already got scolded by them yesterday." Takamura nods slowly as she crosses her arms. "So, if you don't mind me asking, do you have... any preferences regarding your piloting career?" She slightly leans forward, moving some of her hair of her face. Why is she staring at me with such eyes? She really does remind me of Meiya, just that the fire is violet instead of purple.
"Preferences? No, I guess not. I mean, I'll probably be assigned to the frontlines since I'm here if I get commissioned."
"Well, there are other roads available to you."
"Other roads?"
"Yes, for example... Have you ever thought about becoming a test pilot?" Yes, that's what I was doing with the XM3 and the parts Sensei made with the intel I brought.
"I gave it some thought, but only the best Eishis get that job. I haven't even entered a simulator yet, so I have no idea how good I'll actually be." Gotta keep the mask up.
"I see, of course. But if you had the chance, would you consider it?"
"If I had the chance? Hmm..." I mean, considering the sheer amount of BETA that are out there, maybe it would be for the best if I stayed developing crazy weapons and tech on the rear. Someone who can do the insane stunts I do would be very valuable as a test pilot. And in this world, where the Japanese see me as an enemy, it might be for the best that I stay away from the Empire after I'm done helping Sensei with the 00 Unit. I can't forget my real goal here either, I have to stabilize myself or go back to my world. So, I either erase Sumika forever... or stay here for the rest of my life. In the second road, getting out of the Empire as soon as possible becomes a top priority for me, so let's leave all the windows open, in the case I need a way to make a living here so...
No, wait. Don't forget who you're talking with. She's probably scouting me, if I say yes then Yuuhi will know that I want to leave the Empire. And she'll probably be more aggressive towards me. But... I probably can't hide anything for too long, I still don't know what came over Sensei. If... If Sensei is cooperating with Yuuhi now...
"Forgive the sudden question, you must be troubled with all that happened in your CCSE and I suddenly ask you such a hard question." Saved by the clock, she makes a small bow. "Well, is there anything you'd like to ask me?" Yes, why the hell are you here and why do I have to be your assistant.
"Hmm... Exactly what do you expect me to do for you, 1st Lt.?"
"I didn't expect you to be assigned as my assistant, to be honest. I requested the XO an escort to not get lost on the base, since the underground levels are like nothing I've seen. I also asked for someone who could help me with the reports and all the documentation. I never expected she'll assign you to me." She... sounds as if she knew me. Let's push them buttons.
"Why did you not expect 'me' as your assistant?" I narrow my eyes as I entwine my fingers like Sensei does.
"Huh? I mean, I didn't expect a Cadet-"
"You didn't say 'I didn't expect a Cadet', you said 'I didn't expect you to be assigned to me'. Did you knew of me beforehand by any chance, 1st Lt. Takamura?" She flinched. Gotcha.
"Umm... Ahem, let me frank with you. I did hear about you before coming here." No shit, Sherlock. You're just another pawn after all. "I was notified of your exceptional results in your trainings." Wait, what? What kind of lame excuse is that?
"Of my training? If you don't mind me asking, why were you notified of my activities?"
"Please do not be alarmed. I merely heard about you because of our connection. Since you also where in Yukon, I was told of another survivor who was at the base I was going to be transferred." Nice excuse. So my cover is being used to cover you, huh?
"I see. Forgive the rude tone, I've been through a lot these last few hours." I give her a small bow. Gotta keep appearances up, no matter what she says. "So, can you tell me what you expect me to do?"
"Yes, I merely want someone who guides me around until I'm familiar with the lower floors since there are a lot of hallways and rooms. I won't ask you to write many reports, but I'll rely on you to deliver them. Also, you'll have to carry documents for me while I'm working." She's younger than me, yet she talks as if she were in her late twenties. Being a member of the nobility must be so sad. They are always so stuck up about regulations and poise, they can't be more bothersome because the day doesn't have more hours.
"Alright. Then, about you monitoring my training... Why was that decided? Do you know?" She straightened her posture, and joined her hands by her lap. After closing her eyes for a second, she answers.
"I do not know. The XO simply wished to have someone watching over you, to avoid any incidents from happening." She's lying. How do I know? Because she's not meeting my eye, and her hands are moving a bit. She got nervous when I asked her that. Got you.
"I see. I'll try to not give you any trouble 1st Lt., I'll do my best to aid you from now on." She smiles at me as her tension disappears. You know, she's kinda cute when she smiles like that. Sadly, she's here to either kill me or help an assassin do it's job. Sensei better have a good explanation for this.
"Likewise, I might be very strict but I do wish to get along with you. The project I'll be tackling is a very important one, so if the XO trusted in you to be my assistant, it means you are a reliable person. I am expecting good things from you Cadet Shirogane. Well, shall we go to get your breakfast?" She gets up quickly, gets a folder under her arm, and after brushing her hair off her face sends a small smile at me. Wait, why is she coming along?
"Umm, 1st Lieutenant... I also have to go get my clothes from my room, so maybe you should-"
"Oh, do not worry. I have enough free time. I also haven't eaten breakfast yet, so maybe we can eat together while I explain you in detail your duties and the project you'll be a part of in my office. Is that alright?" She's asking me as if I could choose. She's mocking me, must be laughing at me internally going by that smile. Ugh, damn Royal... No, calm down.
"Alright, let's go then. Just one last thing."
"Hmm? What is it?"
"I have a bad habit of calling people by their first names from time to time, so sorry in advance. I might end up calling you Yui or Takamura without any honorifics at some point."
"Oh, I see. You are aware of that and haven't fixed that habit? Well, I guess... I'll let it slide if it happens. Just don't do it frequently."
"I'll do my best." I probably won't. Once I get tired I stop giving a damn about the poise, the manners and all that. If my Mom couldn't fix me, no one will.
"Alright then, let's go."
I leave behind her, the MP are no longer here. The storage room is in the other side of the base, this will take a while.
Sigh... What the actual hell is going on here?! Sensei, what the fuck?! Why am I working under her? Is this her punishment for me? You fucked up so get screwed?
Uuuhhh... I don't like this, I'm gonna die any day now. Well, let's do all I can. On a good note, if I learn more about the railgun I might recover some memories from my time after Babylon. I am curious about that blue Takemikazuchi.
On a completely unrelated note... She doesn't seem to be very strong. If I wanted to snap her neck, I could probably do it. She doesn't have her sword with her, so I could kill her if I suspect she's onto me. Though, she pretty much decided we'll be eating together, and I think she'll try to keep it that way. It's like she's been ordered to monitor my every move. If Yuuhi pressured Sensei, she probably had no choice but to comply. If the Empire stops supporting Alt. IV, that's it. In such a scenario, what will Sensei choose? To side with the leader of the nation that supports it's life project? Or to side with someone who can't prove his identity, who is being targeted by her greatest ally, who keeps giving her problems all the time? I mean, I got on the UN's bad side now, I pretty much shot myself in the foot this time.
Well, no point in getting depressed. Alone I arrived here, and alone I'll leave. Whether I leave alive or I die trying, I have no choice but to keep going. In a time of crisis, people are divided in two groups: Those who start crying and those who start selling tissues. And I'm gonna go sell all those tissues, goddammit!
Like hell I'll give up now! I don't care if I'm alone against all of you. I have the power to loop back, and in the worst case I can pass my knowledge to another Takeru in another parallel world. It's like... It's like I could load a save and retry again. Or as if I was abusing save states. Oh, since I can 'go back in time' and just want to live a peaceful life, maybe I should start singing Deadly Queen from time to time. Considering I'm surrounded by women, it wouldn't be hard to start collecting hands... Pfft, I'm such an idiot. Well, being able to laugh in dire situations is one of my good traits. But man now that I remembered... I never finished reading Iron Sphere Run when I was back home... Now I'll never know who shot John.
"Cadet Shirogane? We're here."
"Oh! Sorry, I was lost in thought." We already arrived? Wow, I really space out when I get lost in thought.
"I see, try to not do that please. I will need you to follow me, so it'd be a problem if you went in a different direction because you got lost in thought. Be more mindful of your surroundings, if you weren't following me you would have ended up in the other corner of the base." What's her problem? Not even Chizuru complained so much. Does she gets off when she scolds people?
"Sorry, I'll be more careful from now on." Let's get this done. I enter the storage center and the one in charge there gave me my rations, quite harshly if I say so myself. Well, I can't complain. I did kill two of their comrades, so I am the enemy now.
Whatever, I'm here to fix the causal leaks and help as much as I can. If they don't want my help, I'll just sever my connection with this world. It's not like I have anything that ties me here. Sensei is acting weird, and she did try to kill me once, my squad hates my guts, Yuuhi and the Empire want my head on a silver plate, I also got the UN against me. All of this, in just a month. Great job, Takeru. Great job.
Hopefully, Sensei has an explanation for this. I still need her help to stabilize myself and either go back or stay here. I mean, she won't betray me right? She still needs me to complete the 00 Unit.
Or could she lock me up and force me to help her? I mean... The worst case here is not me dying. Is me being locked up after being stabilized here. Did... Did the notes I gave her had any info about that?
No, don't get paranoid. Tonight, I'll go talk with her. That should clear up this misunderstanding. Meanwhile, let's try to get along with Takamura. I do not need more problems, I'll have to deal with a lot of shit for twenty days so hopefully everything stays calm for a few days at the least. I do need a rest from all this.
