Lisanna P.O.V
I'm lonely...I'm loveless...I no longer remember how to love or how it felt to be loved.
When I heard the phone call with Natsu end, I knew the final red thred that held us together had been completely broken. We finally decided to stop pretending.
I was in a toxic relationship with a guy who no longer wanted to be with me, and vice versa. I no longer loved Natsu, but I stayed because I rather be alone with someone, then be alone by myself. That's why I tried to keep my loveless relationship.
My phone vibrated as my phone screen turned on, allowing me to see that I reseved a message from my older sister.
Mira:
I'm coming home late :(
But I left food in the frig! :)
Love u~
I then threw the phone at the wall in anger.
That bitch! It's probably her fault that Natsu wants to leave me again!
Suddenly, the door of my room opened and Elfman entered. "Lisanna, what's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"Nothing?"
"Don't you understand the word nothing!?"
He looked at me with a worried expression. "Sorry..." He slowly began to close the door. But before he did, I called for him in desperation, "Wait!"
"What happened, Lisanna?"
I clenched the sheets tightly, thinking about my next words carefully. "Nevermind. Just leave me alone..."
"Okay..." He closed the door, leaving me alone in a room that brought nothing but bad memories.
Why...why is this happening to me?! My sister always fucks up everything good in my life!
I felt tears start to form in my eyes as I thought about all the terrible things she's done to my relationship.
I feel empty...I want to be held and loved...
I slowly got off of my bed and walked towards the wall where I threw my phone. I picked up the phone and stared at the cracked screen to see my reflection. And just like the broken glass, I was broken as well.
I need someone to make me feel complete...I'm breaking and I can't take it anymore...
I opened my phone and went through my contacts to find the one person I knew could make me feel something.
"Hello?"
"Hey, it's me, Lisanna."
"Well yeah, I can tell from the caller ID. What's up?"
"Could you meet me at my place?"
"Now? I'm kinda in the middle of work right now, and--"
"Listen, can you come or not?"
I heard him sigh on the phone because he knew he couldn't refuse me.
"Fine...I'll be there."
I waited in room for him to show up. Suddenly, the door to my room opened to reveal my only source of happiness and pleasure. He was still in his police uniform and his blue and black spontaneous hair was messy from wearing a hat all day.
He shut the door behind him and walked up to me. "What's the emergency?" He asked.
"I want you to sleep with me."
"Huh?! Lisanna is this some sorta joke? You did not just call me from work for a booty call."
"Well I did, so have sex with me."
"Lisanna...I'm not gonna be your source of pleasure again. That was a while ago. We promised to stop that."
"It doesn't matter! I just need the pain to go away for a little...please..." I looked at him with hurting eyes, and the only way to stop the pain was from the small sensation of intimacy from him.
He sighed as he threw his hat onto the floor and began to unbutton his shirt with his muscular tan hands. "Damn it...I can never say no to you..."
He tossed his shirt aside and began to make his way towards me. He pulled off my tank top and he pushed down the cups of my bra.
I unzipped my skirt quickly, wanting to make the process faster, hoping that he'll fuck me hard enough to jolt something loose inside.
He stood there for a moment, his erection distorting the front of his navy blue dress pants as I felt my body craving for what was locked behind that cloth.
"Got a condom?" I asked.
"Yeah, it's in my wallet." He reached into his pant pocket and took out his wallet. He passed the condom to me and placed the wallet back inside his pocket. Then he removed his pants and underwear, tossing it onto the floor in impatience.
"For someone who didn't want to do this, you sure are quick," I teased as I placed the condom onto his erection.
"Shut up..."
As he pushed me down onto the bed and attempted to enter me, he realized why I wanted someone so badly.
I haven't had sex in two years, which was the the time we agreed to stop seeing each other. Natsu and I never had sex, and we have been together for 10 years...So I used my closest friend to make me happy, and that was fine because we both wanted to be loved.
The tightness of my unused womanhood made him hesitate.
"Lisanna... have you really been this lonely...?"
"Just fuck me."
He stayed silent as he heard the loss of love in my voice. The Lisanna that he knew was breaking again in front of him. The cracks that were fixed by him years ago had slowly reopened when we stopped seeing each other. He was my only source of happiness. The glue to my breaking heart.
"Lisanna..."
I did't scream at that first inward thrust. Instead, I lied there with my teeth clenched and waited for my body to remember what to do.
He pawed my breast and groaned as he contiued to thrust. His erection was only halfway in and the stretch hurt. But in that moment, when he thrusts again to hilt himself inside me, the world turns. He changed into something cruel, just as I become something acquiescent.
"Is this what you want?" His voice is a croak. The hand on my breast tightens painfully.
The thrusts are punctuated with questions that at first I don't feel the need to answer.
"And this...and this...and this...?"
Until the fury of it makes me gasp. "Yes."
Because this is what I want. Because I feel the hinges of my heart creak under the strain. Boards rattle, tear-rusted threads strip and shriek.
"Harder! Fuck me harder!"
My body inches across the bed under the pounding. I'm leaking fluids with every thrust, and his lustful expression made me fall into heat even more.
Suddenly my muscles spammed shut, my back arched back, and my spine locked in pleasure. I'm coming.
"Bickslow~!"
Natsu P.O.V
Once I arrived at my house, it suddenly started to rain.
Tch. Today's not my day.
I swung open my door to see a person in my kitchen.
I grabbed the bat I left next to my door, to defend myself. I crept my way to the kitchen and looked to see who it was.
When I didn't recognize who it was, I jumped into the entrance and prepared to swing the bat. But when I saw the face of the person I was about to attack, I quickly stopped.
The person curled up in a ball and yelled, "Please don't hit me!"
I dropped the bat on the floor angrily and yelled, "Damn it Zeref! You know not to come in without permission!"
"I'm sorry...I just missed my little brother..."
"We saw each other 2 weeks ago..." I muttered under my breath.
"So, why are you here?" I asked as he slowly made his way back onto his feet.
"Dad sent me here to tell you something."
"What does the old man want?" I asked while walking to the food being cooked on the stove.
"Well...you gotta promise you won't go crazy."
I reached over to open the pot, "Yeah yeah, I won't."
"Okay...Dad set you up for an arranged marriage."
I dropped the lid and yelled at Zeref, "WHAT?!"
