Main characters: L Lawliet, Beyond Birthday, A
MalexMale, Rated MA for Mature. (Varies in chapters)
DARK!
Authors Note:
"The year is 2020 and Beyond Birthday fanfictions are still a thing? Welp. To me yes.
Death Note has always been a series close to my heart and the untold stories of what happened at Wammy's House when L and his original successors were young, were always an interest to me. The boys at Wammy's are twisted individuals as we all are aware, L is not as calm and sane as he looks, B is an obsessed murderer, A couldn't bear the stress and comitted suicide, Near, Matt and Mello are equally as messed up. It makes you think what kind of place Wammy's House is."
-Overview of Trigger Warnings and Content warnings!-
Dark themes, Non-con, smut and sexual themes, physical and sexual abuse, grooming, death, self harm, torture, descriptive gore.
NOT ALL CHAPTERS! All chapters will have relative warnings at the beginning!
Overview:
B wasn't always a monster. But what makes a monster? Isolation? Pain? Losing those closest to you? Years of lies?
This is a dark, twisted story of how the stress of being trained to become the Worlds Greatest Detective can lead to so much grief.
(Please be sure to read the trigger warnings for each chapter. This is a dark story, and could be triggering for some readers.
Do not upset yourself. And with that, please do enjoy! )
Chapter 8 - A Close Call
(CW/TW: Sexual themes, stockholm syndrome, NSFW, Abuse, torture.
Beyond eventually came back to find L fast asleep on the couch, his expression softening a little. He look so peaceful all curled up like that. "Too bad.. Come on wake up." Beyond gave L's face a slap, having placed some more bread and noodles on the table, along with some pain killers.
His eyelids flickered open, gazing on ahead as he processed where he was. Moving to sit himself up, he looked ahead at the food before him, the smell making his stomach growl.
Beyond approached him slowly with the food, taking up a forkful of noodles, pressing them to L's lips. "Come on, open up." Once he did, he started spoon-feeding him like he was some kind of child. "So needy." He did the same with the bread, holding it to his mouth and letting him take small nibbles.
The noodles were easy enough just to swallow, but L struggled greatly when it came to the bread. He could hardly part his lips without it straining his jaw, a headache pounding within his skull. Beyond relished in watching him struggle, eating his own with ease, making quite a scene on how simple it was for him to eat it.
"Here." B popped out a few of the unmarked pills , holding them to L's lips along with a drink of water. "Take them."
L opened his mouth, taking them from him before he took a sip of the water, tilting his head back to swallow them whole. For all he cared they could be ecstasy, he'd rather be off his head than in pain. He glared at him, his blood-shot eyes fixed upon him. One of his irises had ruptured, red bleeding out into the whites.
"Hmm?" He noticed his flinching bloodshot eye, "When did I do that?" He slurped at his own noodles, dipping his bread into the flavoured brothy water. He recalled it was when he had punched him in the face. L rested back, had had his fill and had no intention of attempting to talk.
"Come on L, I almost miss your complaining and whining voice. Talk to me~ You want some help with the swelling?~" He tilted his head, not planning on doing a thing unless he spoke.
He glared at him a little longer, burrowing into his skull with a single look. "How.. are you... meant to help?" His choice scratched strained, syllables slurring and mixing.
"Hmmmm.." Beyond pondered for a moment, "Wait here." He got up, clearing the dishes, coming back only a few moments later. He knelt down on the sofa next to L, turning his head gently with his hand, leaning into kiss him.
L was confused, expressing it as Beyond came up to his face so quickly. He pushed his lips to meet his, not wanting another tooth pulled or worse..
His lips were a little cold, but after a moment or two Beyond slipped his tongue in, pushing a large ice cube into L's mouth, moving it around his swollen gums, "Mn~"
The ice was a surprise, an audible sigh coming from him as he sucked and pressed it against his wound. His eyes fell shut, enjoying the relief until the cube had melted.
Beyond didn't bother him for the rest of the evening, or for a few days. Only coming in to check on his wounds, feeding him every other day and making sure he was still alive.
He kept him tied up, wanting him to always be at least somewhat uncomfortable, but had ceased to do anything to bad for a little while. L's wounds had begun healing, being able to talk and somewhat walk again. He carried a limp, but would not try to walk unless he was bathing or using the bathroom. Waking up from a nap, he sat up, seeing he was still alone.
Roger had been in touch with Beyond in the time he'd left L to his own devices, asking if he got to L in time, if he'd 'sorted' it. B didn't bother to answer, enjoying his time torturing and hurting him. Though... above all else, he'd been craving more sex.
"Right, bend over, ass up." Beyond burst into the room, in yet another bad mood.
L jolted at his sudden entrance, though valued his mouth and limbs enough to do as he said. He pushed himself to the arm of the sofa, resting his head on it as he arched his body.
"Good. You're getting better at this." B smirked, dropping his jeans, pushing straight into him again, going hard from the get go.
His attempt at pleasuring L the last time had resulted in him misbehaving yet again, so this was his own fault.
L cried out yet again, though bit the cushion hard as he tried to endure it. L felt him hitting deeper. "Slower.. please..." he finally spoke up, his pained moan cutting through B's.
"Don't tell me what to do... nhh~" B liked it hard and fast, and if L wanted it slow it only egged him to go faster. He grabbed his hips, pushing deeper into him.
L grit his teeth, moaning loudly through them. He clenched his teeth, turning his head to the side and watching him over his shoulder. "Nhnm."
"Nh.. this could be good for you lawli... but you earn that~ Mnh.."
He kept going, roughly sodomising his captor until he came, his breath hitching as he released, though this time he pulled out, messing L's ass up, shooting it all over him.
L put up with it, thinking of anything else as he was fucked. It felt like once again his ass had been torn open, B's relentless thrusting making him incredibly sore.
Once Beyond had painted him with his cum, L lowered his ass, panting heavily but relieved it was over. He rested back on the sofa, enjoying the blissful feeling of release, letting it linger for a short while. Beyond licked his lips, them having gone a little dry from panting.
"Nh, you're ass is so tight~ I could fuck it all day."
L thought to himself for a moment, then slunk himself off the sofa and clambered to between his knees. With his face deadpan, he pushed forward and sucked his dick clean, keeping eye contact the entire time.
Taken aback by L's sudden display, Beyond's hips flinched, still sensitive to any kind of sensation, especially L's amazing tongue. "Ooh?~ This is a surprise..mnnh.."
L lapped up the cum and his blood, licking his lips clean once he'd finished. L returned beside him, his head back beside B's. "One of many." He replied, turning to look at him.
"Oh? What do you have planned for little old me then?" B turned toward him, a sly smile peeling over his lips. "Hmm?~"
L pushed up to him, looking him up and down before he went for his neck, pattering kisses all along it, leaving wet patches trailing up to his jaw line and finally arriving to his ear. "For me to know." L's voice purred, his eyes half-lidding. He took his earlobe between his teeth, hot breath brushing his ear as he sucked on it.
B melted, soft moans escaping his lips, "Mn, what's all this for?" His voice came out in a whisper, smirking as he bit his lip, shivers running down his spine as he felt L's breath in his ear. He didn't trust it, but he enjoyed it anyway.
If he was to avoid torture, this was his only way. "Shut up.." L sighed, taking his lips and sliding his tongue right in. L began to shuffle onto his lap, looking into those cursed red eyes, still kissing him deeply.
L's behaviour reminded him of A. How he'd be so hungry for him, he was always practically begging him with his body. For Andrew that seemed normal, but this on L? It was odd. Hot.. but odd.
Not bothering to question him further, he swirled his tongue around his mouth, moaning as L took the lead. L moaned for him, pushing his bare hips to B's stomach. He was being as good as he could, his breaths husky as he leaned back. "I want a bath."
"I was going to say you needed one. You took me off guard. Hm~ I could get used to this. Come on get up," Beyond gave L a nudge, helping him get to his feet again, leading him into the bathroom as he started to run one.
L eyed him as he was led to the bathroom, his face changing back to a pained frown as his back was turned.
Once Beyond had started the bath up, L looked down to the water, getting lost in thought. "I didn't.. I really didn't know about what was happening to A." He looked up to him, turning his head as he expected an outburst.
B didn't explode however, having also been staring at the water for the same reasons. "Whether you knew or not, you did nothing to prevent it." He seemed calm, solemn. Sad almost. "Don't talk about him.."
L nodded, then came to sit on the side of the tub. He wondered how it had gone so wrong. "Okay.. I'm sorry."
Beyond sighed, watching the water rising, going quiet for a little while before speaking up.
"We hated each other you know. I defended you a lot, he despised you, it wasn't a good start. It took years, but turns out he was just angry at the world, taking out on me. I thought for sure he would kill me sometimes..But I loved him."
"I sent you an email every day, I just stopped after a while since I got nothing." L murmured, then tested the water with his foot, stepping in slowly. "I have yet to experience love. I cannot imagine it."
"I didn't stop. Though it seems you didn't get mine, if I didn't get yours." Beyond sighed, turning the taps off, getting some body wash, squeezing some out onto a sponge, starting to rub L's skin.
"I didn't think I could love. Then I felt it with him." He huffed, a somber smile cracking over his frown. "I even think I felt something like it when I first met you. Though I think I was too young to understand that. Love is accepting flaws.. not expecting perfection. A wasn't perfect. Angry, a danger to himself. But I loved him so fucking much. I won't ever get that with anyone else.."
L got as comfortable as he could, resting his head back and groaning as his hair was washed. "Perhaps even I could someday." He spoke mindlessly, seeing bloody trails develop in the water from his rear. "I thought you said he hated you? How did.. it develop?" L questioned, turning to look up at him.
Beyond sighed again, a little irritated. He felt like he'd already said too much, but he had to give L props for trying.
"We had sex. Angry, heated, amazing sex." He smiled again, reminiscing. "We were both so angry, it was our outlet. The next morning I figured he'd want to punch me again, but instead, he told me about his life, his secrets, his goals. I did the same. We just clicked, got closer. I was the first person in his life to ever really give a shit."
L was quiet after that, he sunk lower in the water, not wanting to get himself hurt. He tried to think of an explanation to why B never got his emails, he was puzzled.
After his bath, he sat once again in a towel, sitting quietly upon the stained sofa. B stretched, groaning as he cracked his bones, his back then his neck. He threw L an oversized short sleeved black shirt, something to at least keep him warmer than being completely naked. Seeing his bruises and scars if anything just annoyed him.
"Ahem." L glared, tugging against his arm restraints, passing him an uncomfortable frown. "How am I meant to dress myself?"
"Uuughh.." B sighed in a loud and childish manner, walking back over to him to untie his wrists, pulling the shirt over his head. "There, does the baby want his bed time story too?" His tone had become awfully salty, the memories of A being only a reminder that he was dead.
Once the shirt was on and his binds were cut, L took B by the shoulders, pushing him back into the wall. "Perhaps I do." He said sternly, holding his shoulders firmly.
"Ngh.. the fuck are you doing?" Beyond didn't bother to fight him off, he could do that easily, he was more interested in what L had planned. "Hm?! What are you gonna do?"
"I'm sick of being handcuffed." He sighed, resting his head on him, drained and desperate. "Don't make me sleep on that disgusting sofa another night."
"I'm sorry I don't offer your usual five-star service, L, but.." B tilted his head, smiling as he figured it out. "Are.. you asking to sleep with me?"
L thought for a moment. "Yes.. I want to sleep with you." He murmured, then looked him the eye. "I would rather you have sex with me whenever you like rather than torturing me." He sighed, gripping his shirt.
"Ohh, that's what the performance earlier was about. You think you can try and woo me into not hurting you?" He played along, "Think you can try to turn me on, so I don't go too hard~? Is that it?"
"I can try." He admitted, slowly reaching to B's jeans and palming at his groin, his long fingers mentioning in slow circles.
"Remember why you're here Lawliet..Mnh.." Beyond wouldn't lose focus of that himself, but if L wanted to let him fuck him and be submissive, he wouldn't go against it. It couldn't hurt. He had to admit, when L used that low tone, it turned him on almost immediately.
Reaching up to his face, L pulled him into a kiss, unzipping his pants quickly with the other. He felt disgusting, lowering himself to this level for his own safety.
"Mnnh~" Still kissing him, Beyond picked up the lightweight man, having him wrap his legs around him and brought him into his bedroom, throwing him him gently down onto the double mattress, following him down, crawling over him, kissing him deeply, sucking on his tongue, whilst one of his hands headed south, the other stroking his neck.
He rubbed up and down L's length slowly, wanting to draw this out. L gasped, holding into him tight, trying his best not to break the kiss.
Upon hitting the bed he spread his legs, entangling his fingers in Beyond's soft hair. "Mph.. " L's dick was already erect, his hips buckling as it was touched. "Haah..."
Beyond continued to lightly scratch L's neck with his nails, licking at his nipples, his other hand moving to stick a digit into him. This was the first time he'd actually bothered to prepare him for pleasure, enjoying his reactions so far. L bit his lip, feeling his finger. This sensation was different, it was without the agony, par from a slight sting. "Nhn.. "
"Ahh.. that good?" He gazed to L's face, it becoming redder with every new thing he did.
The man continued to thrust his finger slowly, adding another, starting to spread him out, even after having fucked him twice, he was tight as hell, inflamed from his rough actions.
"Better huh?"
L sighed and moaned more genuinely this time, nodding slowly as his body jolted back a little with each thrust. "Yeah..." L admitted, his dark eyes focusing up on him.
B looked back up to him, seeing the longing want in his eyes. It made him melt, pressing his lips softly to his again, kissing him slowly and passionately as he aimed for his sweet spot, massaging inside him as he bucked his hips against him, hungry to have him moan for him
He moaned out against his lips, rather clingy now he was feeling good. He bucked his hips up to him, feeling the need for him. "Mnh..There..hah.." he sighed, his nails dragging down his back. "Right there.'
"Mnn fuck.. you're so hot right now. There?~" Beyond thrust his fingers at his spot again watching him writhe. "You want me Lawli?~ I'm gonna make you feel so good." He moaned his words, thinking he'd cum with L's reactions alone.
L gasped, his body twitching and jerking with each blissful hit. "Nhn.. please", the words just gushing from his mouth without a second thought. He pecked up his shoulder, biting needily into it.
Beyond bit his lip, his hips aching from the sight alone. He wasn't sure he'd last long at all and he hadn't even put it in yet. He removed his fingers, replacing them with his length, sliding it in much easier, the feeling making his eyes roll back in his head.L tensed for a moment, his mouth parting as a loud moan came from this throat. He pushed himself up to kiss him, being more sloppy.
Lscrambled for B's shirt, pulling it over his head. Beyond broke the kiss to let his shirt pass over, pulling off the one he'd given L. Re-attaching his lips immediately, he thrust slowly in and out of him, "Oh.. anhh.. fuck... oh god.." It was already so good, and L's sounds were music to his ears.
He was naked once more, his fingers slipping down B's underwear, groping his ass. He could feel each thrust he made, it sending shivers of bliss through him. "Anh.. Beyond.. please." L purred though his moans. "Awh yeah..fucking beg me baby~" he moaned loudly, pounding him harder, their skin smacking against each other bodies as he slammed into him.
"Agh..ghh.. MNNHH..!~" B felt so good, it was even better now L was reciprocating.
L felt himself coming to a release, bucking his hips along with him. He squeezed his eyes shut, hardly able to contain himself. "Buh.. Beyond..I.. agh.. I can't.."
"Nnnh. Don't hold it..nh..Cum for me.. agh yeah.." B rammed himself hard and fast against L's g-spot, feeling him tightening around him triggered off his orgasm, cumming hard into L's ass, riding it out.
L did exactly that, practically screaming as he came. His hot cum spilling onto himself and B. After it was all over he lay there, gasping for breath, his orgasm still pulsing through him, slowly fading. "Sh.. shit "
"Mnnh.. god that was good.." B was exhausted, his hips aching from release. Once he worked up the energy, he slipped out, rolling onto his back next to L, his hand covering his face.
L groaned in agreement, his eyes heavy. He turned away from B, his breathing heavy but slowing. "I'd rather consider that my first time..."
"...Mh. You do that.." Beyond practically passed flat out, having been panting so heavily in exhaustion, once he closed his eyes there was no way he was opening them back up.
He fell asleep, sleeping deeply throughout the night, resting his head on L, holding him close to him a few times whilst he was unconscious, murmuring intelligible sounds and numbers whilst he slept.
L had unintentionally passed out, for once with a bit of comfort he wouldn't be maimed.
His eyes shot open. The room around him still dark and the warmth from Beyond blanketing around him. His breathing was calm but he remained tensed. Sleeping beside someone was far than his usual habits. He had no chance of moving; B's arms constricted around him, even if he could, finding a key to escape would be fruitless.
"Mnh.. " Beyond turned over onto his front, practically laying on top of L. Sleeping next to someone for he too had been something of a distant memory. Paying no mind to L, still very much asleep, he lay over him, snoring.
Laying his eyes on him, he reached around the man, toying with his burnt skin. He brushed his finger over the scarred tissue, it being bumpy and misshapen. By the time he came from his daze, he realised it was an hour later, his eyes rather heavy again, his brain not in the least bit stimulated.
B suddenly awoke, "Gh!.." He arched his back, grabbing L tightly, as if awaking from a horrible nightmare, expecting a mass of golden locks, he seemed a little disappointed when he found L was the one he was holding. "Oh.. good morning.." Hiships ached a little from the night before, having really given it to L, finally upon his request.
L jolted awake again, his fingers still tracing in circles. His attention came to B once he heard his voice. He'd lost his chance to escape, B was awake now.
"Morning."
"I see you haven't moved. You must really want to stay with me. You know the door wasn't even locked? You could have left so easily.." He yawned, like it meant nothing. He was still there so what did it matter what his chances of escape were. L ignored his stupid comment. There was no chance Beyond would leave it open, even by chance.
"Even if I did try, I doubt I could make it far." L responded dryly, stretching his back as he yawned.
"You given up trying then?" He sat up, stretching himself, cracking his neck with a loud crunch to the side. "Last night.. was pretty interesting, don't you agree?" He smirked, making a childish 'kissy' face at him.
"I figured since you might kill me, I may as well experience good sex before I die." His expression remained rather bland, still waking up. "What do you plan to do with me in the end?" He asked, reaching to scratch his head.
"I will kill you." B stretched again, this time his back cracking, his long lanky body scaling over the bed. "I'm just doing what I want and having my way until I'm bored enough to do it. And I'm not done yet. So don't think that just 'cause you let me fuck you one time that this is it over, understand?" Beyond's tone was equally as bland, saying such serious things, yet it not coming out in his voice one bit.
L went quiet after that, unsure how to proceed considering he was butt-naked in this man's bed. He seemed already bored, though he hoped it wasn't the case.
A smile eventually crept onto B's lips, "What? Disappointed?" He slunk closer to him, kissing his cheek, then his jaw, nibbling on his neck.
"Did you think your life was really that precious to me?"
"It is." L outstretched his neck,trying to ignore him. "You wouldn't have cum for me otherwise." He spoke boldly, feeling B's lips stop.
Beyond backed off, a small state of shock in his eyes. "I.. came for you?" He started chuckling, his laugh growing into to something far more sinister as he turned his gentle kisses into a rough bite, tearing at his skin, whilst his hands found their way to his neck, choking him. "You really should watch your mouth Lawliet."
L grit his teeth, his body shaking to cope with the pain. "You.. nhn.. You travelled all the way to Nhnph.. Japan to find me. I must be precious." His voice strained and cracking. "You need me to need you.."
"I NEED YOU TO FUCKING PAY FOR WHAT YOU FUCKING DID!" B pushed down on his neck, feeling him gasp roughly for air. "I got side tracked clearly. I should have just slit your throat in the hotel."
L attempted to glare up at him, the pressure on his throat bound to leave a bruise. His mouth gasped out as his eyes rolled back into his head.
"Is this what you want!? You want to fucking die like this!? Huh!?" Beyond gripped him tighter, shaking him, with fury. "Answer me and BEG for your pathetic life, if you think it's worth so much!"
L couldn't even muster together a response, his fingernails dragging into B's wrist as he gripped them. L would open his mouth, just gags and coughs coming through. After another few minutes, his eyes rolled completely, L passing out.
Beyond looked down at his lifeless body, a dark bruise around his neck. He was still alive, he wouldn't be stupid enough to kill him yet.
Sighing, he hiked L's body up, throwing him over his shoulder, taking him out of the room. He still wasn't learning, and playing nice wasn't working anymore.
L would find himself tied up to a chair, a choker collar around his neck, complete with 4ft chain hanging from it, the smell of gasoline filling the air, it coating the skin on his arms. L awoke to the strong smell coating him, the fumes immediately burning his eyes as he came to. He clenched his fists, realising his wrists were locked in place by rope, along with his feet and one around his waist. The oil burnt and itched into his skin, the realisation coming to him that he was about to watched as L regained consciousness, throwing the jerry can to the side after circling around him.
"Wakey wakey Lawliet." He grabbed L's chin, yanking it up to stare him down. "Do you know what situation you're in?" B grabbed the chain that connected to the collar around his bruised neck, pulling it tightly. Feeling the chain snag, L jolted forwards, watching him circle it around his hand. He went to speak but the fumes began to make him cough, the taste upon his lips being foul. "N-no.."
"Awh, you scared now? I won't lie to you, this is one of the most painful ways to die." B smirked, bringing L's face to his own, "Ooh. this smell brings back memories."
L's bloodshot eyes connected with his.. "Please. No.." he sighed, his legs jutting nervously. He knew he was going to be made to beg for his life, though this time, he knew it probably wouldn't work. One single spark and he'd go up in flames.
"Please? You're begging? You're going to have to do better than that." Beyond took out a lighter from his pocket.
"I was wrong!" L blurted out, his fingernails dragging into the wood of the chair. "I was wrong to talk back. Please! I need you to understand that I didn't mean-.. Forget it. I'm sorry." He frowned, closing his eyes tight, not wanting to look.
"You're damn right you were wrong." He flicked the lighter's lid open and closed, a serious expression adorning his face. "But here we are, the absolute. The end of the line. It was fun whilst it lasted don't you think?"
L's face dropped, his expression going void. He stared right towards him, then settled back in his seat, biting his lip as he prepared himself for the pain.
A small cackle started from B's throat, opening his mouth, it grew louder, before he eventually threw his head back, practically screaming with a vile laughter, his voice echoing around the room, B tried to speak a few times, but ended up even falling to his knees with the apparent hilarity of the situation.
L hung his head, his lips trembling from the sound alone. B had got just what he wanted, it was humiliating though he didn't dare speak back.
"Ahah! Aha.. you're face! Oh wow! You REALLY thought I was gonna set you on fire!" He cut off his words to laugh further, tears in his eyes. "Oh you're something Lawliet. You're really something." He hooked his finger under the collar, raising L's head again, "You're so funny."
L looked truly defeated, he just dazed out, allowing B to mock him and do as he liked. He felt awful, feeling already very drowsy from the gasoline.
After wiping'away his tears from laughing, he reached into his pocket for his knife, cutting at the ropes, freeing him from the chair , still keeping him on the leash like chain, pulling him along with it. "Little doggy needs another bath~"
L stood, walking drearily along with him. His head was pounding. Each step he took was heavy and slow, the chain straining from Beyond's faster pace, it pulling him forwards abruptly.
B pulled him into the bathroom, running the taps to fill it up. "Can't be having you smell like gasoline for ever now can we?" Beyond pushed L to the tiled floor, to his knees.
The cold floor bruised both legs, his hair sodden with the oil. He didn't say a word, doing as he was told. Watching the water helped him come to his senses, it being oddly grounding. Whilst waiting for the bath to fill, Beyond sat down on the edge of it, peering down at the once great detective.
"It's funny how pathetic you look right now. The great L kneeling before me after seeing his life pass before his eyes."
B was right. He did look truly pathetic. His eyes were weeping and sore along with his lips being chapped and stinging. "I suppose I do.." he muttered, the bitter taste tainting his mouth.
"Bet you wish you'd tried your luck fighting me back at the hotel huh? It feels so long ago" The bath filled, and Beyond made a grab for L to pick him up and lower him into the bath. despite him being perfectly capable of walking now, he wanted him to feel needy.
Gripping the edge of the tub, he stared down into the choppy water below. The water was rather hot and burnt at first, though after his skin stopped stinging, he sighed, seeing the oil pool to the surface. Beyond stopped talking for a moment, starting to wash L's skin. He rubbed at him with a flannel with some soap, rather roughly, uncomfortably rough.
The killer's expression had nullified, completely unreadable, as he pressed his palms to his captive's chest, feeling over him, up and down over his torso, across his shoulders and to his neck and repeated it. L grit his teeth, the friction on his body starting to get sore. The smell of gasoline was subsiding but he still had the headache that came with it. Slipping lower into the water, he tried to muffle out the smell, closing his eyes tight.
As Beyond saw L close his eyes, he stopped. The memories of L crying and screaming as he fucked him, tore his teeth out and beat the shit out of him, filling his mind. The pathetic sight of him starving to death, begging for food like a dog, all these thoughts brought his hands back to L's shoulders, which soon plunged him underwater, holding him there.
L hadn't expected the sudden force, his head submerging completely. His eyes shot open only to sting and his mouth flooded with water. His body and limbs thrashed and thrashed, becoming desperate as his chest began to convulse for air. Soon enough his body forced him to breathe in, water entering his lungs. A sick grin peeled over B's face as L began thrashing in the water. L's legs and arms were flailing wildly, feeling his nails digging into his arms in his desperation for air.
Beyond kept him under, watching his expression through the blur of splashing water, and once his legs and arm movements started to slow down and weaken, he released him.
L raised up immediately, choking and sputtering, dry heaving water and bile. He shook and trembled, his eyes shut and his brow furrowed. A line of spit connected his chin and the water. B gripped his drooling chin, hearing L's neck crack as he yanked it.
"I could kill you whenever I see fit. You understand?" Beyond's tone was plain again, nonchalant. Bored almost. He stood up, pushing L back to the tub, walking towards the door. "Sort yourself out. I'll start on dinner." Then left.
