My network will be the best place to start, I'm sure that they will be able to find out where he came from.

Next, I'll call Gr-

No, I can't call him, he's not on my side anymore, he sided with Mycroft. He doesn't understand, he just can't see what I do. They don't believe me, they've been lying to me.

They must have been lying to me, none of this is real. Everything is a lie.

Dmitri Krishol is dead, but he's not been dead as long as I was told me was. Who else is still alive? WHO?!

Who else is on Mycroft's side? Molly and Mrs. Hudson? John?

What if he's turned everyone against me like Moriarty turned everyone against me?

Where can I go? I have several empty flats around London for when I need to hide, but Mycroft knows where they are.

"What are you doing?" A familiar voice stops me in my tracks.

"What, no, no, you're dead." My breath hitches at the sight of Lul-Chan's face.

"Where should I start?" I spoke to my fellow 'missionary' I wasn't one, he and his family were real. It was difficult enough to find them, it only further complicated

things when I discovered that they were from Asia. I was forced to learn another language, and quickly.

"We'll go to Zambia, once we arrive, we'll see to the biggest needs."

"Alright." This mission wasn't going to go as planned, especially once I realized that Lul-Chan and his family were part of Moriarty's web.

"No, I'm very much alive, so are the others." He smiles, his head not smashed in as it was the last time I saw him.

"How are you still here?"

"How are you still here?" He takes a step closer. "Maybe you're the one who's dead."

"No, I would know if I were dead, you're dead."

"Am I?" He looks down at himself. "I don't feel dead, maybe if I'm really dead and don't feel dead you're dead and don't feel dead."

"No, this is impossible, you're dead." Backing away, I turn and run from him.

"Stop!" Lul-Sina is in front of me.

"What's for dinner?" Lul-Chan spoke to his wife, Lul-Sina.

"Chicken, now get out of here while I cook." She swatted him playfully.

"No, stop, leave me alone." My heart is beating faster and faster, it's as if I could have a heart attack at any second.

"You lied to us, you didn't save us." She's covered in blood, a deep knife wound still bleeding crimson as it was the day I left her dead in her village.

"Mama!" Their youngest daughter screamed as the village was infiltrated. There was blood everywhere, the screams of the children echoed through the once serine night.

The whole family was left for dead, I escaped. Their deaths haunt me to this day despite the fact they were part of Moriarty's web.

"Stay away from me." I back into another person.

"You promised I would be alright." Lilly cries out. "You swore it, you made a promise."

"Sherlock, you can't leave me here!" Lilly cried as I left the room. She was only a child, but I was trying to protect her. How was I to know that by leaving that room to secure the house a hidden assassin would kill her and leave without another sound?

"No, stop, leave me alone!" Running away from these figures who have come back to haunt me, I dash to my nearest flat and lock myself inside.

No, no, no.

"Sherlock." Victor Trevor's voice whispers in my ear.

"No, leave me alone." It's as if I'm losing my mind.

"You didn't try to save me." He leaves.

"I'm sorry."

"Look at yourself, get up and pull yourself together, no one wants to have a fucking baby for the rest of their lives, you're a mess, a disgrace, I should leave you just so you know what it's like to take care of yourself, I do everything for you and you can't even cook dinner without supervision you're worse than a baby, you're a burden to everyone and you deserve to be alone!"

"Allen." I curl in on myself, bracing for the sure to come impact.

"You would have let them kill me, you would have let them kill me!" He spits. "Did you even look for me? Well I looked for you, I always look for you I'm not your dad so stop crying and be a man before I have to teach you how to be one!"

"I thought you were dead." My eyes are wide as I look up to Allen.

"You mean you wished." He scoffs. "Look at yourself, you can't even solve a crime without falling apart, you can't name the planets, you can't do anything right, I always have to do everything, and this is all your fault."

"How do I fix it?"

"You can't." He crouches to my level, his eyes locked on my bandaged arm. "What's this?"

"Nothing." My eyes watch his face for any signs on what he's thinking.

"You cock." He rips the bandage off, exposing several cuts. "You slit your wrists for attention didn't you?"

"What, no- no."

"You attention seeking whore, you can't even survive without getting attention from someone."

"I'm sorry." No, that's not why I did it... no, no, no.

"No you're not."

"How do I fix this?"

"You don't, you can't because you're to stupid to fix it, you didn't deserve your violin back, you didn't deserve anything they've given you, I trusted you to follow the rules and you refused, everything I ever did for you you threw back in my face, I hope they send you to the same hell hole that your sister is in because then at least no one will have to deal with your fucking pathetic bitching."

"I'm sorry." My back is against the wall, my knees to my chest and my hands running through my hair as I try to get a hold of myself like Allen told me to. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."

"No you're not." He crouches to my level. "If you were sorry you wouldn't have done it again, and again, and again, you're not sorry for it, you're just sorry that you got caught."

"I can do better, don't leave me, please."

"You deserve to be alone."

"I know, I'm sorry, I promise I won't do it again, please, please, don't leave me alone."

No, I think you need to know what it's like to be alone for once, you've never had to work for anything, now you have to, you have to take care of yourself and do your own shit, so good luck surviving without me."

"No, Allen!" I try to catch him, but he's gone before I can see where he went.

"NO!" I scream. I've lost everything. Everything I once had is gone, my whole life is a lie, who else is lying to me?

Liars.

1. Lestrade

2. Mycroft.

Unknown.

1. Mrs. Hudson.

2. Molly.

3. Eurus

Truth-speakers.

1. John.

If parts of the web are still alive, what is going to happen to me? To John...

I have to find them and kill them before they kill anyone. Then Allen will be proud and come back. I have to make Allen proud.

Before I have time to make a very thought out plan, the door bursts open and I see Mycroft come in with Lestrade and several of Mycroft's armed security guards in tow.

"I think it's time we go have a test done, don't you agree?" Mycroft speaks.

"No."

"We are taking you for the PTSD screening."

"No, you cannot force me to go."

"You will go or you'll be sent to a facility until you are deemed safe to return to society."

"Oh, so you want to put me away like Eurus?!" I'm outraged.

"No, I want to avoid that." He narrows his gaze.

"I told you we should have gotten John." Lestrade huffs angrily at his partner.

"John's in on it too, I should have known." JOHN IS A LAIR TOO.

"Come along, we have a car waiting so we can take you to the hospital."

Two of Mycroft's men grab me and restrain me per Mycroft's orders.

"I'm not going." Struggling against the men holding me, I try to make Mycroft understand I don't need to go.

"You are going."

"No, you lied to me, parts of the web are still alive and not I have to go through this all over again."

"They're dead, and they're never coming back."

"Liar, I saw them with my own eyes."

Lestrade and Mycroft exchange a glance. "When?"

"When?" I scoff. "Let me go so I can do what I need to do."

"Brother Mine, you're suffering from hallucinations, what did you take?"

"I didn't take anything."

"Don't lie, what did you take?"

"Nothing!" Why won't he believe me?