Hey :) So. This year has already felt as though it's lasted a century and we're only two and half months in. Shiiiiiiiiit. I hope you're all okay and have support and love and care surrounding you. I love you all.

When Jace and Clary got back down to her place, Jace was tentative as he walked through her front door. Bucky was asleep in the lounge on the couch, and he lifted his head to look over at them when they came in, but then lost interest quickly and tucked his head back into his paws and promptly fell back to sleep. Jace scratched the back of his head awkwardly as Clary didn't even bother to turn on the lights, heading straight for her bedroom, her feet dragging on the floor. He trailed after her, but part of him wondered if perhaps she would want some space—maybe have him sleep in the spare room. But as he was hesitating outside her room, Clary looked over her shoulder and raised a sleepy eyebrow.

"You alright?" She asked him.

"Uh, yeah," he attempted a smile, but he knew that it fell flat.

"Are you not tired?" Clary asked. "Sorry, I'm exhausted and I just want to get into bed. If you want to stay up and watch TV or whatever for a bit that's totally fine."

"No, I just—" Jace broke off and shrugged. "I just didn't know if you wanted me to sleep in here...With you." Clary was tired, and that was showing on her face, but it smoothed out into a relaxed smile as she reached out her hand to him.

"I wasn't just saying that it's not your fault to be nice," she informed him. "I honestly don't blame you for anything. And—I mean, you're going home tomorrow. You think I'm going to spend our last night apart?" She let out a low laugh, the first one since everything happened that afternoon, and Jace was relieved. He took her hand and followed her into the room, and minutes later, they were both in bed and on their way to being fast asleep.


Jace's body still felt heavy with sleep when ripples of pleasure began to rouse him. His eyelids fluttered and his body convulsed subconsciously. He slowly began to wake up, and as he did so, his toes curled as the pleasure became stronger. When his eyes opened, his head twisted sleepily, and he looked down to see Clary crouched between his legs.

"Shit," he moaned out, his voice thick with sleep as he saw the redhead look up at him with her big green eyes. Her hair was falling down around her face with her pink lips stretched over his cock, and the way she was looking at him from underneath her thick eyelashes was positively sinful. After a few more tight suctions—with Jace's cock hitting the back of her throat every time—he was wide awake, and he was lifting himself up on his elbows so that he could watch her properly. Clary's head bobbed up and down a few more times before he felt his orgasm curling around his thighs and edging down his abdomen, and he reached forward, tapping her shoulders. "Come here," he murmured, and Clary smiled widely as she crawled up his body and pressed her mouth to his. Jace turned them over, so that she was tucked underneath them on the soft mattress, and he ignored the fact that both of them had terrible morning breath as his tongue dipped into her mouth.

"Gross," Clary laughed against his mouth, both of their lips a bit sticky. Jace laughed with her and pulled away, dropping a kiss to her cheeks and jaw and then making his way down her long neck. He sucked at a few spots gently, nothing hard enough to mark, and then bit lightly at her collarbone. She was still wearing the light, practically see through shirt that she wore to bed, and Jace pulled it up so that her torso was exposed. He kissed the skin as it became bare and then sucked down gently on one of her nipples, his teeth grazing across the bud. Clary's body jerked as he did so, and Jace ran his hands down over the smooth skin of her side. His cock was still throbbing from the blowjob that had woken him up and the image of Clary crouching between his legs was seared behind his eyelids, and the more their bodies pressed together, the closer he got to orgasming.

"Hold on," Jace murmured as he reached into her bedside table and pulled out a condom. He got rid of the sweatpants that Clary had only pulled down enough to pull his cock out, and then he rolled the condom on. "Come on, babe," he continued quietly as he lifted her legs. Clary wiggled her ass around to get comfortable, and then went with it. He tipped her legs up so that they were at a right angle from her body and then moved forward, so that her knees were hooked over his shoulders. When he pushed into her, with the way that her thighs were still pressed together, made her channel even tighter, and the groan was ripped from deep inside him.

"Shi-it," Clary sighed, reaching around her legs to grab at Jace's arms. Her fingernails were sharp against his biceps, but he paid them no attention as he rocked into her, trying to centre himself so he didn't come too quickly. He gritted his teeth together and then let out a whine as Clary clenched down around him and moved from side to side, encouraging him to get moving. Jace thrust into her hard, and from the position that they were in, it felt as though the air had been completely pushed from her lungs. Jace got into his rhythm and he pushed into Clary hard, and it felt as though she was being bent in half, and the pleasure was making her arms shake and her eyes squeezed shut. Jace stared down at her, jerking his body forward and watching the way her face contorted each time he hit that barrier deep inside her. "Fuck, Jace," she cried out, and he felt his release about to come.

"God, Clary," Jace gasped out as he jerked forward a few more times, feeling the fuzziness of the orgasm settling over his head. His arms were shaking from where they had been holding himself up on either side of Clary, and he rested back on his haunches as he caught his breath. When he looked back at Clary, she had a grin on her face as she twitched her hips from side to side.

"Come on, buddy," she teased him lightly. "I'm not here to finish myself off." Jace snorted, pushing her legs apart and slipping two fingers in without a second thought. The smile dropped off her face at the curled digits and she slipped into euphoria again. Jace rubbed his thumb against her clit a few times and pumped his fingers into her, smirking at the obscenely wet noise it made as he felt her coming and dripping over his fingers and down his palm. Jace wiped his hand on the duvet cover and then pressed a kiss to the inside of her knee.

"You want to shower?" He asked, trying not to think about the fact that this was the last morning that he was going to be waking up to her. He walked out of her room, completely naked, and into her bathroom. The window was open, looking out over the vineyard and the sun rising in the distance. It was going to be his last morning waking up to a view like that as well, and that sweet smell of fresh air washing over him. Jace turned on the shower, holding his hand under the water as he waited for it to heat up. Clary came in a few minutes later with some clean towels, and she put them on the vanity unit as she stepped around Jace and into the shower.

"Are you gonna stay for breakfast?" She asked. Jace got into the shower with her, pulling the curtain around them to keep the warmth confined to the tiled walls.

"What's the time?" He asked her, given he had woken up and been completely focused on her, not looking at the time on his phone.

"It's almost eleven," Clary answered and Jace made a face.

"Shit," he muttered. "I had planned to leave earlier."

"Right," the disappointment was clear on her face. Jace didn't know what to say as she crouched down to squeeze some body wash onto her hand. When she straightened up, Jace cupped her face.

"I'm sorry that this is how it's ending," he told her earnestly. "This isn't what I wanted." Clary's eyes clouded over, and Jace wasn't sure if she had forgotten what had happened yesterday, or if she had just pushed it right to the back of her head. She sighed and nodded into the palm of his hand.

"I know," she muttered. "Kind of puts a damper on things."

"My mum's making sure to keep your name out of it," Jace told her. "She's got people everywhere, and so far they have no idea who you are, and she's making sure to keep it that way. Anyway—we're not that interesting," he gave her a smile that he hoped reassured her. "There will be some drunk socialite or some racist comment made by a floozy, and we will all be forgotten."

"I've never been so happy to be boring before," Clary said with a small smile. Jace smiled back at her, and then ducked his head down to give her a quick kiss on the tip of her nose. His cock twitched when he had leaned in his body had bumped against her wet, naked one, but he swallowed those thoughts down, because they really didn't have time for this. He needed to get back to Malibu to leave the car and then get a ride to the private air strip where his fathers plane was. Their flight plan was set to leave at two, and he was already pushing himself for time.

After they showered, they went back to Clary's room and got changed. Clary went out to the kitchen and turned on her coffee maker as Jace packed his clothes. Bucky skipped outside when she opened the door to get the air flowing, and he jumped up on the railing of the porch, stretching out his legs before settling down. Clary was just pouring coffee into a takeaway cup when Jace came out with his suitcase.

Clary felt the tears spring to her eyes, even though she had promised herself that she wasn't going to cry. Jace lips were pursed together in a tight line and it was clear that he was trying to keep his emotions under wrap.

"So..." Clary began, her voice cracking.

"So..." Jace repeated back to her before exhaling heavily. "This past week has been amazing. I wish that it didn't have to end." Clary smiled at him, although it was a bit watery. Jace put down his suitcase, walking over to her and putting his hands on her arms, gently rubbing them up and down. "I promise that I'll come back."

"Yeah," she murmured. She wanted to say that she wanted him to stay but she knew that she couldn't, because he had his life back in New York. "Yeah, you better," she smiled wider. Jace reached forward, putting his arms around her and holding her tightly. They stood there, in the middle of the kitchen hugging, for a few long minutes. Both of their bodies were tense, trying to keep themselves under control, and their breathing was shaky. Jace pulled back first, but only to bring their mouths together in a searing kiss. Clary gripped his shirt tightly, holding their bodies together as they tilted their heads to the side to get a better angle. When they broke apart, they were breathing heavily, and Clary's cheeks were a little flushed, and her eyes were glassy with tears. "Make sure you text me when you get to your place in Malibu, and also when you land safely in New York."

"I will, don't worry," Jace promised. He took in a deep breath as he stepped back and picked up his suitcase. Clary folded her arms tightly over her chest and followed him as he walked outside.

"Oh, and I made you this," Clary remembered, quickly ducking back inside to grab the travel mug, and handing the coffee over.

"Thanks," Jace murmured as he took it from her. Clary felt like she was going to burst out in tears and she let out a short laugh.

"You better go before the water works start," she said and Jace nodded with a watery smile of his own.

"Yeah," he mumbled. "I'll text you," he told her before walking down the steps of her porch and walked over to where his car was parked. He got in without looking back, because this was already hard enough. As he drove away, he glanced in his rear view mirror and saw Clary standing on the porch with Bucky in her arms, and he swallowed thickly before dropping his eyes back to the road.

I hope you guys enjoyed the update :)

My top 10 songs for this week;

1) Kissing Other People - Lennon Stella. 2) No Time To Die - Billie Eilish. 3) Mikrokosmos - BTS. 4) Euphoria - BTS. 5) Is It Just Me? - Emily Burns. 6) Parents - Yungblud. 7) Cherry - Lana Del Rey. 8) In Case You Don't Live Forever - Ben Platt. 9) Hope Is A Dangerous Thing - Lana Del Rey. 10) Homesick - Dua Lipa.

I've only been watching old stuff recently, like Criminal Minds and Hawaii Five-O...My husband has big plans tonight though, and has suggested that we get high and watch Little Mermaid, so that sounds brilliant and like exactly what I need for the end of my week. If you guys have any suggestions for animated movies, send them my way, because we need all the good stuff we can get in the world right now! Ooh, if I can suggest a twitter thread, actually, there's one posted by a user PAYOLETTER which is just...A feel good time about how so many people now have their pets as colleagues now that they're working from home. Making the best of a bad situation. The thread is filled with pictures of animals, if you need fluff, that's where to go!

Love you all x