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LIFE

Chapter 44

The next morning I woke up all alone. I was so not liking this, and would make sure it didn't happen very often. I started getting up, and was hit with a dizzy spell. I sat there for a few minutes, and finally made it out of bed to get dressed. I finally got my clothes on, my hair plaited, grabbing some of my things, and headed for the kitchen.

I only found Angela flitting around. She was making a pot of coffee, and pouring me some juice. I sat down, and told her to only make me some toast. I did discuss something for dinner. I was thinking or her to go out to the longhouse, and combine with them to cook there for today. She said she was going to do some laundry, and she would then go out to their kitchen.

I drank my coffee, and juice, then headed out to the barn to see what was going on. It being Thursday I knew I needed to get with a few people about going to the airport for our next delivery of horses coming on Friday. We were receiving fifteen more friesians tomorrow, and then on Wednesday we would receive the last ten of them along with the gift one to me from Max. I could hardly wait.

I was then planning our trip to Anchorage to pick up as close to fifty head of cattle as possible, along with my next dog. I had a samoyed I was getting that was eleven weeks old. I had plans of using the bigger dogs to work the horses, and cattle.

Everyone was busy, and I looked down towards the heier sheds. Edward and some of the men were working like crazy putting up fence posts. Some other men were following behind putting up the fencing. Dang, they were knocking it out in a big hurry. I figured by Saturday, or Sunday they would be finished with the encing or the cattle. We would be ready for them.

We already had a delivery of hay, and feed coming to fill their silo. I was more than ready to have it all done.

The more I stood there, the more I got mad. I was already upset being left in bed this morning. Not a morning kiss, or nothing. I went to the storage building, got one of the ATV's pulled out, and headed down to Edward. I pulled in front of him, climbed out, walked up to him as he had stopped working. The other men were watching as I stepped up on the tractor. I grabbed his shirt pulling him over to me, and said, "Don't ever leave me in the mornings, or any other damn time without a kiss, a fuck, or just letting me know your leaving. We are so going to have a problem if you do it again," and I pulled him closer running my hand into his hair, and kissed the hell out of him.

I then climbed down, went and climbed on my ATV, and went back toward my house. I pulled the ATV into the storage building, and sat there for a minute. I can't believe I just did that to him. But, before I can go any further Edward walks into the building looking at me. He walks up to me running one hand around my waist pulling me close. The other around my neck into my hair, and lays one hell of a kiss on me.

He runs his hands down my legs, back up my sides, running his thumb over my nipples making me moan. He then grabs my hand, and starts pulling me toward the house. We enter the back door, and he doesn't stop. He goes right to our bedroom shutting, and locking our bedroom door. He then turns to me, walking up again pulling me close. He then proceeds to kiss me, touching me, and we're walking back towards the bed. I feel it at the back of my knees, but before I fall to the bed Edward starts to undress me.

He pulls my shirt over my head, turns kissing every inch of skin uncovered, reaches for my jeans unsnapping them, pulling the zipper down, and pushing my jeans down my body. He then makes me sit while he pulls the rest of my clothes off. He then runs his hands up my legs kissing his way up my body.

I am breaking out in goose bumps as he goes. He works his way between my legs not stopping for anything. I feel him kissing me through my panties, and a long drawn out moan escapes me. I look down, and he has a slight smile on his face. He keeps on moving up to my breasts squeezing them, pulling the nipples, pushing them together.

"I so want to fuck your breasts one day, Bella. I love your breasts, baby," as he pulls one of my nipples in his mouth, and works my other breasts with his hand. He squeezes, rubs the nipple, plucks it, then he's moved over to it, and proceeds to suck it for all he's got. In the mean time his other hand has run down my body, and proceeds to push my panties off my body.

He then moves down following their path, except he stops at my pussy. I feel him nuzzle it, and a slow lick over my clit. I just about come off the bed. It feels so good. He spreads my legs open saying, "Leave them open for me love. I am so hungry, and I want to feast on my pussy. So fucking wet. I know this is all for me, isn't it, love?"

"Yesss, Edward. Please, baby touch me, taste me, make me come. I need it so bad.," as I move,thrust, and beg. He tells me when he's ready I will get to come.

He goes to town on my pussy. There is not a spot left untouched by his tongue, fingers, everything. I'm tired of waiting. I want his big cock inside me.

"Edward, please fuck me, baby. Please. I need you inside me, filling me full. Please," and before I know it he has moved up my body, and filling me in one strong thrust as deep as he can go. He lays very still for a moment, and looks up at me. "I love you, Bella," and then begins to move.

He has no mercy, no forgiveness, he continues to pound his cock as deep, and as hard as he can. "You will fill me for quite some time now, Bella. I will never leave you without my love again." He continues to thrust pulling my legs up higher around his waist, and within a few more minutes he tells me he's coming, reaches down working my clit with his thumb, and without anything further we are both chasing the stars. I feel him shooting his cum deep inside me, as I continue to squeeze his cock. It just seems to go on, and on.

Edward finally falls down on top of me, giving me a passionate kiss. He rolls to the side, as he carries me with him.

"I'm not sure what brought that on on my part, or yours. But I sure don't mind it happening more often," I tell him. He breaks out in a laugh telling me, "Baby, you can come chew me out any time you want. I will follow you right behind promising to love you right up properly."

I break out in a laugh then. I look up in his eyes, and I see my future, my beautiful husband. I could never have found a more loving, devoted man, and I know that without a doubt. "Baby, I know you probably need to go back to work. I'm just going to lay her, and probably take a short nap, as you have wore me out husband."

He just looks at me, "Love, they told me to go to you. They would finish up for the day. I was not to come back. So, if you don't mind my hanging around, I think I'll join you in that nap. I am very tired to wife." He continues to look at me, running a finger down my cheek, "I love you, Bella. Don't you ever doubt that. I will love you until I draw my last breath. Do you hear me? I love you woman with all my heart," leaning over, and lightly kissing me.

Tears are running down my face. "I love you to husband, more than you will ever know. You are always on my mind, every minute of every day. I will also love you until my last breath, and I hope I'm in your arms when I do. I love you, Edward." I lean into give him a kiss.

We both crawl under the sheets, and pull each other as close as possible, falling asleep.

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Apparently we were both wore the heck out, as we slept through the night. I know we were both starving, as we both missed dinner last night. I didn't care as I got to sleep in Edward's arms all night. We both woke up, made our morning trips to the bathroom, took a joined shower...to conserve water...got dressed, brushed our teeth, brushed my hair, and proceeded to give our morning kisses. Then we headed towards the kitchen looking for coffee, and hopefully something to eat.

Angela had us a banquet waiting of omelets, silver dollar pancakes, bacon, ham, toast, carafes of coffee, and orange juice. I do believe we might have left a couple slices of...no, Edward just made him a ham sandwich with them. Oh well, at least he won't go hungry for a little while.

We walk outside heading for the barn, he finishes his sandwich, reaches over pulling me close, and lays one hell of a kiss on me. Covering all his bases, I do believe. Him with his little lop sided smirk.

We then, go into the barn, and they are letting some of the horses out in the field. There are about three men standing out along the fence with shotguns. I bought a bunch of Henry rifles, lever action that everyone seems to really like. I got a place set up in one of the tack rooms that has a bunch of rifles, and ammunition on a shelf.

We are supposedly getting some horses in for general use by the employees some times this weekend. I'm hoping to get them before we head out to Anchorage to pick up some cattle. There were some people selling some horses in Fairbanks that was going to bring them out.

I also got a couple pieces of furniture coming in, too. I'm hoping Edward is not around when they come in, as one of them is for our bedroom. I bought him...well us a Tantra chair. What? I wanted to try it. We are still very much newly weds, and I thought it might add some spice. Not that he needs it...dang, that man knows how to lay some loving on me. Besides, I need to figure out what has got me in such a tail spin. Lately I've been having quite a few dizzy spells, and it is worrying me. I need to find Carlisle, or Esme to see what could be going on.

I hate the thoughts of being sick, and I'm afraid it might be my blood pressure. I have been under a lot of stress with trying to get this place built, and trying to take care of everyone. I've had to worry about providing housing, food, and the materials to get things done. It has been a big challenge.

So, to set my mind at ease I go in search of Esme, as I feel more comfortable with her. I walk into the kitchen of the longhouse, and find her sitting talking to some of the women. I ask to speak to her, and we walk outside. As we hit the path to their cabin I ask her some questions. I tell her about being dizzy at times, and she asked me a few different questions. We walked into their cabin, and she made me take a seat while she went to get some supplies.

She came back doing some basic things like my temperature, blood oxygen levels, and heart rate. She then took my blood pressure, and it was very good at 126/72. She was very pleased so far. She then asked me about my periods, my breasts being tender, and my method of birth control. That's when I almost fell out of my chair. I had not been on birth control since about two weeks after our wedding. I had meant to talk to Carlisle about getting another shot, and forgot with everything going on.

Needless to say I went right into a panic attack, and hyperventilating. Esme got my attention, and got my breathing under control. She then went to get something else, and sent me into the bathroom with a pregnancy test.

After peeing on the stick, we sat out front having a glass of tea, and talking about everything. I was telling her about them building the greenhouse, and then they would be building the veterinarians office, the medical office for Carlisle, and the other ten cabins on the ridge. I told her they would then be working on their house. By then the test was done, and she walked in to get it. She came out asking me what I wanted it to say, and I told her I'd go with whatever it showed.

She produced the stick, and it read...positive. I released a big breath, and started crying. She came over pulling me in her arms, and told me everything would be alright. I finally calmed down, and asked her not to tell anyone as of yet. She recommended at least telling Carlisle so he could run a blood test as backup proof of it being positive. Esme went ahead, and drew the blood. She said she would let Carlisle know, and get me some prenatal vitamins.

I thanked Esme, and walked out towards our house. I walked inside, and went straight to our bedroom. I sat down on the side of the bed, and just tried to imagine a baby. I could see a little boy with red wild hair, and the greenest colored eyes. His daddy made over. OMG, I don't know what to do. I'm kind of scared, and totally unprepared. Edward may not be ready for a baby...a child. What would I do then?

I walk back outside, standing there looking around. I look down towards the heifer sheds to see if he's still working on the fencing. I can't wait. I walk out to the storage building getting an ATV, pulling it outside. I crank it up, and take off down to the pasture. I pull up beside him...he turns the tractor off...turns looking at me. I get off the ATV, walk over to him, pull him close, and kiss him. I lean back looking into his eyes, and he's asking me what is wrong.

"Edward...I...I'm pregnant," not saying another word. I look at him, and I see shock on his face. Then, he makes me get down off the tractor. He hops down, grabbing me, and screaming..."I'm going to be a daddy, ya'll," and picks me up turning around,and around in circles. He stops, pulling me close, and proceeds to kiss me with everything he's got.

"Pregnant. I love you, Bella. You have no idea what this means to me. We're having a baby," over and over. The men come up shaking his hand, congratulating us, and Seth comes up looking at me. "I'm so damn happy for you, Bella. Damn happy. Now, take off Edward. Take her to the house. I got this. We're almost finished here for the day anyway. Go on now."

We both climb into the ATV, and head towards the house. We walk into the kitchen, he fixes us something to drink, and makes me tell him everything about my finding out. Also, why I had not told him I was feeling off anyway. We sit, and I tell him about going to see Esme, her checking me out, and drawing blood for the test. I tell him about the pee stick test, and my going to have to see Carlisle for a check up. I also got to get vitamins to take everyday.

Edward tells me he's going to order every book on the stages of pregnancy, and child rearing. He wants to know what to expect.

We realize it's getting very late, and we're eating out at the longhouse tonight so we can tell everyone the good news. Edward can't wipe the smile off his face, and keeps his hands all over me.

We walk outside, he takes the ATV over to the storage building, walking back over to me. We head out to the longhouse, and pretty much got a full house. I make him wait until everyone is here, and then tell them all. He is about to burst though.

I go to our usual place to sit, and make him go get us something to drink. They are almost ready to bring everything out for dinner. I watch Edward walk over to Esme giving her a hug, and you can see him shaking his head yes. I'm laughing at his enthusiasm. What I was worried about I have no idea. Carlisle walks up to them, and their telling him about it now. He looks over to me, and I nod at him.

The place is packed, the food is out front, everyone has their plates, and Edward stands up asking for everyone's attention.

"I want to thank each, and everyone of you for your gallant efforts to get this ranch up, and running. I know we have all been working our tails off. We'll have it all finished soon enough. Now, today I got some of the most wonderful news I'd like to share with you all. We're having a baby." The hoots, and hollers were astounding. It was coming from everyone, and Edward was getting pats on the back, hand shakes, and congratulations. I was getting hugs from everyone, and it was unreal.

Edward turned towards me, pulling me up, and proceeded to kiss me for all he's got. "I love you, Bella. I love our baby, too. I can hardly wait." All I could do was cry, and laugh...happy tears.

My life was evolving, becoming all I was hoping for, and more. We stand just looking at each other with big grins on our faces. It is going to be alright.

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Alright, a little bit of loving, a baby, and we got a little bit more to go. Still got about five to ten more chapters to go.

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