Here's your warning people, this chapter has very graphic sexual descriptions in it, if you don't like it, I suggest skipping it! Enjoy! ;)
Rey actually did come knocking at his door a few minutes after Poe left. He ushered her in and she closed the make shift door behind her and came to sit in front of him on the floor with a little effort. Her belly made it hard to bend down very well. Ben felt a little strange swell of pride. That was HIS baby in there. His heir and legacy.
"I know, I look huge and gross," Rey said catching him looking at her belly.
"You look amazing, Rey. Honestly," he said looking her up and down really well for the first time since their reunion. She smiled and shook her head.
"You don't have to flatter me. I know I look like Bb8."
"You do not look like Bb8," Ben said seriously. "You look pregnant. Like how women are supposed to look when pregnant. And honestly you still look a bit skinny to me. Have you been eating well?"
"Oh first you don't care enough to tell me you're even alive, now you're worried about me eating? Do you care about me or not make up your mind?"
"Of course I care about you!" He replied quickly, "you know it wasn't safe to let you know I was alive."
Rey looked at the ground ashamed of her accusations and temper.
"Sorry. It's just the hormones..."
"No, I'm sorry. I know you're just worried..." Ben said quietly.
Rey looked up at him, "I'm sorry I got so mad after you saved us and considered not bringing you here with us..." she said tearfully.
"I deserved it," Ben answered truthfully, "but you were right...I don't think I would have made it on Jakku...that place was horrible."
Rey laughed a bit, "believe me I know."
There was a moment of silence between them.
"You know..." Ben started quietly, "you didn't greet me the way I asked you to..."
He stared at her as she exhaled through her nose in what was a half attempt at a laugh.
"I can't jump that high right now."
"Then do it on the ground, come here," he grabbed her hands and she obediently climbed up to straddle his lap. Ben's hands ran up her sides and over her belly where a tiny foot promptly kicked him.
"Whoa," he said yanking his hand back startled.
"Yeah I felt that too, I think the baby's happy to have you here," Rey grinned. He grinned back then leaned in for a small gentle kiss which she happily obliged him in. He began to deepen it but Rey broke them apart and put her forehead against his closing her eyes. She could feel he was beginning to get aroused and there was no way she was going to do anything right now with everyone awake and Poe a few feet from the hut. No, they would have to wait.
"We can't right now," she whispered to him.
"We could..." he breathed out, his hands sliding down her back, around her bottom, and digging into her hips.
"No, Ben," she laughed quietly, "if you don't want Poe to kill you, I suggest we wait until he leaves."
Ben moved in on her neck, leaving a trail of hot kisses down to her collarbone while Rey hands tangled themselves in his hair. Her hips rocked slightly against his. What was it about this man that made her so crazy? She didn't know all she knew was he made her feel so good...
"Come help me a minute Rey!" She heard Poe's voice call loudly from outside. Ben pulled away from her neck and sighed.
"See? We can't," she grinned and slid off his lap. He remained sitting but helped Rey to her feet.
"Night," she shot him a sly grin and walked to the door making sure to shake her hips a bit more than normal. She saw that hungry look in his eyes one last time before she closed the door.
Rey helped Poe put a few things from dinner away then he sat at the fire and Rey sat next to him. It was dark now, Rose had decided to go to bed already and Ben had remained in his hut the whole time. Rey glanced over to it and wondered if he was asleep already too.
"I don't want you going in there tonight," Poe said, seeing her glance at it.
Rey stared at him a minute.
"First of all, I didn't plan on it. Second of all, who do you think you are? I'm a grown woman I can go wherever I want," Rey talked quietly so as not to wake the others.
"Yes but we don't know his full intentions yet. I'm staying up all night to keep watch. I want to trust him, but I just can't yet. So believe me I will know if either of you try anything."
"Yes father," she said sarcastically, he stared at her.
"I'm trying to protect you and your child, Rey. What if he sneaks in your hut and does something..." Poe's face turned slightly pink, "inappropriate to you? Or what if you go in and wake him up and he kills you on instinct or something? No, you're to stay in your own hut tonight." He made it sound as though he had the final word and there would be no arguing with him about this.
"What do you think is going to happen when you leave?" Rey said after a minute of contemplating.
"I think Rose is going to keep me updated and make sure you two aren't alone."
Rey shook her head, "Wrong. She's not here to spy on us for you, she's here to help me birth this baby and keep me company. If that's what you wanted her to come for than you can take her right back with you-"
"Calm down please, Rey. I don't want to fight about this, I'm only worried for your safety you know that."
"I don't know Poe, what I'm hearing right now is that you don't trust Ben, which I get, but you also don't trust me! You don't think I can take care of myself and you think Rose is here to be our babysitter and keep us apart. Well it's not going to happen that way!"
"Keep your voice down!" He said urgently.
"You know what, why don't you just leave right now? No need for you to stay the night, I'm not going to obey your stupid 'rules'...And if you keep acting like this, don't plan on being part of this baby's life!"
With that, Rey stood up and angrily stormed off to her hut. When she got down on her pallet she had made on the floor, she instantly felt guilty about what she had said. Poe had been one of her only true friends throughout this whole thing and, yet again, she had let her anger get the better of her. She sighed and placed a hand on her belly and thought to herself how much trouble she was in when this child got older. Her and Ben's tempers were both terribly short to say the least. This kid would be hard headed to put it mildly. She sat still a few minutes, considering going out and apologizing to Poe. But eventually she heard the Falcon start up somewhere near the beach, and quickly fly off.
Ugh, great. Poe actually did leave. Now she really felt horrible. She wished she could call him back, explain herself and why she was so frustrated. Everyone made her feel like she needed taken care of and she most certainly didn't! She had taken care of herself her whole life, she didn't need a babysitter. She loved Rose and was happy she was here, but if she was placed here as a babysitter well...then she would rather be alone.
A weird feeling washed over her and she recognized it as Ben using the force to see her.
"Is everything okay? I heard arguing then the Falcon leave," he said. He was sitting as well, the force had placed his projection directly across from Rey.
"Yeah..." Rey said staring at a stone wall, "actually no. Everything is not okay Ben. I said some mean things to Poe because he was treating me like a child and he left. I don't know when or even if he's coming back and I feel horrible. I just want to be treated like a normal human being for once in my life..."
"You know he's just worried about you, who wouldn't be? Out of all the men in the galaxy you chose me...literally the biggest threat to him for years. He's going to have a hard time with this."
"I know, I understand that, but he doesn't have to act like my father. I haven't had one my whole life and I don't need one now."
Ben stared at her carefully feeling the sadness coming from within her.
"Rey-"
"I mean I get that he doesn't trust you, but he doesn't trust me now? We've been friends for quite awhile now and for him to start treating me like this it just-"
Ben didn't think she would ever stop talking, she was going on and on so quickly he couldn't keep up. That's when he decided to shut her up. He grabbed her face and pressed his lips firmly against hers, effectively silencing her. He pulled back.
"Rey, you need to let him worry and try to protect you. It makes him feel useful."
"But he 'forbid' me from going into your hut or being alone with you, Ben. He practically said Rose was here to babysit me!"
"And you need to let him think that. Rose is a heavy sleeper, obviously, she hasn't woken up through any of this, and you and I can sneak off and be alone whenever you want. I'll find a way, I promise."
Rey looked over his face as if seeing if he was serious.
"Okay. Okay fine I'll play along with his stupid game." She was quiet a moment.
"I will too. I'll be respectful and not make him uncomfortable. But when he's gone...you belong to me." Rey looked up at him, he was leaning in closer, his face now inches away. The air around them had changed. It was thick now...Ben was practically radiating his want for her.
"If I say you will walk into my hut naked, you'll do so." Rey was mesmerized by his words, staring him back equally intensely as he spoke.
"If I say I'm going to fuck you until the sun comes up...you better be ready and waiting for me. If I say get on your knees, you'll do as your told. Do you understand?" He lifted her chin with his fingers.
"Y-yes," she could hardly speak, she felt that annoying throb in her groin that meant she was getting turned on and only Ben could help her.
"Tonight...you're going to respect Poe's wishes and we're going to stay in our own huts."
Ben helped her lay back into the pallet, her eyes seemed to be mesmerized by him.
"Then you're going to take your hand," he moved his hand onto her leg and slid it up her thigh until he reached her center.
"And your going to move it like this," his fingers made quick circles around her sensitive spot and her hips arched immediately, a sharp gasp coming from her.
"You're going to do that while you think of me having my way with you. Do you understand?" He continued rubbing.
Rey made a small noise as she enjoyed his fingers bringing her waves of pleasure.
"Y-yes..." she managed out. His hand stopped and he pulled away. Her body ached in protest. She wanted him to do it, for him to bring her her release, not herself...she grabbed his wrist and tried to pull it back into position.
"No," he yanked it away, "I told you, you're going to do it. Not me."
"But, Ben I-"
"I thought I made myself clear?" He raised his eyebrows at her. She sighed and grabbed his hand again in frustration. He grabbed her wrists and held on tightly. Little waves of pain and pleasure shot up and down Rey's body.
"You'll do...as I say," he said in no more than a growl. His eyes said don't test him, but Rey's body said to go for it.
"Okay," she said, "fine. I'll do it myself. But you..." she sat up and Ben released her wrists, staring at her intently.
"Have to sit in your own hut...alllll by yourself. Knowing that I'm in here pleasuring myself wishing it was your hand touching me," she pushed him backwards and he lay back propped up on his elbows, watching her with those dark eyes she loved so much.
"Wishing you were bringing me all this pleasure..." she reached over and rubbed the noticeable bulge that was growing in his pants.
"Wishing you were deep inside me..." she began to undo his pants. Her hand slid in and she watched his chest rise and fall quickly now.
"And what I want you to do...is to grab yourself like this." Ben's sharp intake of breath as she grabbed him was enough to let her know she was doing this right. Her hand felt so small around it, the flesh nearly burning hot against her palm from the increased blood flow. She wondered briefly what it would taste like.
"And I want you to move your hand like this..." she agonizingly slowly moved her hand up and down the length of him. His hips arched just as hers had as he struggled to control himself in her grasp. As suddenly as she started, she stopped.
"Do you understand?" She shot him a sly look.
"That's not fair," Ben said.
"Oh, it's perfectly fair...if you won't give me pleasure, then I won't give you any either."
Ben stared at her a moment as if debating on what to do. Rey climbed back into her pallet and slid her pants off.
"Now if you don't mind, I've been given special orders and I intend to finish what I was told to start.
She drew her legs up and slid her hand into her underwear, moving her fingers around slowly, her body happy once again that it was getting this attention it so craved. Ben seemed unable to move or look away from the scene before him. She figured he had probably been taken by surprise that she would do such a thing. She made a very dramatic show of touching herself, moving her hips around, raising her shirt and touching her swollen breasts, making small moaning noises. She had to admit it must have been quite good as Ben hadn't taken his eyes off her. He had, however, moved his hand to his own sex and was stroking it slowly and intently while he watched.
Rey was enjoying making him want her...she liked to see him like this.
"Keep rubbing," he said. She realized she had been distracted looking at him and had slowed her pace. She picked back up again and ran her other hand all down her baby filled womb and thigh.
"Take your underwear off," He demanded. Rey bit her lip and raised her hips long enough to pull them down and kick them off then got right back to work. Ben had a full view of the show now. Rey felt so exposed and naked. It excited her and made her only want to please him more. This was unlike anything she had ever done before.
"Put two fingers inside yourself," Ben's voice shook a bit as he spoke. Rey could feel his excitement buzzing all around her. She did as she was told and dipped two fIngers into her hot, wet sex. She had never put fingers inside herself before and the feeling was almost strange and foreign. She moved them slightly, exploring herself like she never had before. She found as she curled her fingers up, she hit a spot of pleasure that made her body tense and squirm.
"Now take your fingers out and rub yourself again," she heard through her ecstasy. She did so and the hot, sticky feeling of her own juices on her outside just made her more excited. She rubbed a bit quicker now. Possibly more turned on than she had ever been in her life.
"Ben please..."she spoke quietly.
"Please what?" He asked calmly, but his breathing was becoming ragged, his own hand working feverishly.
"Please come fuck me...please...I need you so badly..."
"No...fuck...you're doing this yourself," he breathed out hard. Rey's hand moved quickly, her body wanting to finish so badly, but she wanted Ben to be here in person with her.
"I need you inside me when I finish Ben..." she could no longer control her thoughts or what she was saying anymore. Her body was electric, she no longer cared what Ben wanted, she wanted to be selfish for once. Her legs and hips were squirming, her body demanding release soon or she would surely die.
"Why do you...want me...inside you?" Ben managed out through his own ragged breathing.
"I want you to feel me finish...I want to squeeze every last drop of cum from your cock while it's deep inside me..." her face turned pink, she had never spoken such dirty words before and frankly she didn't know what was happening to herself.
"Fuck, Rey..." Ben hissed, his hand pumping himself harder and faster now.
"Come fuck me, Ben please...please..." her hips were arching, she rubbed faster, her wetness making it easy. She began to feel her orgasm start and couldn't stop the small noises coming from her throat as her back arched up and her hips angled back.
"Fuuuuuck! Ben!" She cried as her fingers worked her over the edge. Her toes curled, eyes closed, breathing short and choppy as she hit her peak.
A primal noise from Ben told Rey he had finished himself. Her hand slowed, and she breathed hard as she came down from her high.
"I fucking hate you," she teased quietly, her breathing starting to even out now. She looked over to where Ben had been and his projection was gone. She was left to ride the dulling waves of pleasure alone.
Fuck she hated him. She was madly in love with him...but she absolutely hated him. Her pregnant body was tired now, her hand nearly cramping, her hips aching...why couldn't he just have come in and done what he was told? She pulled her underwear back on and pulled a blanket over herself. She would save yelling at him for tomorrow...right now she needed sleep.
