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CH 46

Tris P.O.V

Time has managed to fly by so fast lately. I can't help but think that it has to do with having Tobias in my life. The last six weeks or so have just gone by in a blink of an eye, and I couldn't be any happier.

After Thanksgiving dinner, I suggested that Tobias and I take a walk through Millennium Park for the annual tree lighting ceremony to help kick off the Christmas season. Growing up it was always a tradition that my parents would take Caleb and I to every year to celebrate the magic of the Christmas season and being together as a family.

I remember standing there in my little princess dress, all bundled up in my winter coat and gloves clinging to my Daddy for some added warmth. Caleb would be in his dress pants, a nice shirt and bow tie, but it was well hidden under his own coat, gloves, and scarf, as it was usually freezing that time of year in Chicago. Our little tummies would be full from turkey and delicious pie that we had just ate, standing on the grass looking up and all around us waiting for it to begin. The mayor of Chicago would announce the beginning of the countdown, as they would turn off all the lights in the park, as the countdown started at ten...The excitement grew in the air as everyone counted down along with him over the sound system. When the countdown was done, the lights in the park would turn on and they were so magical. My father would hold on tightly to my little hand, as my mother held on to Caleb's, but I also knew my mother and father would entwine their empty hands together and "discreetly" kiss as the lights turned on. All around us the lights would sparkle, dancing around as they brought the beautiful scene to life. There were so many dancing lights throughout all the trees that surrounded us, with many different Christmas artifacts all decorated with twinkling multi-colored lights. Then in the center of the park standing tall before us where we stood, was the largest tree I ever saw and it would be decorated with all sorts of special ornaments, a shiny gold star on top and colorful lights as far as the eye could see.

I was beyond excited when Tobias had agreed to going to the park with me this year, wanting to share this special Christmas tradition with me. I had not attended the annual tree lighting ceremony in years, as life as an event planner always seemed to have gotten in the way. But not this year, this year I got to stand in the perfect spot, in the arms of the most perfect man in the world. Even though it was only thirty degrees outside, it didn't feel that way to me at all. As Tobias held me tightly against his chest, blanketing himself around my body, I felt his body heat warm me like the morning sun. When the countdown began and all the lights around us were turned down…Tobias held me even tighter, making me feel the most loved and protected that I had ever felt before. As the lights magically turned on, Tobias and I clapped and cheered along with the rest of the crowd around us enjoying the dancing multicolored lights. I couldn't help but turn around in his arms, as he leaned down planting the most loving and tender kiss on my lips. I swear that night couldn't have been more magical and I know Tobias had a lot to do with it.

Of course the next day Tobias figured out just how serious Shauna and I were about the Christmas season and everything that goes along with it… as the four of us agreed to meet at the Wood field mall at five am. Of course Tobias was reluctant to get up before the sun, but he didn't disappoint with his sweatpants and a warm sweatshirt on and a large coffee in hand...Tobias went along with the black Friday madness. Although that didn't stop him and Zeke from bickering on and on about how often we had to stop or hold something for Shauna. Poor thing, she had to stop and go to the bathroom so much because of the baby pressing against her bladder. Not to mention, we spent ll day more time in the food court eating than we did in the actual stores shopping. Overall though I would say the day was a complete success... as we had managed to purchase most of the gifts for the majority of the people that we had on our list. Not to mention we bought a few extra little items for our home, because the sales were too good to pass up. Tobias' eyes widened when I agreed to the new surround sound system that was on sale. What can I say, our combined incomes are really working out financially for us.

Later on when we finally made it home,Tobias flopped down on the couch exhausted from the long day, wanting nothing more than to find his comfortable spot on the couch and never to move again. "I'm so tired. I could sleep for days…thank god we have the rest of the weekend to rest. I don't think I could even move, even if I wanted to." He had expressed. I internally laughed, as I gave in for one night, settling in with some Chinese take out and an old movie, "Planes,Trains and Automobiles." Which turned out to be a family tradition for Tobias with his family growing up. I loved the idea of eating some hot comfort food and cuddling up to watch an all time holiday classic with the man I love.

Although Tobias got a rude awakening the next morning. By the time he resurfaced from out of our bedroom, I had all the Christmas bins and boxes of decorations spread all out in the living room... all waiting to be opened and sorted through. As I was pulling out the yummy french toast casserole from the oven, Tobias carefully wrapped his arms around my waist, resting his forehead against my shoulder blades. "I thought we agreed to rest for the remainder of the weekend." Tobias pointed out. I chuckled at the sound of his exhausted tone.

"No you suggested that, I never agreed to it," I said, letting an amused chuckle escape me, as I heard him let out a loud and defeated sigh. "Come on, there is a lot that we have to do today…" I said trying to encourage him.

"Like what?" He had said, in a grumpy tone.

"Like hang the Christmas wreath on the door, put up the Christmas tree, hang up the twinkling lights, and then we need to trim the Christmas tree..." I began to list the countless items on my list that needed to be done, but was interrupted before I could continue.

"Put up the tree?" Tobias asked, confused.

"Well yeah. But don't worry though, it will only take about five minutes to put together. It's one of those three piece snap trees. Really easy." I answered.

"I thought maybe we could buy a real Christmas tree this year, the pine branches make the whole house smell like Christmas." Tobias suggested. I smiled, thrilled at the idea of making our own holiday traditions for our little family.


In celebration of the holiday, I had decided to bake a few dozen of my mom's famous Christmas cookies. I loved the idea of having the lobby of my office not only fully decorated for the holiday season, but I loved when it also smelled like freshly baked Christmas cookies when my clients walked in for their appointments.

It was a Sunday morning, when I woke up in the best mood to start some of my holiday baking. I wrapped my red Christmas apron around my waist and got right to work. For my first batch, I decided on an oldie but goodie cookie recipe, my mom's famous chocolate chip cookies. While those baked, I started on my next batch of gingerbread men. As I was rolling out the dough, I felt Tobias' strong hands on my hips pulling me back into his growing erection.

"Seriously, Tobias?" I ask, as I can't help the chuckle that escapes me. "I'm baking right now, " I pointed out.

"I know. There is something about you and baking that turns me on so much, I can't help it," He says, leaning down planting gentle kisses on my neck.

"Mmm. You don't play far," I continue, knowing my strong will is slowly breaking down.

"Never said I did." He growls out, as his tongue finds my most sensitive spot on my neck. I know if I don't try and put a stop to this... we will be having sex in a matter of minutes, probably on top of the cookie dough.

"Tobias," I warn, it's my last attempt at stopping what is about to happen. But as his name escapes my lips, I feel his hands move from their spot on my hips, his left hand cups my ass kneading it in his hand, as his right hand moves to my bra-less right breast, rolling the nipple between his forefinger and thumb. I try… really try, to keep it together, but it is proving to be really difficult right now. So I drop the rolling pin on the counter top, and in one swift motion I turn around in Tobias' arms, "I said I'm baking right now," I say as sternly as I can manage, as I threw a large handful of flour towards Tobias' direction. He stands there completely frozen, arms held up in shock. I can't help the laughter that escapes me at the sight of his shocked facial expression. I watch as he tries really hard to fight the smirk that threatens to appear on his face.

"Oh baby, just remember you started this," Tobias says, his eyebrows raised.

"Remember what?" I try to ask, but then get a handful of flour thrown into my face, I turn just in the nick of time before getting flour into my nose and my mouth. I scream, squealing…Oh it's so on now. I grab the bag of flour swinging it into the air as I dump it over Tobias' head, pouring the flour all over his hair, onto his shoulders, bare chest, his stomach, and on his sleep pants. Once the bag is empty, I drop it dramatically on the kitchen floor and wait for whatever is to come next. I don't have to wait long though, as we are both panting out of breath and our laughter fills the air in the kitchen…His gaze, although amused by our little episode, is hot and filled with so much hunger. Suddenly his hands grasp at my hips almost borderline painful, as he hoists me up on the kitchen counter top behind me. My legs instantly part for him, as he steps between them. Neither of us say a word, as I quickly push down both his sleep pants and boxer briefs. Tobias then begins to pull down my sleep shorts, as I raise myself up enough to help him do it. Our mouths crash hard against each other in hot white hunger, as he lines up his engorged dick with my already dripping entrance, and in a tortuously slow pace he thrusts into me. We both moan loudly in pleasure from our sudden connection. However, I know this won't last long for either of us.

"Oh my god,Tobias. Yes, Don't Stop!" I scream out, as he continues to deliciously pound into me again and again. My hands grips his ass hard, encouraging him to not hold back. He doesn't disappoint, as he picks up the pace with his powerful thrusts. Just as I reach the peak of my orgasm, meeting him thrust for thrust, Tobias screams out my name in his own pleasure, cuming deep inside my slick walls. "Guess I did start that one." I say jokingly, as he lets out a laugh.


Although Tobias and I were both eager to show each other our family traditions, we also looked forward to making some of our own. For example, we both agreed that on Christmas Eve we would spend it with our family and friends however we saw fit. But Christmas day was just for us, and us alone.

On Christmas Eve, we ended up having a nice quiet dinner at Tobias' parents' house. Evelyn had her staff decorate and cook us a very elegant meal for the holiday, the table was filled with all sorts of delicious foods for us. I must admit the whole ordeal made me feel a little under dressed for such a fancy occasion. But to Tobias' credit, he did warn me ahead of time, how serious his mother takes this holiday.

It's no secret that Evelyn has mixed feelings towards our relationship. She doesn't keep her opinions hidden about how fast she thinks we are moving, or that we should perhaps be exploring opportunities with other people. This still bothers Tobias till this day, as he would love nothing more than for his parent's to support us in how we choose to live our lives. I, on the other hand, understand her feelings perfectly. To anyone that isn't us, they would think that we have moved at such a fast pace in our relationship. After all, we had just officially started dating the day he was admitted into the hospital, I just about moved in with him upon his release…But for us it feels as though we have been waiting a lifetime for this. Even though many would have their own opinions regarding the journal entries… To us, in our hearts, we know this is right. I don't need anyone's approval for how we live our lives.

Marcus on the other hand seems to go with the flow of things. Although he doesn't want to go against Evelyn, he also doesn't agree with her either. He pretty much tries to keep the peace between Tobias and his mother. I can't blame him for that.

During Christmas dinner Tobias held my hand under the table to give me some moral support. I love how his simple touch can calm me so easily. Evelyn went on about her Church's fundraiser event that she helped host this year. She was beyond proud of herself for such a successful outcome. Together they managed to raise more than half a million dollars for children with chronic illnesses. I admit I was thrilled to hear of such a successful outcome from the fundraiser myself.

After desert, Marcus and Evelyn suggested that we gather in the living room to relax. Tobias and I sat on the large love seat between the fireplace and the very extravagantly decorated Christmas tree. Tobias rested his arm on the back of the love seat behind me, while his other hand held both of mine in his. Marcus handed Tobias an envelope, explaining that it was a Christmas present for the both of us. My eyebrows creased together, I wasn't expecting anything from them… they barely know me. Evelyn dislikes the idea of us, why would she buy me a gift.

Tobias accepts the envelope, his expression matches my own. He turns the envelope over, ripping it open, and pulling out the card within it. The cover on the card reads Happy New Year, with the overview of the city of New York in the background. Tobias looks up, questioning Marcus and Evelyn.

"We thought it would be good for you… for the both of you... to get away," Evelyn says, as Tobias opens the card. There sits folded in it, two plane tickets along with the paperwork that confirms hotel reservations. A paid trip to New York for New Year's Eve! My jaw drops open almost hitting the floor, while taking in such a generous gift. I have always wanted to go to the city of New York but never have gotten the chance to.

"Mom, Dad-" Tobias begins, as I too say, "Evelyn, Marcus-." Tobias and I both share a quick smirk, before turning back to his folks. Marcus holds up his hand stopping us from showing our appreciation to them.

"No thanks are necessary, son. You leave in three days... the four of you." Marcus continues, as we both share a confused expression on our faces. The four of us?

"Now, you didn't think we were going to send you off without sending Zeke and Shauna with you too, did you?" Evelyn says, "After all, once that baby comes, they won't be going to many places for a while," She chuckles at the end of her explanation. I smile, unable to wrap my head around the fact that we are going to New York City, together, the four of us for New Years Eve. How great is that. Tobias and I share a look of surprise and excitement at the same time. It's gonna be a great New Years, especially with Tobias by my side to share it with. I wouldn't have it any other way.


Brainstormed and reviewed by: FDFobsessed

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Trini