Chapter 11 – A Very Tig 'Ol Day
Himawari's POV
Geez. I really owe Madeleine-senpai big for that lie earlier. I can't believe Kaede kept asking that. Then again, Chizuru and I were talking about it right in front of her. So, it was basically our fault to begin with.
I was laying in my bed thinking to myself of what happened today. The fact that Kaede just wouldn't let that go…she's so persistent. And not just with the hentai thing.
I also mean how she's so noisy when it comes to my breasts. How is it that she knows how big they are and when they get even bigger? I know I've said that I don't keep track of them. But doing that just makes me more depressed about having a chest as big as mine. And at just 16, too.
Including the excessive back pain, having big breasts comes with its problems. Mainly…struggling every day to put on a damn bra. And then having Kaede help me connect the hook in the back. It's humiliating and degrading!
And then it's worse when I do anything athletic. Because when that happens, my breasts bounce up and down. Causing people to stare. Before, it was just other girls giving off pissed off looks of envy. But now that I'm attending a co-ed school, I've got that AND the boys giving off lifeless looks while drool drips down from their mouths. It's embarrassing for me to go through all that!
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And yet…I gained an interest in soccer. Just call me Boob-chan the Hypocrite.
And then there are the girls who are just…unlucky (as a nice way of putting it)…to have chests as flat as a board. And get pissed at me for being lucky.
AKA…
Chinatsu.
Sakurako.
Aoi.
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That's basically it. It's mainly those three. Kyouko just gets depressed about it. Chitose, Hiro, and Rise-senpai don't really seem to care. And I think Risa's following in her sister's footsteps. Tsu…well, both Ayano and Rukia had warned me about complaining about my chest in front of her. Basing on past experiences.
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I do NOT want to know what they were.
I'm not really sure about Tsukasa. She's with Akari a lot. So, I might have to ask her.
And speaking of Akari…damn. She grew. From looks alone, I think she's a C-cup now. She was just as flat as Chinatsu and Sakurako back in middle school.
Besides that, the only ones that are somewhat close to mine are Yui, Ayano, Rukia, the other three third-years, Cheo, Sachiko, Yuri (shockingly), and Chi…
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O-Oh, God! Th-The memory's coming back! I'm trying to forget…but seeing those for the first time was such a damn beautiful sight! I honestly never want to forget it! GAAAH! I'M SUCH A PERVERT!
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S-Sorry about that. I-I should probably explain what the hell I'm talking about, huh? Well, it was earlier today at the swimsuit store…
*EARLIER…*
"Alright, ladies." Tomoko said to us. "Now, we'll do a quick check of your breast sizes. This should only take a few seconds."
"U-Uh…I-I'm not sure if I can go through with this." Chizuru said nervously.
"Come on, Chizuru." I said to her. "If I have to do this, then you're doing it too."
"Ugh. Fine. Let's get this over with."
Then, for whatever reason, I don't know why, but Chizuru…st-started taking her shirt off. Her pink bra was in clear view as she brought her shirt up to her head.
"WOAH! WOAH! WOAH! WOAH! WOAH! Chizuru, what are you doing?!" I shouted.
"What? Don't we have to get our sizes checked?"
"Yes, but you keep your shirt on for this!"
Chizuru then froze in shock and pure embarrassment. Her face was extremely red and looked like she was about to explode. I can understand how she's feeling right now.
Because I was feeling the exact same way.
D-Damn. I-I just saw…m-my crush's breasts. U-Unintended, but…damn.
"Well, it definitely is cute." Tomoko said, breaking the awkward silence between us. "I think it matches with your ruby red eyes. By the way, when did you get red eyes?"
"T-Tomoko, that's not really important right now." Chizuru said with her face still blushed.
"Okay, okay. Let's get started. Who's first?"
"Y-You go." I said.
"F-Fine."
Tomoko went behind Chizuru and wrapped the measuring tape around her chest. And throughout the entire time, I was blushing like hell. It took every last bit of restraint to not look at her bra again. Despite Chizuru always being negative about most things, she surprisingly has a good taste of underwear selection.
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Wh-What the hell am I saying?!
"And…done. Alright, your measurements are…33″ around the bust, and 31″ under your bust. 33 – 31 is 2. Add all that converting crap and your size is…D70. Pretty normal for a girl your age."
"N-Normal…th-that's good, at least." Chizuru looked somewhat relieved. But she was still embarrassed about nearly taking her shirt off in front of people.
"Alright, Himawari. You're next."
Crap.
"*sigh* Alright. Let's do it already." I gave in.
Tomoko went behind me and wrapped the measuring tape around my chest. Making my light-blue bra visible to both her and Chizuru. Speaking of the latter, I looked over at her. And she was looking the other way with the same bright red face I had.
Was she still embarrassed about earlier? I mean, I don't blame her. It was nerve-racking for me too. Seeing her bra-covered breasts and now knowing just how big they are. I can't stop blushing due to me thinking about it so much. And now…karma's about to strike me hard like the bitch it is.
This sucks. This sucks so damn hard.
"Um…w-wow." Tomoko said.
"Wh-What? What happened?" I asked nervously. Noticing the stunned look in her eyes.
"O-Oh, no. Nothing happened. I-It's just…damn."
"What?"
"40″ around the bust. 37″ underneath. 40 – 37 is 3. After converting, that makes it…E85. Th-That's impressive, Himawari."
"D-Did you say E? E-E85?! I grew AGAIN?!"
"What was your size before?"
"Um…well…D…D-D80."
"D-D80?! The hell?!" Both Tomoko and Chizuru yelled out.
"W-Well, at least that's what Kaede told me. I-I guess."
"Geez." Tomoko said with a sweatdrop. "You're bigger than me. A mere 16-year-old has beaten me in breast size. I swear. This world is just too damn cruel."
"I'm not even that far behind, but…it stings even for me." Chizuru added.
"I…I'm sorry." Was all I said.
I seriously wanted to die now. I had so much embarrassment built up inside me that I wanted to do what Akari did and lock myself up in my room for days on end.
Now that I think about it, I could really use her old non-existing presence right about now.
"W-Well, there's nothing bad about having breasts that big. After all, it'll be great for when you want to nurse your…"
"O-Okay, thank you, Tomoko! We can handle it from here!" Chizuru shouted.
"Oh, fine. I'm gonna go help out other customers. Let me know if you need help putting on your bra. You might need it with those gigantic things." Tomoko did leave. But not before sneaking in a grumble or two on the way out.
And that makes 4 people who envy my breasts. Great.
"H-Hey…H-Himawari…"
"Y-Yeah…Ch-Chizuru?"
"J-Just…how? How are you still growing?"
"I-I…I don't know, really. But I wish I did. I just keep growing and I honestly hate every moment of it."
"You hate it?"
"Of, course. Having breasts this big makes you the center of attention whether you like it or not. Girls, boys…that dog who keeps humping my leg when I walk to school every morning."
"W-Wait, what?"
"Not important." I said. "These huge lumps have caused me to have a literal pain in the back and a metaphorical pain in the ass for as long as I could remember. It's just the normal life of Himawari "Boob-chan" Furutani." I then let out a deep depressing sigh. Making my sadness more obvious.
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"Hey. Himawari."
"Yeah? What's up?" I asked while still feeling depressed.
"I…I'm here for you."
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"Huh?" I didn't get it.
"I'm saying I'm here for you. If you ever have problems with…well…those…I'll help you out."
"Y-You will?!" I began blushing.
"I-I mean, I won't help you put your bra on or anything! J-Just…i-if you need to talk about them…a-and stuff."
"T-Talk about my breasts? Ch-Chizuru, do you know how weird that sounds?"
"I-I know, damnit. But…having it on your mind really seems to affect you hard. If you keep it to yourself, it's going to ruin your sanity."
"That's true, but…but I can't just start a conversation with someone with the topic being "I hate my ginormous titties and they're making my life a living hell!" can I?"
"Honestly, who cares? If your titties are making you upset, then you should talk to someone about it. I mean, we're both girls, right?"
"Y-Yeah, that's true. And I don't have anyone else I can relate with to talk about my giant titties."
"Well…th-there's me. I-I'm still rather shocked at how much I grew in the past two years."
"Yeah, it's really shocking…"
"Shut up!" Chizuru yelled.
"Oh, I'm just kidding." I said with a small giggle. "But…thank you, Chizuru. For you to offer your time and patience…listening to me complain about my titties being too big…you really are a good person."
"No problem, Himawari. Just trying to help out a friend. Like you do to me a lot."
The small smile that I had on my face quickly went away for a second. But I made it come back to hide my current feelings.
There's that word again. Friend. Ugh. I really need to tell her, damnit! It's gone on for far too long!
"Hey. You okay?" Chizuru asked me.
"Huh? Oh, yeah. I'm fine. How about you?"
"W-Well *snicker* I-I'm *chuckle*…f-fine. *giggle*" Chizuru then said while covering her mouth partway.
"What's so funny?"
"I-I just realized…w-we've been saying titties this whole time! BAAAHAHAHA!"
"Oh, grow up, will ya?!" I shouted.
"S-Sorry, sorry. I've just never been this dirty-mouthed before. It's kinda funny."
I then thought to myself a bit.
"N-Now, that I think about it…it is kinda funny."
"And yet, you're telling me to grow up."
"Yeah, I know. Very hypocritical of me. I get it."
"And perverted."
"Hey…"
"*giggle* Again, sorry." Chizuru then smiled after saying that. This was a rare sight for…well, everyone. Even me. Despite being her closest friend. And she even giggled a bit too. I've never seen this side of her before.
It's…honestly really cute.
And I want to see it more often.
"So, um…you wanna go look for a swimsuit?" I asked.
"*sigh* I guess. Though, I'm not really sure which one would look good on me, though."
"Well, I can help you with that. No problem at all." Tomoko showed up from out of nowhere and wrapped her arms around us.
"Wh-What the?! Weren't you pissed off a moment ago?!" I asked.
"I got over it. No big deal, right?"
"That's not what it looked like a few minutes ago…" Chizuru retorted.
"No matter. Let's go find you two girls some cute swimsuits. I've got two in mind that will fit you both PERFECTLY."
"Y-Yay…." We both cheered nervously. Honestly not looking forward to Tomoko's suggestions.
Sh-She's definitely still pissed…
*PRESENT TIME*
So yeah. That's what happened between us. Besides all the embarrassment and near sadness that happened today, I actually had fun with Chizuru. Seeing her smile and giggle after the pure hell we went through in that store…it relieved me a little. In fact, I haven't felt this happy after dealing with my breasts in a long time.
And all it took…was to get extremely embarrassed.
With Chizuru, my one true love, of all people.
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Y-Yeah. I'm ready. I'm completely ready now.
*KNOCK* *KNOCK* *KNOCK*
"Huh? Oh, come in."
"Hey, Himawari. You okay?"
"Oh, hey, Chizuru. Yeah, I'm fine. I just needed to think to myself. You know, with the crazy day we had."
"Yeah, I understand. I did the same thing in the bath. By the way, thanks for letting me stay here for the night. There was no way in hell I was going back home after what Sis made me do yesterday."
"No problem. You'll have a peaceful night for once."
"*giggle*Yeah, finally."
She giggled again. It's just so cute when she does that. I might just lose it if she does it again.
"So, dinner should be done by now." I said. "Ready to eat?"
"Sure. But…can I ask you one thing?"
"Yeah, what?"
"Why does Kaede know how to cook?"
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"Kaede isn't a normal 6-year-old."
"Yeah, fair enough."
"I can hear you both, you know!" Kaede yelled from the kitchen. No doubt insulted from what we just described her as.
"S-Sorry." We both said.
"H-How the hell did she hear us?" Chizuru whispered with a sweatdrop.
"Like I said. She's not a normal 6-year-old." I replied with a sweatdrop of my own.
As we headed for the kitchen, I kept giving small glances at Chizuru. I say small because she was doing the same to me. And whenever we would catch each other, we would turn ours heads away, blushing a little, all while sneaking a giggle or two. It was a fun game. If you could call it that.
Or something else entirely. Hopefully.
Author's Note: A very embarrassing day has somehow made Chizuru and Himawari bond closer than before. Will Himawari finally gain the courage to confess to Chizuru? Will Chizuru accept those feelings? Will that dog stop humping Himawari's leg every morning? Find out in the final two chapters of Chizuru's Lost Happiness.
Let me just say that I do NOT know the process of girls getting their breast sizes checked. For I am I guy. I had to look up and study a bit the calculations of it because, once again, I do NOT know the process. So, to any girls reading this, if I got anything wrong in this chapter, then I apologize. I am a guy, after all.
Thanks for reading. Later.
