The Courage To Love Him
Chapter 11
A/N: Thank you guys. After reading the reviews I decided to implement a few things due to that said review(s). One guest asked the question about this being a Romance vs Drama. I write drama best and as I said before I had to remind myself that this is a romance. So I think I'm back on track. Let me know guest reviewer if you think so too.
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Previously…
She refuses to cry instead she brings back to memory what her father told her earlier that day. Fix what you can fix, toss the rest away. She wasn't ready to toss Fitz or her love for him away. She needed to try one more grand gesture. She called Ethan her assistant and tells him to book her first class flight as soon as possible to Washington. Ethan was able to book her a flight for 5pm. It was now 3:15pm she quickly drove home and packed a light bag and headed to the airport.
Meanwhile Fitz was standing in his shower second guessing everything he'd said to Olivia. She came for him. She professed her love to him which was something he was waiting to hear and he pushed her away, but why? Edison that's why, she never explained being at the wedding with him. She never even mentioned the subject. Fitz quickly dresses in jeans and a t-shirt he needed to talk to someone before he lost his mind. He drives to Stephen's.
Stephen is freshly showered and making dinner when Fitz arrives. "Hey mate, I was just making dinner come on in." Fitz accepts the invitation and follows him to the kitchen. "Stephen I'm really messed up man. When I got home today Liv was there waiting for me. She said she needed to talk so I let her." Fitz stops and looks at Stephen then continues after he says nothing as he maneuvers around the kitchen "Anyway she…she start apologizing and professing her love and crying and…and…saying shit like she needs me and I'm the love of her life and she scared asking me to forgive her." He stops again and looks at Stephen only this time Stephen has stop what he was doing and is looking at him giving him his undivided attention.
After several moment of intense staring Stephen finally asks "Well did you except her apology?"
"Somewhat."
"What do you mean somewhat… what else were you expecting her to say or do?"
"I'm still waiting for her to tell me what's up with her and this Edison dude. Why was she at the wedding with him? She never even brought it up or tried to explain it."
Suddenly Abby's voice interrupts their conversation "That's because she didn't come to the wedding with Edison. Kevin invited him. She was just as shocked to see him there as you were. What you saw was Edison talking to Liv asking her to forgive him for what happened at her mother house where she was ambushed by her mom trying to push Edison off on her." She says stepping further into the kitchen kissing Stephen before continuing. "Maya tried to force Liv into a relationship with Edison like she always do with men she thinks suites Liv but Liv shut her down. As a matter of fact she shut her entire family down. She stood up to her mother and told her to her face that she was dating you and not interested in Edison right in front of everyone including Edison even after her mother threatened her. She stood her ground. But what I don't understand is how can you be angry when you showed up with your ex? Sounds a lot like hypocrisy to me."
"What? Wait. She stood up to her mother for me?"
"Yes Fitz she did even after her mother tried to make her choose. She stood her ground and left them all standing there looking stupid."
"Damn." Fitz and Stephen says in somewhat disbelief
"You said Liv came to you and professed her love for you. That means she chose you over her family. Liv has never told anyone she ever dated she loved them. You would be her first and if you rejected her you most likely broke her." Abby sneers
"What do I need to do to fix this?"
"Go to her and tell her you forgive her and that you love her because we know you do or you wouldn't be here crying to Stephen about her. You need to find her before she shuts down. If she shuts down, you're history buddy." Abby finalizes
"I didn't come to the wedding with Mellie and we are not back together." Fitz says then takes off and jumps into his car in search of his Livvie. He unblocks her number and tries calling her but the call goes straight to voicemail. He's too embarrassed to leave a message he needed to talk with her face to face. He arrives at her home to find she's not there. So he calls her job and gets that voicemail as well saying she's out of the office until next week. So he sits outside of her home and waits. Dammit Fitz you are such and idiot. The woman you love finally comes to you and tells you she's in love with you and what do you do? You push her away. Did I break her? I sure hope not. Please god don't let it be too late? Shit shit shit, where is she? I going to call her again and just say I accept her apology. No I need to be a man and say it to her face to face so she will know I mean it. I should have trust her. She actually stood up to her family for me. Wow.
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Liv arrives in Washington and walks to her rental and google maps her way to Gerry's. She's surprised to see Gerry's house is so elegant and simple. I a ranch style home with a perfectly manicured front lawn. Fitz must have put his magic touch to it because it was simple masculine but beautiful. A two car detached garage with a concrete pave driveway. She pulls in and gets out walking up to the front door and rings the doorbell. She had no plan on what to say once she meet Fitz's father, but she knew she had to meet him she may never get another chance. Just maybe if she shows that she interested in Fitz's life he will see that she loves him. If for no other reason she needed to know what kind of family Fitz came from. If she was going to have his child she needed to know what to expect from his side of the family. If she could depend on them if things didn't work out or if she should just terminate Fitz's total existence from her life including the baby she was carrying.
Once the door opens the first thing she notices is the resemblance. Fitz looked so much like his dad it was somewhat eerie. "Hi my name is Oliva…Olivia Pope are you Fitzgerald Grant?"
"Why yes I one of the F. Grants how may I help you Olivia was it?"
"Yes sir. I'm looking for Fitzgerald the second."
"Then you've got him. How may I help you?"
"May I come in? I'd like to talk to you about your son…Fitz."
Gerry's antenna goes up. "Sure sure come in, is he alright?"
"Yes sir he's fine. I just…just need your advice."
Gerry looks over Olivia as she walks inside. She's very beautiful; could this be the young lady Fitz spoke of? He wasn't sure but something told him she just might be. "Where are you from dear?" Gerry asks as they take a seat. "I'm from LA as well Fitz and I are…well were dating and I kind of messed things up and I'm not sure how to fix it."
"How'd you meet my son?" Gerry inquires to see if this is the young lady Fitz spoke of
"He did some landscaping on my home after being recommended by a friend, but I actually met him on a blind date before that."
"Ahh he's spoke of you but I'm sorry he never mentioned your name as of yet, but he talked about you a lot." This cause Liv to smile and wonders at the same time why Fitz never mentioned her by name "Would you like something to drink or a snack?"
"No thank you."
"Okay well what is it you want to talk about you say you really messed up, how so?"
"Well, as you can see I'm African American and I come from a somewhat different background where as my family tends to negate a lot of things as black vs white if you know what I mean." Gerry nods "Well my upbringing kind of spills over into my thought process and out of my mouth without thinking and I kind of put my foot too far in my mouth not seeing how much it made Fitz uncomfortable and when he expressed his discomfort I took it as him not understanding my feelings when all he ever did was listen to me rant and encouraged me to see things different and I pushed him away. I did something I promised I wouldn't do. The same thing his Ex did and embarrassed him in front of a store filled with people with my bias views and sort of...dumped him in front of everyone. Now he won't speak to me and if he does he looks at me as if he hates me." Liv says as tears pool from her eyes
Gerry sits up on the edge of his seat "I see."
"Mr. Grant I really hurt him and I can't tell you how sorry I am for my actions and now I'm so miserable without him, I didn't realize how much I love until I didn't have him around. But I thinks it too late because he's back with Mellie and I have so much I want to say to him, but I'm afraid he won't listen to me or take me serious and…and (sniff) now he hates me, I really messed up Mr. Grant and I'm desperate and scared and lost without him, and this was probably a mistake me coming here. I should probably go (balling uncontrollably)"
Gerry kneels in front of Liv and pulls her into a hug. "Oh dear child, you really love my son don't you?" Liv can only nod as she can't stop crying. "I understand Olivia, but I need you to calm down before you have some kind of panic attack, please dear child calm down." Liv tries but becomes light headed and nauseated. Gerry notices this and sees she's about to puke and reaches for the small garbage can next to the sofa when Liv hurls any and everything in her stomach. "Do you always get this worked up when you're upset?"
Liv can't answer because she still puking. "Let me get you some water and a cold towel. I'll be right back just hold on to this." Gerry hands her the garbage can
He returns with a cold wet towel and some water. Liv tries calming down and ask for direction to the bathroom before going to rinse her mouth as Gerry goes to clean out the can. As Liv returns joining Gerry in the kitchen she apologizes when she hear barking. "Boom quiet!" Gerry commands
Liv eyes get big with excitement "Boom is here?" "Yes." Gerry says turning to the back door "He's out back."
"Can I see him?"
"Oh…alright I guess so." He goes and opens the door as Boom scratches barks and jumps up onto it. Once the door opens Boom runs inside right up to Olivia wagging his tail with excitement "Oh my goodness Boom. I missed you so much baby, yes mommy missed you so much, how's my Boom huh, yeah you miss mommy too don't you, don't you boy." Gerry watches with glee as Liv and Boom reunite as if they missed each other clearly familiar with one another. Gerry was now sure without a doubt this is the woman Fitz spoke of and resized his wife's ring for and Fitz was right she was special.
Once Liv and Boom were reunited and calm they continued their conversation. "Well Olivia the only advice I can give you is give him time. He's very stubborn and sometimes gets stuck in his own head but I think he loves you and he will come back to you. Just give him time."
Liv was a bit disappointed hearing this. It has already been three weeks and she needed to figure out what to do soon. What if he doesn't come back? She wanted him to want her because he loved her not because she was pregnant. Doubt was taking over her mind again. Her life was a mess. She needed to get it back on track. She wanted love and marriage and then children…not this messed up version of love. "Tell you what Olivia I will be coming to LA next week. How about we get together when I come to town?"
Liv gives a half smile "Umm sure. Well I need to get going I have a plan to catch. Thank you for taking time to talk with me I really appreciate it Mr. Grant."
"Call me Gerry dear. I will talk to Fitz and see what I can do. How does that sound?"
"If you think it will help. I don't want him to think I'm doing anything behind his back. He tends to think the worst sometimes."
"I'll handle Fitz. You just take care of yourself. You are a beautiful young lady and if my son don't see that…just give him time he'll come around."
Liv thanks him again and leaves for her flight home.
….
Fitz has been waiting for Liv for over two hours calling her and getting her direct voicemail but not leaving a message. He finally gives up and decides to leave stopping off for a much needed drink. Fitz would drink late into the night having to leave his truck and take an UBER home missing several calls from Liv and his father. Him not answering her angered to no end what kind of games was he playing with her? First he blocks her then he pushes her away and now he's just plain ignoring her. She had had enough. This pregnancy was throwing her emotions out of whack. She couldn't imagine 7 more months of this…alone. Today was the day she made the appointment for and she told herself if they didn't fix then by today she would terminate the pregnancy and go on with her life without Fitz.
This was the hardest decision of her life. She felt alone. She couldn't talk to her mother or her girlfriends, and she'd dare not disappoint her father. She had a better chance with Fitz by her side. She couldn't face him. She needed to take control of her life and get it back on track. If she did this now no one would ever know her life had come to this. It will go away with the pregnancy. She was scheduled to be at the clinic in two hours and needed someone to drive her per the clinic's orders. She had never even gone in to confirm the pregnancy with and OBGYN because she wanted Fitz to be there when that happened for all she knew it could be stress as to why her period hadn't shown up, who was she fooling she's never missed a period…ever and the nausea was the worst.
She debated who to call. Not Lisa because she's against abortions. Damn sure not Angela she would hold it over her head. Not Kim she would let it slip and tell somebody. Karen was Fitz's friend and probably tell him out of obligation. So that left Abby. She would keep her secret, but she would be sure to tell her how she felt about the whole ordeal first. Liv figured she could live with that and calls Abby.
"Hey Abbs, are you busy?"
"Nope, what's up?"
"Can you drive me somewhere?"
"Sure where?"
"Just can you drive me, no questions asked?"
"What's going on Liv?"
"Look Abby I need you but I can't do any question right now. I just need my friend." Liv says with somber tone "Please?"
Abby catches her pleading tone "Yeah Liv sure what time?"
"In an hour no one can know you're coming over."
"Liv you're scaring me."
"Just be here please Abby and no questions. You'll understand when it's time."
"Okay I'll be there."
One hour later they are in route to the location Liv has typed into Abby's GPS system. Abby is so curious but keeps quiet as she watches Liv's demeanor. Liv looks sad broken and hurt. "Liv are you okay can you at least tell me that?" Liv looks at her "I will be soon." Abby decides to drive without any more questions until they arrived at the designation causing her mouth to fall open. "Liv are you serious? This is Planned Parenthood. Do you think you're pregnant, do you have an STD? You have to tell me something Liv…why are we here? Did Fitz give you a disease? I need you to talk to me Liv."
Liv tries to stop the tears "Abby please just be here. I will explain later."
"But Liv you're crying, you're sad, not angry, but sad talk to me Liv please."
"You know what Abby I just asked you to just be here and you can't even do that without all the damn questions. I got it from here thank you for driving me, I'll find my own way home." Liv gets out of the car and slams the door walking into the clinic leaving a confused and worried Abby sitting in her car. Abby exits the car and follows her inside and takes a seat quietly watching Liv check in. "Olivia Pope I have a 2:00 appointment with Dr. Edwards." Liv is asked to fill out some paperwork as she turns to sit she sees Abby and feels better that her friend did not leave. She sits next to her and fills out the paperwork in silence. Abby stretches her neck scanning over Liv forms as she answers the many questions. Liv completes the papers and returns them to the receptionist. "The procedure is going to take about an hour total do you have someone to drive you home?" Liv nods a simple yes but doesn't speak. The receptionist informs her that someone will call her shortly.
Abby is flabbergasted could Liv be pregnant? What else takes an hour at Planned Parenthood? Oh my god Liv is here to get an abortion. Once Liv returns to her seat Abby starts with the question in a whisper "Liv you're pregnant aren't you and you're here to get an abortion?" Liv can't look at Abby which answers Abby's question. "That's the only reason you would need a ride home after an appointment that will take about an hour. Does Fitz know? Did you tell him? Liv you can't do this without telling him. He has a right to know…I mean it's ultimately up to you what you decide but he still should know he has a kid on the way before you decide to terminate it. Liv this is so wrong on so many levels." Abby vents in a very hush tone
"Abby please this is hard enough okay…yes I'm pregnant and I can't do this with you right now. Fitz wants nothing to do with me, and I am not prepared nor do I want to raise a child alone or as a single parent. I just made partner and my life is a mess. I have to do what's best for me." Liv spurts in with a strained voice
"Liv you have to tell him, if he finds out from someone else he will probably hate you."
"I don't have to tell him anything…I've tried he doesn't want me and I refuse to have a baby with someone who wants nothing to do with me. I will not be a single parent with a man who doesn't want me. I can't do that…I won't do that." Liv finishes just as her name is called. She turns to Abby "Will you still be here when I'm done or not?" Abby simply nods and Liv follows the assistant to the back.
Abby jumps from her seat and steps outside to call Stephen. "Hey beautiful."
"Stephen I need you to text me Fitz's number Now! I will explain later." She hangs up not giving Stephen a chance to question her reason. Moments later she receives a text with the number followed by five question marks. She quickly dials Fitz number.
Fitz is stepping out of the shower when his phone rings. Not recognizing the number he ignores it when it rings again and it's the same number. "Hello."
"Fitz oh my god this is Abby, Liv is going to kill me but you need to get down to Planned Parenthood in Beverly Hills on Paradise Boulevard I'm here with Liv and I think she's pregnant and she needs you to stop her from making a big mistake. She thinks you don't love or want her but I think you do and you need to get your ass down here and stop her from doing something she will regret and…and…"
Fitz cuts in "Wait…what Liv is pregnant?'
"Yes asshole and she's about to abort your baby if you don't get your ass down here. She's broken and scared thinking you don't want or love her, she stood up to her family for you and that creep Edison, she told them all she was with you, she said she tried to tell you but…"
"I'm on my way I actually only live five minutes from there...and Abby, Thanks."
Fitz dresses in record time jumping into his BMW remembering he left his truck at the bar. He making it there in record time Liv has now been in the back all of 20 minutes as she sits with the doctors going over her many options with her doubt the doctor advises her that if she's unsure maybe she should not go through with the procedure and tells Liv he will give her some time to look over the pamphlets and see if she still wants to do this.
Meanwhile Fitz has arrived. He walks in and immediately sees Abby. Abby jumps from her seat "I know she's going to kill me but I felt you needed to know."
"Where is she?" Fitz asks looking a like a delicious snack in his worn jeans and fitted t-shirt and work books, curls still wet from his shower.
"She went in the back somewhere. She's seeing a Dr. Andrews." She answers as the assistant come out calling the name of another woman also sitting in the waiting area. Just as they walk through the door Fitz becomes desperate and grabs the door just before it closes and steps in the back area and begins calling Liv's name. "Livvie…Olivia!" The staff is startled and immediately starts to tell Fitz he can't be back there. "Sir you can't be back here….Sir you need to leave." Fitz ignores the staff as they try to stop him from finding his Livvie. "Sweet baby please don't do this…Livvie love where are you? Please baby don't do this? I love you Olivia Pope…baby please come out…LIVVIEEEEEEE!" He continues dodging the staff as they try and restrain him unsuccessfully when two male doctor's approach Fitz wrestling him to the ground. "Livvie baby pleassssssse come out and talk to me…I love you Livvie!"
Suddenly Liv appears from behind the door of one of the rooms. She was reading over a pamphlet when she heard Fitz calling out to her causing her heart to pound out of her chest but hearing him profess his love drew her to the door. When she sees Fitz being held down by two men she jumps to his defense. "Get off of him, let him go! Get off!" Fitz looks up at her as the men release him. "Ma'am do you know this gentleman?" "Yes he's my boyfriend. Fitz baby what are you doing here? Did Abby call you?" Fitz finally can stand not caring about all the people around him "Baby please can we talk?" Liv looks at him then everyone standing around staring at them "It's okay, he's with me. Come baby we can talk in here." They step inside of the exam room Liv was just in and closes the door.
Fitz wastes no time "Liv I'm sorry baby…for everything I'm in love with you. I love you Olivia Carolyn Pope more than I've ever loved any woman before and if you're really pregnant I will love our baby please baby don't do this…I'm so sorry for how I've treated you. I forgive you and now I need you to forgive me. You were right love does allow for forgiveness. Can you please forgive me Livvie?" He falls to his knees "Livvie please don't kill our baby, please don't take this away from me, please give me another chance, I can fix this, I'm so sorry little one, please Livvie say you forgive me?"
With tears and bated breath she answers "Y…yes I forgive you Fitz." Fitz attacks her lips kissing her as if it was the last time. The kiss last for several minutes before Fitz finally pulls back looking at Liv with all the love radiating from him "Are you really pregnant baby?"
Wiping tears from her eyes she answers "Yes…eight weeks according to the doctor."
"Eight weeks…So we made a baby our very first time together? But I thought you were on birth control?"
"I am…I mean I was, but it still happened."
"Please Livvie…I want this baby, I want you. Please tell me you didn't do it yet?"
"I didn't do it. Actually I had already decided not too because the doctors said that if I wasn't sure I shouldn't go through with it, because I may regret it for a long time and it may have and negative effect on my life."
Tears fall from Fitz's eyes as he takes Liv into his arms and just hold her. "I need one minute Liv. Just one minute to hold you."
"One minute babe I'd like that."
After their minutes a knock is heard at the door. "My I come in." Dr. Edwards asks "Yes." Liv answers when the door opens "I take it you've decided not to have the procedure?"
Liv looks up and smiles at Fitz "You'd be correct." She then turns to the doctor "Thank you for the counsel and time to think Dr. Edwards, by the way this is my soon to be baby's father Fitz Grant." The men shake hands "Nice to meet you Mr. Grant."
"Fitz is fine and thank you Dr. Edwards. I would like to cover Liv's bill for whatever was supposed to happen here. I would also like to donate $10,000 to Planned Parenthood because you took time to find out if this is truly something your patients want and don't just jump right in and go for a money grab."
"Wow well Mr. Gr…Fitz, we definitely can use the funding and there's no charge for taking time to be sure with my patients. I will let you get dressed Ms. Pope and again thank you both."
The doctor leaves and Liv couldn't get dressed fast enough. Once they are back in the lobby Abby is still there. She stands when she sees them approaching and mouths to Liv I'm sorry. Liv walks up to her and hugs her whispering a thank you into her ear. Tears form in Abby's eyes. She was happy that she trusted her gut and called Fitz because she knew that they both loved each other.
Abby jumps in her car after hugging both of her Fitz and Liv. Fitz helps Liv get settle in his car before walking around getting in himself. He grabs Liv's hand and looks at her. "I love you Livvie. You are the love of my life and I can't see myself without you in it. From this day forward I promise to listen to you. I will no longer assume I know something but instead communicated with you about whatever I don't understand and I need you to do the same."
She looks at his beautiful eyes as she caressed his strong jawline "I promise." She then leans in and kisses him sealing the deal
Finally pulling back from the kiss Fitz asks "Do you want me to take you home or do you want to go home with me?"
"I want to go home with you and make love like it's our last time."
Fitz starts the car and takes off so fast Liv is thrown back in her seat with laughter. Once they reach Fitz's home he scoops Liv from the car and carries her into the home straight to his bedroom. He places her on her feet and looks at her as they come down off their laughing fit. "Take off your clothes." Fitz deep bedroom voice requests
Liv slowly begins to remove her clothes sliding out of her sun dress allowing it to call to the floor as she moves backwards as Fitz stalks towards her. Her back side hits the dresser stopping her from moving further. Fitz finally standing within millimeters from her clad in only her bra and panties descends onto her neck ghosting his lips over her skin causing goose bumps to form all over her body. "You're beautiful." He says as he continues his journey allowing his lips to finally touch her exposed skin.
He slowly makes his way down kissing her neck, shoulder, chest, breast and stomach as he does. Now on his knees Fitz kisses Liv all around her stomach with I love you's each time his lips connect with her flesh sending shiver throughout Liv's body each time. She looks down at him as her wetness pool from the buildup inside of her. "Fitz." She whispers "Don't move." He states as her stomach muscles tremble from anticipation of what he is about to do and doing.
He slowly runs his large hands over Liv's stomach then up her torso back down her arms still placing soft kisses on her stomach. "Our baby is inside of you Livvie."
With trembling lips she responds "Yes." Even though it was not a question but an admission "We made a baby." He continues as he meticulously pulls down Liv's bra straps from her shoulders exposing her growing breast. He palms both breast in his hands as he softly suckle her skin around her yet flat stomach. "I'm going to marry you Livvie before our baby is born you're going to be my wife." "Okay." Is all live can say due to the state of erotica she's in as Fitz used his teeth to remove her small panties releasing them once they've reached a point they fall to the floor without help.
Without instruction Liv lifts her right leg over Fitz's shoulder knowing what he wants to do and he does. His mouth connects with her clit after licking her entire vagina with his long strong tongue lapping up all her essence that was spilling from her opening "Mmm." He moans out "Ohhh." She moans out timing his moan perfectly as Fitz place her other leg over his other shoulder lifting her and carrying her to his bed as he continues tasting all her juices. He lays her down slowly then stands as begins removing his clothes "Touch yourself." He command deepening his voice due to the state of sexual bliss he was now feeling
Liv runs her hand from her neck down over her breast against her stomach finally touching her wetness sliding her finger in and out of her opening bringing her finger back to her mouth tasting herself knowing Fitz loves when she does this. "Mmm how does it feel to taste yourself sweet baby?" "Sweet…baby" She answers "Let me taste you again to be sure." Fitz says pushing Liv's legs open as wide as they would go before connecting his face against her swollen clit as his slides his tongue inside of her fucking her with it as he eats tastes and swallows every drop the she releases from an unexpected orgasm she received as soon as Fitz touched her. The build-up came flowing out of her so strong she screamed out Fitz name gripping his head for dear life snapping her legs closed as she squirmed all over the bed.
Fitz makes his way up Liv's trembling lust filled body sliding his thick tongue into her mouth. She accepts it tasting herself once again as she feels Fitz sliding his harness inside of her she gasps while arching catlike from the intrusion and slight pain from his girth. Fitz slides out leaving the tip inside and then slides back in. He does this a couple of times still attacking her mouth until she adjust to his size and he breaks through her tightness. "Shit sweet baby you're going to make me bust."
"I can't help it you feel so good. I've missed this. I've missed you. I've missed making love to you and you making love to me." Liv answers
"You're so warm and wet…and tight I can't hold it."
"Don't cum yet baby, please don't cum yet?" Fitz pulls out against his will in hopes to stop his ejaculation sliding his finger inside to replace his penis not wanting Liv to come down off of her high. "God I love you Livvie."
"I love you too Fitz."
He slides his arms underneath Liv and flips them over "Ride it baby." Liv lifts up and lines Fitz dick up with her opening before connecting with him feeling all of him inside of her. Liv becomes hesitant because of Fitz length which is already touching the back of her uterus and he's not even completed inside. "Fuck Fitz you're so big."
"You can handle it Livvie just let go." She does taking all of his length causing them both to moan out of pure bliss. "Mmm." It felt so good that Liv began to ride him as if she couldn't get enough or he wasn't deep enough but Fitz knew it was her orgasm coming so he took control so he wouldn't cum before her.
Gripping her hips with his large hands he rotates her back and forth on his hardness as he cries out "Oh fuck Livvie, yes yes yes sweet baby, cum for me. It right there cum for me baby."
Liv screeches out every time his tip rubs against her cervix "Ohh, oow, ohh, ohh, oow, yes yes I'm cumming baby, don't stop Fitz, oow baby yeeeeessssss!" "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh shiiiiiit Liiiiiiiiivvieeee!" They explode together but Fitz is not done. He flips Liv over and slides back inside of her giving her every inch of him. Deep stroking her causing her to lose her ability to speak her ability to think all she could do was call out his name every now and again as she slaps the headboard, toss the pillows, bite her lip, grip the sheets, and at times pull her own hair unable to keep up with Fitz as he flips her from one position to the next driller her wetness with sheer power and determination as if he was marking his territory for life. She was now on her forth climax when Fitz finally came for the second time grunting with a deep throaty release as it happened that quickly turned into him calling her name.
Exhausted they crash with Fitz still seated inside of her as he lay on top of her trying to catch his breath. "Baby I'm hot and I can't breathe." Fitz immediately rolls off of her. "I'm sorry baby, it's just…that was…was…"
"Amazing, babe it was amazing."
"Yes it was. I was going to say different but amazing fits too."
"Different is also a good way to describe what just happened."
"Yeah, we were connected sweet baby. It's like we were finally in it together…as one. No uncertainties, no worries, no outside noise. It was just you and me, Fitz and Liv and our beautiful baby growing inside of you."
"That because we're finally in this together because I finally truly chose you. I choose you Fitz. I don't care what my family thinks, or my friends, or society…I choose you and our baby. I even flew out to meet your father."
"My father...why?'
"I just thought…I needed to meet him. I needed to know where you came from. I needed to know if keeping our baby was still and option for me. I thought that if I met your dad he could give me some in-site on how to win you back. I wanted so bad to tell you about the baby but I didn't want it to be the only reason you took me back, if that was even possible. I wanted you to want me for me because you loved me but when you refused to talk to me and pushed me away once we did speak…I wanted…I needed you with me all the way to bring forth this child. I just couldn't see myself doing it alone or even co-parenting. I had already screwed up by getting pregnant before marriage…I felt alone and scared and I just couldn't do it without you. So I was not going to do it at all. I was going to get the procedure and never speak on it again because I thought I had lost you forever especially when I saw you with Mellie."
"I'm sorry for that Liv I was never back with Mellie. When I saw you with Edison…" She interrupts and says "I wasn't with Edison, he just happened to be there and walked up to me to apologize about the incident at my parent's house where I shut him and my mother down and professed that you and I was together."
"I know that now. I didn't then…anyway I'm still sorry. Mellie just decided to show up saying she was still my plus one walking next to me as I entered the church. She did what Mellie does best she took advantage of a situation after you asked the question she realize we had some history and jumped at a chance to make you jealous and get back with me but no baby we were never back together. I left her at the church alone after telling her to go fuck off. I looked for you and when I realized you were gone after seeing only Angela next to Edison. I left the first chance I got. I was angry jealous and confused and I took it all out on you and I'm sorry."
"Fitz, please stop apologizing. I have accepted you apology and forgiven you. It's behind us now. No longer a thing it done it's handled."
"You really stood up to your parents…your mom…for me?"
"Yes and I will do it again if I have too. You are the love of my life Fitzgerald Grant and I'm not giving you up. You're stuck with me."
Well since you blew your life up for me I guess the only thing to do know is marry you and I plan to do that before our baby is born. First comes marriage then comes kids, so we have seven months before our baby gets her so a proposal is coming soon."
"I'll be ready and waiting because I love you and I can't see myself without you in my life. My life is miserable without you in it."
"Ditto." Fitz says before kissing Liv behind the ear starting up another love making session.
A/N: I hope I put our love birds back on track for you guys. Just know Momma Pope still needs to be checked as well as Harrison. Poppa Pope needs to speak his peace and Angela needs to be read. Last but not least our couple needs to marry and announce the pregnancy. How will all of this play out? Don't worry I have a plan and it going to be GREAT! All of these thing will probably be addressed in the next chapter bringing us closer to the end if not the end. It all depends on when I decide to load. Until next time…Keke
