BPOV:

I walked over to the mirror hesitantly afraid of what i might see. I took an unneeded breath and looked in the mirror. I gasped. I couldn't believe what i was looking at. As I had taken a look at myself I was met face to face with dark crimson like red eyes, I know they'll turn gold eventually within the months with all the animal blood. It would have felt like I was looking through the eyes of another person if I wasn't looking in a mirror. As I had broken my gaze from my new orbs I had also taken notice that my once light pale face had grown paler than I thought. My hands had reached up to my face as I traced its shape and other features though not much had changed as I fix my usual dark brown hair to cascade around it as it fell down my back behind me as it was before messing with it. My hair had really made my skin stand out even more as I'm pretty sure I looked even more like a porcelain doll.

"You look beautiful darlin'" my soldier said and if i could still blush i would have. I hugged my soldier and he chuckled.

"Careful darlin you're stronger than me right now." i let go quickly.

"Sorry my darling soldier." i looked down a little embarrassed when i felt his hand go under my chin and lift my face up to look at him.

"Its alright it's just going to take some time to get used to it. Now you must be starving let's go hunt and then depending on how you feel after you feed then we can see our little flower. She's really anxious to see you."

"alright." i agreed knowing that Jasper was right and because i knew i didn't want to hurt my little girl. I followed him outside the cottage, as we walked through the back door I could hear a fast little heart beat in the living room, like a hummingbird's wings. I smiled as i held Jasper's hand as we walked into the forest.

"So h-how exactly does all this work Jasper?" i asked nervously.,

"First I want you to close your eyes for a minute." he whispered as my eyes fluttered closed. ,

"Listen to the forest, feel the forest smell the forest." He said in my ear as I shivered, in honesty all I could smell was his cologne, cedar wood and cinnamon, but as I focused I could smell other things, the freshness of water, the earthiness of moss, the slightly foul smell of mushrooms. I smiled softly as my eyebrows furrowed. I could smell something, something across the river, and as I concentrated I could hear it too. ,

"Can you smell them yet?" he asked as I nodded. ,

"The one thing about hunting is the freedom to be the one thing we have to hide. We can be our fullest selves. Now come on, the longer we stand here chitchatting the closer it is to bedtime for our little doodlebug."He whispered as he took off running, I ran after him surprised that I could catch up, and keep up. We ran with lightning like speed through the forest over the river. I would have kept running if Jasper didn't grab me by the waist pulling me to a halt. In a clearing were a herd of deer. ,

"okay I'm going to sneak around the other side and spook them. Your job, catch one and keep it down. Then we'll get to lesson two." He said kissing my temple as he ran out of sight. A moment later the herd scattered I ran after the biggest one I could tackling it to the ground as the others ran away. I could feel it struggling, I could smell the blood in it's veins, and without a second thought I bit down hard into its neck, its blood was hot and earthy, like a hot green tea after a long walk in winter. I drank and drank until no more blood ran from it's neck and the deer went still. I dropped the body looking up to see Jasper standing there smiling not a hair rumbled, a single drop of blood clung to his bottom lip. From his pocket he withdrew a wipe cleaning the blood from my chin and cheeks. I was a mess. ,

"How are you so good at it?" I asked as he chuckled nuzzling me softly. ,

"Years of practice, and years of hunting more challenging prey." i sighed hoping to one day be as good as he is.

"So my darlin' are you full and ready to go see our little flower or do you need to hunt some more?" he asked and i stopped to think knowing i wanted to be sure i was full before i went near my little girl.

"Maybe a few more deer before we go just to be safe i-i want to make sure i don't hurt her." i said a little nervously looking down.

"Alright darlin'." he said and we went back to hunting.

JPOV:(A few minutes later)

After we had finished our deer we decided it was time to go home and to see our little flower. I knew my darling Bella was nervous about hurting her and i knew by that instinct that she wouldn't hurt her. I took her hand and we walked back to the cottage taking our time to give her more time to process everything. We spent time wandering the path and other quick areas just to let her have a piece of mind. Once she was ready to head back to the cottage we made our way back to the trail. I was happy she was slowly getting used to it all but at the same time i was also happy because i had a plan in motion and couldn't wait to execute it. All we had to do was return to the cottage.