Dear Sirius,

I was a fool for believing that anything could've change.
You are the same douchebag you used to be.

Today Ive waited for you to come and yell at me while I was insulting your ropy friends, this used to be the only way for me to contact you.

But all you did was coming and driving them away, Am I that disgusting for you? you can't even be my enemy?

I really don't know what to do.
I need someone to guide me, this really hurts me, I don't know how to be distant to you.

I used to think I was losing my best friend, but what I didn't understand was that I had already lost you the day our acceptance letters came and I had no part in it.

You decided on your own that you don't want me in your life anymore, but now I get it, you're gone and I can't do or I could do anything about it.

But some days I still wonder, why all this had happened. Why you've de decided that way

Sincerely,

Bellatrix.