Chapter Sixteen
June 2001 (Part Two)
Emmett led the way into the club and Edward rolled his eyes. He didn't want to come out in the first place. What he wanted was to sit down, work on the new song he was writing, and yeah, act all girly thinking about Bella some more. But…a buddy needed him, and that was what he was here for.
They were led into the VIP room and were immediately surrounded by women. Edward enjoyed them, for once, talking to them, finding out that you didn't have to be interested in tapping their asses to have a good time. Sure, he wanted to, and in all honesty, thought about it, but he knew what he wanted, and what he wanted meant he would have to be a better person. So when the blonde slid her hand down to his crotch, he removed it and shook his head. She looked offended, but he just rolled his eyes as she stormed off and another girl took her place. These girls knew who they were, and they were content to talk with him and get his autograph and flirt. And if there was one thing Edward Masen could do, it was flirt. So, that's what he did.
Imagine his surprise when an hour or so later, he saw a familiar head of mahogany hair drifting toward him. And not only was that head familiar…it's two friends were as well. "Alice! Bella! Rose! Over here!" he called through the din.
Bella's head turned as she heard his voice and she smiled.
"Hey," Alice said as they walked up.
Edward wondered why Emmett hadn't said anything and he looked over at his usually loquacious buddy to find him staring at Rosalie, who looked…well, she kind of looked like shit. But Edward did have more decorum than to say anything, so he merely gestured to the booth he and Em were sitting in, now alone, thankfully. "Care to join us?"
"We were hoping for a girl's night alone," Bella started, looking at Rosalie.
But Rosalie shook her head. "No, it's fine." She sucked in a deep breath and plopped down next to Emmett, who still hadn't managed to find his voice.
"So," Edward said, leading the conversation as the other two girls slid in next to him, "What brings you three here of all places?"
"I'm doing the choreography for a video," Alice said, "And Rosalie just finished up a photo shoot in Miami, so she came up, Bella just sort of tagged along."
Bella smiled. "The perks of being your own boss and having money. I pretty much just hang out."
Edward smiled at her. "Well, we're glad you decided to join us, right, Em?"
Emmett blinked and looked down at the beer in his hand. "Uh, yeah, right. We're glad you guys wanted to sit with us." He looked up at Rosalie when he said the last bit, and Edward saw a hint of a blush on her face, though, it could have just been the lighting.
They made chit-chat until one of the boys' songs came on and Emmett and Edward both groaned. The girls giggled and Alice said, "Boys, excuse us, but we need to dance." She grasped Bella's hand, tugged Rosalie out of the booth, and away from her Cosmo, and the three girls headed to the dance floor.
Emmett adjusted himself and said, "Fu-uck, Edward."
"I know," Edward said as his eyes were glued to Bella.
"Listen, man, I need to tell ya somethin'," Emmett started.
Edward tore his eyes away from the sliver of skin showing above Bella's skirt and said, "Yeah?"
"I…uh…hell, I got a fucking nut looking at Rose."
Edward's eyebrow went up. "And?"
"And…there ain't no easy way to say this, but…keep your dick away from her, bro. She's mine. Capiche?"
Edward grinned. "Yeah, man, she's yours. I got my eyes on my own prize."
"Not Alice…"
Edward shook his head. "No. Besides, Alice can't even see me." He'd noticed the way Alice eyed Jasper. It was as plain as the nose on her face. But all Jasper could see was the music. Unless it was that girl, Miya, standing in front of him.
"Bella?" Emmett said. "Dude, she's too good for you, you know that, right?"
Edward blew out a breath. "Yes, I realize that."
They sat there in silence for a few more moments when Emmett asked softly, "I wonder where her warden is."
Edward blinked. "Whose warden, Em?"
"Rosalie's. She never gets to go anywhere without that fucking dickweed, Royce."
Edward shrugged. "He can't be up her ass twenty-four/seven, can he? Maybe he's gone on business or something. Isn't he like an agent or something? Maybe he's out of town or with another client."
"I guess so…"
"Hey, look, she's a big girl, Em. If she wants you, if you want her…"
"I don't condone cheating," Emmett stated flatly.
"Then get to know her. As a friend. You want something more, maybe it'll happen."
Emmett grinned. "A friend? Yeah. I can do that. Thanks, man."
Edward shrugged again as the girls came back to the table, all three looking red-faced and slightly sweaty. "How about another round, girls," he asked as he motioned for the waiter.
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AN (again): As stated in my review reply, I realize that Jake is nineteen and Nessie is fifteen. I know, I know, they shouldn't be doing anything by law. But…sometimes young love (and perseverance) wins out. My Nessie is a little more…well, let's just say she isn't like "Book Bella". She doesn't take 'no' for an answer and Jake is hardly as stoic as "Book Edward". Just to warn you!
Jake tapped his foot as he waited for the plane to descend in Miami. This is stupid, man…it's…God…you're going to get busted and end up on "America's Most Wanted". What the fuck is it about her? She's got you going through motherfucking hoops for her! Are you really going to do this?
Then, his thoughts shifted, it's not like we have to do anything. She is really young…but she's really smart and really mature, more so than probably every one of your band mates. Four years isn't that big of a deal…
He blew out a breath as the plane rolled to a stop and he unhooked his seatbelt. With his hair in a ponytail under a hat, and his sunglasses on, he should be a little harder to recognize. Hopefully.
He dashed through the airport, thankful he had only brought a carry-on, jumped in a cab and hurried to "The Ritz-Carlton" in Key Biscayne. He checked into his room reserved under his mother's maiden name and went to take a shower. Lynessa would be sneaking away from her mother, who, no doubt, would be talking with some of her 'friends' that lived here, and wouldn't pay any attention to the fact her daughter was missing.
He took his time in the shower, washing off the travel grime and changing his mind every few minutes. He wasn't a fool. He knew what Ness expected of him. He just wasn't sure he could give it to her. Sure, they'd fooled around some, but the fact remained, they were both virgins, even if he was older than her. And that just scared the everloving shit out of him.
So intent on his thought processes, he didn't notice her standing at the door to the bathroom as he stepped from the shower until he'd wrapped the towel around his waist. He looked up at the gasp he heard and he turned as red as she was.
"Hey," he said softly. "I, uh, I didn't know you were here."
She cleared her throat. "Yeah, well, I'm Mrs. Stone, remember?"
He swallowed hard and he felt his desire pool under the towel. His blush turned redder as he turned away.
"Jake? Is there something wrong?"
"N-no, Ness, can…uh…can you give me a minute?"
"Are you okay?" she asked, coming closer.
He sighed. "Yeah, I just…uh…need to get dressed, okay?"
"I saw you," she said softly.
"Where?" he asked.
"Naked, just now. I…I saw you."
Shit, he thought. "Yeah, well, I, uh, it's not…"
"You're beautiful," she told him.
He didn't think it was possible to blush more, but he did. "Th-thanks. Not as beautiful as I'm sure you are…"
"Do-do you want to just…" she trailed off.
He turned back to her, having reined in the massive erection he got every time he was in a ten mile radius of her. Hell, who are you kidding? All you've gotta do is think about her to get up. Don't tell her about all the pictures of her you jack off to when you aren't around her…
He grasped her hands and pulled her to him, bending to kiss her very tenderly. Yep, erection back. Hello, old friend. I missed you for the five fucking seconds you weren't there. "Ness, I love you. I want to do things and be with you."
"Great!" she said as she pulled her hands away from his and began unbuttoning her pants.
"No, sweetheart," he said, taking her hands again. "Let's…let's ease into this, okay?"
She looked up at him, her green eyes pooling with tears. "I knew it; you don't want me, do you? I'm too young, too stupid, too inexperienced…" She pulled away and all but ran to the door.
"Fuck," he muttered, running after her. He caught her in the hallway, waiting at the elevator. "Ness, damn it! That's not what I meant! Can you please come back into our room before someone recognizes us and I end up in prison?!"
With her jaw set, she stomped back into his room.
Dramatic little thing, isn't she, he wondered. He blew out a breath and walked back into the room, only to find her sitting on the bed. He walked over and knelt in front of her on the floor. "Ness, I want to be with you. I do want you. I just…I'm scared. We're both inexperienced, you know."
She gasped. "You mean you haven't…?"
He shook his head. "I wanted to wait for the perfect moment, the perfect person." He looked at her from under his eyelashes. "And I have. You are my perfect, Lynessa Ann Masen. I just…I don't want to make a mistake or something…"
"You won't," she said softly. "You won't make a mistake and neither will I. I love you and I want you."
"What if we're too young? What if you fall out of love with me?" His voice was barely above a whisper.
Her hands went to his face, angling it up so she could look at him. "Jacob Black. That would never happen. I could never fall out of love with you. You have my everything. It's like…it's like that Britney Spears song. I was born to make you happy."
His nose wrinkled at the singer's name, but he smiled. "And I was born to be with you, Ness. I'd do anything for you. I'd lie for you, I'd fight for you, I'd die for you."
She giggled. "How did you know 'Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves' is my favorite movie?"
His grin grew. "Hey, I'm a singer. I love Bryan Adams. Don't hate me for it."
She bent down and placed a kiss upon his lips. "Love me, Jacob. Don't make me wait any longer."
He stood, bringing her to her feet as well. "I love you, Lynessa."
"Nessie," she said softly. "I like knowing that you have a special nick-name for me."
He smiled as he kissed her. "Ness…I don't know what I'm doing."
She grinned. "Well, you're pretty good with your hands. Let's start there."
He blushed. They had fooled around with some very heavy petting and he had gotten her off more than once by fingering her. She, too, had gotten him off, giving him a hand job on occasion, but he was always eager to have her release, to know that he did that for her. He was more than capable of soaping it up in the shower, but to know that he was the one that caused her to moan and cry out…it was humbling.
He scooped her up and laid her on the bed. "Should I get dressed," he asked.
She shook her head. "I should get undressed, Jake."
He swallowed hard. "We're really going to do this?"
"Eventually," she whispered. "Let's just do what feels right."
"Why are you the mature one, Ness?"
She giggled. "I've been a grown up since I was ten, Jake. It just took a little longer for my body to catch up."
He eyed her as she sat up and slipped her shirt and bra off. Yes, she did look like a woman. She was long and lean, her breasts were small, and fit perfectly in his hands. She lay back down and said, "Care to do the honors?"
He grinned as he fumbled with the button fly of her white denim shorts. "You have the longest legs known to man."
She smiled. "I'm a model, I'm supposed to have long legs and small boobs."
He couldn't help himself and dipped down to suckle on one of her nipples. Her back arched as she cried out lightly. Her nipples were so sensitive, he'd gotten her off once just from sucking on them by turn. He pulled away, loving the blush that covered her chest from her longing. He slipped the shorts and her white lace panties down her legs and just looked at her. It was the first time he'd seen her completely naked. She was stunning. The thatch of bronze curls between her legs was darkened by her dampness and he itched to taste there, something he hadn't done yet.
"Can I…?" he trailed off as she smiled.
"Can you what?"
"I want to taste you," he said, his voice gruff.
"Oh, God, Jake, please!" she cried and he dipped down, giving her one long lick.
"More!" she screamed and he chuckled as he lay down on his stomach, his erection pressing painfully into the mattress as he got himself to position.
"I'm going to make you cum, Ness. I'm going to eat you until you scream for me to stop." Like I know what I'm doing. Oh well, Oral Sex: 101 is about to commence.
He started off slowly, just licking her slit, then he moved up to a little bump that caused her to cry out and her legs to wrap around his neck. Hmm…she likes that. Maybe it's her clit? He rubbed it with his nose as his tongue darted into her and she groaned again, this time, grasping his hair. He wondered if she didn't like that, but when her hands pushed his head farther into her and she began to grind on him, he couldn't help but smile at her actions. I'm good at this. He continued this, alternating licking and poking with his tongue for forever, but oddly enough, he didn't get tired. He was determined to do this. Finally, he heard her scream, "Jake…I'm…" and then his mouth was flooded with her juices.
He drank her until her legs clamped on him and she whimpered, "Jake, stop…I can't…"
He pulled away and sat up, aware that he had the biggest smirk on his face. "Did you…like it?"
She was flushed and her eyes had a wild gleam as she nodded. "That was…it was…incredible, beyond words, Jakey."
He smiled as he moved up to kiss her lips. He paused, wondering if that might gross her out, but she grasped his neck and pulled his mouth down to hers.
"Mmm," she said as she pulled away. "Wow…didn't expect it to taste like that."
He chuckled. "You taste delicious," he told her. "Uh…so…"
Her hand traveled down his body to the towel and she un-knotted it. "Jacob, please, be with me?"
He nodded. "I…I got a c-condom…"
She shook her head. "I'm on the pill. I have been…ever since I met you." She blushed. "Just in case."
"Oh…" Oh shit, we're doing this, like, really doing this, right now. He gulped. "O-okay."
He moved to cover her body and he knelt between her legs. "I…I heard it hurts for girls, that first time…"
She shook her head. "It won't for me, not too bad, anyway."
"It…won't?"
She bit her lip. "We kinda already…"
His eyebrow rose.
"That…uh…that last time we were together…when I got a little wild riding your fingers…" she blushed. "You…uh…it broke my hymen."
He paled. "God, Ness, I'm so sorry, I…"
She put a finger to his lips. "No, that should make it much easier for me. It won't hurt as much…I don't think, anyway."
"So, we're doing this?"
She wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him to her. She could just feel his hardened length rubbing her outer lips and she sighed. "Complete us, Jake, take it slow and easy and make us one."
He licked his lips and bent to kiss her. He pulled away and looked into her eyes as he slowly entered her. He watched as her eyes grew wide and he stopped. "Okay?"
She nodded. "More than," she said, her voice thick.
He moved slowly until he was fully sheathed in her. He bit the inside of his cheek as he settled to a stop. The sensations were… "Ness…my God, it's just…"
"Incredible."
"Are you okay?"
She bit her lip. "Yeah, it's like, a lot of stretching…you're like, really big, down there, but it's not a bad feeling."
"Want me to start moving?"
She nodded. "Please."
He began to slowly thrust, and he knew he wasn't going to last long. She was so hot, so wet, so wonderful…his eyes met hers as they rocked. "Ness…I'm not gonna…I can't…stop…" He started moving a little faster and she started bucking her hips slightly.
"God, don't stop…"
"Ness…"
"Cum, Jakey, come for me."
That was all it took and he spilled into her, coming harder than he ever had in his life. This was better than his hand, better than her hand, better than being wet in the shower…it was…perfect.
He collapsed onto his elbows and kissed her face, her neck, back to her lips before he looked at her again. She had tears in her eyes and they both smiled. "Did you…uh…"
She shook her head and his face fell. "It's okay, Jakey, the girl normally doesn't the first time…"
He nodded as his hand moved down to her, and he began rubbing that little button above her slit. "Would this help?"
Her eyes grew wide. "God, Jake…yessss…"
He smiled as he continued to rub her. Her hips started gyrating again and the motions around his soft cock had him hardening inside of her. She wasn't really paying attention to him as she came unglued.
She was panting when she finally noticed he was hard sitting inside of her. "Again?" she asked.
He blushed. "I…uh…I guess so?"
She smiled. "Okay."
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Jasper followed after Miya like a lost puppy all the way up to his room. "You know which room is mine?"
She smiled seductively. "I always know where you are, Jasper."
He felt the thrill of the statement run up his spine and he couldn't help the shiver. "How long are you here for," he asked.
She shrugged as she picked the key card out of his pocket, rubbing his erection through his pants. "An hour, a day. What does it matter? We are all vapor, Jasper. Here today, gone tomorrow. Don't we just want to enjoy what we have before us?"
"I want you, Miya, for longer than a day or an hour."
"But you can't have me," she said with a soft pout. "But…what you can have is the best sex of your life. Right here. Right now. What will it be?"
His cock led him through the door and to his doom.
She smirked as she walked into his suite. "Nice." She turned to him. "It's a long way from Bumfuck, isn't it, Jasper?"
He nodded. "Yeah, it is."
"Success looks good on you."
He shrugged. "It's alright, I guess."
She laughed lightly. "The unlikely superstar…if only the press could hear you talk."
"Is that what you came here for? To talk about my success?"
She shook her head and unzipped the back zipper of her dress. It fell in a pool of fabric, revealing the fact that she was naked underneath. "No, I didn't. I came for one thing. You know what that is."
"Give me one reason why I shouldn't throw you out unceremoniously on your ass, Miya."
She looked at him from beneath her eyelashes; his few inches on her making her look more fragile than she was. "Because, I'm your addition. I'm better than the drugs that once filled your system."
"But I can't get you any time I need the high, Miya. What then?"
She batted those damned eyelashes.
He paused for just a moment before he said, "Fuck it," and grabbed her, hauling her legs around his waist as his hands grasped her ass as they fell in a heap upon the bed.
"Yes. Fuck. Jasper!"
He snarled as his mouth attacked her neck, sucking for all he was worth. Her hands were busy as she tore his shirt from him before she attacked his belt.
She shimmied his pants down his legs and he kicked them, his boots, and his socks off. The heels of her shoes were digging into his ass and he growled at the pain as his teeth attached themselves to her nipple. She ripped at his hair as his cock found its way home and buried itself in her. They both cried out in pleasure as their connection was made, and her fingernails dug into his skin as she flipped them so she was riding him.
"Fuck…Miya!" He screamed as she scratched her way down his chest before her teeth sunk into his flesh. She was so good at this, she knew exactly what he needed. And he knew what she needed as his thumb found her clit.
He half-sat, his mouth reaching hungrily for her flesh and he suckled a large purple bruise upon her breast before he repeated it on her neck. "Turn around," he commanded and she eagerly obeyed, riding him backwards. "Yessss," he hissed.
Her hand did the walking as she massaged his prostate as only she could. "Fuuuck…Miiiiyyyyaaa…" he whined. "You always know what to do to me…"
"Always, lover," she whispered.
He felt her clench around him and his fingers dug into her hips as he felt his release coming like a freight train.
He let out a roar as he came. She followed only seconds behind him, milking him until he shivered from the sensations.
They fell back, satiated and exhausted as she slithered up next to him. He kissed her ear as he spooned up next to her. "I love you, Miya," he whispered in the dark room.
"I love you too, Jasper," she said sleepily.
He watched her as she fell asleep, her breathing deepening. He sighed. He knew as soon as she woke, she would leave.
Why can't I stop this? Why can't I…he knew it would do no good to ask himself any more questions. As long as she was willing to fuck him, he'd come back for it. He couldn't help himself. At least he knew it. Admitting you have a problem is the first step…
He watched her sleep all evening, his eyes growing heavier. And still, he watched her. He watched her as his stomach growled, he watched her as she turned over and snuggled into him, watched her as the sun came up once more. But yet, he couldn't hold out and stay awake forever. His body betrayed him and he fell asleep.
He knew, when he startled awake, she wouldn't be there. He felt the dread in the pit of his stomach, he even knew she would have left him a note. What he didn't expect was the content of the note, short as it was…
Dearest Jasper,
I know, I am a bitch. I realize that I'm leaving you again. I know you will hate me once more, right up until the time I come back into your life to fuck it up. But…I can't stay, you know this. So, I'm going to do us both a favor. I'll stay away. I mean it. This was the last time you'll see me. I promise I won't hurt you again. I do love you, Jasper. More than I love myself. But I can't stay. You know I can't. I'm not a settle down kind of girl. I'm a loner, a wanderer, and I promise the next time our paths cross, I'll turn around and go the opposite direction. I release you, of your feelings, of my feelings, this…whatever it is, I release you. Go, find love. Find someone that will be there for you in ways I can't. Forget me. I'll live my life and you will live yours. That is the way it has to be. Just know that you'll remain in a corner of my heart for forever.
Love always,
Miya
He felt the tears start and he couldn't get them to stop. Never? He would never see her again? He couldn't…he couldn't face this. He slid out of the bed, stumbled into some clothes and made his way out the door.
It was dark again. Have I really missed a whole day? I did see the sun rise behind the curtains, didn't I? Or was that all a dream too? Because that was what this felt like. Were it not for the note still in his hand, he would think he dreamed up all of this.
He didn't know how long he walked around the streets of New York City, but he did know what he wanted.
He found the man in the darkest recesses of an alley. And as only a user could, Jasper knew this guy had some premium stuff.
"Hey, man," the dealer said. "You look like you've got some issues, bro."
Jasper held out a hundred dollar bill. "Give me the strongest shit you've got."
