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Warning: SPG
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Speechless
The sun was about to set when Natsu and I decided to go back to our room to change. He seriously can't get his hands off me the whole time we're at the beach.
We tried boating, snorkelling, and many more activities that the resort offers.
Natsu's bombarded with calls from his office so I let him work while we're in our room. I took a bath and changed my clothes.
Just in time for dinner, we went outside our room. All guests are in the restaurant's resort. The familiarity between the different people in each table is evident.
Even I, myself, saw someone I know. I just offered a smile every time my eyes meet with them.
Natsu tugged me to the table where Laxus and Mira are seated. I saw how Laxus an Mira smiled to each other amidst the sea of people in the restaurant.
"Jellal!" I heard someone called from the back.
The guests became noisy because of the arrival of the Jellal and Erza who are currently roaming around to greet the guests with their hands intertwined.
Natsu held my waist while pulling me chair in front Mira. I sat down and looked at Natsu who's sporting a snobby look to me.
"Hi!" I smiled at Mira who's staring at me with her huge blue and meaningful eyes.
My eyes shifted from her to baby Vasilys who's busy with eating in his seat. He's really so adorable.
"Did you enjoy the beach?" Mira asked.
I nodded, "Yup... The sea's so nice. It's crystal clear. I've been to Magnolia but I think I'm loving the waters here more."
Mira smiled, "Have you been to Hargeon?"
I nodded, "Yup. Akane."
"It's also nice there, right?"
I agreed with her. We continued chatting until the table beside us became noisy. I turned to that table and saw that Jellal and Erza are there. It looks like they're planning to eat with us
"Jellal!" Gray laughed while doing a fist bump with him.
Laxus didn't move though. He's just smiling to his cousin. By the looks of his eyes, I know that smile holds meaning. Jellal's eyes roamed around the table and stopped in me.
"Oh Damn!" Jellal chuckled and did a handshake or highfive with Natsu. I wasn't able to differentiate, it's too fast.
"Congrats!" Natsu told his cousin.
"I think I'm the one who should say that?" Jellal laughed.
My cheeks burned. I'm afraid they're all wrong. Or maybe they know about Natsu and me...
"Lucy Heartfilia..." Jellal offered a small smile which made him more charming before offering his hand.
Natsu's smile vanished and slapped Jellal's hand before I could even accept it.
Mira and Erza both giggled. My cheeks burned more. I don't really get it!
"Back off!" Natsu said with no humor.
"I'm getting married tomorrow! What the hell?" Jellal laughed.
I closed my eyes and turned to my food.
"Jellal, stop it!" Erza said between chuckles, "Lucy's getting shy..."
"Oh I'm sorry..." Jellal slowly said.
I looked at him again. He bowed a little. Erza laughed again which made my cheeks red again. Crap! Jellal looked like a prince charming straight from the fairy tales! Like those princes with a dark past hence his face tattoo! He looks so surreal!
Gray, Laxus, and Jellal are still laughing even when we settled down in our seats. Meanwhile, Natsu kept on cursing them. He kept on throwing sarcastic remarks to fight their teasings.
"Boys..." Mira shook her head at me while smiling warmly. I noticed how Mira is so fit for motherhood. She has this motherly vibe which I last felt from my Grandmama.
"Isn't it too earlier to chug that barrel, you drunkard?" I heard Gray asked from a distance. My ears perked upon his nickname. I suddenly missed my two best friends.
"That just applies to a weakling like you," I heard a familiar voice said. Just as I was about to turn my head to check if I'm right, a pair of hands grabbed my boobs from the back which made me squeal.
"Oh, I missed this!" Cana's grinning face greeted me. Hold up, Cana?
"Cut it out, Alberona. Don't touch her," Natsu growled at her.
They know each other? They fucking know each other? What the hell?
I was about to open my mouth to interrogate both of them when Cana retorted back, "Getting possessive now, Dragneel? I ain't scared of 'ya," she said while sticking out her tongue.
I felt Natsu tense beside me. Questions can wait, I need to calm him down. I held his hands which are pushing away Cana's arms who's just grinning mischievously and was about to talk but Erza got to me first, "Stop being rowdy at my party, Cana."
Cana sweat-dropped and let go of my boobs, she muttered a nervous "Yes, Ma'am" while saluting.
She whispered that we'll talk later much to Natsu's annoyance before taking a seat beside a blue haired teen and... Levy?
Since when did she got here?
I saw her staring at me before waving apologetically when I met her eyes. She mouthed a small, "I didn't know," before pointing to Gajeel who's beside her.
I smiled at her and my eyes went to the blue haired teen beside Cana. I saw her fidgeting like she's nervous with all these people around her. She flushed when she saw me looking at her. I smiled at her and she sweetly smiled back.
The table got noisier when Mira's siblings along with Laxus' other relatives got here. Mira didn't forget to introduce the newcomers to me. Natsu just settled in eating while his hand rested on my thigh while occasionally stroking it. On the other side of the long dining table are Mira's siblings; Elfman and Lisanna, Laxus' grandfather; Makarov, who built the Dreyar corporation; and Wendy, a teenage girl who turned out to be Natsu's shy and cute cousin.
In between of the lively conversation, a waitress holding a large gift went to Erza.
"For you, Ma'am..." she said.
"From who?" Erza curiously said while taking a huge box with a black ribbon.
Jellal read the note beside the ribbon, "What the hell is this?" He shouted in a loud tone.
My eyes stayed on them. Tension filled the air. Jellal called the waitress and ordered to take the weird looking gift away. The ribbon is black and the box is grey. It looks cool. I actually find it artsy. But isn't that colour combination too morbid as a gift?
"It's from Minerva?" Mira asked her.
"I thought ya'll fixed your issues?" Gray said in a worried tone.
"Yeah, Jellal? This is fine..." Erza assured.
"Who would send something like this?"
"Let's open it!"
Erza and Jellal looked at each other. I saw the unadulterated anger in Jellal's eyes but I know he'll submit to Erza's desires.
I don't really understand anything but I got a glimpse of their relationship just because of this situation. Jellal is in love with Erza. There's no more convincing evidence than the looks on his eyes as he stared at Erza.
A bitersweet thought passed by my mind. I quickly stopped it. Fairy tales are true in their own world. And the world I'm living in isn't make-believe.
Erza laughed when the box was opened. It revealed two teddybears with a heart in the middle. There's this a 'Congratulations' written in the red heart. Jellal hugged Erza, his face still serious even when Erza found it amusing.
Moments passed as the previous ambiance of the table came back. Cana's usual rowdy attitude was alive which made me think that she knows them for a long time now. Levy, on the other hand, is just slightly observing them, maybe she really didn't know and it was her boyfriend who took her here. Gajeel's father called Natsu so he lightly tapped my thigh to get my attention before leaving the table to go to him.
"Who would send it in a black box with a black ribbon?" Jellal said in disbelief. I can hear him more clearly now because of Natsu's disappearance. We're only one seat apart.
"I think it's nice. I mean... black is beautiful. It's classy. It's just, it's not an ideal colour for gifts. That's a very weird gift."
"That's from Erza's half-sister. Evil half-sister... she's her dad's illegitimate child that's why she's such an attention seeker," Juvia said bluntly.
My throat dried. It's like some kind of acid was spilled in my stomach. I looked at Cana and Levy but the table's too loud for them to hear our conversation. My eyes went down to my plate while playing with the chicken using my fork. I have no intention in eating that anymore but I needed the distraction.
"Juvia, not all illegitimate child are like that. Some are even kind and understanding," Jellal said.
I looked at him. He smiled at me. I couldn't breathe properly. I know about the stereotypes for people like me.
"It's just that Minerva had a rough childhood. She's not loved by her parents. She's paranoid and almost always scared. Like someone will steal everyone that she loves and that's why she's possessive..." Jellal explained.
I thought about my experiences. Am I paranoid? Almost always scared? Possessive? I don't want to be that kind of monster! My chest hurts.
"It's hard being an illegitimate child, and even harder if you're not loved by your guardians. That's why I admire the girls who can handle the situation well. Those who are understanding, goodhearted, and selfless..." Jellal smiled at me.
I let out a deep breath. I am loved by my grandmama. I am so loved by her so much that I did not resent my parents. But I'll be lying if I said that I haven't wondered why mommy did not abort me back then. I know I would never do that! If I ever get pregnant by accident and with the most unlikeable person, I will still love the child so much.
But why couldn't they do that? But in the end, the only thing that matters is my grandmama managed to do that. That's enough for me. I will not ask for anything. I am fine with it.
"Right, Lucy?" Jellal said.
I nodded and smiled at him. My eyes remained on Jellal until Natsu cleared his throat and called me, "Lucy!"
I quickly turned to him. His eyes were dark, almost pitch black. These are his eyes whenever he's angry.
"Natsu!" I moved a little to give him space beside me but he craned his neck, "Let's go..."
"Oh? Where would you go?" Jellal asked.
Natsu's jaw clenched because of what his cousin said. I frowned and stood up to follow Natsu's orders. He just turned his back from the table.
Jellal chuckled but Gray who's listening quite attentively to our conversation bursted laughing.
"Go home, jealous boy!" Gray shouted which made Jellal and Laxus laugh more. I even heard Gajeel's chuckle in a distance, how he managed to understand our conversation is beyond me.
Jealous? Natsu didn't turn to look at him. His walk was quick while exiting the restaurant. I followed him closely. Who's jealous? Natsu? That can't be possible, right? He dislikes clingy and jealous hook ups, right?
"Natsu!" I called when I noticed that he's taking the route to our room.
"Natsu, what's your problem?"
We were inside our room when he suddenly stopped walking and turned aroung to face me. Since I was half running to catch up to his large steps, my face bumped to his chest.
"Natsu," I called before he shut me up by locking his lips with mine in a deep and aggressive kiss.
I saw his eyes before I closed mine. He looked so confused. It's like there's a thing that he can't get ahold of, like he can't name something.
He walked towards the closed door. I took a step back because of the aggression in his kisses.
The door let out a loud sound because of the force when he pushed me to lean on it. He cursed and stopped kissing me. I opened my eyes, eyes still blurry and intoxicated with his kisses.
"Are you hurt?" he asked.
I shook my head and my eyes quickly went down to his lips. His hot breath heated my lips. I licked my lower lip before kissing him again.
He pushed my body harder to the door. He grabbed my wrist and pinned it over my head. My other hand is exploring his body. Before it can even make its way down, he grabbed it too and placed it with my pinned hand.
"No..." he said.
My eyes went down when his hold on it disappeared. Our kisses weren't breaking, we're almost breathless. I felt the raw heat and the familiar throb on the middle of my legs.
I moaned when Natsu pushed me up. His maleness was evident. It stayed still in between my thighs.
He walked towards wherever is it. I actually don't care about where he'll take me, what matters most is we're kissing!
I thrusted my tongue on his mouth. He moaned because of what I did before breaking our kiss. He dropped me to the bed and slowly crawled above me. He started kissing me desperately again.
"I don't like the way you looked at Jellal..." he hissed.
What? I bit my lip.
I was about to ask what he meant by that but his kisses went down to my neck. I like neck kisses so much that I don't want to spoil it because of my question. I let his lips mark my neck. I even gave him more access to it.
I touched his chest. I want him to remove his shirt right now! The liquid heat bursting in me couldn't wait for it!
"No!" he said before grabbing my hands again. He took it away from his chest.
"Why?" I cannot recognise my own voice anymore.
He didn't answer. He tugged my spaghetti strap down. I didn't even notice that he already took my bra off. His big hand covered my equally large mounds and instead of waiting for an answer, I just panted because of pleasure.
His hot mouth covered my other breast. Every flick of his tongue made me want for more.
"Natsu!" I cried his name.
My now free hands are buried in his pink locks. His body is moving to a familiar rhythm. I moved with him too. I made sure that with my every move, I get to touch his maleness. I want to feel him between my legs.
"Stay still!" he ordered with authority while holding my waist to stop me from moving.
"Please!" I begged. I almost cried. I want him so much!
I tried to lift his shirt to remove it but he grabbed my wrists. His lips went to mine again and placed both my hands above my head while drowning me with his intense kisses.
I feel so lost with his kisses. I forgot where I am and what time is it. The only thing that matters to me is his kisses and the way he made me feel.
In a blink of an eye, he managed to remove my rompers. The only thing that's covering me now is my panty. He's above me again, fully clothed. I want to remove his t shirt and his pants but when I moved my hand to do it, I realised that it's already tied...
"Natsu!" I moaned.
I don't know why thousands of electric volts are running in my veins to get my system crazy with want and desire. My wrists are tied to the headboard with a piece of cloth. I didn't even notice that he tied me.
His kisses went to my toned abdomen. I moved to the rhythm he taught me but he ordered me to stay still again. He held my hips and put me in place.
I moaned loudly when Natsu touched the middle of my legs. I let out a few curses because of what he suddenly did. My eyes went down to him and saw him staring at me with intense eyes while slowly tugging my underwear down.
He kissed the sides of my wet folds. I bit my lower lip.
"Please..." I begged him. I can't wait anymore. I want him. Over and over again. I missed him! I missed him so much and that's the truth!
When his tongue reached my folds, I closed my eyes because of pleasure. He kissed me thoroughly, like he's french kissing my folds. I can feel his hot breath on my flesh. I can feel his wet cold tongue parting the folds very slowly. I am so close. I am very close. Then suddenly, he stopped.
"Natsu!" I shouted.
I saw him took of his pants. He freed his proud glory. And I'm in bed, so frustrated!
He teased my entrance. He slowly pushed it in and and I wanted to curse. His eyes are serious while looking at me almost begging for him to take me.
"I am going to be the only man in your life, Lucy. Do you understand?"
I quickly nodded. In the heat of lust, yes. I want him to be the only one in my life. My heart exploded.
He entered me. He didn't waste time as he started with a fast rhythm. My palms are white because of clenching it so hard, wanting to be freed and bury itself in his hair while urging him to take me harder.
He heard my silent pleas. He wrapped my legs around his legs while staring at me with his intense onyx eyes. It's like his eyes are telling me something but I didn't had the chance to decode it as my eyes rolled back when he started pumping in me deeper.
His hand went to my back which slightly made my body curve upward and started controlling my waist to meet his thrust. He pounded me savagely. His mouth met mine and his lips claimed every corner of my mouth. He release it with a loud pop, a thin thread of saliva forming between our mouths before claiming my neck. He licked and sucked every skin on my neck as his rhythm got faster. He filled me to the brim. A bite on the spot where my neck and shoulder meet and a deep thrust which I think touched my womb triggered the liquid heat which came gushing out me as the bolts of electricity made my whole world tremble. He swallowed all of my sounds while his hand is holding my waist to control the rhythm. The other one is playing with my nipples. He didn't stop pounding me. He kissed me deeper while I'm feeling the never-ending pleasure I felt from the trembling of my insides.
His rhythm got faster. I moaned loudly when I felt the building up of something inside me again. I feel like my world's going to tremble once again! His hands went to my legs to tug it upward and fix its position. I helped him by crossing my legs in his back tighter and my eyes widened when I felt his cock enter me deeper than before.
"N-Natsu, t-that's — " my words go cut when he started to pound harder. His mouth claimed my right mound and starting sucking on it like a baby. I moaned loudly. Clenching my hands while imagining it roaming around his body. His other hand which was playing with my left breast went to my hands. He untied the cloth while softly bitting on my breast.
My hands quickly made its way to his back while he pounded on me harder. His mouth claimed the my other boob and started to suck on it hard. His hand which untied me went down the middle of my legs. He sucked on my nipple as his hand played with my clit while thrusting faster and harder.
My hands went up his head to bury itself on his pink locks and started tugging it upward. He let go of my nipple with a loud pop and claimed my mouth. He's drowning me with his kisses as his rhythm got faster. He pounded on me harder and his hand on my clit rubbed in an unbelievable pace. My body slid up and down the mattress each time he enters and leave.
I couldn't take it. My body feels overstimulated. It wasn't long before he released and our heartbeats became one. He tightly held me and together, we felt the fast beats of our hearts in peace. My breathing is fast. He slowly stopped pounding. He kissed me in the forehead. My strength left me.
I've always known he's good in bed. I don't have anything to compare to because he's my first but I've known that fact since our first time. If he wasn't good, I wouldn't be this crazy for him. But right now, I am speechless... very speechless.
