Thank you for the reviews, I love reading your opinions and some of them give me ideas on where to go with this. This chapter contains sexual content as well as a family holiday which you've probably been dreading but I hope you like it anyway :)
A month had passed and Carla was making good progress, they still hadn't informed anyone about the pregnancy because they didn't know how everyone was going to react so they decided they would just wait until Carla was too big to hide. Peter was somewhat pleased that Carla was starting to come to terms with things and seemed brighter overall but as she got nearer to her due date the nerves started to kick in and make him feel sceptical that she wouldn't bond with the baby. On the other hand, Carla was more than pleased when Michelle said that the holiday plans had gone through and spent the last two weeks making sure they had everything ready to go to the villa which was in Tenerife.
"Carla just relax you've checked the cases at least five times" Peter sighs massaging her shoulders as she sighs nodding in the process, she just wanted everything to be perfect; their first family holiday with Simon and Evie as well as her family
"I know. I just want everything to be perfect" Carla smiles as Peter sways her gently in his arms "Sorry if it's annoying"
"It's not…you just need to relax" Peter smiles as Carla nods rolling up her top before sighing in response tilting her head to the side
"I'm going to have to tell them aren't I?" Carla questions as Peter nods slowly kissing the side of her head as Carla turns around to face him wrapping her arms around his neck kissing him softly
"How are you doing?" Peter questions
"Good actually, really good" Carla smirks leaning in to kiss him, her tongue pressing along the seam of his lips as he accepts it into her mouth moving a hand to her hair as she giggles, Peter moving his hand to her hips fiddling with the hem of her top before lifting it up over her head; Carla doing the same with Peter's t-shirt
"You ok?"
"More than" Carla confirms pulling him over to the bed and pushing him down on it pulling at his trousers to get them off along with his boxers, Peter pulling at her leggings then her underwear; starting with her bra then her panties so he could take in the sight of her naked body, as she fondles with his cock
"Oh Carla" Peter moans as Carla chuckles moving her hand from base to tip over and over again, the sound of Peter's moans slowly arousing her as he moves his hands to her hair as she takes him into her mouth her saliva lubricating him nicely
"Go on baby" Peter encourages as Carla picks up pace sucking on him then releasing him from her mouth watching him groan in response to the loss of her mouth encasing his cock before sinking back down on it causing him to grunt and release inside of her mouth; Carla swallowing the sticky substance before her gag reflex kicked in as she straddles him again, grinding her hips against him eagerly to tease him as he continues to moan
"You're in control" Peter smiles as Carla nods slowly knowing it was her first time since it happened as she sinks slowly down onto his cock, engulfing him inch by inch until he was fully sheathed inside of her causing her to moan as the base of his cock brushed her clit
"Oh god" Carla moans as she rocks her hips against him, Peter sighing in response as the feeling of him inside of her as Carla continues to fuck him, her thrusts speeding up as Peter reaches down for her clit Carla shaking her head wanting to prolong this moment, Peter obeying in case she freaked out
"Let me feel you" Peter whispers bringing his hand to her lips, running his thumb across them as Carla cries out, her body trembling as she releases, her orgasm lubricating his cock as he thrusts up into her as she rolls her hips into his thrusts releasing soon after as she rests her head on his chest allowing him to slide out of her
"Mmm" Carla mumbles as Peter pulls the duvet over both of them as they slumber together, recovering from their orgasms "At least we didn't have to worry about waking Evie"
"Hmm, I guess" Peter chuckles remembering the times they had sex and woke Evie because she was sleeping in their room "You ok?"
"More than, thank you for letting me take control" Carla smiles "It was just what I needed"
"No problem, we need to get the cases in the car and pick Evie up from Michelle's before we go on the plane" Peter smiles as Carla nods rolling off of him and grabbing her clothes which were around the room and heading into the bathroom
"I was thinking we could maybe invite them all around here before we head off so we can tell them about the baby?"
"Up to you, love" Peter smiles leaning on the door frame folding his arms across his chest as she smiles grabbing her phone and sending a text off to their group chat asking for pre-drinks before they headed off to the airport
"Carla?" Michelle knocks on the door having entered from the bar with Robert
"Hiya 'Chelle" Carla smiles giving her an affectionate kiss on the cheek as well as scooping Evie out of her pram "Hey baby girl, did you have fun with Auntie 'Chelle?"
"She's been playing with Robert so she should be pretty knackered, she's had a bottle and been changed so she should be ok for a bit" Michelle smiles as Carla nods cooing over Evie who grips onto a piece of her hair before scrunching her face up
"Oh darlin' we are tired aren't we?" Carla sighs as Jenny and Kate enter the room, Simon following soon after with Leanne
"Right have fun Si" Leanne smiles ruffling his hair as she leaves his case in the hallway, Simon heading into the backroom to join the rest of the family
"Hey Si, do you want to hold your sister, you can try to keep her awake" Peter chuckles as Carla hands Evie to Simon as he grins at her, pulling faces to keep her awake
"So why have you called us here sis?" Kate questions as Carla glances to Peter not really knowing where to go with this as she pours the drinks for everyone, champagne and orange juice
"Can I have one?" Simon questions gesturing to the champagne as Peter and Carla raise their eyebrows
"No" Peter scolds as Simon groans rolling his eyes Carla handing him an orange juice and taking one for herself and Peter
"Hang on, why aren't you drinking?" Jenny interrogates as Carla just shrugs in response before Robert glancing to Michelle who was biting her lip then to Peter who's hands were rested on Carla's stomach as he drapes his arms over her shoulders
"No way" Robert mutters "She's pregnant"
"What?" Jenny questions as Carla glances to Peter who just shrugs "Oh my god, you're pregnant!"
"I am" Carla informs them as Peter kisses her head
"Really?" Simon questions as Carla nods, the situation starting to sink in and it made her feel quite uncomfortable but she painted a smile on her face anyway
"Yep"
"How many weeks?" Jenny questions eagerly as Kate narrows her eyes
"Sixteen" Carla coughs taking another sip of her orange juice as Kate looks at them full of suspicion as Carla catches her gaze internally pleading she doesn't say anything about when the baby was conceived but it was too late
"But…you were in the squat…that would mean?" Kate questions confused as Carla closes her eyes, Peter, pulling her in tighter as Michelle sighs in response hugging Robert closing her eyes as Simon finally clicks
"Wait…you were raped in the squat?" Simon questions as Carla releases herself from Peter's embrace and storms upstairs taking Evie with her
"Look Si…"
"Why didn't you tell me?" Simon questions as Jenny continues to down glasses on wine
"I'll go Peter," Michelle says as Peter nods allowing him to explain to Simon about what happened as she heads upstairs seeing Carla on the rocking chair with Evie trying to keep her awake before they got on the plane that evening
"Hey" Carla smiles looking up from where she was waving a toy in front of Evie "How are they taking it?"
"Peter's speaking to Simon because he clicked, Robert's taking Jenny to the bar as she's probably drunk already and Kate-"
"Is here" Kate smiles going over to Carla and giving her a hug "Why didn't you say?"
"Well it was difficult, I found out I was pregnant when I was in hospital and we didn't speak about it for weeks as we were in disbelief, I started throwing up so we were kind of forced to speak about it and Peter assumed I was getting rid of it but I said I wanted to keep and that I couldn't kill it because it's essentially killing someone isn't it? Anyway we had a couple of group counselling sessions and Peter's agreed he'll bring the baby up as his own"
"Wow, that's a big commitment…Are you sure he's ok with that?" Kate questions as Carla sighs in response, nodding in agreement, Michelle sitting on the armchair
"Maybe I should go downstairs, could you make sure she stays awake?" Carla questions gesturing to Evie as Kate and Michelle nod ready to entertain her as Carla heads downstairs leaning against the doorframe of the backroom
"I'm sorry Si" Carla apologises as Simon shakes his head at her with a scowl on his face "I can explain…"
"I don't want to hear it" Simon mutters as Carla takes a seat next to him on the sofa as he sits with Peter "Were you just going to lie and hope I didn't find out?"
"No…we were going to tell you when the time was right, we were just naively hoping you wouldn't click so soon" Carla sighs as Simon rolls his eyes in response
"Why are you keeping your rapists baby then? That's got to be the most deluded thing you've done apart from almost giving me alcohol poisoning-"
"Simon!" Peter scolds trying to defend Carla
"Peter's it's fine" Carla reassures him, after all, she needed to get used to this when Evie reached this age "Do you want me to be honest with you?"
"Well yes, that would be a start but how do I know you won't lie to me again?" Simon questions hurtfully as Carla nods in agreement going into her handbag and pulling out the ultrasound picture
"I promise. Hand on heart. Ask me whatever you want and I will tell you ok?" Carla compromises as Simon sighs nodding in the process ready to fire questions at Carla she was sure she was ready for
"Why are you keeping it?"
"If you were in my shoes you would understand, this baby inside of me it has a heartbeat, it's innocent in all of this and doesn't deserve to be punished for what that man did to me"
"Ok" Simon's expression softens "So dad, he's just going to bring up the baby as his, without any connection to it whatsoever?"
"I think" Carla mutters as Simon shakes his head exasperatedly
"So you don't even know? This just gets better…" Simon retorts as Carla rubs her forehead in exasperation
"We'll figure it out!" Carla defends herself as Simon chuckles slightly at the whole situation
"Ok, I have another question. You do realise when I walk around the streets here then everyone's going to slaughter me because you're bringing up a rapist's baby? My brother or sister, who isn't actually my brother or sister is actually my step-mum's rapist's child, it sounds great to me, can hardly wait"
"Si…I just need you to understand please" Carla begs before starting again "I can't change what happened but I'm not going to let this baby pay the price for that, this is your brother or sister if you want it to be, so what if it's not genetically, does that matter, what's the difference between Oliver and this baby? All that matters is that something so innocent that hasn't even been given the chance to live yet is given the love it deserves to have instead of being killed because it was conceived in a way which was horrible that no one should have to go through"
"Twice as well" Peter mutters as Simon narrows his eyes suspiciously
"Twice? Wait so are you saying that multiple people raped you and you don't know who the father is?"
"No, well, to be honest, I don't know considering the number of drugs which were in my system…it's just a lot of history to rake over and I just want to get on that plane and go somewhere I really don't want to have to do this now" Carla pleads as Simon raises an eyebrow, Peter, deciding to stay out of it
"You've got to be kidding me" Simon mutters as Carla groans in response rubbing her bump gently before frowning in response, standing up and rubbing her bump again; the gentle feeling of her baby moving around underneath her hand
"You ok, love?" Peter questions concerned as Carla laughs slightly
"Yeah I'm fine, it's just started moving I think" Carla rolls her eyes as Peter takes his hand and placing it on her bump underneath her jumper
"That's early isn't it?" Peter questions as Carla shrugs in response not really sure
"I think it can happen earlier the more pregnancies you have" Carla smiles as Peter kisses her on the forehead "Sorry about that Si it was just annoying me, what were you saying?"
"I understand where you're coming from Carla, I just don't get why you want to keep your rapists baby?"
"Look…I know this is difficult but I'm going to tell you something, the first time I was pregnant I went to have an abortion, Michelle was with me but I went there and I sat in front of that nurse and she handed me this simple pill which would stop it all, stop that life which wouldn't get a chance to live, to change the world. Why would I do that to this baby as well? All I'm asking is for you to consider it, if you want nothing to do with it then that's your problem"
"Did you know the father?"
"No…I never saw him…well I saw brief glimpses of him through the blindfold I was wearing in the squat but I didn't know him personally"
"Ok…so he couldn't come here and ask to see the baby?"
"No, he's in prison and will be for a very long time" Carla confirms
"Right, I'm done with asking questions now, can we head to the airport? I'm sorry if hurt you Carla, it's just hard to deal with" Simon smiles giving her a hug as Carla ruffles his hair taking his hand and placing it on her stomach to see if the baby reacts to it
"It's ok Si, looks like it's stopped moving now anyway" Carla laughs as Simon smiles taking the ultrasound picture she had in her hands and looking at it
"It just bunch of black and white blobs" Simon raises an eyebrow as Carla laughs slightly "Now can we get going?"
"Alright, let me just go and collect Evie from upstairs then we can head off" Carla smiles as Simon nods grabbing his suitcase and waiting eagerly by the door as Carla goes upstairs to see Evie who was being entertained by Kate and Michelle
"Right we're ready to go" Carla smiles bending down to scoop Evie up as she cries again
"She's very tired" Michelle laughs as Carla nods in agreement holding her close "Everything ok?"
"Yeah we're fine, the baby started moving as well" Carla smiles as Michelle and Kate follow her downstairs so they could get ready to go to the airport
"At least you know it's ok" Michelle smiles as Carla nods strapping Evie into the car seat "So then we'll meet at the airport everyone?"
"Yea that's fine" Kate smiles "I'll go and pry Jenny away from the bar then we'll head off"
"Come on then Evie, let's get to the airport so we can stop her from being grouchy" Carla smiles grabbing the changing bag and handing it to Peter "Am I driving?"
"Up to you, love"
"Carla's driving" Simon confirms as Carla high fives him causing Peter to groan in response "Her driving's more fun and her car's 10x better than yours"
"Ok point taken" Peter laments "Right let's head off then"
