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Warning: SPG

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I Beg

It was a Friday morning when I felt bored in the office. I already finished everything I need to do. Architect also said that I don't need to train an intern. He said he'll find a replacement himself. This is my last day and my birthday too.

My phone rang. Beside it are the two chocolate bars that Levy and Cana gave for my birthday. I saw mom's number flashed on my screen. She's calling!

"Hello, Lucy..." she greeted.

"Mom!" A wave of happiness replaced the boredom I was feeling a while ago. She's calling me on my birthday!

"I heard from Jude that you left the Dreyars?"

And I thought it's a greeting. "Yup."

"Why? What happened? You know they're our clients! That's such a shame! What if Ashley's going to have her own exhibit again? Oh, she might! Satellite's almost finished!" Mommy exclaimed.

"Didn't daddy told you the reason, mom?"

"Why? Something happened? But I'm sure you can still invite them even if you're not working there anymore, right? Where are you going to work next? I'm hoping it's a big company?"

I sighed. "I'm going to volunteer at ConFAP, mom."

"Oh! That's nice! But... you can still send some invites to your boss right? They bought two works of Ashley, Lucy. That meant they liked your sister's works."

"Yup. I'm glad, mom..."

"Okay... I'm just checking on you. I'm a bit worried because you resigned. But anyway, I have to go... I have an appoinment to my dentist."

I wasn't able to formulate words. She forgot my birthday again! This is not the first time she forgot about it. Though there are times she remembers but I'm sad that today's not one of those moments...

"Okay mom. Take care..."

"Take care too, darling. I love you..."

"I love you too..."

She dropped the call. Well, at least she said I love you, right? My phone rang again, this time, dad's calling.

"Lucy..." daddy's baritone voice echoed in my ears.

"Dad!" I tiredly said.

"Happy birthday, dear!" I was shocked by his greeting, "What are your plans today? Sting sent some gifts and flowers to your condo..."

"Oh! Uhm... I'll be with Cana and Levy, later dad. Just the usual."

"Why don't you invite Sting, dear? Seems like you're always rejecting him."

I didn't reply.

"Anyway, I sent you some digits. Just check your account. That's my gift. I have to go... Take care, Lucy."

"Take care, dad."

Dad ended the call. That was it. It's always been like that. Dad doesn't usually remember my birthday. I think he was just reminded by Sting. He's also concerned about me and Natsu so he's checking me.

Some of my friends greeted me. I received warm hugs and kisses on the cheeks from them when we arrived in a bar. We're just chilling at the sofa while starting the night.

"So... what is Sting's gift to you?" Cana asked.

I went home to my condo earlier and saw his gifts. There are a bunch of flowers, an expensive bag, and a pair of designer shoes. I left it all untouched.

"A signature bag and shoes and some flowers..." I said absentmindedly.

"Natsu still didn't contact you?" Cana asked.

We haven't talked about Natsu for days now. I just told them a what happened that day and that was it. Levy and Cana didn't bring him up as a topic anymore. Levy didn't since she's thinking that talking about him would just make me hurt again while Cana's mad since she and her dad don't know anything. Natsu didn't contact me ever since I left him in that restaurant. I don't know if I should be happy or not — happy since he didn't force himself on me for his plan or sad because I don't see him anymore.

These past few days I feel so empty. I can't even remember my life before I met him. It's dull, just like how dull my day right now is.

"Let's not talk about it! Come on, Lu! It's your birthday! Let's dance!" Levy said while pulling me to the dance floor.

I forced a smile and let her drag me. Levy is right. Today's my birthday so I should enjoy.

Regulus is already dark and noisy. Loud music boomed all over the place. It's already eleven and there are many clubbers now. We danced with some familiar people. Cana replaced Levy after pointed to Gajeel whose eyebrow is already raised so my petite best friend quickly went to her needy boyfriend.

"Lucy! Happy birthday, dear!" one of our friends said and kissed my cheek.

I smiled. I enjoyed their warm greetings. At least other people greeted me on this day. It's not so bad right? I need to be happy for the things I receive. I should stop wishing for more. I'm lucky some people can still remember my birthday.

"Happy birthday! How old are you now?"

"I'm twenty-two, John! Thanks!" I smiled at our foreign friend.

"Oh! You're still young though..." he held my waist.

The electronic music inside got louder so I didn't hear him anymore. I continued dancing. Just for today, I want to forget. I want to forget everything. I want to forget every emotion that has been crushing my heart ever since that day.

It's my birthday! I have the right to be happy! Even just for today!

"Hi, Lucy!" another friend greeted while we're dancing.

"Hi!" I smiled while continued on dancing with John.

His smile vanished when his eyes went to my back. John's hands were removed from my waist and were replaced by a hug from the back.

It made me stop dancing. My heart is jumping up and down. A part of me is thinking... hoping... that it's Natsu. He's like that to me. He's always like that whenever we're dancing. Memories of our meetings inside a bar flashed through my mind.

"Happy birthday..." I heard Natsu's voice in my ear.

I took a deep breath. I don't know why my heart immediately felt light. The heavy burden that I was carrying the past few days disappeared just because of his hug. Natsu is here!

I started dancing again. I can't believe how he affects me. I don't want to show it to him so I ignored him. John, who was dancing with me earlier, was shocked by Natsu's hug. He left, confused. I did not mind, though. I'm just annoyed at myself because I don't really care for other people whenever Natsu's beside me.

"Why are you here?" I asked, he's still behind me.

"It's been five days, come on, Luce..."

I tightly closed my eyes. What if it's what Cana was saying? What if this is his persuasion for me to stay just to fulfil his plans?

"I've been in a total shit for the last five days..." he whispered in my ear.

I continued dancing. His hand started to caress my waist. I shivered. Damn, he really can wake my senses up!

"And you've been really stunning for the past five days. You're happy I'm out, huh?"

I bit my lip. He gathered my hair using his hands. I turned to him. Our eyes met. He set my hair on my left side and kissed my neck and shoulder that's now exposed to him.

"Please," his voice trembled.

It feels like something touched and caressed mu heart. Why do I badly want to succumb to him even if I know I shouldn't?

"No..." I breathed.

He danced behind me. He caressed my waist again. His other hand is on my toned stomach, making its way until just below my boobs. His index finger is tracing the outer curve of my left mound.

"I beg..." he whispered.

I shook my head in desperation.

He continued dancing on me. He's kissing my neck. I closed my eyes because of the feeling. Crap! I can now feel his tent on my butt!

I felt drenched in cold water. Damnit! I turned to him and saw his clouded eyes. It's like he's giving up everything to me. Like he's showing his most vulnerable side to me.

I slightly moved back to turn and face him. I saw the evident panic in his eyes when he saw me moved away from him. His hands quickly went to hold my waist and pushed me to his body.

"I want another chance..." his voice cracked.

Tears started to form on my eyes. It's my birthday, anyway. Can I think of only myself even just for today? Can I just worry for my family later and love him just for tonight as a gift for myself?

I encircled my arms in his neck and pushed the back of his head using my hands to kiss him. Natsu tightly closed his eyes and accepted what I wanted to happen. His kissed were hungry and desperate. He's conquering every corner of my mouth like he doesn't own it yet. I can't almost breathe after that.

He gave my cheek a sweet kiss before his lips travelled down. I glanced at my friends who are on the dance floor. Some of them stopped dancing and are looking at our way.

"Natsu..." I called. "Let's go somewhere..."

He didn't stop kissing and worshipping my neck and shoulder. I closed my eyes at how his lips felt so good.

"Let them see us. I don't care..." he said.

I bit my lip and gently pushed him. Instead, I grabbed his hands and walked past some of our friends there.

In a distance, I saw how Levy's eyes widened and Gajeel's mouth moved to curse. He smirked after Levy elbowed him. I walked towards our table without a care in the world.

"Lucy!" Cana called who also left the dance floor.

"Lu..." Levy started, I can feel them silently stopping me.

I grabbed my purse which is on my table. I removed my hold on Natsu's hand before facing my two best friends.

"I need to go..." I said absentmindedly. I can't think of anything aside from Natsu's lips. His kisses made me addicted and intoxicated.

"But..." Levy said but I didn't hear everything because I already left. Natsu followed me. He pulled me to where the valet parked his Mustang when we got outside the club.

He opened the door for me and quickly closed it when I got in. With clenched jaw, he started the engine and drove to his condo. I don't know if going with him is right. I'm literally losing my mind!

He parked his car at the basement. After parking, he quickly grabbed my hand and pulled me to claim my mouth with his deep kisses.

"I missed you so bad. I missed you, Luce..." he whispered when he stopped.

I let him dominate me with his kisses. I responded with him. I am equally as hungry and as desperate as him.

I don't want to stop. I was shocked when he stopped to unbuckle my seatbelts. He went outside the car and opened the door to my side. He grabbed my hand to pull me to the elevator and caged my hands above my head when we got in. He kissed me once again. He slid his tongue in my mouth and wrapped it with mine. I gently moaned. A thin thread of restraint in him was cut because of the sounds I made.

The elevator made a sound. He quickly ended his kisses and tugged me towards the door of his condo unit.

He opened it. The both of us went inside while he resumed on killing me with his kisses. A lampshade on the coffee table almost fell down because of his eagerness in attacking my mouth.

My eyes are becoming clouded with lust because of his kisses but the huge frame above his sofa didn't escape my eyes. The rectangular painting I treasured a long time ago is in his living room! I pushed him because of too much shock. My chest is starting to tighten.

"Is that..."

"Satellite... yes..." He whispered and kissed me on my cheek. "That's my birthday gift for you..." he rested his forehead on the side of my head.

My jaw dropped. I looked at the every corner of my painting. This is really it! How did he get this?

"How did you-"

"I bought it thrice the price they want..."

"Natsu, why are you doing this?"

"Shh... please let me kiss you." and he sealed my mouth with his.

I tightly closed my eyes and hooked my arms in his neck. I don't understand what I'm supposed to feel right now. The only thing that I can think of is the overwhelming affection he's giving me through his kisses.

He lifted my ass and I was forced to wrap my legs around his waist. I felt the familiar burning throb in between my legs. His manhood brushed against my throb and I almost cried in pleasure. His rock hard bulge is directly against my sensitive folds.

He didn't let go of my lips. He walked towards his room. I heard how his hand is desperately searching for the door handle before opening it. He made me sit on the bed without breaking our kiss. His hand is slowly crawling towards my chest.

My nails dug into his back. I cried out in his mouth. Dammit! I want him directly at me right now!

He stopped kissing me. I moaned in protest. My lips felt swollen. My burning throb wants more!

He's now standing in front of me while removing his longsleeves. I crawled towards him to unbutton his top and unbuckled his belt to get rid of his black pants. I caressed the the bulge that was poking me since earlier.

He dipped down to kiss me. While our mouths battle for dominance, I tugged his boxer shorts down. He sucked on my lower lip before stopping. My eyes went to him. He was completely naked in front of me. My lips parted as my hand reached for him. I looked up and saw how he closed his eyes. He cursed when I moved my hand.

"Luce..."

I don't know what come to my mind. The only thing I can think of is that I wanted him to call me using than voice again. I moved my hand up and down once more while gently squeezing his length and he moaned.

I slightly went closer. I took him in my mouth. He violently cursed. I looked up at him again because of my shock. Is this wrong?

"What's wrong?" I asked, my hand was frozen but still holding his manliness. Am I doing it wrong?

There's fire in Natsu's eyes while staring at me which made me throb with desire. He cursed again and I saw how his eyes became clouded with lust. He closed his eyes. It's like every system in his body is in a wreck because of what I'm doing.

"Luce... you're driving me fucking crazy..." Natsu said in a hoarse voice.

I stared at his cock in my hands. Again, I took him in my mouth. I heard him curse again so I stopped.

He bit his lips while staring at me before kneeling down. He caressed my cheek...

"Luce, you are making me so fucking horny when I want to make love to you slowly..." he said while showering my blushing cheek with his kisses.

I bit my lip and let him suck every skin on my neck. He slowly pushed me to bed, big hands covering my breast. The soft material of my clothes suddenly felt violent to my skin.

Lost in his kisses, I didn't notice how he managed to remove my clothes. The next thing I knew, I was completely naked

in front of him. I shivered when I felt his finger brushed against my erected nipple. He massaged my left mound while his face hovered closely to the other, teasing it with his breath. I gasp when I slightly felt the ghost feeling of his lips on the side of my mounds. He continued giving light kisses to my boob, lips touching every part of it except my nipple. I violently panted at the frustration I'm feeling. I want to feel him. I want to feel his mouth all over my body!

He smirked at my reaction, his dark green and onyx eyes still captivating mine, not letting me to look away before taking the aching bud in his mouth. The burning throb in between my thighs escalated

into and unbearable need! I felt his tongue teasing my nipple in every way. I grind against him. He held my waist to stop me from squirming under him before letting it out with a loud and wet pop and turning to the other. My eyes rolled back. His sexy lips teasingly parted before sucking on my hardened skin. I let out a throaty moan, fingers tightly clenching on his hair in the process. I want him so bad!

I felt his hand on the side of my leg. He gripped it. Because of too much frustration, I moved my hips so that his hand would go directly where desperately wanted to be touched. He gave me my wish. His fingers gently massaged my folds. I let out a loud moan that I think was heard outside.

"Stay still..." he whispered, face in front of my stomach, the vibration of his voice was slightly felt because of my sensitive skin but I think it shook my whole system with need and lust.

I obeyed him even if it's hard. I looked at him as he made his way down. His intense eyes are still on me, making me want to never look away... to just cage myself in his arms. My thoughts were cut when my eyes rolled back because of his sudden kiss on my wet folds that automatically sent me to a new world. My whole world trembled because of that kiss. He kissed me hungrily while my whole world turned white. Hips are bucking up with every flick of is tongue. I felt and heard him laugh. The vibrations of his voice travelled from my clit to my stomach and intensified what's building up inside me. I can't hear and think of anything else anymore. All I think about was the pleasure he's giving me.

I moaned in protest when he stopped, angry eyes directed to him, ready to fire for the interruption of the pleasure I'm feeling but he silenced me with his look. And in one move, I felt him in between me. He forced himself inside me. I met him halfway his first thrust. I wanted more. I wanted it faster. I wanted him so bad. So... so bad!

He cursed loudly at what I did. His first thrust were slow and gentle. But I want him to do it faster so I could reach it!

He reached for my lips and kissed me gently. I kissed him back, still meeting him halfway everytime he pushes himself inside.

When I bite him and pulled his lower lip a little, I realised that his restraint ran out. His move suddenly went hard and fast. I moaned in both pleasure and pain. I let out a scream that ended up silent when I felt him ramming me faster and deeper than before. The pleasure was amazing and electrifying. With each thrust, he made me feel lost. I welcome him in every thrust and felt a longing in me that I never knew I existed in his every withdraw.

With each stroke and each touch, he brought me to the peak. My nails dugged to his back as jolts of violent pleasure exploded inside of me.

His rhythm doubled in speed. My breath is matching his movements. I felt him grab my left leg to tug it upwards after eagerly squeezing it and giving a light slap. He moaned and panted when he raised my leg more. My upper body slightly rose because of his other arm encircling my waist. His face went to my neck when he got contented with my new position, my body's too tired and still feeling euphoric so I let him manoeuvre me. I felt a small pain on my neck when he bit it but it just turned me on.

I raised my head to give him access when he gave my throat a long lick. I panted at the action and my breath became laboured when I felt something building up in me again. I tightened my arms on his body, fingers desperately scratching on his muscular back. His rapid movements became deeper. I raised my other leg and locked my ankles in his back in an attempt to cage him to prevent him from leaving me. He groaned at the action before entering me deeper and biting the curve on my neck and shoulder which triggered my orgasm that was more intense than before. My mouth opened for a silent scream while my legs tensed around him while he paid me no mind and focused on catching his own euphoric bliss. He shut my mouth by eating my lips. I swallowed his moans and groans while his pace became savage and messy and then I felt him explode inside of me. His hot and wet essense filled me. He stayed still and called out my name, showering my lips with light kisses that I'm to tired to give back. I just wanted to stay like this forever.