Henloooo :3. I,m just here to say that, sorry if now I´ll delay a bit more with the chapters, but, I returned to classes (online obviously cuz of the quarantine :v)…yay :/.
…But well you are not here to listen my tragedies you are here for the chapter sooooooo, here we go! :3
Rose finally arrived with Jax tired of running, but she didn't care about it, she only cared about her injured brother, Jax was about to go to sleep, and at first he saw the siblings with a weird look wondering who were they or what, but he didn't give it importance and decided to just attend Nath immediately...
Meanwhile, Blu and Jewel went to Jewel's hollow in the middle of the night with a very uncomfortable silence...
-Blu: ...
-Jewel: ...
-Blu: (Jewel are you...mad at me?...Blu what the hell is that question of course she is mad at you! Who wouldn't be mad at me right now?! I almost killed a bird and...and...I don't know why...uuuuugh seriously what's wrong with me?! I'm...I'm a monster) *A tear started to fall from his eye*
-Roberto: *Arrives with them* Jewel! I was searching for you!
-Jewel: ...
-Roberto: Um... *sighs sadly* look Jewel I...I'm sorry ok? Um...well I'm, I-I'm not good with words but, I want you to know that I'm really really sorry...you are...you are a very special bird for me Jewel...a-and I don't mean it only because I have a crush on you, I-I really mean it, you are...you are, my best friend...and...my family...and I don't want to lose your friendship...I know I acted like a total jerk and yea you can call me like that if you want, you can call me jerk, idiot, stupid, moron, however you want and you'll be right! I know I acted like that but...but please...forgive me…and, sorry for, breaking, your fist…I'm really sorry, I swear that I would never be able of giving you any harm…I'm really really sorry...
-Jewel: ... *Hugs Roberto* Alright, I forgive you...
-Roberto: ... *Hugs back shyly* R-really?...
-Jewel: Hmhm, seriously, is ok now, it was a bit my fault too...I didn't take your feelings with enough consideration...but, I said you were special to me too right? Well is because you are, and, I don't want to lose my since childhood friend Beto ^w^
-Roberto: Oh...hehehe, t-thank you Jewel, thank you so much Juju *sighs* what did I do to deserve a great friend like you?
-Jewel: *Blushes a bit* Hehehe awww X3
-Roberto: Hehe ^w^ *notices Blu crying silently* Hm Blu? Is everything alright? Why are you crying buddy?
-Blu: ...
-Jewel: ...Beto, could you leave us alone for a while please? ^^
-Roberto: Um...alright, if you need anything you know you count with me bud *smiles gently at Blu and flies away*
-Jewel: ...
-Blu: ...J-Jewel?...
-Jewel: ...Why Blu? Why did you do that?
-Blu: Um...I-I don't know I, was just mad and, out of control and...
-Jewel: Being mad is not justification for almost killing someone Blu! Didn't you learn that with Roberto or something?!...*Sighs* Aren't you supposed to be protecting birds? Not killing them?
-Blu: N-no no no Jewel please I can explain-
-Jewel: I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU! *Takes a deep breath* ...Look Blu, right now I'm, REALLY, exhausted, and, mad and, most of all disappointed of you… *sighs* and to think that I admired you all my life...please, just go to your hollow
-Blu: …B-but, J-Jewel...
-Jewel: I SAID GO TO YOUR HOLLOW! IS AN ORDER BLU!
-Blu: ... *Goes to the hollow's entrance about to fly away with more tears on his eyes* I-I'm...I'm sorry...seriously... *flies away crying*
-Jewel: ...*Sighs sadly* Uuuuugh...
Blu arrived to his hollow and laid on his nest crying
-Blu: (Why why why? Why did I act like that? *Grabs his toy Linda and hugs it tightly* I'm a monster, I'm a horrible monster...) *Sobs*
February 23th:
-Roberto: *In Blu's hollow* Blu, Blu wake up!
-Blu: Zzzzz
-Roberto: -_- *Slaps his cheek*
-Blu: Ow! *Wakes up* J-Jewel?
-Roberto: Um, sorry but, no hehe :b
-Blu: Oh...hi Rob... *sighs sadly and gets up*
-Roberto: Well um...I...after you left I went with Juju again and...and um, she told me everything...
-Blu: Oh, great, so now I have two friends who are mad at me...
-Roberto: Um no not at all Blu! How could I be mad at you when you weren't mad at me after what I did? :|
-Blu: *Sighs* Alright then...
-Roberto: Um...anyways I came because, because, I wanted to announce you that Lila has recovered :b
-Blu: L-Lila? Oh wow, really?
-Roberto: Hmhm, well actually, all the gang is recovered too heh :3
-Blu: Oh...a-alright then I'll, I'll go visit them...thanks Rob *flies away*
-Roberto: Sure bud...
Blu flew and arrived to Lila's hollow
-Jaquelin: Are you sure nothing hurts you?
-Lila: Yea yea, seriously guys I'm fine and well recovered :3
-Arlo: You sure? I mean, um, you fell from your hollow which is, very tall...
-Lila: I what? ._. Oh Blu you are here! Hi buddy hehe ^w^
-Arlo: Hey Blu :b
-Jaquelin: Oh so you are Blu, hello, I'm Jaquelin :3
-Blu: Um hi Arlo and, n-nice to meet you Jaqui
-Lila: Well guys, can you leave Blu and me alone for a moment please? I want to talk with him :3
-Jaquelin: Alright girl, but we'll come back later huh, you still have to explain how the hell you fell from your hollow :|
-Arlo: Hmhm, well bye ^w^ *They fly away*
-Lila: ...(But I didn't fall from my hollow :|)
-Blu: Um so...h-how do you feel Lila?
-Lila: Very good don't worry hehe, I just got hit in my head is not big deal, I've dealt with hitting my head against a cactus hehehehe...is not a joke :|
-Blu: ._. ...Um...o-k hehe...
-Lila: What? You don't believe me? -w-
-Blu: N-no no no yea I do believe you hehe "^^
-Lila: Hmph, alright ^w^
-Blu: Hehe...
-Lila: Alright, so tell me, why that face Blu? :3
-Blu: Hm? W-what do you mean?
-Lila: You know, your face. You have that face of "I'm sad and I want to share my thoughts with someone but I don't know if I should" hehe *said imitating a funny male voice*
-Blu: Oh...h-how did you know?...
-Lila: With this crystal ball *creates a crystal ball on her wings*, it predicts the futuuuuure :3
-Blu: Oh! R-really?
-Lila: Nope :3 *throws the ball away and it breaks* I was just kidding :3
-Blu: Oh ._.
-Lila: Hehe no I don't know I just, see your face and, it doesn't look with that happy cute expression of always :3
-Blu: *Blushes* A-am I cute?...
-Lila: Yes, you are -w-
-Blu: Oh! Hehe t-thanks...and do you um, think...Jewel likes...cute things? Hehe...j-just asking...
-Lila: Yuuuuup, I'm sure she- ...ooooooo someone has a cru-ush on her 7w7
-Blu: *Blushes more and looks away* I mean...m-maybe a little hehe...j-just, don't tell anyone please...
-Lila: Hehe alright, I promise, but if I'm honest with you, if you keep blushing like that it will be more than obvious :b
-Blu: Hehe...yea but... *sighs* whatever it doesn't matter...she's now mad at me...
-Lila: Nuuu really? Why? :c
-Blu: Um...Lila can I, talk with you about something?
-Lila: You are already doing it :|
-Blu: :| ...
-Lila: Hehe ok sorry sorry I'll get serious hehe. What do you want to talk about? :3
-Blu: ...I mean...I don't really know if you'll understand it b-but...I, I punched someone...
-Lila: Hm? Well Blu, honestly every nexus owner has punched someone at least one time in their lives :v
-Blu: No but I mean...very badly...like, I didn't only punch him I...I almost...k-killed him...
-Lila: Oh...and, why? You really don't seem to be a troublesome guy who enjoys fighting hehe :b
-Blu: W-well...there goes the complicated thing...he really didn't do anything, to ME, it was to Jewel...however...I felt like he had...done it to me? Ugh, idk is weird to explain it but...you know it was like, I felt...Jewel's pain? I'm not really sure...
-Lila: Hmm...ok and, why did you get mad at him?
-Blu: Well...h-he wasn't listening to Jewel...and also because, he hurt her, ignored her... And, the weirdest thing of all is that...
-Lila: What?
-Blu: *Sighs* Well...I don't know if you'll get it...b-but, before I arrived here, to the jungle, I lived in a place called Minnesota...and, um, there...the birds, simply didn't talk to me...you may be wondering why-
-Lila: Because of no reason at all? :3
-Blu: Um, y-yea exactly! I mean...w-well, I used to live with a human so...they-
-Lila: Only judged you because of that? :3
-Blu: ! Y-yes! ...And w-well no one-
-Lila: No one didn't want to give you the chance to talk with them? They only judged you for what they saw at first sight? :3
-Blu: ! Y-yes! ...Wow um, ahem, ok and, the point is that, when I was punching that guy...I remembered all of that. All of those birds who...insulted me or, criticized me a-and treated me badly...and it had nothing to do with him! So I don't get it!
-Lila: ...Heh, that's easy Blu, you imagined you were punching those birds, not that guy :3
-Blu: W-what?! No! W-well...yes actually...yes but...even if I imagined THEM, I still knew it was truly him!
-Lila: Yea, because you were mad at him, and he doing that to Jewel, remembered you about what those birds did to you, so that's why you imagined them, because that's what you would like to do to them -w-
-Blu: W-what?! T-that's not true! W-why would I...why would I...want to...do that...?
-Lila: You hesitated, that means I'm right, am I not? TwT
-Blu: ...Y-yea...h-how do you know so much about this?
-Lila: *Shrugs* Easy, because I've heard that story already :b
-Blu: Oh, r-really?
-Lila: Hmhm, birds who rejected a bird...judged it by what they just knew without giving it any chances or opportunity, and no matter how many times that bird tried to prove they were wrong, they always kept ignoring and ignoring it
-Blu: ...Wow, so someone else has passed through that too huh? Oh god I don't even want to imagine the loneliness that bird went through...I don't wish it to anybody, it feels horrible...
-Lila: Yea...so is normal what happened to you Blu...or, kind of, I think so :|. Even if you are a peaceful friendly bird, you would like to take revenge of those who made you suffer, to teach them what they made you feel, to make them suffer, to desire the worst for them because it still hurts you! But at the end *sighs* is not worth it Blu. You just want to let go what you'd been feeling through all these years, and the best thing is to talk with someone who listens to you ^w^
-Blu: Oh...um, alright, then...thanks...
-Lila: *Sighs and walks to the hollow's entrance* So, do we go to the training area? :3
-Blu: What? But, um, didn't you say you didn't want to get involved in a fight?
-Lila: Yes I did. However *sighs* if that involves not being able to protect what I finally found after so many years...then I'll learn to fight. I want to be able to protect, fight for them, be useful for them, because they are all for me...
-Blu: ...O-k...
-Lila: Hmhm *takes a deep breath with the fresh wind* ahhhh...it feels good to, find companion after being alone don't you think?
-Blu: Um, what?
-Lila: Yea as you heard, feels good right? :3
-Blu: ...W-wait...you...that bird you mentioned that passed through the same is...you?...
Flashbacks start:
"-Lil macaw: Hm, is her again...she is weird, she doesn't speak at all :|
-Lil macaw: Yea :/...
-Lil macaw: Yea she looks like, an antisocial weirda, let's better not talk to her 7-7
-Lil Lila: ...Um...w-wait it's...is not like...t-that... *the macaws have already left* ...oh..."
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"-Lil macaw 1: Woo goal! Hehe, we are the best team! -w-
-Lil macaw 2: Yes we are :3
-Lil Lila: ...Um...ex-cuse me can, may, m-may I join too?...
-Lil macaw: Uh...sure, why not :b
After some time, the little macaws kept playing, except that they really didn't notice or took Lila on mind, they just played, without paying her any attention...
-Lil Lila: ... *Sighs and leaves sadly slowly*
-Lil macaw: Huh, she left. Well, not that she was important for the team anyways Xb
-Lil macaw 2: Yea, with or without her is the same :| *keeps playing*
-Lila: ... (I can still listen to you...) *Holding back some tears*..."
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"-Lil Lila: Um...h-hi...
-Lil macaw: What?! Did you say something?!
-Lil Lila: Um...I s-said hi...
-Lil macaw: What?! Speak louder! *Approaches his ear to her beak*
-Lil Lila: Um but *blushes* but...I just said, h-hi...
-Lil macaw: YOU SAID WHAT?!
-Lil Lila: *Blushes more* H-hi...
-Lil macaw: (I give up -_-) Uhhhhhh...y-yea yea, same, yeah every day :| *leaves* (geez speak louder for god's sake -_-)
-Lil Lila: *Sighs and walks away looking down sadly*"
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"-Lil Lila: *Sobs* I hate being shy *sniff*, why don't they accept me if I do things they like to do too? *Sobs* I just want a friend... *sniff*"
Flashbacks end
-Lila: Hehe *winks and flies away*
-Blu: ...S-she went through the same as me?...B-but then...how did she get over it?... Um, w-wait! *Flies to Lila* Um...h-how did you, get over it?...
-Lila: Heh, is easy Blu, it was thanks to my friends. One day, I told them everything about how I felt about it, and they listened to me, they supported me and helped me giving me their love...so that's, what you have to do Blu, just, spit it out, all of it, not only what happened, tell how you felt, what you thought, everything...trust me, it really helps. So, decide to tell it to someone you trust a lot, ok?
-Blu: ...O-ok, thank you
-Lila: Hehe. Oh actually, I suggest you to talk about it with Jewel, maybe that way she will understand you and will forgive you! ^w^
-Blu: Oh! A-alright yea thanks heh...um...thanks Lila
-Lila: Sure Blu, anytime, now what do you say? Do we go to the training area with the others? :3
-Blu: Um, s-sure yea! Hehe...
They arrived to the training area some time later with Nico, Pedro, Eva and Rafael
-Eva: Ugh...what are you doing here Lila?
-Lila: I'm going to train
-Everyone: What?!
-Nico: But, didn't you say you wanted to stay away from conflicts and fights?
-Lila: Yea, but that changed...when the club got destroyed, I wasn't able to protect you from that cockatoo...you were the ones who took care of everything basically...and, when Pedro got mind controlled, I didn't do much either...so that's why, I will train, I will become stronger so like that I can be able to protect my dear friends ^w^
-Nico: Awwwww Lila...
-Pedro: We love you girl :,3
-Lila: Hehe, I love you too guys...and I swear I will fight for you till the end from now on! -w-
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So tada! There it is, Lila's backstory :b (and actually, Lila's backstory, is my real backstory as well [including the cactus :D], and that's the reason why I made Blu getting crazy mad, because, when I was still hurt, I had those thoughts, of hurting them and take revenge, cuz it still hurt to remember how I felt thanks to them, and I always desired for making them regret... [yes I´m mentally ok I have to make clear that this happened for around 7 years when I was still a little kid :v] but however, one day I told everything to some friends, and after I told them everything about how I was feeling, I just felt better! I didn't cry or hurt me anymore when I thought about it since that day, so I really want to thank those friends, who made me get over all those bad memories and now made me even stronger and a bit more confident of myself...and yea Jaqui, that includes you, thank you from all my heart...)
...See ya! \:v/