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Warning: This chapter contains violence, death and blood. If that's not your thing then I'm sorry, I did warn you a few times. It also deals with grief and going through a tough time.

Alright on with the show.

NORMAL POV:

The sun hung low as the team arrived back at the base. The base guards readied their guns as they saw a Order Jeep hurdling towards them but quickly stepped away when Red hung out of the window yelling, "Move out of the way you, idiots!"

Red drove the car into the Northern Towns vehicle bay, nearly running a lot of Resistance soldiers over.

When the car came to a halt, Rapps, Anna and Olaf rushed out with Charles and hurried to the medical center.

Olaf was caring his brother, while Rapps was checking if Charles was still breathing and the if the constant moving isn't worsening his condition. Anna was pushing people out of the way, making a clear path for Olaf to move through.

"Hurry guys we're, losing him." Rapps said as they rushed through the sea of people. "Stay with us, Marshmallow."

They finally reached the medical center and Rapps started yelling orders. "We need a stretcher here, now!"

A stretcher was brought and Olaf carefully placed Charles down. "Alright, we need to prepare an operation room now! Get Dr. Robinson, tell him we have a code red. Server wounds to the legs and abdomen, sever blood loss and heart rate is plummeting. Possibility that pieces of shrapnel could be embedded in the wound near the chest." Rapps said as she and a few other medical workers pushed Charles to a room.

Anna and Olaf had been following the whole way until they were stopped by Rapps.

"Sorry guys but this as far as you can go."

"But that's my brother." Olaf argued.

"I know, don't worry he's in good hands and I'll be with him the whole time." Rapps squeezed Olaf's arm and then turned around disappearing behind big doors.

The remaining members of the team sat in silence, waiting to hear about Charles condition.

Olaf jumped at every sound of medical alarms and doctors rushing past them.

Alarm going off, commotion inside operation room.

"What is that?" Olaf asked as he jumped up from where he was sitting.

Many nurses started to rush up and down the hall moving, heading to the room where Charles was being treated.

Inside the room:

"Doctor his heart rate is dropping faster." A nurse said. "The blood flow isn't lessening. Blood pressure lower than 90/60 mm."

"Damn it." Dr. Robinson swore. He started working faster trying to stop the bleeding.

The heart monitor's alarm started going off.

"He's going into cardiac arrest." Rapps said. "Bring the AED!" A nurse brought over the AED. "Clear 1? Clear 2? All clear? Charge. " Shock.

"He's unresponsive."

"Again. Clear 1? Clear 2? All clear? Charge." Shock.

"Still unresponsive."

"Again. Clear 1?Clear 2?All clear? Charge." Shock. " Come on Charles, this isn't time to be stubborn. Work with me!"

Outside:

"What's going on in there?!" Olaf was getting frustrated. The commotion in the room had gotten worse. "Anna, you know more about this medical stuff than I do, what's going on in there?"

"I don't know, Olaf. Their probably trying to stop the bleeding."

"How long is that supposed to take?"

"Olaf?" Came a voice from the door.

Olaf turned around ro face the door and saw Rapps standing in the door in dark blue doctor's scrubs.

"Rapunzel.." He moved forward. "How is he?"

"Olaf... I'm... I'm so sorry, he was unresponsive and lost a lot of blood. He's...he's...he didn't make it. I'm so sorry." Rapps eyes were overflowing with tears.

Earlier in the operation room:

"Work with me!" Rapps yelled but Charles remained unresponsive.

A sound could then be heard that no doctor ever wants to hear. Beep.. Beep... Beep...Beeeee.

The heart monitor then showed a flat light."

No... No! No stay with me Charles! You hear me?! Stay with me!" Rapps started preforming CPR on him trying to restart his heart. "

Come on! Come on! Stay with us damn it!"

"Mrs. Corona! Mrs. Corona..." Dr. Robinson tried to get her attention."

No, I can save him!" She continued to give him CPR but still nothing had happened."

Rapunzel.. He's gone."

"No..." She whispered softly.

"Time of death 20:34. I'll go tell Olaf." He said as he placed a comforting hand on Rapps's shoulder."

No, no I'll tell him. He deserves to hear it from me."

Back outside:

"My...my brother's d..dead? Olaf asked, his voice shaking. Suddenly he couldn't feel his legs anymore and fell. Luckily Kris and Rider were right behind him to catch him. "He's really gone?"

"Olaf I'm so sorry." Red offered her apologies. They all help Olaf back to his seat.

Anna was in tears. She couldn't take it anymore. She had to get out of there.

"I need to get out of here." She got up and ran out of the medical center back to the base corridors.

"Anna!" Kris called after her.

Later:

Anna was sitting in a chair in a dark room, crying her eyes out when she heard a the door opened and someone walked in.

"I thought I might find you in here." a voice, Kris, said.

"How? I rarely even come here."

"Because you needed to be alone but you also needed some closure." Kris said walking over to Anna, wrapping her in a big hug. Kris had found Anna in Elsa's office.

"It hurts Kristoff. It really hurts. I've lost two of the most important people to me, in a span of 48 hours. I just want the pain to go away." Anna said through tears.

"I know it hurts and I can't promise it won't keep on hurting but I promise you that it will get better."

"I didn't even get to say goodbye. To either of them."

"Anna, I'm not sure, when I should give you this but I think now is better than ever." He then reached into his shirt pocket pulling something out.

"Give me what?"

"It's something from Elsa. I understand if you won't want to read it immediately but she told me to give it to you if anything were to happen to her and I think it might answer some things." He then gave Anna an envelope and a small black box. "I'll leave you alone with it."

He gave he a kiss on the top of the head and walked out of the room. Anna was once again left alone in the dark with her thoughts. 'What could Elsa possibly want to tell me beyond the grave?'

Anna then turned on the desk light and saw something on the desk she never thought she would see. The picture frames on the desk held a picture of Anna's graduation ceremony where she, Kris, Elsa, Bulda and Cliff stood together smiling.

The other picture frame held a old damaged picture of two young girls playing. One with blonde hair and the other with strawberry blonde hair.

'I remember this picture. Elsa use to carry this everywhere with her when we were younger.'

She then looked over at the envelope and black box resting on the desk. She then took the envelope and started reading.

'Dearest Anna

If you're reading this, it means something has happened to me and there is a few things I wanted you to know but I never had the strength to tell you face to face.

I've written this letter over and over and over again for years trying to get the right words but it was brought to my attention that even if I didn't have the right words, you still deserve to know why I've treated you the way I have.

Anna, you've asked me many times over the years what you have done to me but what you should have asked is what did I do to you.

It happened about 13 years ago when I was 10 and you were 7...

13 years ago:

It was late one night. A young Elsa was creeping through the house making her way to the front door. She had recently joined The Resistance Junior messaging program. A group of children to young to officially join The Resistance

She had received word that there is a to Resistance spy in the Order, who had retrieved valuable information for the Resistance but was under heavy surveillance, meaning he couldn't have direct contact with The Resistance.He needed a messenger to get the message to the general but it was a very dangerous situation because of the heavy surveillance, no place for a child.

'Not a place for a place for a child my royal behind. I'll show them I'm no child.' Elsa though.

Just as she was about to go out of the door she heard the floorboards creak. Afraid that she had been caught she spun around.

"Anna? What are you doing up so late?"

"I could ask you the same question. Where are you going?"

"Nowhere. Just got up for a drink of water."

"Fully dressed in black with a backpack? Please Elsa, I'm seven, not stupid."

"Alright fine, I'm going out."

"Out? Out where? On a Resistance mission?!" Anna said excitedly.

"Shhh! Mom and dad are going to hear you."

"Right sorry. Can I go with you?"

"No, sorry Anna. It's too dangerous. No place for little kids."

"You're a kid too!!"

"I'm not!"

"Are too!"

"Am not!"

"Are too!!"

"Am not! Look Anna, I have to go. Please go back to bed." Elsa begged."

Alright but only if you tell me all about it in the morning and you take this for good luck." Anna reached behind her neck and took off a necklace with a snowflake pendent on it and gave it to Elsa.

"Deal." With that Elsa was out the door.

At the meet up location:

Elsa arrived at the location and saw a tall man clothed in black stand against the wall smoking a cigarette.

"Agent Phoenix?" She asked as she moved cautiously. "I'm here with the Resistance."

"You know things are going down hill when they send a kid to the dirty work. Here. " He said putting the cigarette out against the building he was leaning on and gave her a flash drive.

"I'm not a kid!" Elsa exclaimed.

Bang! A short flew over Elsa's head hitting Phoenix in the chest. As he fell Elsa ducked behind a nearby crate.

She saw a man with a gun move closer to the body lying on the ground.

Elsa looked around trying to find a way out of there. She saw crates lined up against the wall. 'Maybe I could squeeze through behind them, turn the corner and run home.'

Clang! A sound of something metallic hitting the floor got her attention when she heard a small voice saying 'oops'.

She spun around only to be met by two blue eyes and two pigtails.

"Anna?!" Elsa whispered furiously.

"Surprise." She giggled nervously.

"What are you doing here?! I thought we had a deal!!"

"I wanted to come with you but you said it wasn't for kids, even though your a kid too!"

"Anna this is dangerous! What were you thinking?!"

I'm sorry, I wanted to prove that I'm brave like you. Are you mad at me?" Anna asked with tears in her eyes.

"No I'm not mad but we are going to have a long conversation when get home. Now just follow my lead and don't break anything."

Anna nodded her head. They started squeezing past the back of the crates, Elsa peaking over them every once in a while making sure that man didn't know their here. One of them accidentally bumped a crate causing what was on top of the it to fall. That caught the man's attention.

"Anna run."

"What?"

"Anna, I said run." Elsa pushes Anna forward as she ran backwards trying to get the attention on her so that Anna could escape.

She felt someone grab her arm and she struggled to get lose. "I found her!"

"Let me go! Let me go!"

"Such a pretty young girl. What are you doing out here with that man?" A man with gray hair asked.

"None of your business!"

"Oh it appears that your parents had neglected to teach you some manners!" The man snapped. He threw her on the ground where something sharp cut her upper arm. She hissed in pain.

"Now give me the flash drive or I'll have to kill you." He pointed his gun at Elsa when something hit him in the head.

"Don't touch my sister!"

Elsa shot up from the ground, running toward Anna.

"What are you doing back here?!"

"I'm helping."

The man came up from behind them and grabbed Anna, holding a gun towards her head. "Leave her alone! This has nothing to do with her!"

"Sorry dearie, can't do that unless you give me the flash drive."

"Here just take it! Just leave her alone!"

He grabbed the flash drive and then hit Anna against the head with the bud of the gun knocking her out cold. He dropped her to the ground.

"What did you do?! You said you wouldn't hurt her!"

"I never agreed to that dearie, I said you had to give me the flash drive. This why kid's shouldn't be involved in stuff like this. Now to finish you off...ahhh!!!" He screamed in agony when Elsa launched at him with a knife she kept in her pocket, stabbing him in the abdomen.

He fell clutching his stomach. Elsa then picked Anna up and started running home but she couldn't ignore the large gash on her sister's forehead that was oozing blood. 'Please be okay.'

She burst through the door when she got home yelling, "Mama! Papa!"

Her parents came running down the stairs and saw their eldest daughter clutching her younger sister in her arms blood on both of their clothes.

"Elsa, what have you done?"

Present:

That night we rushed you to the hospital. Turns out you the hit only render you unconscious, in need of 8 stitches and left you with no memory of that night but I could never forget.

I could never forget how helpless I felt when he held that gun to your head. How I just stood there doing nothing. I could never forget how scared you looked, all because of me.

That night I vowed to never let you get because of me again, even if it meant distancing myself from you. Even if it meant leaving and never seeing you again.

Anna, I want you to know that my actions was never meant to hurt you and I know they did. For that I am deeply sorry but now that I'm gone you can finally move on and find someone out there who could be a better sister than me. A sister you deserve. I love you Anna, never forget that. Stay safe

Your sister

Elsa

PS. look in the box.

Anna's eyes were overflowing with tears when she opened the box. Staring back at her was her old snowflake necklace with a small note saying, 'For a bit of luck.'

"Oh Elsa.." Anna was full blown sobbing now. She then came to a realization. "This is all The Order's fault! They took away my best friend and they took my sister away twice." Anna now became angry. She took the necklace and put it around her neck. "Not anymore. They will pay."

Anna stormed out of the office.

Kris was running up and down the bas e corridors when he finally stumbles upon Red, Rider and Olaf sitting in the food hall.

"Hey guys have any of you seen Anna?"

"No, why?"

"I can't find her anywhere."

"She's been gone since last night?" Rider asked.

"I found her an hour after she stormed off but no one has seen her since."

"Hey major general!" Someone called from the door of the food hall. "There are reports of an unauthorized exit about five hours ago and the gate guards want to know if you authorized her leaving or should they send someone after her."

"Anna left? Why?"

"Come on we have to go after her, she couldn't have gone far." Kris said as he walked toward the door.

"Yeah, how far could she have gotten?" Rider asked

"Also she took the Jeep you arrived in yesterday."

"Okay so she apparently she could have gotten a quite far."

"Kristoff!" Rapps came rushing in.

"I know Rapps, Anna's out there and we're going to go get her now."

"Wait what, Anna let base with out authorization?" Rapps asked.

"If you didn't know then why are you looking for me?"

"It's Sven. He's awake."

Yey another long chapter. Writing long chapters is actually quite hard. :P

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