Bellamy's P.O.V

"I was wondering if it was okay if Clarke stayed for the weekend?"

"I guess" I say.

"Hey, I know she hurt you but she's just not ready and trust me she likes you a lot...she's falling for you hard she just needs time" she tells me, like I'm going to believe that.

"Right, she falling in love with me and I'm rich"

"I'm serious Bell, she is falling for you hard"

"I'll believe it when I hear it from her"

"Fine be a jackass, I know she hurt you but you don't realize that by you acting like this hurts her too, you can be an ass for all I care and I am going to go to bed and leave you out here to think about what you want and what you need and what you need is to get your head out of your ass" she says and storms out of the room.

Maybe she's right, well right about me being an asshole, it did hurt when she backed off but I should be nice because she did just get out of a bad relationship. She can't be falling for me,Come on, it's me, but I know I'm in love with her and I want to be with her even if it is for a short time.

Clarke's P.O.V

The last thing I heard Octavia say before she stormed into the room was her calling Bellamy an ass and told him to get his head out of his ass. About 2 hours later I was still awake and Octavia started kicking me and so I went into the living room where I found Bellamy on the couch running his hand through his heir like he was stressed about something.

"Hey, you okay?" I asked him

"Yeah, what are you doing up?" he asks me back.

"Couldn't sleep, you?"

"My mom wants to come home and it feels like my world is falling apart"

"I think it's great that your mom wants to come home but what do you mean about your world falling apart"

"I'm just stressed and my mom is still really sick and the hospital called me and told me to come in and talk to her tomorrow"

"Well I'm sorry, and I'm sorry about yesterday, I didn't pull away because I don't feel something for you because I do, I just got really scared"

"I understand, yeah it hurt but you just got out of a relationship and so did I, and right now we are in high school and you don't believe in love so, it's fine"

"It's not that I don't believe in love it's just...when Lexa died I didn't believe what she said and then Finn hurt me then I started to believed it...so if I don't live by it I feel like I'm letting her down" I tell him while trying not to cry.

"Who's Lexa?" he asks while putting his hand on mine.

"You know how I said my aunt said Love was weakness" he nods and wants me to continue "well she is not my aunt, she's my sister"

"Wait so you're saying Murphy has 2 sisters"

"No, well kinda but Lexa isn't his sister, Anya is his half sister other than me. And before you ask Kane had another child after Murphy that is not my moms, also my foster family is my bio mom and her man slut and his daughter. Anyway Lexa was my dad's first child and she killed herself when I was 13" I tell him while not looking at him.

"Hey I'm sorry and no wonder you don't like going home" he says.

"Yeah, the only reason I live there is because of Murphy, he's the only one who wants me"

"I want you"

"Bell...you're sweet but I…"

"I know but it's true I want you and you think you're nothing when you are everything and people want you, me, Octavia, the gang, Murphy, and even your dad before he died. Just because your mom is a Bitch along with her man slut and his daughter, and even spacewalker doesn't mean you are nothing and it doesn't mean you are unwanted"

Before I could stop myself my lips were on his and a simple kiss turned into a passionate one very quickly, the kiss sent my bones on fire and I didn't want to stop but I knew I had to so I pulled away. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have but no one has ever said something that sweet to me that is so untrue"

"You think it's untrue really, do you want me to get everyone together and ask them because I will" he says with a pissed off face.

"No, but I feel like I'm nothing, I just think…"

"Stop it, please it breaks my heart when you say this about yourself"

"Bellamy I don't…" he stops me by kissing me and this time I don't pull away. We kiss for a few minutes then he pulls away.

"You are not nothing, and I'm sorry about what happened with your family and if you need to get away you always have the Blake's, okay?" he says.

"Can I move in then"

He laughs and I hug him not wanting to let go, he made me feel safe and he hugs me back, having his arms around me makes it harder for me to not jump his bones even though I have never had sex before. He just makes me want a future with him because he listens and he is so kind to me when he doesn't have to be at all but he is.

"Why are you being so nice to me, I'm your little sister's annoying best friend" I asked him.

"You're not annoying, you are like the only one I know that I don't want to kill, and I've been beating myself up for falling for my little sister's best friend" he says.

"You didn't answer my question, why are you being so nice to me"

"Because I can"

"That's not an answer"

"Yes it is because I said so"

"Really?" I ask with a sarcastic look on my face.

"Yes" he says with a smile.

"I'm sorry about your mom"

"It's fine, but I told her about you and she said that she remembers you and that you would be a perfect match for me"

"I hate to disappoint her"

"I have to see her tomorrow do you want to come with me, and yes Lincoln will be here tomorrow with O"

"In that case I would love to come"

We laugh about how much we hate it when Octavia is with Lincoln and how much we either want to kill them or ourselves. We talked for 2 and a half hours and when I looked at the time it was 3:30 in the morning, I can't believe I have been talking to Bellamy Blake for 2 and a half hours straight, and I love talking to him, I also feel like I'm more best friends with him instead of O.

"We should get to bed, it's 3:30am, and doesn't feel like we are closer friends than me and Octavia?" I asked him.

"Sometimes, but don't tell Octavia about that," he says. "And your right we should get to bed, goodnight Princess"

"Goodnight Bell"

He goes to his room and I fall asleep on the couch and when I woke up Bellamy was in the kitchen making food. It was 11:30am and I can't believe he is up and making food for me and Octavia, he is so amazing and it's really hard to just be friends with him.