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She was looking at me with wide eyes. I can say what a surprise. But not more than me with my attitudes. Suddenly I forgot that I had rules, I forgot that the priority was always my pleasure and I realize that a simple smile from her already makes my day happy.
- How did you manage to close this restaurant just for the two of us? - she asks in amazement.
- I already said that you are very curious. Have you ever dared to say "paying well, how bad is it?"
- she doesn't even imagine how much I paid, nor do I believe I spent so much. I'm going to sleep poorer tonight. I turn away from her and look at her for a moment.
- what is it? she whispers.
- You are beautiful, I don't know how I didn't notice before - I say confused.
And kiss her again, taking my time. Exploring her mouth and my feelings.
- Let's have dinner, before I ...- I won't say that I want to grab her again. I promised to be patient.
- before what? - she asks with malice in her eyes.
- before you starve to death. We sit down and order. We ordered pasta and wine to accompany.
- I loved the surprise Gi. Thank you, you have brightened my days,-she says quietly. I reach out and take her hand from across the table.
- and you have made me experience feelings that I didn't know I had.
We look at each other as if that moment were unique in our lives.
- I want to know all about you. I just know you're called Ellen and you're friends with Lexie.
- You also know that I'm annoying, dramatic and a lot of other things that you already called me.
- I'm not proud of the things I said to you - I say with reluctance - only that the past doesn't matter, because you didn't praise me too much that I remember.
- truth. You don't have much to know about me. I like bags, traveling, I like to get flowers, my favorite color is Red, my dream is to go to Orlando to meet Mickey and see the whale show, I have a dog that I love, I studied fashion in the USA and worked as a model there too , today I am responsible for a large company in my family and I am alone in the world. That's all, -she says over and over. But what caught my attention the most was her last words. Alone? How?
- did you fight with your family?
- in fact my parents died and I have no close relatives - the memory touches her and I am disturbed by the news. I always imagined Ellen as a spoiled girl. I created all the wrong concepts about her.
- and when was it, a long time ago?
- let's not spoil the night talking about it. In a little while I will start crying like a fool, -she says, wiping away some tears that betrayed her.
- certainly child. The other day you tell me. Now that I know you've worked as a model, I want one of those photo shoots with you in lingerie as a gift - I say changing the subject I'm already getting an assortment of your lips.
- maybe one day, if you deserve it.
- I don't deserve it yet? I thought I was trying so hard - I look like a victim.
- I don't know how to buy you Giacomo. Now I want to know about you. What do you have to say to me?
- What do you know about me? - I ask
- that you are beautiful, a brilliant lawyer, who already sleeps with half the female population of São Paulo, who has the largest collection of Porshes in the state, who spends more money than other millionaires in Brazil and that has the biggest ego on the planet- she says already laughing like a fool.
- you forgot to mention something that is the biggest in the universe - I say provoking.
- Really? What?
- I can't say the name. The place is not suitable, but I will show you in bed- she chokes on her wine and looks at me in amazement.
- Giacomo, someone needs to end this ego of yours.
- I am playing child- I say to calm her down- in fact it is not a lie at all. There is a great truth in the middle of my legs - this time I laugh out loud.
- my God you are a worse convinced than I imagined - she says through the laughter.
- in fact I just want to see you happy- and without controlling myself to kiss her again. I don't know what my problem is, I look like a teenager today.
-We will dance until dinner arrives- I invite her, already pulling her by the arm.
- you are an amazing man Giacomo. You have a thousand faces. I am willing to know each one of them and choose my favorite- she says in my ear, teasing me, while we dance embracing to the music of "say you love me".
- and what will be your favorite? - I asked back with a bite on her neck.
- do not know yet. I like Giacomo romantic, wild, sexy. I'll decide the favorite, then I'll tell you. I just don't like the quarrelsome Giacomo.
- does Ellen have many faces too?
- no Ellen is not very surprising. I tend to be more predictable.
I burst out laughing. She looks at me with questioning eyes.
- you have nothing predictable child. Or did you forget that the first time you saw me you punched me in the face?
- I was actually defending Lexie. She is like family and never knew how to defend herself.
- we have a heroine here. Wonder Woman. I like it. I shut up and enjoyed the music hugging her, open to everyone. Feeling her perfume and the texture of her skin against my face.
- if I could make time stop now - she says sighing. - would be great. It would be perfect.
We stop dancing when food is served. We ate and talked for over an hour and then decided to leave. When I get in the car. I can't take it and ask.
- where are we going baby. To your house?
- Yes. Do you have another suggestion?
- I have several- I say already wondering where I want the night to end.
- one that convinces me to change my destiny? - she says referring to her house.
- a decision that will change your destiny forever - I say without paying necessary attention to how strong those words sound, full of promises, which I don't know if I'm prepared to keep.
- how much can it hurt me Giacomo? - she asks looking at me.
The music playing in the car fills the silence. I do not know what to say. I am also lost and I am also afraid.
- your silence says it all. Please Giacomo take me home - her voice is full of resentment and she turns her face away from me. My eyes are filled with sadness, but damn it, I can't promise what if don't know if I'm able to keep it.
- heart please don't do it- I try to take her hand. She doesn't let me and looks at me angrily in the eyes.
- I am not your heart. I am nothing of yours - she says revolting
- don't be childish Ellen. I'm not promising you marriage, because I'm not a guy like Leon. I don't make promises that I won't keep. My God, I am also lost in all this and I am trying to do the right thing for the first time in my life - I spoke with bitterness in my voice - give me a chance. I don't know if I can change, but I want to for you. She doesn't answer and when I park in front of her house she hurries down.
- hell- I cry as I go down behind her- wait Ellen, don't make me an idiot. She stops and looks at me startled by my screams. - do you realize how difficult it was to do what I did today? I never need to run after any woman. I don't have to worry about dinner, with details. Now I'm here being made a fool of myself, humiliating myself for you who doesn't want to hear me.
- you're wrong Giacomo. I'm not making a fool of you. You're an idiot. I already said that I'm not like the women you're used to seeing. Grow up. Be a real man and not a spoiled brat like you are, and then look for me. Because to prove to me that you have changed and that you deserve my love ...- she is out of control shouting those words and the word love does not go unnoticed and shivers me-you will have to do much more than a stupid dinner.
- stupid dinner? - I shake my head in disagreement, I did everything in the best possible way and now the dinner was stupid
- you need to grow up and stop finding the last cookie in the package. I get out and get in the car slamming the door. I start screeching my tires. - that imbecile, wasn't it good without complications? Weren't you happy with the life you had? - I wonder nervously throwing punches at the steering wheel
- Ellen will get me in trouble, I always knew that. Forget that woman and that's it. I head for a nightclub. I will prove to myself that she is just another unimportant one!
Thank you for those who commented you really motivate me to continue posting so I will be updating two chapters every day