Bellamy's P.O.V
Last night I stayed up talking to Clarke for 2 and a half hours and I didn't end up going to bed until around 3:30am, me and her talked about her family and she told me about her sister and how Anya was Murphy's sister and how much everyone in the house except the adults hate her and everything like that. I woke up around 11:00am and started making food and about a half an hour later I saw Clarke wake up, she is so beautiful and talking to her made me happy but just being friends with her is killing me.
She gets up and smiles then she disappears into O's bedroom, I want to be with her but there is no way I can, 12th grade is coming up because it's almost May and that is also Clarke's birthday month. I got her a bracelet with her name on it and I hope she likes it, it would mean that she has something I gave her which would make me really happy.
She and Octavia come out of Octavia's room and all I can do is smile at Clarke because she is happy at the moment and that's a good thing. After Clarke's and I's talk last night, seeing her smile makes me happy for her and I always want to see that smile on her face and when it's not there then I want to be the one to hold her and tell her everything is going to be okay and to make her smile. She needs some happiness in her life and I wish I could give her some of that happiness but I know she is not ready for that and I'm willing to wait.
We all eat and now that Lincoln is here, Clarke and I are on our way to the hospital to see my mom and try to convince my mom to stay there until she is better and hopefully she will listen to me. "You ready to see my mom" I asked Clarke as I parked the car.
"Yeah, the last time I saw her was before she went to the hospital last year" she says with a smile.
"Okay. let's go" We went in and I took Clarke down to my mom's room and there was my mom sitting on the bed watching tv and hooked up to tubes and wires. "Here we are, you sure you want to come in" I ask her.
"Yeah, I would love to see and talk to her again"
"Really, you sure"
"Yes, now come on, she's waiting"
"Okay" we walk in and my mom's face lights up with joy. "Hey mom"
"Hey my baby boy, and hello Clarke, I haven't seen you in forever" my mom says to her.
"Hey, yeah...how have you been" Clarke asks her.
"In bed with cancer, but other I'm okay, so Bellamy are you taking me home today"
"No mom, you need to stay here until you get better, I know I'm not 18 and I can't tell you what to do but if you come home you're just going to get worse"
"Bell, I'm tired...I can't fight anymore, I want to come home and be your mom for as long as I can" she says.
"No mom, please fight you can beat this, they're trying a new drug that has had success on you next week, so please just keep fighting a little longer" I say trying not to break down.
"Okay, O will for you and O...anyway Clarke are you finally dating my son"
"Um...no we're just friends, but someday he will find someone who will be the luckiest gal in the world" Clarke says to my mother...did I just hear that right.
"You're right or maybe he has found her," my mom says.
"What are you talking about mom?" I ask her.
"Nothing, can I talk to Clarke alone please"
"Umm, sure I guess"
I left the room and all I could wonder is why she wanted me to leave so she could talk to Clarke, I hope she doesn't try to hook me and her up.
Clarke's P.O.V
"Bell, I'm tired...I can't fight anymore, I want to come home and be your mom for as long as I can," Aurora says to Bell.
"No mom, please fight you can beat this, they're trying a new drug that has had success on you next week, so please just keep fighting a little longer" he says trying not to break down.
"Okay, I will for you and O...anyway Clarke are you finally dating my son"
"Um...no we're just friends, but someday he will find someone who will be the luckiest gal in the world" I say trying not to blush.
"You're right or maybe he has found her," my mom says.
"What are you talking about mom?" Bellamy asks her.
"Nothing, can I talk to Clarke alone please"
"Umm, sure I guess" he says and leaves.
I don't know what to do but then she pats her bed and so I sit next to her, where is this going? "Why are you and my son not dating, because the last time I saw you, you never met him but knew you would hate him...now that you met him you two are very nice to each other what happened"
"Well I dated this guy who hurt me and Murphy kicked his ass, and Bellamy found me on a curb crying, and he made up this nickname for me in the process. Anyway he bought me dinner and we talked, he also went out of a relationship and we became friends and we talked a lot about a lot of different things" I explained to her.
"Wow, but I can tell you have feelings for him"
"How did you-"
"It's the way you look at him, the same way I looked at Bellamy's dad before he left"
"Oh, but I'm not ready to be with anyone right now"
"And that's okay, have you guys ever-"
"Oh god no, we kissed a couple times but twice I pulled away and once he did"
"You didn't let me finish, I was going to only ask if you guys ever kissed but now I know"
"Aurora, what should I do...every time I see him to be with him but I can't be with him and it kills me but every time I get close I get scared" I asked her.
"You just need some time, keep talking to him and being friends with him and if you're both single when you are ready then try to make something happen with him" she says giving me a smile. "We should get Bell back in here before he thinks we are talking about him"
"Knowing him, he already thinks that, but yes we should"
"Can you go get him"
"Yeah" I left the room and ran right into him not watching where I was going. "Oh I'm sorry" he doesn't say anything, he just lifts my chin and kisses me.
"I'm sorry I just had to," he says.
"Don't be, um but your mom wants you back in there and is it okay if I wait in the car"
"Yeah, here's the keys just don't leave me here"
"I won't" I say and walk out to the car. I can not believe that he kissed me and I didn't pull away and neither did he but I'm not ready to be with anyone even if I want to.
Bellamy's P.O.V
Clarke leaves my mom's room and doesn't look where she is going and runs right into me and says "Oh I'm sorry" I don't say anything back I just lift her chin and kiss her.
"I'm sorry I just had to," I say to her.
"Don't be, um but your mom wants you back in there and is it okay if I wait in the car"
"Yeah, here's the keys just don't leave me here"
"I won't"
She leaves and I go into my mom's room to see how long I have to be here. "Hey mom," I say to her.
"Hey my baby boy, where's Clarke?" she asks.
"She's waiting in the car, anyway what did you two talk about"
"Just girl stuff, why is she in the car"
"Okay first of all 'just girl stuff' is code for talking about me and she's in the car because I kissed her"
"You did what"
"I kissed her and I don't know what to do"
"You really like her don't you?" my mom asks.
"I'm falling in love with her mom" I tell her.
"Have you told her that?"
"No but I did tell her I have feelings for her and she said she had them for me but she's just not ready"
"Good, just give her time, all you can be is her friend and when she's ready and if you're both single then make something happen"
"Thanks mom, I'm going to go home and make sure Octavia isn't having sex with her boyfriend" I tell her.
"Octavia has a boyfriend?" she asks.
"Yeah, anyway I love you and I'll see you later"
"Okay I love you too my baby boy"