Cat's POV
He kisses my neck and I moan a little bit, and I know that turned him on. "Oh, Robbie. Fuck, kiss me right there, damn it." He lays his hands on my pelvic area and I do the same to him. I start to work at the button and the zipper. I feel him tensing up against me. "Hey! Will you two stop being so loud? I need to finish my dance routine!" Ugh, Trina. "Come on! Cat and I were about to have a moment! It was about to be my first time too!" I stop him. "Actually, I forgot to ask Tori to buy, um...protection. So our first time wouldn't exactly be safe." We share an awkward silence before Tori comes bursting in. "Hi. Were you two just...?" I wish. "No, we weren't. But I bet he's really good at it." Damn, I said that out loud, didn't I? "Anyway, Tori, I'm scared that they won't catch Josh. He got out of here once, and now I think that I'm gonna be stuck in here forever. I'll never see my mom again."
She sits next to us. "I understand that you're scared, but my dad is a good cop, okay? He's caught a lot of bad guys. He will catch Josh." Robbie scoots up. "We have no privacy here, we've made out six times, Trina is constantly making us feel bad, and your dad is very strict." All I'm hearing is facts. "I'll deal with Trina, okay? As for my dad, yeah, he can be strict, but he is my dad. What am I supposed to do, tell him to change? That wouldn't be very nice. He's keeping you guys safe from Josh. You have to understand that it's a stressful job, alright? I need to finish my homework." And the moment she walks out of the door, I lock it. "So, where were we, sexy?" He grabs me by the torso. "I think somewhere around here." He pulls me in and we start to kiss again.
Every time I kiss him, he always sparks a fire in my heart. I know that I'm not an item of possession anymore and that I'm loved. He gives me that sweet, tingly feeling inside. I've had a crush on him since day one, and those feelings are always amped up. But I also get that other feeling. Whenever our skin comes in contact and he nibbles on my lip, it just gets me so fucking horny. But if he's not ready yet, I understand. I just want our first time to be, I don't know, romantic. I know that he's the smart one out of the both of us, so I know that he can plan out something. I start to unbutton his black polo, and he starts to unzip the back of my pink dress. "I might not want to have sex right now, but you know, we can always do something." Fuck, he's so charming. "Oh, really? Like what?" He throws my dress over to the side, and that leaves me clad in my lace bra and panties. I take off his shirt and his jeans, and there he is. In his boxers. Just that. "Um...Cat? Baby, you're staring." Am I? "Oh, my bad." He starts to play with my straps. "It's alright, kitty. But control yourself, alright?" I nod my head. "But that doesn't mean we can't enjoy each other's bodies."
So we were exposed to each other for the first time. I blew him and made him reach his climax, and he licked me up, and I climaxed too. He left a little hickey on my breast, and I gave him a hickey on his neck, so that I could finally realize that I'm not dreaming. This is actually happening. We throw back on our clothes, but I leave my dress on the floor, and he just puts on his boxers. I glance over to him, and we're both breathing heavily. "Cat..." I rub his bare chest. "Yes, baby?"
"That was probably the best thing I've ever experienced. I never knew that you can do that. How did you learn to do that?" Tears start to well in my eyes. "J-Josh. He always forced it through, and it always hurt. Whenever I didn't do it the way how he likes it, he would always punch me, choke me, slap me, call me names, and sometimes, he would bang my head against a table or something hard." I wanted to have fun with Josh, but his idea of fun was so much more different than mines. "It's okay. You're safe with me now. And I'm sure that Josh is gonna be in jail sometime soon." I run my fingers through his thick black curls. "I know. I love you so much. I really don't wanna explain my love for you, or else I'm gonna go insane. The words aren't gonna come out right, and my tongue's gonna get all tied and twisted. Just know that I'll love you. I don't care how many fights we get into. Nothing's gonna change." I tug at his curls. "Ditto to that. No one deserves a girl like you. I get so jealous when you talk to another guy, you know that? It just tears me apart. I feel like I can just do something stupid and you'll leave me. When we were still friends, and Josh was still with you, whenever you would get dressed for a date, it hurt me, because you looked so good, and the fact that you weren't mine made it even worse. No one in this world can make me move on from you. I would die for you, Cat. If someone takes your life, they're gonna take mine too. You are my everything. You're even pretty when you cry. I just can't imagine a life without you. You mean a lot to me. Thank you." I shrug. "What are you thanking me for?" He kisses my forehead. "Thank you for being...you. No one deserves you, Cat. Not even the handsomest guy on the planet." I go up to his ear and start to speak in a more seductive tone. "You do deserve me. Stop talking bad about yourself. You deserve me as your best friend, girlfriend, wife, mother of our children..." I go closer. "Your sex slave, God, you make me so fucking horny, daddy. Do I make you horny, baby?"
I grind up against his body. "Yeah, you do." I run my finger down to his waist. "In that case, ready for round two?"
Author's note: whoo! i'm in a whole other state and i'm writing!!!!