A/N: Hope everyone is still liking the story! Sorry it has been so long since the last update, motivation has been hard to come by. Hope you enjoy!
"Hi baby." Sonny says before leaning over to kiss Lisa on the forehead. Lisa shifts in the chair she was sleeping in. "Sorry for wakin ya. I just wanted to say hi."
"No it's okay, I'm glad you're back. I actually didn't even realize I had fallen asleep." Lisa says watching him walk over to Mackenzie. "How was the flight home? It's still so weird not being able to go with you guys."
"I know honey, even when we weren't together it still made me feel better knowin you were on that plane waitin for me to get back. But now I have to wait to get all the way home to see ya, but hey at least I get the bonus of comin home to this little cutie." Sonny says watching Mac sleep.
Lisa smiles. "You never told me that."
"I didn't think that was somethin ya wanted to hear, seein as though we were tryin to be just friends and all." Sonny says pulling a chair up next to Davis and sitting down. "She looks good, I swear she's bigger than when I left four days ago."
Davis reaches her hand out for Sonny's. "Yeah, I feel like she gets bigger every day. It has been so crazy to watch the change over the last month."
"Holy crap, she's gonna be a month old tomorrow." Sonny says looking at Lisa shocked, how had it already been a month? Lisa nods her head. "Did I miss any updates? Like when the hell we bustin outta this joint?"
"Well, the only problem she is having is she doesn't want to keep her temperature up, which is why she is still in the incubator. But the morning you left they said hopefully in the next couple of days she will be able to come out of the incubator. And from my understanding, not much longer after that since her heart rate has been good and she is off the oxygen."
"That is amazin and scary as hell to think about all at the same time." Sonny says in amazement.
"It really is." Lisa says trying to imagine what it was going to be like having her daughter home with her and Sonny. "What if she hates us, or her room or the house or…"
"Lisa, honey, stop. She doesn't hate us. And I'm pretty sure she ain't capable of hatin her room. We will find a routine and it will all be okay."
"Oh, something else we haven't talked about is child care." Lisa says looking at Sonny and sees him raise an eyebrow at her. "Don't look at me like that. Someone has to watch her while we are working. I hate to say it, but I think we should get a nanny."
"Lisa, I, uh, are we, uh really nanny people?"
Davis smiles and shakes her head. "It's not a matter of being nanny people, it is the fact that we have usual work hours and schedules. I just think a nanny fits our life best, plus I really don't want her around a bunch of other kids right now."
"Hey, remember when ya thought ya were gonna be totally clueless about what to do with her and how to take care of her?" Lisa shoots Sonny a look expressing her dislike for his question. "But look at ya planning stuff like the boss ya are."
"It's a learning curve for sure." Lisa says still doubting herself.
"One that we will figure out." Sonny says looking over at Davis and seeing her half asleep again. "Babe, why don't we go home and go to bed. You're clearly tired and I could use some sleep myself." Lisa opens one eye. "Come on, she's out cold and we are both tired."
"I guess you're right." Lisa says with a yawn while looking towards Mackenzie.
They both wish Mac good night and head to their cars. "Ya eaten yet?" Sonny asks. Lisa shakes her head no. "Tell ya what, ya head home and I'll pick somethin up on the way."
"That sounds fantastic." Lisa says grabbing Sonny by the waist and pulling him against her. Sonny captures her lips and pushes her against her car. "Mm Sonny... We should probably stop before we do something regrettable in the parking lot." She mumbles.
"Damn Davis." Sonny says resting his forehead against hers. "You're right baby, I just really missed that."
"I know, me too." She says as her hands roam Sonny's broad back. "And break." Lisa says with laugh.
"Drive safe and I'll see ya at home." Sonny says kissing her one more time.
"You too." Lisa says as Sonny opens her car door for her.
Sonny finds Davis sitting on the couch drinking a beer. She turns and looks at him, trying to make out what he is carrying. Sonny sees her face and chuckles. "Pizza and your favorite ice cream."
"Oh and what did I do to deserve that?" She asks going to get up.
"Stay." Sonny says walking towards the sofa. "We ain't had a bad food night in a while, just thought it would be fun." He sits the food on the coffee table before sitting down.
"The way to my heart." Lisa laughs as she pulls a slice of pizza from the box. "Mm, this is really good. Thank you for picking it up."
"You're very welcome." Sonny says watching her, enjoying the moment. "We ain't really had a whole lot of time alone lately."
Lisa finishes chewing. "I know. We really haven't had any true like chill time. She's going to be a month old tomorrow and I, I don't know, all we have done is work, aside from a day here or there where we were both off, but we spend it with her."
"I know it's easier said than done, but we need to work on that, somehow. I don't want her growin up thinkin all mommy and daddy care about is work."
"I know you're right Sonny, but like you said, easier said than done. I hope once you're out and not spun up all the time it will be better."
"Then you're gonna be spinnin up." Sonny counters.
"I will, but I don't roll out every time the team does. That's at least a little more time home with you two." Lisa says looking at Sonny. "Don't go all mushy on me Quinn."
"I ain't. Tell ya what, let's just make like old times and enjoy this peaceful night alone." Sonny suggests, watching her reach for the ice cream.
"And how are we going to do that?" Lisa asks while diving into the pint of ice cream.
"I'll have ya know, we are already most of the way there." Lisa shoots Sonny a side glance. "Uh huh, yep. Let's see here, beer, check. Pizza, check. Davis devourin her favorite ice cream, check. All that's missin is a stupid movie and the added bonus of ya in my arms."
"Oh my Sonny, cuddling and all? So not old, old times."
"I said added bonus, didn't I?" Sonny says reaching for the remote to choose a movie. "Do ya care what we watch?"
"My only requirement is that it doesn't take any brain power to watch."
"Easy enough." Sonny says as he scrolls through the movies, deciding what he wants to watch. Once he finds a movie he sets the remote on the coffee table and turns to Davis. "And for the last item on the list, get your fine ass over here, Ma'am."
Lisa stands. "My fine ass, huh?" She asks, while shaking butt at Sonny before sitting down between his legs.
"Awe now, come on Davis, that ain't nice." Sonny says wrapping an arm around her waist, using his other to steel the spoon of ice cream for himself. "I see why that's your favorite."
"Hey, now who's the one not being nice." Lisa laughs, taking the spoon back. "This is nice, Sonny. Just relaxing alone with you." She says as she hold a spoonful of ice cream up for him.
"This is real nice." Sonny says kissing the top of her head. As they sat quietly watching the movie Sonny gently ran his fingers over Lisa's bare shoulders and peppered her neck and shoulders with light kisses. He swears he hears the quietest moan escape her lips. Sonny looks down over her and sees her nipples peaked through the tank top she was wearing. Then he feels her starting to move against him, did she want this as much as he did? "Ya enjoyin yourself?" Sonny asks in a husky voice, almost surprising himself with the tone. She nods in response. "Good, but, um Lisa, honey, ya gotta stop wigglin." Sonny says, reaching for hips, trying to still them.
"And why is that?" Lisa asks coyly, while make more pronounced movements.
"Ya really gonna make me say it?" Sonny lets out a huff. "It's been damn near two months. We went from havin hella regular sex to nothin, not, um, not that it's bad or I'm blamin ya, I'm just sayin. Ya, um can't tease me like ya normally can."
Lisa smirks, she was loving this. She leans back against Sonny's chest and looks up at him. "And what if I'm not teasing you?"
Sonny swallows hard. He looks down at her making sure he heard her right. "Lisa, uh, don't, um feel like ya gotta, I, I um, I'll live. I can take care it myself, I, um just didn't want to ruin the evening with a giant hard-on, that's all."
"I know all of that. You have been amazing, way better than I could have ever asked for. Sonny, look at me, I want this, I want you, all of you."
"O-oh, um and you're um, uh, ya know, good and um all?" Sonny stammers.
Lisa giggles, she loved him when he was uncomfortable. "I mean, we can't go at it like normal, but yeah, I'm good." She watches Sonny relax. "Plus, I'm super horny and I would really like if you fixed that for me."
Sonny shifts, as much as he wants to, the idea makes me a little uneasy. "I, uh, uh, I feel like I'm gonna hurt ya, Lisa."
Davis turns so she is facing Sonny. "Sonny, listen to me, you're not going to hurt me. I want this." She looks in his eyes and sees she's not convincing him. "I promise I will tell you if anything is wrong." Sonny makes a face, like he wants to say something, but no words come out. "Sonny, trust me, please."
"Ya gotta tell me if somethin is wrong Davis."
Lisa leans forward and wraps her arms around Sonny's neck. "I will, you have my word."
Sonny chuckles. "I could never say no to ya, but ya already knew that." His hands running down her sides, stopping on her hips.
Lisa smirks. "One of the many reasons I love you." She says before capturing his lips.
"So, how horny are ya?" Sonny mumbles, grabbing her ass.
"Mmm. Why don't you find out for yourself, cowboy." Lisa says as she sucks an earlobe into her mouth.
"You're trouble Davis." Sonnys says with a chuckle. He slips his hands under her shorts and grabs her ass. Sonny finds her not wearing panties. "Ya know Davis, you're makin this too easy for me." He runs a hand around her waist and pushes her pajama shorts to the side, teasing a finger across her wet entrance. "Damn Davis, ya weren't kiddin."
"You're not the only one that has a hard time going two months without sex. Mm." Lisa moans as Sonny strokes her. "You're just so hot."
"Feel free to keep all of the compliments rollin my way." Sonny says as he takes his other hand to one of her breasts and squeezes. Lisa makes a noise he isn't sure she has ever made before, Sonny freezes. "Uh, um, did I hurt ya?"
"Maybe just do squeeze quite so hard, they are still a little sensitive. But by all means, keep playing with my boobs."
"Look at that, ya actually told me when ya didn't like somethin." Sonny says continuing his movements in her shorts.
"Feel better now?" Lisa moans.
"Actually, yes." Sonny says feeling her start to shake in his arms. "One down, more to go." He whispers in her ear.
"Mm Sonny. Holy shit." Lisa says before kissing him. "Let's go up stairs."
"Gladly." Sonny says waiting for her to stand. When she does she reaches her hand down for Sonny to grab, he stands and they walk up the stairs to their room. Lisa pushes Sonny down on the bed and straddles him. "Lisa, I can't even begin to tell ya how many dreams I have had like this recently"
"Is that so, Mr. Quinn?" Lisa asks, pushing Sonny's shirt up on his torso.
"That is so." Sonny says sitting up, letting Lisa pull his shirt over his head. "Now, it's your turn."
Lisa smirks and pulls her tank top over her head. "Is that what you wanted?"
"Shit yes." Sonny says as he runs his hands up her thighs to her sides and gently grasping her breasts.
"Oh Sonny, that's perfect." Lisa leans forward and kisses Sonny.
"Sit up, babe." Sonny whispers as Davis kisses his neck. When she doesn't move, Sonny runs his fingers down he spine. "I wanna see ya honey."
"No you don't." Lisa mumbles into his neck.
"Hey, look at me." When her eyes meet Sonny's he sees worry. "Listen to me Lisa, you're beautiful. I want you. Please don't think I ain't attracted to ya or ya aren't as hot as ya were before ya got pregnant and had a baby. You're perfect, every inch of ya, please let me love ya."
"Sonny I have worked so hard for a long time to look a certain way, and now I don't. And I don't know, I just.."
"Lisa if it really bothers ya we can turn the lights off or whatever ya want, but just know I don't see ya any different. Ya still look as sexy to me as the day I met ya, actually even more."
"You really mean that? I want this to happen tonight, I just don't feel like myself." Lisa says locking eyes with Sonny.
"I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it." Sonny assures her.
"Good." Lisa says before latching on to his lips.
Sonny flips this over. He leans down and whispers in her ear. "Tell me what you want, baby."
"You inside me." Lisa says while running her nails up Sonny's back.
"Mm that sounds like a mighty fine idea there Davis." Sonny says before he claims her lips. He reaches between them and pulls her shorts down her legs. Sonny stands strips the remainder of his clothes. "God, you're beautiful. I gotta tell ya, I sure did miss this view."
Sonny nestles back between Lisa's legs. Lisa grabs the sides of Sonny's head. "Thank you." She says before kissing him. He shifts and Davis feels the tip of his engorged member tease her entrance. "Mmm, Sonny, I'm ready. Please."
"Yes Ma'am." Sonny says before kissing her long and deep. Sonny positions himself and slowly slides into Lisa's heated core. "Shit Lisa. Oh baby, I missed this."
"Oh god. Me too, Sonny." Lisa moans. She looks into his eyes and sees him unsure. "This is perfect, you're not hurting me." Lisa says running her fingers through his hair.
"It's funny how well ya read my mind." Sonny chuckles.
"Can you please stop talking." Lisa says with a smirk. Sonny nods and attaches his lips to her neck. "Shit Sonny." Lisa moans as she feels the burning of a strong orgasm start to rip through her lower abdomen.
"Damn Davis, ya feel so good." Sonny says, making it another minute before he is over taken by his climax. He lays next to her. "Sorry that was over so fast, I, um…"
"Sonny, it's all good, really. I'm beyond good right now."
"Good. And uh, everything's okay, like, uh." Sonny stammers.
"Yeah Sonny, nothing but satisfied over here."
"That's what I like to hear. Now, c'mere, it's bedtime." Sonny says pulling her into his arms. "I love ya, more than ya know."
Lisa lets out a content sigh. "I love you too, Sonny."
"Hey, Lisa are you ready to head to the hospital" Sonny asks.
"Yeah, I almost am. I just need to grab a few more things before we head out." Lisa tells him.
"Okay, can I help you with anything sweetie?" Sonny asks, finding her in Mac's room.
"You can open these two new box of clothes that I ordered." Lisa says not looking up from the stack of clothes she was sorting.
"I hate to ask this, but doesn't she have enough clothes already?" Sonny questions while pulling his knife out of his pocket.
"Most of them are too big and the best thing for her to have are onesies and pajamas with snaps and we didn't have many of those." Lisa says still packing clothes into a bag.
"Oh I see." Sonny says slicing the boxes open.
"Yeah, they think she will come out of the incubator in the next day or two and she needs clothes for the first time." Lisa says looking at Sonny.
Sonny chuckles. "Wow, a month old and she needs to wear clothes for the first time. That goes on the list of things I never saw myself sayin."
"I know, Sonny. This has been a whirlwind so far and this is only the beginning."
"I feel like I'm about to HALO without a parachute."
Lisa raises an eyebrow at Sonny. "That's not a bad analogy." Lisa takes the clothes from the boxes Sonny opened and picks a few and puts them in the bag. "Okay, I'm ready now."
"Well, let's get this show on the road." Sonny says, picking the bag up.
"Hi Julia." Lisa says with a smile when she sees Julia in Mac's room.
Julia looks up and smiles at Sonny and Davis. "Hey guys. Happy one month to little miss spunk!"
"God, I can't believe she's a month old already." Lisa says sitting her bag down and walking over to say hi to Mackenzie.
"Are you ready to dress her for the first time?" Julia asks.
"I never thought I would be so excited for this moment." Lisa says, shaking her head. "I didn't really know what she would need so I brought a few different things." Lisa says looking towards the tote bag.
Julia smiles. "Do you mind if I look through them?"
"Not at all, you're the expert here." Lisa says.
"Perfect." Julia says holding up a pajama onesie with watermelons printed on it. "And super cute." She walks back over to Mackenzie "You ready Lisa?" Lisa nods her head yes and puts the onesie on Mac. "Wonderful and we are just going to feed the wires through this little spot in between the snaps." Julia says as she finishes getting Mackenzie settled. "Okay, so name of the game today is thermoregulation. We want her out of the incubator as much as she can handle." Julia smiles at Mac as she wiggles around. She plays with Mac's feet. "We gotta get you used to the world outside of this box, don't we Miss Mackenzie?"
"Thank you so much, Julia." Lisa says watching her interact with Mac, she was truly grateful for the NICU staff and how well they treated Mackenzie.
"No problem at all, that's what I'm here for." Julia says with a warm smile. "Who's holding first?" She asks looking between Sonny and Lisa.
"Sonny." Lisa says.
"Ya sure?"
"Yes Quinn. Sit your ass down."
Sonny laughs. "Yes Ma'am." Sonny sits and watches Julia take Mac out of the incubator.
Once Mac is settled Julia looks at Sonny and Davis. "Let me know if you need anything. I'll check back in a little."
"Thank ya, Julia." Sonny says with a smile. Sonny looks at Lisa after Julia walks out. "This might sound a little weird, but this all feels way more real today. Like she looks more normal. Uh, does that make since?"
"It does Sonny." Lisa says walking over to the two and rubbing Mac's back. "I have to say she looks so adorable in that onesie."
"She does. It's a good thing her mama has great tastes." Sonny says with a wink.
"Knock, knock." Julia says as she walks into the room. "These two have to belong to you guys."
"That they do." Lisa says shocked to see Clay and Jason standing in front of her.
"Perfect." Julia says before walking out of the room.
"What are you guys doing here?" Lisa asks.
"She's a month old today. We couldn't miss that. Would have brought the whole team, but we figured they might frown on that." Jason says, pulling Lisa into a hug.
Davis laughs. "Yeah, tier one operators and NICU's don't really go together."
"Plus, how could we miss Sonny holding a baby... His baby." Clay laughs.
"You're lucky I'm holdin her right now." Sonny grunts.
"Easy man, you know I'm happy for you." Clay says.
Jason sits down opposite Sonny and watches him with Mac for a second. "Was I right? Girls are the best?"
"Jace, I can't even begin to put into words how changed I am."
"I know man, I remember the first time I held Emma. That's a feeling I will never forget." Jason says, smiling at the memory.
"She's so small." Clay says, shocked by the contrast from Sonny's large frame to her."
"And she has grown so much since she was born." Lisa points out.
"I still can't believe you two have a kid. The relationship I can wrap my head around, but you guys being parents is another story." Jason says with a head shake.
Lisa cocks her head at Jason. "You're not surprised we are together?"
Jason chuckles. "After the initial shock of finding out, no. It makes sense. Plus, there has always been a form of love between you two, not saying it was romantic or anything, but it was there."
Sonny smiles. "There was always a reason we shared everything with each other." He reaches for Lisa's hand. "What did ya tell me the night before we deployed? I was your person long before we were ever together."
Lisa nods her head. "This is so weird talking to you guys about this." She says taking Sonny's hand.
"Are you guys happy?" Jason asks.
"Beyond." Davis says with a smile.
"That's all that matters, don't ever let this go." Jace says.
Sonny and Davis both nod and smile, knowing he is referring to his and Alana's split. "These two are my world." Sonny says looking between Lisa and Mac. "I can't imagine life without either one of them now." As Sonny sat and rocked Mackenzie he realized for the first time he had two families, Lisa and Mac and Bravo.