Author's Note: The following was not within Yu-Gi-Oh! Memoirs' "Why Can't I Forget You?"... but with such... dire upsetting events. Read cautiously... and see you next point. Enjoy.

Chapter 18: Unknown Memory

To what and why must they... continue their lies upon I? What must they do as I... lay in solitude and lived less and more? What am I forever... as I remained in solitude about who I was? What am I as I remained in a cell like bar that thrashed against my wills in anger? What am I as I said nothing and nothing more, but screams of lies and truths to this all? As I remained alone, what am I forever as I... remained in a cell that wasn't meant to be mine? What am I as I heard them screech that they hated my life with them everyday? As I remained alone, what am I as I heard him to say he hates me more every last day... of his life?

What am I as he... says goodbye to leave for five next days with him? What am I as he says he loves not him, but I so sadly? What am I as he says that he wants me to survive? What am I as I... remained forever to be in memories of my times with him less and less in my mind? What am I as he says no more to live for me if I don't cooperate? What am I as he... says no more to see forth a light to have as he... watches me in anger and... such upsetting like attitudes? What am I as he says... that I'm nothing, but a liar to see nothing... but just me alone? What am I as he... speaks this to me as always... every night and day?

What am I as he... says to live more better than just... thinking about myself if I love him? What am I as he says to live more harder if I love him forever and ever? What am I as he... says no more to me that he cares only for my sake? What am I as he... says goodbye less if I... said I... apologize for my behavior with him as always? Should I really or just forget him as I... lose my head with his logic? Am I nothing, but just a mere man to swallow everything he is? Am I nothing, but just me by myself... as I remained in the bars for just... days and less more? Am I nothing, but a liar and an... ignorant like man as he... says so?

Am I nothing, but a liar as he lives no more or less as I thought? Am I nothing, but just... a thief that loves to steal hearts on my own? To who am I as such? What am I as I... remained in a life so bare and lies? What am I as I remained in a life so dead... without anyone at all? What am I as he... gives forth to will no love as I... lost my mind about his life and mine? Am I nothing, but just me alone? Do I care at will as he says goodbye day after day... even at night by night without such words of kindness?

Do I know what must be done as I stared at the wall in agony and pain? As I remained forever and ever... To what is my memories with him as always? What am I as I faded less and less more? What am I as he... says goodbye to see me gone for help? What am I as he... says no more with me being... that bad and a liar? What am I as he... loves no one, but himself as usual? What am I that he loves to care only himself again?

What am I as he... leaves me without a doubt of why? What am I as he... says to care just alone... as well as... small friends? What am I as he... says that I should be away from him without such words to puncture his feelings? Have I lost my touch or just... me by this? What am I as he says everything in my face? What am I forever and ever as I... stared into the face of darkness and... the counterpart himself? What am I as he... spoke the words to kill them both? What should I do and why can't I stop myself from him... as I screamed to hurt them each?

What should I do and why couldn't I... forget them all?

What am I as he... says... no more to stay with him as I pleased?

What am I as I... fall apart from this all?

Could I really... be within my walls forevermore and over?

What should I do as I... remained in a life that wasn't...

...meant to be as...

...I faded away into...

...the counterpart's like hands?

I must be...

...nothing at all...

...and no one could help me...

...anymore as I...

...faded into...

...my memories.

The memories of my days...

...when I was a young boy...

...with no certain memories...

...of...

...my Yami.

[To be continued...]