I can't wrap up my head about what happened to her. This is literally the nightmare of all nightmares. I'm sorry if this isn't really the update your waiting for. It's just... how will I continue without her? The loss of her shattered my train of thoughts. My heart's heavy.
I thought I was doing well already then this happened. I even rescheduled my psych consul because I don't know if I can talk about things now that my head's in complete mess, tangled in knots, and heart's broken to pieces. She's more than just Santana, she's more than just a character in Glee, she is a symbol for me. During tough times, she's the one I drew strength in. I know others wouldn't understand or this may sound petty but she really helped me come to terms with who I am. I'll miss her, I know most of you will miss her too. Let's grieve for a while. I promise to write a worthy chapters more for her. She might be gone, but we'll keep her alive in here. That's the least we can do.
Let's offer some prayers for her. Say even just a little prayer.
One thing's for sure, she'll forever live in our memories and in this fandom.
We love you, Naya. Rest well and fly free, our dearest angel.