Just Barely There

by Brendi 717

Hiyori Yamaguchi has just transferred into Ryoutei Academy, an elite night school. Little did she know that she'd have quite the experience with quite a few odd students, especially concerning a certain devious Sakamaki. Hiyori even starts to uncover some interesting things about herself as well. (LaitoXOC) (AyatoxYui) I dont own Diabolik Lovers

21. Chapter 21

As Yusuke and I made our way on to school, I couldn't help but think back to the loads of secrets Dad had laid on me. I did ask, but how was I suppose to expect something like that. At least I now know that that explains quite a lot of things. Or does it? Surely Faeries aren't like the Faeries I've read in story books or seen in movies. Based on what Dad told me, Mom was a special kind of Faerie. He didn't specify about any other abilities but he did say that Mom being a Faerie, was an explanation for me being able to heal so quickly. I wondered if Faeries had any other powers other than healing. Dad mentioned that Mom told him that she was able to give and take life. What did that even mean? Was it as simple as it sounded or was it meant to be more than it was.

I began to think about strange things that happened to me when I was younger. The healing was one thing, but what I failed to tell Dad was that whenever I was around plants or dead grass, it would strangely brighten up again. Basically revive itself. Perhaps me being part Faerie had something to do with that too. I'll definitely ask Dad to tell me more but not right away. I could tell that it was hard on him to even reveal that much to me without thinking of Mom. Even though he doesn't show it, I can tell he misses Mom a lot. All the while he told me how they met, he looked like he was reliving the best moments of his life.

I hadn't even realized that I was spacing out while Yusuke was talking. It wasn't until Yusuke touched my shoulder to catch my attention, that I realized he had asked me a question.

"I'm sorry Yusuke, I didn't catch that."

"I asked were you okay? You started spacing out, everything alright?"

Sighing, I laid my hand on my forehead.

"Yeah, I was just thinking about something is all."

Yusuke looked worried and curious.

"If you don't mind me asking, what are you thinking about?"

"Well..."

Just when I was about to answer him, my phone began ringing. I reached in my pocket and got out my phone and flipped it open. Looking at who it was, I couldn't contain the eye roll nor the irritated groan that left my mouth as I saw the name. It was Laito.

Why the heck was he calling me right now? Oh please, this is Laito we're talking about, did he even need a reason other than to be a pest. I snapped my phone shut and slipped it back in my pocket.

"I'm assuming that wasn't Yui?"

For a split second, I forgot Yusuke was right next to me.

"That was just a...scam call, that's all. Its not the first time that they've called."

Yusuke gave me a look, like he knew that I wasn't being honest but he didn't delve deeper into it.

"We get them on our landline a lot. They're annoying as ever. Just the other day, there was one telling me that I won a boat in a raffle in which I never participated in."

That caused me to giggle.

"I'll give these scam artist one thing, they never cease to amaze me with their ridiculous fake prize announcements."

I'm glad Yusuke was able to take my mind away from not only my family matters, but Laito. I was almost tempted to pick up my phone and see if he left a text message or something but I refrained from doing so.

As we got closer to school, a long black limousine drove alongside us and towards the school. I already knew who it was and felt myself get a sudden skip in my step. Without thinking twice, I grabbed Yusuke's hand and pulled him along with me to the car.

"Hiyori slow down!"

As soon as we got near the car, Ayato exited first with Yui soon following after him. Before she could make her way through the entrance gate, she turned and saw Yusuke and I coming towards her. Almost immediately, she smiled widely.

"Hiyori! Yusuke!"

Yusuke and I both stopped in front of her trying to catch our breaths. Yusuke was bent over with his hands on his knees inhaling and exhaling.

"Hi...yori...I'm sure...Yui would've waited had you called out to her."

I fixed my slightly razzled clothes and hair and shrugged.

"Didn't think, sorry. Wow Yusuke, you're so out of shape."

Rolling his eyes at my "insult", Yusuke stood upright and greeted Yui.

"Good evening Yui."

"Evening Yusuke, I see we all made it here pretty much at the same time."

I nodded.

"Sure did and good thing too. Because I was hoping to talk to you before lunch."

Without giving Yui a chance to speak, Ayato butted in.

"Hell no."

Yui looked bothered at Ayato's response.

"But Ayato..."

Ayato turned his head to the side, clearly not wanting to hear what she had to say.

"You idiot, did you forget what our plans were for lunch?"

A look of sudden realization came across Yui's face.

"Oh..."

I looked between Yui and Ayato and couldn't help but be a little disappointed. But I did understand. He wanted to spend time with her and besides, we've been hanging out quite a lot anyways.

"Its okay Yui. To be honest with you, I simply wanted to talk you about something but it doesn't have to be tonight. Sorry Ayato, for always snatching Yui away from you."

Ayato gave me a cold yet almost harmless stare. His mouth then upturned into a sinister smirk.

"No one will ever be capable to snatch her away."

And with that, Ayato grabbed her by the wrist and was about to pull her away when he noticed Yusuke.

It felt almost ominous at how he was staring at Yusuke but Yusuke didn't appear phased.

"Nice to meet you, I'm Yusuke Nanaba."

Yusuke nodded in Ayato's direction but he simply scoffed at his friendly greeting and continued on with Yui at his side. Yusuke turned to me with an eyebrow raised.

"Nice guy."

I sighed as I watched Ayato and Yui walk away. I hadn't even realized that both Yusuke and I were still standing near the limousine. Everyone else began to come out one by one. Kanato, followed by Reiji, then Shu and Subaru. For a second there, I thought Laito wasn't in the car, that is until his chipper tone cut through the air as he exited the car. With the limo pulling off, he then tried to approach me with open arms.

"Ah my darling! I've missed you."

I quickly found myself backing up.

"Laito knock it off. I just got here and I'm not in the mood."

Laito put his arms down and looked between Yusuke and I. There was a look of displeasure that flashed across his face as he stared at Yusuke.

He then smiled a phony smile.

"Is this the infamous Yusuke that has caught my sweetheart's eye?"

My face lit up like a tomato. Before I could say anything to counter Laito, he paused his gaze on Yusuke.

"Such a shame she doesn't blush that red for me. I always get a small tinge of pink, still better than nothing."

He then looked at me knowingly and I couldn't help but twist my face in disgust.

I inhaled and exhaled slowly to calm myself down.

"Laito...this is Yusuke. My friend. Yusuke, this is..."

Yusuke spoke before I could finish.

"Laito Sakamaki. I've met him actually on my first night back. I'm actually not new to him or his brothers. I was here before remember."

That's right. Yusuke attended The academy before me. Of course he'd know who they were.

Laito tilted his hat in his direction and smiled.

"Always a small pleasure to meet new people."

Offering Laito a small somewhat friendly smile, Yusuke nodded.

"Same."

There was this short but awkward stare down between the two, and I was stuck in the middle feeling out of place. Its almost like they forgot that I was here. Wanting to go inside the school, I cleared my throat breaking the small uncomfortable silence.

"We should go inside guys, class is gonna start."

The three of us just barely made it all the way in until two girls approached us. I recognized the girls almost immediately. There was the girl with the boyfriend that was flirting with Laito in class, and the other girl with bouncy black hair that stopped Yusuke as he, Yui and I were leaving school.

Bouncy black almost couldn't help but squeal Yusuke's name. I cringed at her high pitched tone as she addressed him.

"Yusuke san~, I'm so happy to run into you. I just got here."

That was such an obvious lie, that I couldn't hold back my eye roll. Laito noticed my annoyed look and chuckled. Yusuke let out an impatient sigh but still put on a friendly smile.

"Did you? Wow...what a coincidence."

Even he knew she was full of it but clearly didn't want to be rude about it. Next thing you knew the other girl went for Laito. Wrapping her arms around his neck while laying her head in his chest. For a small second there, I thought I saw a look of displeasure in his eyes. Even still, he put on a feint of a smile just to put on a show.

"Laito, let's skip class tonight. I missed you so very much, did you miss me?"

All I wanted to do was gag. She was such a disgrace. Laito saw that I was looking at their little display and smirked.

"I did..."

For some reason, that aggravated me more when he said he did. But then I saw him remove her arms from around his neck and practically shoved her away.

"For only a very brief moment. You're not as fun anymore."

Did he just...shut her down? Despite how harsh he was to her, she still showed high persistence in keeping him interested. While Laito's admirer was all over him, Yusuke's was also trying very hard to keep his eyes on her but of course to no avail. He kept looking my way as if he was asking for help. I had no idea what I could possibly do. All I could do was stand there and hope to hurry on to class. I wanted to leave them both there, but I didn't want to do that to Yusuke.

Yusuke's admirer spoke again in a sickly sweet tone.

"Yusuke, do you think we could meet up after school?"

Just one look at his face was enough to tell me that Yusuke was not for that plan. Sadly, the girl didn't care to notice.

"Not trying to seem mean, but I don't even know your name."

"But you said you remembered me."

He shrugged."Sorry but your name just doesn't register."

She waved her hand dismissively.

"Its okay, I forgive you. The names Aiko Takahashi. I'll even write it down for you, along with my number."

Yusuke was quick to turn her down on her offer of giving him her number.

"Oh no thanks, I mean, just your name is...enough. Listen, I really have to go I don't wanna be late for class. Hiyori?"

I nodded.

"R-right. Let's go."

Yusuke and I were about to head inside leaving Laito behind, but he broke away from his "girl" and caught up to us by my side. You could hear the girl yell out after him in desperation.

"Laito san! Do you at least remember my name?! If not, its Rika! Rika Nakamura!"

Laito completely ignored the girl while walking along side me. It felt like my ears were gonna burn off at how high that Rika girl was screaming his name and how annoying that Aiko girl sounded calling out Yusuke's. Those girls needed to get a life instead of chasing after guys that either don't want them or is just using them.

I shook my head while sticking a finger in my ear to tune out the yelling I still thought I heard.

"They sound like a couple of banshees that doesn't know whether to cry or whine."

Yusuke tried to hold in his laugh but Laito on the other hand thought it was the most hilarious thing.

"Such a way with words and I couldn't agree more."

Yusuke looked at Laito with a small frown on his face.

"Hope you don't mind me saying, but don't you put yourself in that situation anyway. If I'm not mistaken, that girl has a boyfriend."

Laito shrugged as if he could care less.

"She chose to come to me. What's wrong with taking pleasure in what's offered to you."

I found myself jumping in.

"Well you shouldn't encourage it if it can get annoying eventually."

Laito then stopped and stood in front of me grabbing both my hands bringing them to his mouth to give them a small peck.

"If you would just come to me willingly, I wouldn't even care for those girls anymore."

As I rolled my eyes, I noticed how bothered Yusuke looked and he couldn't help but voice his thoughts.

"Then I suggest stop fooling around. One day you're gonna come across a hostile girl if you continue to play with their feelings."

Dropping my hands, Laito placed a finger on his chin as he pretended to contemplate Yusuke's suggestion.

"Hostile girl? Hmm, sounds fun when you put it that way."

Giving up on trying to offer advice to him, Yusuke went to his locker and switched out his shoes. I soon followed suit and got my things to prepare for class. Laito was the only one that never participated in class let alone switch out shoes. Laito did whatever he wanted damn the consequences. I'm surprised that he was even coming to class. I looked at him.

"Laito I'm surprised you're not skipping."

"Surprised as in happy?"

I scoffed.

"Surprised as in I'm surprised. That's it."

Yusuke closed his locker and turned to me.

"Hiyori, did you want to eat lunch together? We have the same lunch, so why not."

I was about to agree but Laito stopped me by draping an arm over my shoulders.

"Actually, she promised lunch with me tonight."

Not knowing what he was talking about, I shook my head.

"What? I never promised you that. When did I..."

Laito leaned into my ear, really close and whispered. I almost didn't hear anything he said, because as soon as his breath tickled my ear, I found my knees buckling slightly. I almost shivered at my response. Fortunately I was able to pull myself together before either of them noticed. Well at least Yusuke anyways. I know for a fact that Laito noticed my reaction.

As Laito whispered, I couldn't help but try not to meet Yusuke's eyes. This was a little embarrassing.

"Remember our civil arrangement?"

It then dawned on me. Back at the manor, in the room, Laito said he'd tell me more regarding that letter if I joined him for lunch. With a satisfied chuckle, Laito removed his arm and looked between me and Yusuke. I sighed in defeat knowing that I didn't have a choice.

"Yusuke, he's right. Um, how about next time?"

It was obvious that Yusuke was disappointed but was sort of fine with my decision.

"Sure, next time."

Laito looked more than satisfied that I was gonna spend my lunch with him instead of Yusuke. Without saying another word, Laito gave me playful wink and headed towards class leaving Yusuke and I behind. I turned to look at Yusuke and shook my head.

"Sorry. I completely forgot that I promised lunch with him."

"To be honest, I'm surprised. He doesn't seem like the type of person you'd hang out with."

My mouth dropped as I stuttered my words.

"Oh no no no, we're not friends Yusuke. I just so happen to be acquainted with him because of Yui."

"So why agree to lunch with him?"

I could just tell Yusuke that I'm only doing it in exchange for something, but then I realized how cheap that would make me sound. But then again, I could simply tell him half of the truth.

"Actually its not just lunch, he wanted to talk to me about something. I would tell you but it's kind of a secret."

Yusuke couldn't help but look a bit curious but dropped it with a lopsided smile.

"Right."

We stood there a while longer staring at one another until the sound of the first bell rang. We hurried to our class before we were late. Entering the classroom, I could see Kanato and Yui talking. I wondered what they were talking about. Even though the live together, it seemed out of place to to see them chatting. Then my eyes glossed over to Laito. Much to my surprise, he was suspiciously quiet. No girl was around him trying to chat him up, he didn't greet me with some smart mouth remark or anything. He was just sitting quietly while staring off into space. He didn't seem like the kind of person to let his guard down like that, so it was strange seeing him day dreaming. He finally turned to me and gave me a small almost bland looking smile. Like he was forcing himself. I wanted to know if something was wrong with him but brushed it off. I'm sure whatever it was, he'd bounce back.

Yusuke and I took our seats after saying hello to Yui and Kanato. Kanato just stared at us but we smiled in return. Soon after we took our seats, Ms. Nakayama entered the room. It was usual class activity after that. She lectured us, passed out worksheets, scolded a few students that kept talking during class, and so on and so on.

The night went on fairly decent. Class after class came and went until lunch was next. I quickly pulled out my phone to text Yusuke, to see if he'd join me for lunch with Laito but he said that would honestly prefer it to just be himself and me. I felt my face get warm at his sincerity. He was always so honest about everything. I promised myself to make him a great lunch and we'd have lunch together at school next time. Just the two of us, to make up for tonight. Yusuke then told me that he needed to use his break time anyways to take care of some business in the faculty office. That's right, Yusuke only just came back yesterday night, surely there's more he should take care of since he just got back.

I was gonna head to my locker to get my lunch until I realized.

"I didn't make lunch. Darn it, I'm gonna have to go to the cafeteria."

I looked in my bag to get my wallet to see if I had enough money to get me something. Since I usually made my own lunch, I rarely ever bring money to school, so I know I either don't have any or not enough. Sure enough when I opened my wallet, all that was inside was a small amount of change. Definitely not enough for a decent lunch. This school's cafeteria has the best food, its also very expensive. So what I had in my wallet wouldn't even get me a bread roll.

"Great, what am I gonna eat?"

Eating something for lunch should be the least of my worries. I'm only joining Laito for lunch so that we can discuss what was in that letter that was addressed to Reiji. He knew something. More than what he was letting on. Even though the letter was short, it had brought up so many questions. Mainly why my name was mentioned. My stomach was doing flips out of nervousness. What if it was something bad? Maybe it won't be as awful as I think it is. But then again, whatever that letter was about, was surely involved with them and me. So perhaps its nothing bad, but something else way deeper. I won't know until I managed to delve deeper into this whole thing.

My phone let out a chime and I reached in my pocket to dig it out. Flipping it open, I saw that it was Laito. I sighed, feeling slightly annoyed that I just jinxed myself as soon as I began thinking about him.

"Meet me in the music room."

I couldn't help but frown at his location for lunch. The music room? Wonder why he wanted to meet in there. Going to the rooftop would've been nicer, especially since its such a nice night. I wanted to go against him and suggest another option but chose not to. Where we have lunch doesn't really matter. What matters is him explaining that letter and why I was associated within it.

I texted him back a brief response.

"Okay."

I almost felt compelled to say more but kept it brief. There was something about this whole arrangement that felt strange. Like I should worry more and yet I felt...fine. Usually I would be really hesitant and skeptical of his invites, but it felt a tad bit different this time. Perhaps I'm getting use to it all or something.

I made sure I had my bag with me and made my way to the music room. I almost got lost since I didn't remember exactly where it was. I had to ask two students to point me in the right direction. I didn't want to waste any time and end up late.

I finally made it to the music room. I knocked twice then opened the door to let myself in.

"Laito? I'm here."

Not hearing a single sound, I went in a bit further trying to keep an ear and eye out for him. I finally spotted him at a nearby window near the piano. He was leaning against a ledge while looking outside. Was he daydreaming again? To catch him like this twice in one night was more than a rarity. His face was blank as I walked up, but as soon as he saw me, the playful teasing like glint in his eyes sprung to life.

"Hi-Yo-Ri~."

He clapped at each syllable in my name and approached me.

"I was wondering if you were gonna be late."

"Honestly, I forgot where this was. Took me a minute to get directions. Have you been waiting long?"

Laito looked back towards the window and shook his head.

"Maybe. I was spacing out for a while, so there's no telling."

I was taken aback a bit with his very open response. Didn't think he would give me such an honest answer like that. I wonder what he was spacing out about. It felt foreign catching him in deep thought, so I couldn't help but be curious. If I asked him what he was thinking about, would he tell me? Probably not. And if I did, he'd definitely want something in return for sure.

Laito rubbed his hands together as if he was expecting something.

"So, as for lunch..."

I shook my head stopping him mid sentence.

"Nothing..."

"Nothing?"

Sighing, I went to sit at the piano.

"I forgot to make lunch, plus I'm low on money, so nothing for us to eat. That is if you were counting on me to bring something."

He went back towards the window, only to come back towards me with something in his hands.

"As much as I love your sad face, there's no reason for it right now. Because I actually managed to bring something."

He brought something? Does that mean he knows how to cook? Curious, I stood to see what he had.

"Is it edible?"

He pretended to look offended.

"Think I'm incapable of serving you delicious food?"

I placed my hands on my hips and shook my head.

"You're incapable of a lot of things Laito."

He chuckled. "You love to stomp on me don't you? But that's why I find you so fascinating."

Having enough of his one liners, I ushered him to show me the contents of the bento.

"Okay, so what did you bring?"

Laito lifted the decent sized box in front of us. It was a lunchbox, but it looked big enough to hold food for more than three people rather than two.

"I requested that Bitch chan make this for me."

"Yui made that?"

"She did, so no worries. It won't kill you." He gave me a wink that made me a worry a little but I pushed the feeling away.

Laito gestured for me to follow him, so I did. He led us off to the side somewhere to sit on the floor. I noticed that there were tables in here but no chairs. I wonder if this room is ever used at all for anything. It looks just as abandoned as the first time I stepped foot in here.

We both picked a spot on the floor, and sat down. I tried to be careful sitting so I didn't flash Laito by accident. Even though he didn't say anything, his facial expression all but revealed that he did see my underwear.

Clearly I wasn't careful enough.

"Anyways, here we are. So now that I'm here spending my lunch with you, when are we gonna talk?

He put on an innocent face.

"Can't we at least eat first?"

I folded my arms and glared at him impatiently.

"Laito..."

Laito cut me off by opening up the lunchbox and taking out a rice ball. He waved it in my face while giggling.

"Aren't you hungry?"

Before I could say 'No', my stomach let out a small growl.

"A little but that can wait."

Laito wagged his finger at me as if he was addressing a child.

"No, eat lunch with me and then we'll...talk."

He then took a bite of the rice ball and let out a pleased moan.

As he ate, I couldn't help but look at the rest of the contents in the lunchbox. I had to admit everything did look delicious. There were of course rice balls, omelets, salad, sausage and Takoyaki. She even made macaroons for dessert. They were different flavors too. Yui really out did herself.

Before I realized what I was doing, my hand reached towards the box and grabbed a pair of chopsticks. I wasn't sure what to eat first, so I just grabbed whatever was close. It was a piece of omelet. I opened my mouth and took a delicate bite.

"Its...good."

Laito nodded in agreement and smiled.

"I knew you'd love it. Bitch chan's cooking is surely above average."

I nodded as I reached for a piece of sausage. It was cut to be shaped like a small octopus. Of course Yui would do something this cute. I couldn't help but smile

"Yeah, I see why Ayato always wants her to make him something."

Laito grabbed an omelet with his hand and bit into it while humming in delight.

"Bitch chan would be a wonderful wife. Such a shame Ayato got to her first~."

I stopped mid-chew and rolled my eyes.

"Even though Ayato isn't some prince charming, I'm sure Yui did right in choosing him."

My response surprised him a bit and he stopped eating.

"Oh? What makes you say that?"

I shrugged and swallowed my food.

"Well...I mean she's changed him."

Laito shrugged while munching on a strawberry flavored macaroon.

"Changed him? You haven't known any of us long at all, so why say that with much certainty?"

As much as I hate to admit it, Laito was right. Who am I to declare something like that? I've only known him and his brothers for such a short time, so for me to say that his brother changed without me knowing him long, didn't make sense. Still though, based on what Yui has told me, I can oddly enough see that she has changed them bit by bit. I mean, I'm sure they'll all stay true to who they were when I first met them, but I had a feeling that without her in their lives, they would be much worse. Dangerous even.

I watched as Laito stared at me waiting for me to counter his logic.

I nodded agreeing with him. That's all I could do since he wasn't wrong.

"You do have a very valid point. I'm only going off on what Yui has told me. Nevermind, its not my place to say."

Chopsticks still in hand, I reached for another sausage and brought it to my mouth biting it. All the while I was chewing, I could feel Laito's eyes on me. I wanted to ask him why he was staring at me but chose to ignore his stare. He then put his food down and smiled.

"I never said you were wrong, just very confident. Are you always so for sure?"

Suddenly feeling timid, I shook my head.

"I'm not. I mean, I'm not arrogant if that's what you're getting at."

"Not in the slightest. Its just your overconfidence is very...becoming."

His compliment was a bit flattering to be honest, but coming from him I could just barely believe he meant it. I sighed and put down my food.

"Laito, we've ate plenty. Now can we talk about that letter."

Laito made it visibly obvious that he didn't want to talk about that now but then his face lit up as if he just remembered something pleasant. A worried feeling washed over me and I knew that I was gonna regret pressing him about the subject.

"So impatient and greedy tonight. Usually that would be a pet peeve to others, but from you, its just so adorable."

I got ready to get up and leave but Laito stopped me.

"Alright fine I'll tell you what I can but we're gonna do it the fun way. It wouldn't be right if I shared you some information but I get nothing shared in return."

I gave him a suspicious side eye glance.

"Just what are you suggesting?"

"A trade off. I tell you something, you tell me something."

I folded my arms and frowned.

"Is this the civil part you mentioned?"

"Darling this is as civil as its gonna get~."

I felt a horrible pang in my chest afraid at where this would possibly go. I took a deep breath, and gave him a nod. Even knowing this will likely not end well, I had to agree.

"Okay..."

He clapped his hands together clearly excited with my answer.

"Fantastic, now go ahead."

"What?"

He nodded his head towards me.

"Ask your question, then I'll answer to the best of my ability. Then I ask you a question..."

"And I'll answer to the best of my ability."

He gave me a sly glance.

"What a quick learner you are."

I mean it was obvious of what I wanted to ask and what I was most curious about, but being put on the spot made a lot of other unanswered questions run through my head. Some of them about the letter, some of them about himself as the person he is. I begun to think that maybe I shouldn't bring up the letter just yet, perhaps I should take this opportunity to learn a little something about Laito himself. I wasn't sure if he would even give me a straight answer, but its better than no answer.

I started with something light and something he wouldn't expect me to ask.

"When is your birthday?"

He most definitely didn't expect me to ask that, because he looked at me clearly surprised. Any chance I get to throw Laito off his game, is oddly satisfying. I'm sure its because he always appears to have the upper hand, so to catch him slipping is the best feeling.

He looked as if he was hesitant on answering but put on a small curious smile.

"Twentieth of March."

I couldn't help but look at him suspiciously. Was he being honest? He knew that I was suspecting him of not giving me an honest answer but he only chuckled.

"My turn."

My anxiety felt like it was gonna reach it's peak or something. What if he asked me something scandalous or too personal.

"Did you think about me today?"

Without hesitation, I answered.

"Yes."

"So fast."

I shrugged.

"Well its the truth. I did think about you today, just not in the context of what you're thinking."

He stared at me as if he just uncovered something major about me.

"But you thought about me nonetheless. That alone is flattering enough to know that I'm on your mind."

I knew he wasn't wrong and that made me upset. Not with him but myself. He now knows for a fact that he occupies my mind, so now he has a bit of leverage. I knew I was gonna regret this. I began to think, how can I possibly top his question? Then it came to me.

"Okay my turn. When I came in, you said you were spacing out. I caught you spacing out twice tonight, What were you thinking about?"

Not a second delay, he answered.

"You."

My surprise was evident. I couldn't help the flustered feeling that sprung up inside of me at his answer. Laito noticed my entire body language and smiled.

"Not in the context of what you're thinking~."

I couldn't stop the small smile that slowly stretched on my face at him mirroring my response to his question. Usually his teasing like antics rattles me up and I end up telling him off about it, but I guess I had that line coming.

"You look so curious about the context."

I shook my head.

"Not in the slightest. So go ahead, ask your question."

Laito tilted his head thinking of what he could ask me.

"Here's an easy one. What do you think of me?"

How was that easy? I mean it is, but surely he knows what I'm gonna say. I've made it obvious how I felt about him since day one. I narrowed my eyes.

"You already know how I feel about you and you also know that they aren't nice things."

He took his hat off and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Surely you don't think nothing but bad things about me. I mean you think about me a lot, I'm sure of that now. So I find it hard to believe that only bad things run through your cute little head."

I shook my head at his arrogance.

"That's so arrogant of you to think that."

He gave me a look that basically told me to hurry and answer.

"I would love to hear your true thoughts about me."

Deep down I knew that he was right but wrong. I mean I didn't think he was a great guy or anything but every blue moon, I suppose I thought about how he could be. As if he actually had potential to be a decent guy. I mean, wishful thinking right?

"I...don't know. You've angered me, upset me, hurt me, and I feel as if I should hate you for all you've done to me."

"Do you?"

"Surprisingly no."

I'm shocked to say it but its true. I don't hate him but I do dislike how he can be as a person. Laito seemed a bit shocked at my answer as well.

"Why don't you hate me?"

"Maybe because...I seem to believe that there's more to you than what you've shown me."

Laito studied me with a curious like stare. What if he didn't understand what I meant. I don't even think I fully understood what I meant. Despite how he's treated me, I couldn't help but think that there's more to him. Thinking back to how he reached out to me in his sleep, how afraid he looked when he was fidgeting in his sleep because of nightmares and those strange visions I had of him with those women. I still don't know how that managed to happen, but perhaps me being part Faerie is responsible for that. Thinking back to all that happened with him, the feeling of sympathy overcame me and I could only want him to be okay and not be in pain. Curious to know who hurt him once in his life and if that has affected him. Possibly turning him into the person he is today. Why do I feel sorry for him when he doesn't deserve it? When he has treated me so badly from the start, why feel the urge to want to understand him.

Laito then chuckled.

"Heh, you're starting to sound like bitch chan."

He's not wrong, I mean that is something Yui would say. I suppose being around her was starting to rub off on me. Especially regarding my opinions on Laito and his brothers.

I then perked up realizing something at that moment.

"Hey you asked me two questions."

Laito's eyebrows shot up in realization.

"Ah, that I did."

He then gave me a knowing smile.

"Alright, you have full reign to ask me two questions."

Even though this was tempting, it felt like I was about to walk on a tight rope above a volcano.

"A-any question?"

A curious yet excited grin appeared on his face.

"You make it sound like you're gonna ask a good one."

I looked away and began twirling at a lock of my hair. I could ask him anything right now, but what? Nothing comes to mind except that letter, but I didn't want to discuss that right now. I then decided that instead of asking him two, I'd ask him one. This one question, should make up for two.

"Why...um, don't you and your brothers get along with your Father?"

Even though Laito was as pale as the moon, he still appeared to somehow have the color drain from his face. He looked blank and definitely caught off guard by my question. Maybe it was too personal and I immediately regretted asking it.

I was about to change my mind and tell him to not answer it but he spoke up with a smirk.

"I'm rarely ever caught by surprise and you've done so more than once."

His smirk then fell and a cold look appeared on his face.

"That man...had our lives pegged for disaster the minute we were born. He isn't the friendly face you see on television nor in person. He's far from the doting Father and even more so with being a doting husband. Our Mothers are proof of that."

That caught my attention.

"Your...Mothers?"

"He had three wives you know? All living together, as were my brothers and I."

Whoa, they had different Mothers? Did Yui ever tell me? I can't recall her mentioning such a crucial detail. Well that would explain why they all don't share physical similarities. I wonder which of them shares the same Mother. Maybe I shouldn't ask him that, its too personal of a question. I just couldn't imagine a situation like that though. That had to had been hard on all of them to live together like that. I'm sure there was conflict amongst them.

"I'm sure it was difficult for all of you. Just imagining something like that, I'm sorry you had to go through that."

Laito lifted his head high and moved closer to me. Not too close but close enough so that we were within arms length. He was staring at me pretty hard and I couldn't help but began to fidget.

"W-what?"

"There was also another woman."

"Another woman? But you said your Father had three wives."

He looked off to the side, as if he was remembering her.

"She wasn't his wife, but she was always around. The reason I bring her up, is that you remind me of her."

He then brought his attention back onto me.

I wasn't sure if I should be flattered or not.

"Do I?"

Laito was about to answer but held his tongue. He instead reached out and placed his hand on my cheek and lifted my face to get a better look into my eyes. An interested like smile was put on his face.

"I think I've told you too much just now. I rarely ever open up about my family affairs."

His hand was still on my face, so I was forced to make eye contact.

"You didn't have to reveal that much."

"But I did, so to make it even, how about you tell me something about your family."

The first thing that ran through my mind, was the reveal that my Mother was a Faerie and that I myself was part Faerie. Of course there's no way I'd be able to tell him that without putting myself in danger. But what else would he be satisfied with? Other than my recently found out family secret, there really isn't anything else too interesting about my family life. Nothing compared to his anyways. I mean he and his family are a family of vampires, their Father isn't the man he claims to be on television and I keep finding out more dark things about the Sakamaki family.

Laito waited for me to think of something but lifted his brow.

"By looking at how hesitant you are, there is either nothing to tell or there is something so much more to you than I thought..."

It was a pain whenever his hunches were on point. I need to learn how to not wear my heart on my sleeve because he has read me like a book since the day we met. That is something I need to work on before it gets me in even more trouble with him.

"There isn't anything to tell. My mother passed away when I was young, my Father has always worked hard to make sure we were fine and I always was the good well behaved daughter that felt that I had to be almost perfect in school in order to not be a burden. I've never had friends before Yui and Yusuke, or any kind of acquaintances. My life is nothing compared to yours. There's just nothing to tell."

"Never had a boyfriend or love interest?"

Of course he would go there and ask something like that. I should've known that question would leave his mouth. With him bringing up love interests, my mind automatically drifted to Yusuke. I quickly answered to hide any kind of hint Laito may catch onto.

"Neither. I told you, you were my first kiss. Before you, there was...no one."

Finally removing his hand from my face, Laito placed his hand on his chest.

"I'm honored."

I groaned at his smug attitude. "Don't flatter yourself."

"Truth be told, I thought you would mention your little neighbor friend."

My heart began to race at Yusuke being brought up. I sighed and looked away from him.

"Why'd you think that?"

Taking in my reaction, Laito let out a huff, indicating that he wasn't buying my denial.

"Because clearly there's something there between you two."

I shook my head.

"He's my friend. That's all. It is possible to befriend someone of the opposite sex without being attracted to them you know."

Laito wagged his finger.

"Who says it has to be attraction. Somewhere down the line, someone's gonna have those kinds of thoughts about the other, and once that happens..."

He then snapped his finger.

"Either person will act on those feelings."

I rolled my eyes and looked down at the food in front of me to avoid eye contact.

"Well that won't happen, because I don't see him that way."

Laito was suddenly in front of me with our nose almost touching.

"And yet when I brought him up, your heart began racing."

I wanted to look away so badly, but I couldn't. He held my eyes, forcing me to look at him and nothing else.

"I...I don't know what you're talking about..."

He smirked.

"You haven't thought about him in any way?"

"No."

"What about him? What makes you think he hasn't thought about you in such a way? To be honest, I almost feel sorry for the boy. I mean, he's so close to what he wants and yet he can't have it."

I was about to get up but before I could stand, his hand reached out and grabbed me stopping me from moving. He then had me pinned on the floor underneath him and his arms suspended over me. Caging me in place.

"You haven't the faintest clue at how cold you're being. Leading him on with those cute smiles and platonic dates. I'm starting to think you want to make it hard for him. Keep him panting after you until you finally tell him that you don't see him that way."

I shook my head denying his accusations.

"I wouldn't do that! That's just...cruel."

Laito tilted his head giving me a knowing stare.

"And yet that's exactly what you're doing. I can't wait to see his face when he realizes he never had a chance. I'm very surprised at you. Such a naughty girl doing something that sly. Leading him on, leaving him pending in your thoughts and not caring at all. I thought you were nicer than that."

His words crashed down on me like it was the heaviest mountain. Was Laito right? Am I just leading Yusuke on with my indecisiveness? I am aren't I? The sad thing is, Laito was right to a degree. I wasn't sure on my feelings for Yusuke, but because of how unsure I was of my feelings, Yusuke was probably paying the price. I wasn't sure if Yusuke liked me but I'm starting to believe he does. Yui has noticed, Laito has noticed and even I may have begun to notice. But I didn't want to believe it because I didn't know how certain I was. I felt a horrible feeling befall me and I couldn't help but turn away from Laito. I felt terrible. Poor Yusuke.

Laito noticed how quiet I became and smirked.

"What's wrong sweetheart? Did what I say bother you?"

I didn't know what else to say. What if Yusuke really did feel as if I was leading him on? But I wasn't doing that. Or maybe I haven't been as honest with myself as much as I thought. I laid there just barely looking Laito in the eye, with nothing more to say.

"I'm...I don't..."

Laito brought his head down and ran his nose alongside my neck. My heart began racing as he inhaled deeply. He let out a sensuous moan as if he was pleased with what he just inhaled.

"Did you finally realize that you haven't considered his feelings? Are you sadden by how you've been treating him?"

He's wrong. I haven't treated Yusuke wrongly. It wasn't my intention to lead him on. The thought never crossed my mind, but I did like him but in what way? I was confused, how am I supposed to know? I've never had feelings for anyone before.

He continued to run his nose along my neck and even brought his tongue out to give me small licks.

Normally I would be disgusted and would've pushed him off of me by now, but I wasn't. If anything I felt my heart racing in, what felt like, excitement. I knew that Laito noticed immediately at the change of pace with my heart.

"Mmm, your heart's beating faster. Faster than when you thought of him. I'm touched~."

I could say nothing as he ran his mouth on my skin. My skin felt like it was almost on fire with how hot I was feeling. I was blushing red from my neck up and my heart felt like it was going 100 miles a minute. Whenever he did things like this, I could only hope in my mind that he stopped soon before my body started to enjoy it.

I then began to feel his fangs graze on my skin and I couldn't help but jump a bit.

"Are y-you gonna bite me?"

"I think I deserve something for revealing so much to you."

"But I told you something in return."

He lifted his head from the crook of my neck and smiled down at me.

"I decided that it wasn't good enough. I also think you're hiding something about yourself. So instead of forcing it out of you, I figured your blood would be more than enough to compensate for the time being."

Even though he was right, I still stuck with my claim of not having any secrets to tell.

"I'm not hiding anything though, there isn't noth-..."

Laito cut me off by practically smashing his lips over mine. It hurt for but a second with his fangs pricking my lips a bit. He then began to let up and become a tad bit gentler easing up with tiny pecks on my mouth.

"I don't take kindly to liars~."

Before I could say anything, he brought his mouth down on mine once again. I tried breathing through my nose to keep myself from suffocating beneath him. He went from intense kissing, to small pecks on my lips with an occasional nip that caused me to twitch each time. Everytime I tried to turn away from him, he would force my head back to him not leaving his mouth from mine.

All the while he's doing this, I couldn't help but sense my body getting use to his touches. His kisses. His everything. I felt this feeling before, but I was able to fight it and have somewhat better control. Not now though. Before I even realized it, I had brought my hand up behind his head running my fingers through his soft hair. I remembered how good his hair felt between my fingers the first time I touched his hair. It felt like silk. Like the smoothest thing I've ever laid my hands on.

Laito's kisses came to a halt once he realized that I was no longer fighting him. He sat up and looked down at me very much surprised at my response. I was just as surprised as he was.

"You are certainly surprising me as of late."

I quickly removed my hand from his head. Embarrassment washed over me as I couldn't even look him in the eye.

"I didn't mean to, it just...happened."

Laito couldn't hide his bit of excitement. "Heh, it happened because you finally began to feel it~."

"Feel what?"

He leaned down and placed his forehead against mine.

"Desire. Desire for me."

Laito tried kissing me again but I turned my head making his lips land on my cheek instead. He let out a soft 'Hmpf' and shook his head.

"Just how long are you going to run away from what you're feeling. Its okay to listen to your own body, try ignoring your head for only but a moment and take a chance with me."

As much as I hated to admit it, I knew he was right. My body did want him, I would even go so far as to say that it craved him. My head was always screaming at me to not fall into his traps or be swept away by his touches or words, but my body ignored the warnings. My body wanted him, my head denied him, but what I knew I had to listen to was...

"I'm not listening to my body or my head, I'm listening to my heart."

My heart? What was it saying? That I shouldn't do it unless my feelings were on the table or maybe I did manage to gain some kind of affection for this perverted jerk and deep down I felt that it would be okay to let go with him. Because as long as you have genuine feelings for someone, it would be okay to take that step. Yet that was the problem, I wasn't sure if these were genuine feelings. Confusion definitely, curiosity most certainly but...a type of fondness for Laito? Why? He's far from a gentleman, he can be rude, and he's a womanizer. He isn't someone that should have my attention in that fashion. A guy like him, doesn't even know what he wants unless its between a woman's legs. I scolded myself for even saying a statement like that in my head. He was ruining me but helping me discover who I am at the same time. And I didn't know how to feel about that.

Laito's face became void of any emotion and he only stared at me. He's looked at me like that before when I went against his belief on what love was and fighting against his advances. I didn't care, he needed to understand from my point of view, even if I had to repeat it a hundred times to get it planted in that head of his.

"Laito, I'm going to be honest with not only you but myself. You're right. I do feel something for you, I'm not sure what it is, but there's definitely a feeling there."

He almost looked a bit happy when I said this, but he lifted his brow while giving me an unsure look.

"Then why not act on it? There's nothing wrong with taking chances like this."

I shook my head.

"Until I know for sure what this feeling is, I'm not going to act on anything. What if its all false? Temporary? Half hearted? If you think me just jumping into these kind of situations is okay to do, then how about I take that chance with Yusuke."

At the sound of Yusuke's name, I thought I saw a look of distain in Laito's eyes but it was quickly covered up within the blink of an eye.

"Listen, just like there's something deep down in my heart for you, there's also something deep down in my heart for him as well."

I admit, I could no longer lie to myself. My feelings weren't set in stone but at least I've somewhat come to terms with what may be lying in my heart for the two possible suitors in my life. Its not a big step but a step nonetheless.

Laito stared at me for a while longer. I wondered what was going through his head right now. It would be a miracle if he was actually trying to understand what I was saying. Instead, he said nothing. He brought his head down and he started to kiss a trail from my cheek to my neck. I knew what was coming, so I prepared myself. Laito bit down and started to drink. My face twisted as he consumed my blood. As usual, I sat still and waited for him to get his fill and let me up. I was so tired from my rant, that I barely felt any pain. It didn't matter anyway, because it was just gonna heal within seconds.

I could tell that he wasn't taking much, but it seemed plenty to sustain him. Soon, he stopped and lifted his head while looking down at me. A small crease in his forehead appeared as he stared at me. It was an uncomfortable feeling being watched by someone who had droplets of your own blood sitting at the corner of their mouth.

Laito finally got from over me and sat down while adjusting his hair and hat. He inhaled and then looked back to me again. He watched as I sat up and placed my hand over the wounds. He knows about the healing but he hasn't had that much of a reaction to it. That is, until now.

"Move your hand."

His voice was suddenly deeper and more commanding which threw me a little.

"W-what?"

Laito reached out and yanked my hand away.

"Hey!"

By reflex I tried to pull my hand out of his hold but he held on tighter while keeping his eyes on the wounds. Just as I knew, they were already healing up. I could feel them closing up slowly.

"Remember when I told you that I knew someone that had this exact thing happen?"

I gave him a side glance. He did tell me that but until now, he hasn't brought it up again.

"Um, yeah..."

Letting go of my hand, he took his attention off the bite and back at me.

"Well, the woman I told you about. The one that wasn't our Father's wife but an acquaintance. She had this very same thing."

"She...did?"

Laito nodded.

"At first I believed her to be a mistress, but I noticed that he would treat her differently than his wives."

"Different how?"

He tilted his head as if trying to delve deep into his memory.

"For one thing, he spoke to her. A lot."

"He wasn't very talkative with none of your mothers?"

Laito laughed while shaking his head.

"He would just barely acknowledge their mere existence."

This was much sadder than I thought. How could you have that many wives but not be cordial enough to even talk to them let alone pay them any attention? Laito continued as he licked away some of the blood that sat on his lip.

"Then a few reasonable thoughts began running through my head. I concluded that since she wasn't his mistress, there was a chance that she must've been...useful to him."

"Useful?"

Laito gave me a sly smile.

"How would you describe our Father?"

I wasn't prepared at all for that question, but I answered him as best as I could.

"Well...I mean I can't give a full opinion because I don't know him personally, but based on the first meeting, he appeared well mannered and like a gentleman. I would even say that he was nice. Why ask me that?"

I could tell that they weren't too fond of Mr. Sakamaki. I mean they made it very obvious when I was at their house for dinner. But just because they didn't care for their father, doesn't mean that I can just say something rude about the man. My first impressions of him were my honest thoughts, but I did have some negative things to say. Especially since Laito just told me some not so good things about him, but I simply chose to hold my tongue.

Laito reached into the lunchbox to grab a macaroon.

"I find it funny that everyone that first meets him, can't help but say the same thing about him. Quite frankly, I can't see the appeal."

"Of course not. You're his child. A child's perspective of their parent will always be different from someone else's."

Laito then looked at me as if he had heard something similar before. He started to play with the macaroon before nibbling on it bit by bit.

"Hmmm, you really do remind me of her."

"Laito just what are you trying to tell me?"

He sighed.

"So impatient. Here I am trying to open up a bit and all you care about is...-"

I cut him off.

"Laito please, tell me."

He looked at me and sighed as if he was suddenly bored.

"At first I thought she was just similar to us, but she wasn't."

This woman had the ability to heal just like me and she wasn't a vampire.

"Okay she wasn't a vampire, then what was she?"

He tapped his finger on his chin and looked up at the ceiling.

"I'm not entirely sure, but I remember her to be so beautiful that she seemed almost magical."

Laito looked as if he was in a false daze as he spoke of the mystery woman. Even though he tells me he wasn't sure what she was, I'm almost certain that he knows but was just deciding not to tell me.

Even though he didn't give me enough proof, I couldn't help but let the word Faerie ease its way into my head. I mean, just because she had accelerated healing just like me, didn't mean she was Faerie. I would need more evidence than that. More evidence? That's ridiculous to think since I know near nothing about my recently discovered bloodline.

All I know about Faeries, is from what my Dad told me.

Even if that woman was a Faerie, wouldn't that be impossible. They were all slaughtered by vampires right? Well now that I think about it, how long ago was all of this? Did Faeries age? How old was Mom I wonder?

I rolled my eyes at Laito's comments on the woman.

"What, did she not give you the time of day?"

"Well considering that I was but a boy, she wouldn't dream of it."

Just then, it crossed my mind again. I never thought about it because I assumed we were all close in age, but he and his family were vampires. Surely there must be an insane age gap.

"Laito, how...old are you?"

Laito stood and straightened out just clothes. He looked at me with an amused grin.

"What a rude question. Surely you know better than that?"

I narrowed my eyes at him.

"I think that doesn't apply to vampires."

After Laito finished making himself look presentable, he headed towards the door, but before he stepped out he turned to look back at me.

"Maybe if you're a good girl, I'll tell you one day."

I noticed that he was about to leave me here with our mess.

"Wait a second, we can't leave this stuff here."

"Oh well, if you want to be late to class be my guest. I on the other hand, have no intention of sticking around."

I called out to him.

"Are you not going to class?"

The only response I got from him, was a small giggle and he was already out the door.

I groaned in frustration.

"What a jerk to leave me with this stuff."

He was right though, class was about to start soon, I needed to clean this up. I stood up and fixed my clothes rubbing out any wrinkles and quickly went to clean up. Anything we didn't finish, I left it in the box and closed it. I wasn't gonna just throw it away, so instead I decided to bring it with me. Maybe I'd have time to take it to my locker and when school is over, I'll make sure to return it to Yui. Its a shame I didn't get to fully enjoy it because of Laito but what all I ate was indeed delicious.

I hurried out of the room and made my way to my locker. Fortunately I had a few minutes to spare, so I had time to not only put the lunchbox in the locker, but time to head towards the bathroom to clean myself up. After going to my locker, I went straight to the bathroom. I was so glad that no one was inside, because I needed to use the mirror. I stood in front of the mirror while turning my head to the side. The marks were gone but I almost felt as if I could still see them.

Everything that went on between Laito and I in that room had me feeling some kind of way. Like there was something finally lifted or brought to the light a little.

It was rough that's for sure but I was hoping that he'd comment on what I confessed to him. It almost seemed like a confession but it didn't feel genuine because my feelings for him wasn't fully recognized. Not recognized by him, but by myself. I had no clue how I truly felt about him but I knew it was a feeling of some sort of likeness that sat there in my heart.

I sighed and shook my head.

"God what is wrong with me. I need to focus on more important things."

I gave myself a few slaps on my cheeks, and took a deep breath. I needed to get myself together. There was no time to wallow over my emotions. Soon as I get home, Dad and I will have more to discuss.

Soon as I left the bathroom, I noticed some students rushing to class. That means that the bell was gonna ring soon. I followed suit running off to my class as well.

I had just barely made it when the bell had rang. Students were settling down in their seats and waiting for the teacher to walk through the door. As I took my seat, our Algebra teacher had just walked through the door. He greeted the class and everyone greeted him in return. Class was now in session and I was not in my right state of mind to be concentrating on numbers and letters. Even though I had my book open, I wasn't listening nor reading anything. This was the first time in my life, that I've not felt like attending class. Like I was truly bored at this moment. I wanted to leave and be left alone to think about everything that has happened to me as of late. From Vampires to Faeries, my life has become an odd tale of events and I doubt its going to end soon.

As I sat there going over my thoughts, I couldn't help but feel as if someone was staring at me. Like I felt eyes burning into the back of my head. I slowly turned around and was met with a vexing like gaze from a girl. Not just any girl, one of the girls that was at the entrance gate with Yusuke, Laito and me. She was very clingy with Yusuke, what was her name? Aiko something? I believe she said her name was Aiko Takahashi. It would be hard to forget her name considering that she all but screeched it at Yusuke hoping he'd remember her.

She held my gaze a bit longer before she looked down at her book.

I turned back around and brought my attention back to my book as well.

I would ask why she was looking at me like she wanted to kill me, but I knew why. She was clearly jealous and clearly didn't like the fact that I was so close to her darling Yusuke. I sighed thinking to myself that the last thing I needed to worry about was being in the midst of a love triangle.

Then yet again, I felt another pair of eyes on me. Only this time, it wasn't Aiko, it was another girl. The same girl that had the boyfriend that was all over Laito earlier.

Rika Nakamura.

She too was glaring at me with hatred in her eyes. I almost felt sorry for these girls. They wanted nothing more than to have their feelings returned, but it was pointless. Laito nor Yusuke were interested in them as they had thought. Laito especially not. He was clearly using that Rika girl and it serves her right. Cheating on her boyfriend like that and not have a care in the world for doing it.

Ignoring them throughout the rest of the class was little to impossible but I tried as best as I could.

Class was over and I was more than ready to go home and relax, but not before going to the library. During class, it popped into my head that maybe I should try to look for some books about Faeries. I'm almost certain that they won't have any information on them, but I'll take anything I can get if its to learn about what Mom was and what I am.

Soon as the last bell for the night rang, I made a beeline straight for the library. There were a few students inside but they were studying quietly. I went to ask the Librarian where the section was for Fantasy and she pointed to the near back. I thanked her and went in the direction she pointed. I don't think this section was as popular let alone useful, because it looked as if no one had ever been back here other than to clean it.

I began scanning the shelves to see if I saw anything that would have something to do with Faeries. I saw some books that were of course Fairy Tales and such but I don't think it was gonna be the same kind of Faerie I'm looking for. I then looked up higher and saw a few books that were title something about Folklore.

I reached up and grabbed the ones that looked more informative, then went to the nearest table to sit down. One by one, I flipped through the pages and ran my eyes over as much as I could. The main word I was looking for was Faerie. I knew that if I at least saw that word, I'd see some kind of information on it. Occasionally I'd see Faeries mentioned but it would only be briefly and it would be brought up in topics about Elves and Pixies. I ran my hand through my hair and let out a tired groan. I didn't think I was gonna get anywhere looking through books in a school. Its a school for goodness sake, why would they have anything on Faeries or any other kind of mystical like being. The only ones that I saw were only used as some kind of story like material, so it was pointless to look any further. All of what I knew is what Dad told me.

I laid my head down on the table and sighed. While I sat thinking about where else I could possibly learn about Faeries without being misinformed, I felt someone tap me on my back. I got startled and sat up quickly only to see that it was Yui.

"Hiyori I'm sorry for scaring you, are you alright?"

I put on a smile and looked down at the books in front of me.

"Yeah I'm fine, just doing a little reading."

Yui's eyes ran over the books that laid on the table in front of me and raised an eyebrow.

"Reading on...?"

She leaned in closer to get a better look.

"European Folklore? Interested in this kind of stuff?"

I shrugged and let out a nervous giggle.

"Well kinda. I was just browsing through the shelves and somehow ended up back here. What about you, what are you doing here, thought you'd be on your way home by now?"

Yui held up a book.

"I needed a book for one of my classes, so I begged Reiji to wait for me while I ran in here to get it."

Yui looked at the small pile of books that sat in front of me and picked up one of the books opening it.

"What a unique thing to browse through. You sure you're not genuinely interested in this? Because if you are, we have tons of books like this back at the manor."

I perked up at what she just said.

"Y-you do?"

She nodded.

"Yup. The library at home has quite the variety. I honestly use the books at home more than the ones here at school. They're way more resourceful and detailed."

Of course why didn't I think of that sooner. Back at their house, there surely would be something in their library about supernatural like beings. It would make sense anyways, since that whole family seems to be in that kind of world anyways.

"As much as I want to drop by tonight and look through your library, I have to go home tonight."

Yui gave me a dismissive gesture.

"Its okay, you're free to come over whenever you want. Did you want a ride home at least?"

I nodded.

"Yeah I might as well. Just let me put these books back and drop by my locker on the way."

"Okay."

Putting the books back, Yui and I left the Library as soon as we could and made our way quickly to my locker. I made sure to return the lunchbox to her as well. I had to explain to her that the food she made was delicious but I couldn't fully enjoy it because of Laito. We then began to head towards the limo.

"I was actually wondering why Laito asked that of me. I had no idea that you two would be having lunch together."

"Well, it wasn't a normal friendly like lunch. It was more quid pro quo."

Yui frowned.

"Oh no."

I nodded and sighed.

"It wasn't anything awful. I mean he did drink my blood but before that we managed to...talk sorta."

Yui raised a curious brow.

"Talk?"

Before I knew it, we had arrived at the car. I looked at Yui.

"I'll tell you later."

Yui nodded knowingly and opened the car door. She went in first and then of course I went in afterwards. As usual, I greeted everyone inside and apologized to Reiji for the inconvenience. The whole ride was almost surprisingly quiet. I mean every now and then Laito was say some teasing remark to me but I would either brush it off, respond with an eye roll, or nonchalantly say something in return.

We pulled up in front of my house and I exited the vehicle while thanking them for the ride. I made sure I gave Yui a wave before they pulled off. I walked up to the front door and unlocked it eagerly. I couldn't wait to get inside and go to bed. I kept an ear out for Dad as I took off my shoes. I made my way into the living room and saw that it was empty. He was either still at work or sleeping. Wherever he is, I'll just see him later after I get some sleep.

I headed straight to my room and couldn't wait to get into bed. I threw my bag aside, removed my uniform, tossed on a nightgown, then plopped down in bed. Tonight was a pain and my mind felt as if it was about to explode with all of what was going on within it. From all this stuff about Faeries, to Laito actually being somewhat open and me taking some steps as well in being open. I still can't almost believe what I said, but that's how I felt. I felt my eyes getting heavy and I finally ended up closing them. All while I slept, I couldn't help but wonder what Laito was thinking about when I told him how I may feel about him.

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By the time I woke up, it was almost past 10a.m. I was clearly very exhausted as I rarely ever slept in that late. I can't fault myself in the slightest since I had every right to sleep in. I think last night at school was the most stressful so far. I'd like to hope that's the most stress I'd feel in a while.

I stretched and jumped out of bed feeling a bit well rested but with a lot on my mind.

As I exited my room, I was about to head into the bathroom to freshen up but then I heard some noise coming from the kitchen. I wondered if it was Dad and found myself walking towards the kitchen.

"Morning sweetie."

I stared at Dad clearly confused and wondering why he's home.

"Morning. You're home."

Dad held up a plate that had a pretty decent looking breakfast on it.

"Yeah. I asked my boss if it would be okay if I took today off."

"Not that I mind, but why?"

Just by the look on his face, I think its safe to say that I knew the answer. Dad sighed.

"Hiyori, I've been thinking about a lot since I told you about your Mom and I can't help but wonder what's truly going through your head since I told you all that stuff. I want us to talk today. Like really talk."

So he wanted to talk today. I already know what about but am I really ready to hear whatever else he is about to get off his chest. I mean, he dropped quite the load on me yesterday, so was I mentally ready to take on anything else? I think absolutely. I've met and been bitten by vampires, I'm certain that whatever else he wants to reveal, I'll be more than ready. Besides, I was already planning on talking with him anyways, so we pretty much had the same thing on our minds.

Dad ushered at the table and bought over two plates with Toast, eggs, and bacon. I took my seat at the table and looked down at the plate in front of me. Dad took a seat across from me and was getting ready to dig in. I decided to start eating as well. It'd be a good idea to eat something before we discussed anything.

Even though it was fairly quiet between the both of us, he occasionally asked me simple curious questions. Like how was school? Or how was my relationship with Yui fairing. Of course I told him that everything was fine and that I've actually been having a good time. Obviously I left out the whole Laito situation, but in general everything was truly okay.

We both were done eating and I volunteered to clean up. As I was doing the dishes, Dad cleared his throat.

"Hiyori, did you want to go out today?"

I stopped midway and stared at him in surprise.

"Go...out?"

He nodded.

"Yeah. Its been...a long time since we've done anything together. It would be nice to go out like we use to."

My mind drifted to when Dad, Mom and I would go out for walks, cafe visits and just regular ol' shopping. We haven't done anything similar since Mom died.

I was a bit speechless but that only showed how happy I was.

"Of course."

Dad smiled at my expected answer.

"I was hoping you'd say that. Wanna start getting ready?"

I hurried up with finishing up the dishes and headed towards the bathroom. The sooner we left the better. I brushed my teeth, washed my face and then hurried to my room to get some clothes out. After rummaging through my closet and dresser, I found a nice pink top and some white bottoms. Even though I was barely showing it, I was actually pretty excited. This may actually be a great idea and something we both may need. I mean this whole thing won't make me forget all of what happened recently but it was going to be an amazing air breather. Once I was done putting on my clothes and brushing my hair, I walked out and waited in the living room for Dad.

While waiting for him, I let my head fill with curiosity and worry at what Dad was likely gonna talk to me about. Now that I think about it, this would be the perfect time to talk about all of what's been going on with me. The bringing dead plants back to life, the visions and strange dreams, all of it.

I looked towards Dad's room as I heard his door opening.

"Whoa, you got ready fast."

I couldn't help but feel a bit shy.

"I just figured the sooner we leave, the better."

He walked up to me and laid his hand on my shoulder.

"Hiyori, its okay to admit you're excited. I'm pretty excited to be going out too. I mean we haven't done anything like this since your Mom."

I smiled somewhat somberly at the thought.

"Yeah."

We both shook off any sad like vibes we had and got our things and left. He didn't have anything planned, so we pretty much winged it.

Dad and I went to a shopping district and browsed around. We did more looking than buying but it was still somehow fun. Just spending time together like how we use to. He did insist that I could get whatever I wanted, especially since he was making more money. Just like he knew I would do, I told him that there wasn't anything he needed to buy me.

However, If I did see something that caught my eye, he was quick to buy it for me. After we were done shopping a little, we went to a nearby park to sit and relax. The park was very lively with people and there were even dogs out and about as well.

I smiled at the scene in front of me.

"Everyone's outside today."

Dad nodded while watching the clouds go by.

"It is a nice day out today."

I closed my eyes as a light breeze blew over us.

"Yeah. Even though its Summer, the temperature isn't so bad today. I dislike Summer for that very reason. Bad heat."

This caused Dad to laugh

"I always found it funny that your Mother wanted to name you after the Sun and yet you despise it so much."

I giggled and shrugged.

"What can I say? Summer is my least favorite season."

For a while we sat and just rested enjoying the good weather and the amusement of others. Its been such a good day, that I almost forgot what Dad was gonna discuss with me.

I faced Dad while listening to the joyous scene in front of me. He felt my eyes on him and looked my way.

"Hiyori, I know I've said this before, but I want you to know, that if there is anything at all you wanna talk about, I'm here to listen. Based on what I've told you about Ayaka, I'm confident that I can handle anything right about now."

I nodded.

"I know Dad, its just...I'm just scared I think. I mean, everything with Mom and such. Like what's to become of me? Am I gonna be in danger like she was?"

Dad looked alarmed at my thought and reached out to lay his hand on my shoulder protectively.

"No. I would never let that happen. Hiyori, has anything else occurred other than you being able to heal rapidly?"

I wanted to blurt out 'yes' and spill everything. Plants being revived and strange visions, but it felt hard to do that for some reason. I had to suck it up though and tell him. I honestly felt a bit more relaxed outside rather than at home. He obviously brought me out today so that he could make this easier for not only himself, but for me.

I took a deep breath and looked down at my feet.

"You know how I've always had a green thumb? Well its more than me being able to plant really well."

Dad frowned as if he knew what I was going to say.

"Ever since I was little, I noticed that whenever I was near dead grass, it would...spring to life. Like return to its vibrant green color and appear to have not been withered in the first place. I thought it was just my imagination until it happened during a cold winter. There was a tree. A very withered tree. I was on my way to school and I had to fix my shoe. I leaned up against the nearest tree to fix it, then that's when something happened. The tree's leaves were all gone, the bark was old and dead and the branches looked as if they were gonna fall off any minute."

I took a minute to stop and look at the palm of my hand.

"As soon as my hand touched that tree, it blossomed to life as if spring arrived early. The leaves were a gorgeous green, the bark looked healthy and each dying branch bloomed with small flowers. That's when I realized that it wasn't just some odd, blue moon occurrence. This happened because of me. I did that and I don't even know how. I was scared and confused, so I left well enough alone and chose to be careful rather than say anything."

Dad's eyes glossed over to a nearby tree.

"Hiyori why didn't you tell me any of this?"

I sighed.

"I felt that you wouldn't believe me, so I pushed it away and never thought to bring it up."

I placed my hand on my forehead.

"I know nothing about what's going on and I feel completely lost on who I am. Things felt normal before, but now things have changed within the blink of an eye."

I immediately thought about meeting Yui and the others. Learning about Vampires and many other things. I wouldn't be surprised if one day soon I sprout wings and fly off to some mystical world. That's how fast I feel things have been thrown at me.

"Hiyori..."

I took a deep breath and got ready to tell him more.

"I've even been having...strange dreams. I don't know, visions maybe."

"Visions?"

I wanted to mention the description of the dreams I had while I was with Laito. Where I touched his head and a whole bunch of different flashes of dreamlike images began rushing through my head. I decided to try and lessen the reveal of that.

"Yeah. One day, I um, accidentally bumped into someone and I began seeing things. Like, things they must've been through in their life. It was almost as if I was seeing everything from their point of view. It was so surreal."

Then I thought back to that dream regarding that beautiful woman with long hair. The one that called Laito's name as she bled out. Was I seeing whatever happened to Laito through his eyes? Was that what that was? If so, who was that woman? Did Laito hurt her? No way. He wouldn't right? Would he be capable of such an act? I thought about asking him one day but I knew that wouldn't end pretty.

I leaned back in my seat and folded my arms.

"It makes you wonder what else could possibly happen within a short amount of time."

Dad laid his hand on my back trying to comfort me. I'm sure he understood what I meant.

"Let's head home."

I nodded and got up from my seat. We grabbed our things and made our way home. My mind was riddled with so much. I've been hit with almost everything imaginable. I still can't believe that my best friend is a vampire and that she's also living with a family of them. I've been through hell with the Sakamaki family and it hasn't been long since I've known the lot of them. You'd think I'd had known them for a long time with all the things I've been through with them so far.

As we walked along, Dad turned towards me and spoke.

"You know Hiyori, I understand how you feel. Suddenly being ambushed with something like this."

"But didn't you immediately believe and accept Mom?"

He nodded.

"I did but it was a bit hard. I mean, Faeries, vampires and god knows what else is out there."

As soon as he mentioned vampire, I gave him my fully attention.

"Did she ever say anything more about vampires?"

He shook his head.

"Other than what she told me? Not really. Well now that I think about it, even though Vampires were responsible for the death of her family and the rest of her kind, she sometimes spoke as if all Vampires weren't bad."

That sounds odd.

"But they killed her family and the other Faeries. They no longer exist because of them."

"I don't think Ayaka thought it made sense to blame all Vampires. Only the ones responsible for the slaughter."

Thinking about Yui, I figured what if Mom met some vampires that didn't seem bad to her. Maybe considered some a friend?

"Maybe she managed to meet some Vampires that weren't so bad."

Dad sighed and looked up at the sky.

"If that was the case, I wonder who made her not hate all of them."

I wondered that too. Any other person would've thought it right to blame the entirety of the ones that caused them such pain and distress. At least be blinded by the anger and hate and hold everyone of the same circle accountable. Clearly Mom wasn't one to think like that. Mom was always a sweet woman in my eyes, so I feel it makes sense that she would do something like that.

I then turned to Dad with curiosity in my voice.

"Even though you've never met one, do you think you hate...Vampires?"

Dad let out a chuckle.

"I've never met one but because of what happened to Ayaka and what all she told me, I highly doubt I'd consider one a friend."

Yui quickly came to mind. She was a vampire and my friend. Best friend even. You wouldn't even think she was a vampire because of how she was as a person but she was. I can't even picture her drinking blood let alone hurting someone.

"What if you met someone that was actually a good person and you saw them as a friend. A good friend. Then you find out that they were a vampire, would you no longer want to be their friend?"

"I wouldn't, no."

His answer surprised me.

"But...wouldn't their character be more important than what they were?"

His face became almost visible with anger.

"Absolutely not. How Ayaka felt was one thing but how I feel is the complete opposite."

"But..."

"Why are you defending this so hard?"

I was trying not to seem obvious but it was just barely working.

"Of course I'm not, just being curious is all."

He sighed.

"All I can say is that I now know that Vampires walk these same streets and that you can be a target."

His eyes became cloudy with worry.

"Hiyori, if something were to happen to you, I wouldn't be able to live with that."

"Dad don't say something like that. I've been fine this whole time right? We can just carry on as usual."

He placed his hand on his chest.

"I know but please humor me. Be careful alright. No going anywhere by yourself, no speaking to strangers and if anything odd happens please let me know."

I can't remember a time ever when Dad was like this. The typical overprotective Father cliche just didn't seem necessary at any point in both our lives. So this was hard to accept right off the bat.

"Oh come on Dad..."

"Hiyori I'm serious."

The look in his eye was dead serious and wasn't taking anything else other than me going along with what he was saying. I sighed and nodded.

"Okay."

I could tell he felt a bit bad for being over the top but I knew he had to. He was right. I've even considered the thought of being in danger. Faeries and Vampires appear to not have a great history, so I can understand his heavy concern. I thought back to all those times my blood was sucked and felt myself worry. Maybe I should try to not let that happen anymore. What if one day Laito drinks my blood and suddenly taste Faerie blood. Would he drain me? I'm sure he's capable of killing not only me but others as well. Has he killed before? Just thinking about it was giving me the chills.

We finally made it home. It was nice going out today, even though we came back in somewhat gloomy spirits.

After we made it inside and got comfortable, I saw Dad look a bit down.

"Dad, you alright?"

He ran his hand over his face and nodded.

"Yeah. I gotta go to the bathroom."

I frowned feeling myself worry. I knew he was upset and very scared for my well being. That's the main thing I didn't want to happen, was for him to stress over me. I know he's my Dad and parents naturally worry for their children but what if he works himself up to the point he ends up bed ridden again. Just the thought made my heart clench as I dwelled on it. Even though I felt that it wasn't necessary, I decided to just do what he says and keep my guard up.

Laito sprang into my mind and I let out a bothered groan.

"This isn't gonna be easy "

As he went in the bathroom, I made way to my room but I stopped at the threshold. I looked down the hall and saw that Dad's room door was open. Then that's when something came to mind. I couldn't believe that I was actually thinking about snooping through his things but would I really be in the wrong? I have every right to know something about Mom and myself. What would be so bad anyways? As long as I'm quick, it shouldn't be so bad.

Not wanting to wait a second longer, I quickly ran into his room and my eyes instantly began darting around the room. Nothing seemed worthy of looking through, that is until I saw that his closet door was open. I walked towards it and looked all around until my eyes looked up and found something. There was a small box like chest on top of a shelf. It looked old. Like really old.

"It looks like its about to fall apart."

I reached up and carefully brought it down. It was even more ancient looking up close. I looked towards the door to make sure Dad wasn't coming and still in the bathroom. I popped open the latch that was on it and opened it. Inside looked to be some sentimental items. There were pictures, some jewelry, and a few pieces of folded paper. They looked like notes. Instead of grabbing the paper, I reached for one of the pictures. Looking at it, I couldn't help but smile.

"Heh, this must've been when I was born."

They were clearly in the hospital in this picture. Mom was holding a small bundle in her arms while Dad stood on the side of her kissing the side of her head.

They looked so happy.

"Dad probably misses you more than me."

I put the picture down and picked up another one. This one had to had been before I was born. It was the both of them standing in front of a huge beautiful fountain, while holding each other lovingly. They looked so happy and in love.

"To think I never seen these."

Before I could pick up another object, I heard the toilet flush. A huge indicator that Dad was about to exit the bathroom. Instead of grabbing another picture, I grabbed one of the folded up papers and closed the case. I hurried to put the chest back up in the closet and quietly rushed to my room. I then tossed the paper on my bed in a panic. Right when I made it, Dad came out the bathroom. He looked as if a train ran over him with how down and out he looked.

Genuine concern was in my voice.

"Is everything okay?"

He gave me a forceful smile.

"Yeah."

Then he reached out and rubbed the top of my head.

"Isn't it my job to worry about you?"

I moved my head so that his hand could fall from it.

"Dad seriously, are you fine? I know that this has got to be just as hard for you as it is for me."

The picture of him and Mom holding each other in front of that fountain popped in my head. Even though he didn't talk about her a lot until now, I could tell that he thinks about her everyday. It must pains him so much that she's gone.

Dad gave a defeated sigh and gestured for me to go in the living room. We both sat down on the couch and I waited for him to speak.

"You're right. I'm just still barely grasping everything that has happened ever since Ayaka came into my life. Met her, fell in love, married her, and then had you. I can't help but think about all the danger she was in before she met me and how many times she must've had to escape death simply because of what she was."

He clenched his fist.

"I then think about you. To be honest with you, I wanted you homeschooled but then crazy thoughts began running through my head."

I looked at him curiously.

"Like what?"

He let out a short chuckle.

"Like what if one of your teachers was a vampire and they kidnapped you."

I couldn't help but laugh also.

"Sounds possible."

Our laughter came to an end when we both realized that that could've very well happened. I mean nothing seems impossible anymore at this point. Once I found out Vampires existed, that opened up a door for me that anything could be out there. Just what else could exist? I shouldn't be thinking about it too hard. Its just gonna add on to more possible worries.

Dad then folded his hands in front of him.

"That was a genuine concern of mine though. All those times I left you home alone to go to work, I would always go to work worried sick because of the possibility of something like that happening."

I'm honestly shocked that he hasn't tried to block me out from the world as a whole.

"If you were so worried about something happening, why let me go to school?"

"I knew that locking you away wasn't the best idea. I mean I didn't want you to grow up without socializing or having friends. I began to imagine how ruined your life would be if I kept you isolated from the world. Even though it scared me, I knew I had to let you live your life as you so choose. If you wanted to make a lot of friends then so be it. If you wanted to live out your life with not many friends, then that was fine. I didn't want to have full control over you like that, fill you with fear and make you believe that the whole world was bad. Just because I felt that way for you, doesn't mean you should."

All this time I've been working hard to not be a burden on him and yet he's been stressing over my well being since Mom died. All because of what I am. I am happy that he allowed me to have a choice. He let me decide for myself how I wanted to enjoy my life and I'm grateful for that.

"I'm happy that you gave me a choice. Let me go to school, left me home alone, let me go out by myself and have friends. I'm fine and not hurt in anyway."

He smiled but then that smile dropped from his face.

"But...things have changed now."

"What do you mean?"

He looked like he was gonna regret saying whatever it is he was about to say.

"Hiyori that school you go to, I...I don't think you should attend there anymore."

I was not expecting him to say that at all. I couldn't hide the immediate displeasure on my face.

"But why?"

"Hiyori everything that's been happening to you, the healing, the bringing plants back to life, the visions, all of it. It only means that something could be awakening inside you. Something that may become noticeable to some."

"But I've been fine this whole time. Nothing has happened, I'm not hurt or anything."

"Not yet."

I looked at him with shock and sadness in my face.

"I thought you wanted me to live my life how I wanted? To not be shackled down or locked away?"

"I do but things have changed. Before I didn't think anything else was wrong. The healing was one minor thing but now you're telling me you've had visions and have even brought huge trees back to life. This only means that a part of you is coming to the surface more and more which means that you may become a target sooner or later."

He makes it seem like Vampires will be sniffing around our very doorstep soon. This whole time nothing has happened, so why now act on it? Why go to extreme measures now?

"But why do I have to leave school? What about Yui? She's my first friend ever and you want me to just find another school."

"I know but Hiyori..."

"No. I'm not gonna agree to this. I told you all of that because I finally felt it was right. You revealed everything to me regarding Mom and you, and I took it all in stride. Accepting it, wanting to adapt to it and understand it more. I'm not gonna run and hide because you think that would be better."

"Its for your own good. If something were to happen to you..."

"Like what? What could happen to me?"

He paused and looked down at his feet. He peeked up and took a glance at me. Obviously he wanted to say more but he was keeping quiet.

"You haven't told me everything have you?"

Looking like he's been caught, he stood and rubbed his hand through his hair while sighing.

"What I told you...was enough."

Feeling myself get riled up, I got up from my seat as well and folded my arms.

"It isn't enough! What else aren't you telling me?"

"Hiyori calm down."

"I will not unless you tell me everything."

"You're not ready for everything!"

"How would you know if you don't tell me first. Its not fair for you to make all these decisions yourself when I have every right to know as much as you do."

Dad looked as if he was about to give but held back.

"Your Mother wanted you safe. Which is why I only told you so much."

"But is that what Mom wanted? Did she want you to hide everything from me or tell me."

He only stood and stared.

"What if she wanted me to know but you decided by yourself that I wasn't ready. Instead of doing what she wished, you took it upon yourself to do what you thought was for the best. To not have me involved in that world and for me to stay under your watchful eye."

I couldn't help but feel myself tear up a bit. I was very upset with him. I can't remember ever being this angry with him. I began to walk off but I stopped and looked at him.

"From what all that's been happening to me, I think I'm pretty deep in this world already. There isn't nothing you should try and shield me from."

I then left Dad standing in the middle of the living room by himself. After I went in my room and closed my door, I went over to my bed and laid down. I brought my arm over my face and just cried. How could he? How could he just keep everything to himself and then have the nerve to suggest that I basically hide away somewhere. And to want me to leave Ryoutei. To leave Yui. I've gotten too use to everything and for him to want me to transfer elsewhere. Who knows, he probably wanted to bring up homeschooling for me. It hurt so bad. Why couldn't he just tell me and let me handle it the way I want to. He instead thinks its better for me to stay ignorant of everything, well unfortunately for him, its way too late for that.

Not only have I've come in contact with Vampires but I've learned that I'm a Faerie. Part Faerie anyway.

My point is, if I can handle seven Vampires, I'm sure I can handle anything. Its like he doesn't have any faith in me to take on this whole situation like an adult.

I moved my arm away from my face and sat up. I wiped away a few tears with my hand and stared off into space. It was so tempting to go and apologize for my outburst but then I think back to how I wasn't that much in the wrong. All he had to do was tell me. Why was he making it impossible to do?

I was about to lie back down, until I felt something rustling under me. I felt around and grabbed some paper.

"Oh..."

It was the folded paper that I grabbed. It was probably some kind of letter of love or something. I wanted to read it but what if it was something really private that was truly only meant for Dad's eyes? Was I willing to take that chance? Absolutely. I unfolded it and read.

Genjiro My Dearest,

You and Hiyori have been the greatest gift I've ever received in my life. I love you both and want you two to be forever safe and sound. I can only hope that you understand why I have to do this. As time has gone by, I realized that I wasn't fully free from that man's clutches. He's been keeping an eye on me and the both of you. I feel that if I stay, the two of you will eventually be in grave danger. I would rather burn alive than have that man lay hands on our Daughter. Just know that I will return. Perhaps not soon, but I promise on my very soul that I will. Just swear to me, that you will tell Hiyori. I want her to know that I haven't abandoned either of you and that I think about the both of you everyday. I cannot help but cry even now as I write this, because I know that this will pain the both of you very much. Genjiro, tell our Daughter about me. Tell her about herself and guide her along.

Forever in your heart, Ayaka

My hands were shaking and my eyes were blurry with tears. Tears of joy and sadness. Was what I just read real? Is this a dream? Deep down, I kinda wish it was, because I had no idea on how to respond to this.

Mom didn't die. She left. She left to protect us and Dad knew.

I rushed to my door and grabbed the doorknob but hesitated.

I can't just go out and yell at him, even though it was difficult to hold back. Instead I held the letter close to my chest and sat back on my bed. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing.

Mom was alive somewhere and that thought alone was enough to make me feel so happy. Thinking about the last part of the letter made me angry. She wanted Dad to tell me. I knew it.

He thought it was best for me to be kept in the dark about it rather than tell me.

My anger grew but at the same time, I could only understand from his stand point. He wanted me safe, he didn't want me to get hurt and I understand that but he really shouldn't think that I'm not strong enough to handle the current situation.

I looked down at the letter and sighed. Maybe I needed to return it before Dad realizes that its missing. Just not now. I looked over the letter again and again and attempted to think about each part. Mom said she left because she wanted to protect us. Protect us from what? That man she mentioned. I wondered who this man was. Did Dad tell me?

Trying really hard to remember, I thought back to when he was telling me all of this. From him and Mom meeting, to me finding out about Mom's true heritage.

I shook my head. I'm sure it'll come to me when I'm not thinking about it. Until then, I think its going to be rather tense between me and Dad for a while. It has never been like this between us. That is until uncovered secrets started being revealed.

I'm gonna need the rest to try and push through tonight after all what just went on. I took the letter and folded it down, then put it in my dresser. I gotta try to put it back before Dad knows. I'll likely do it when he's at work.

I looked at the time and saw that I had time to rest a bit before school. I got undressed and put on a gown that was hanging on the edge of my bed. Tucking myself in bed, my running thoughts almost kept me from falling asleep but I eventually began to feel myself get sleepy.

As I fell asleep, I could only remember when Mom use to come in my room and pat my head before going to bed herself. Whenever I had trouble sleeping, she would do that and I'd immediately go to sleep. I could use her right now. As I finally went to sleep, I felt a small tear run down the side of my face.