Midoriya POV

After leaving the Todoroki house I didn't know what to do I didn't know what happened I was just confused worried and anxious, I don't know what to do I didn't want to have to tell my mom why I came back so quickly! I had a feeling that Todoroki wouldn't want people knowing about whatever that was. I decided to go to the beach I cleared when I was training with All Might to try to gain some control over my racing thoughts. I stood there staring at the calm ocean, with a not calm mind. What happened to him? He said that this just happens but he was so shaken by it! It was like he lost control over his body and he leaned onto me more than just what was needed to keep him upright what does that mean!? Does he like me like I like him! Izuku! Now is not the time to be thinking about my feelings for him! I mentally scolded myself. He's suffering and all I can think about is if he likes me! He might not even what to be my friend anymore! What if he's mad at me? What if he doesn't like me anymore? What if he associates me with that and doesn't want to be around me? What if he... my mind kept going in circles with all the "What ifs" I was ruminating really badly. Eventually I was able to break free and think about what Tanaka-san says to do when I'm thinking like this: check the facts. I took a slow deep breath and thought about what I did know. Todoroki had a lot of emotions, but anger didn't seem to be one of them, and I think he was trying to comfort me so at least he's not mad at me. He said that this happens to him, so I didn't do it, but I did bring him to the thing that caused it! NO don't think like that he could have told me that he didn't want to spar, but he didn't, but why didn't he form what he told me doing that would definitely make him react that way! Why did he let it happen!?

It's a good thing that I'm seeing Tanaka-san tomorrow, maybe he could tell me what's going on.

I continued to stare out onto the water, until I was interrupted my empty stomach, I took out my phone to check the time it was seven forty, I decided to text him asking if he was ok, before heading home, I stopped at a fast food place for dinner on the way. It was after eight when I got a text saying, "I'm fine, I'll see you in class tomorrow."

"Ok see you then!" I responded.

My anxiety kept me up, worried about how this will affect our friendship.

The next day, he acted like nothing happened, so I did the same, but I was still nervous Iida and Occhacho noticed. when the class rep asked about it, so I lied and said that it was nothing and lucky they didn't ask follow-up questions, I noticed Todoroki seem relieved when I lied, he didn't people to know. I couldn't wait to tell my therapist about all of this, I know he doesn't want people to know but he's my therapist I don't keep secrets from him.

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