Author's note: this chapter is rated m for explicit sexual content.

Cat's POV

I open my eyes, and the first thing I see is my boyfriend in only his boxers and I'm only wearing my bra and panties. Now I remember what happened. God, he's so hot. "Robbie, come on, baby. Wake up." His eyes flutter open and he kisses me all over. "Morning, kitty cat. But why now? At 5:40 in the morning?" I play with the hem of his boxers. "Well, you know, I wanted to do what we did yesterday. Fuck, I didn't expect you to have such a big, hard, long di-" Knock knock. Dammit, Tori. "So, guess what? Josh is officially gone." Hold up. "Wait, did that actually just happen?" She nods her head. "You mean the fact that Josh killed himself? Yeah." Robbie pulls one of my bra straps down before he sits up. Cheeky fucker. "So we don't have to stay here anymore?" Tori jumps into our bed. Yeah, this isn't awkward at all. "No, you do have to stay here for two to three weeks. My dad still has to finish the investigation and interview his friends. There is still hate surrounding you guys, especially you, Robbie. My dad has to make sure that it ends."

I give him a kiss and I grip onto his bulge. Tori's just looking on awkwardly. "Oh, sorry, Tori." She looks kinda weirded out. "Yeah, it's okay. Honestly, what I saw from the basketball and baseball teams that were hating on Robbie, it looked like they were so scared of Josh that they picked on you so that he wouldn't hurt them." She walks out of our room, which leaves us alone. "So, back to gripping your big fucking dick?"

I take off his underwear, and his whole dick springs up in front of my face. "Mmm, I missed your cock." He undos my bra and removes my panties. "I feel like I'm the only guy who has seen your perfect tanned tits. Fuck, you're dripping wet." He slides his finger across my clit, and shivers go down my spine. "Stop teasing me like that." I grab his dick, spit on it and start to give him a handjob. He groans loudly when I stroke it, and I fucking love it. Maybe now he'll stop talking bad about himself. "See, Robbie? You're perfect. I love you so much." I wrap my lips around his shaft, and I already feel him tensing up in my mouth. "Cat, I'm gonna-" And it did happen. I blocked off the hole a little bit so that I can show him my prize. I look down at him and show him my tongue. "Now I'm gonna swallow every. Single. Drop." I make him watch me swallow everything. He looks up at me with wide eyes. "Um...I just need to go." What? "Where are you going?" He slips on all of his clothes. "I'm just gonna head to the backyard to go for a swim."

Robbie's POV

I can't take it anymore. I can't take life anymore. I just need to cry it all out. "Robbie. Why are you crying? I just gave you a blowjob. There's nothing to be sad about." I cry into a towel. "Cat, I've been thinking about this over the last couple of days, and...I think that we should break up. It has nothing to do with you, nothing at all. It's me." She's looking at me with anger and surprise. "But why? I've been loving you since forever. I love you so much." I hug her. "Sorry, but I just don't feel ready for a relationship yet. Please, Cat. This is for the good of both of us. Don't cry." And there she goes. "B-but I love you. Why are you breaking up with me? Please give me another chance, I swear I'll change." My damn heart. "I'm sorry, Cat. Please forgive me, but I really don't feel ready for a relationship yet. I mean, I feel like we're moving a little too fast too early. Cat, I love you, and I want the best for you. I just need to put this relationship on hold for a while. You're my best friend, right?" She nods her head. "Well, best friends support each other. So, please, let me do this." I can't take it anymore! I go into the kitchen to grab a knife. "Robbie, don't, please! I love you so much." I take one out of the drawer. "You know how many text messages I get from Josh's friends saying that they'll kill us if they saw us together?! A lot! It's better to end it all this way. Just...let me kill myself in peace."

"No! Robbie! You have so much to live for." She holds the knife down.

"No, I don't! I'm a worthless piece of shit that nobody loves! Cat, just please leave me alone." Here it goes. Good fucking riddance.

"Robbie! Please. Don't leave me! I-I love you. Please stay with me. Don't do something this stupid anymore! It's not worth it!" I drop the knife and start to stroke her hair.

"Cat, I told you to-" Ow! She just slapped me on my face!

"Don't you dare leave me, Robbie Matthew Shapiro! If you do, I'll die with you. I'm never gonna forgive you if you kill yourself. I know that it's hard to fight this off. Please give my heart a break. Let me ease your ache. Let me love you. I'm begging you. If you wanna break up, I'm fine with that, but I don't wanna imagine a life without you. Think about how Tori's gonna feel. Jade, Beck, Andre. Think about how I'm gonna feel. Please. The day I first met you, you told me that we were gonna be friends forever. There's only one life to live, and there's no time to waste. I still remember when I ran home crying one night because you didn't wanna date me. You're my best friend. I don't wanna see you like this. I still have the sweater that you gave me." So that's where it went!

"Sorry, Cat. I let my emotions get the best of me again. Can I have an apology hug, please?" I outstretch my arms, and she pulls me in.

"I love you."

Author's note: a little suicidal, eh?