Another year had passed with no contact between Jessie and John. Jessie was now done with school and decided to take a year off. John's twenty-first birthday was next week. John and his friend Rob were hanging out in Rob's dorm.

"I'm outta here man, I'm beat." John said standing up.

"Are you gonna go back to your room and dream about Jessie?" He said.

"Fuck off."

"Why don't you just grow some balls and tell her you love her?"

"I do not love her."

"Yes you do." "I've never met the girl and I know her life story." "Why do you think none of your relationships work out?"

"Bye." He left.

Two nights later Jessie had just gotten home from a shift.

"I'm home." She said as he came through the door.

"We're in here." Preston said from the kitchen. She went into the kitchen. "A guy called for you earlier, a Rob."

"I don't know anyone named Rob."

"He said he was a friend of John's." "I wrote his number down and hung it on the fridge."

After Jessie got out of the shower she sat on her bed and picked up the phone to call Rob.

"Hello?" He said.

"Hi, is this Rob."

"Yes."

"This is Jessie."

"Hi." "I'm glad you called back."

"Is John ok?"

"John's fine." "We're having a birthday party for him next Saturday." "I thought it would be a nice surprise if you were there."

"What time?"

"The party starts at eight." "Can you come at seven-thirty?"

"Sure."

The next Saturday Molly was standing behind Jessie tying the strings on her light yellow dress.

"I know you have to be excited." Molly said.

"Yeah it's been almost three years."

"Have fun and drive safe."

"I will."

Jessie got to the student union where they were having the party. Rob recognized her and went over to her.

"Hi Jessie." He said.

"Hi, Rob?"

"Yeah."

"Here." He said handing her an ID.

"What's this for?"

"So you can go out with me and John later."

When John got there Rob decided to have her hide at first.

"John I have a surprise for you." Rob said. "Hey Jessie."

Jessie came out. John immediately smiled. She went over to him.

"Hi John." She said. "Happy birthday."

"Jess." He said happily. They hugged.

Jessie, John and Rob all went to a bar. They were drinking and playing darts. Jessie had just won the third game in a row.

"John I think your friend is taking us." Rob said.

"Seems like it." John said jokingly.

"I swear it's just beginners luck." Jessie said. "I have to go to the bathroom." She went to find the bathroom.

"Tell her, tonight would be the perfect time." Rob said.

"There's nothing to tell."

After the bar John asked Jessie to come see his dorm room.

"I haven't had fun like that in a long time." She said.

"Me either."

"Did you have a good birthday?"

"Yeah, because you were here." He leaned in to kiss her. She pulled back at the last possible second knowing what would happen if they did.

"I have to go." She turned to leave. He stopped her.

"Don't." "Stay."

"No." "I'm not letting you do this to me again." "I actually thought you cared about me."

"I do."

"No you don't." "You used me just like everyone else."

"What?" "Jessie, you know I wouldn't do that."

"You did it." "When I woke up the next day you were gone." "I actually bought all that bullshit about it being special because it was us." She said hurt and angry. She turned to leave and went for the door. John followed her.

"Jessie wait." He turned her around. "You don't understand."

"Yes I do."

"No you don't." "I… "I um…

"What?"

He kissed her. She wanted to resist but couldn't help herself and kissed him back. Each kiss was filled with more and more passion as they went over to the bed. He un-tied her dressed and her pulled it off, revealing her bra and panties were also yellow. She quickly took off his shirt, jeans and boxers. As they continued to kiss he guided her hands down to his erection, groaning into her mouth as she lightly squeezed it with both hands. She broke the kiss and looked at him. "I don't think you really deserve this." She said as she slowly moved her hands back and forth. He moaned. "Are you sorry for what you did to me?" "I'm sorry." He said. "Jessie." He moaned. She went faster. "Oh god, Jess." He moaned loudly. He stopped her and sat her on the edge of the bed getting on his knees to be level with her. "What do I have to do to get you to forgive me?" He said as he took off her bra. "This?" He lowered his head and kissed the middle of chest. "Oh John." She moaned loudly as he sucked on her left nipple. He continued lower removing her panties. "What about this?" He asked as he spread her legs. "Ohhhhhhhh." She moaned as she felt his tongue inside her. She put her head back and closed her eyes, feeling his hands squeezing her breasts. For the next few minutes she enjoyed all the sensations she was feeling. He went faster. "Ohhh, my god, ohhhh, ohhhhh." She moaned giving in. He stood up and got a condom from the nightstand. "Come here." He said. They kissed. He laid them both back on the bed. She moaned and he groaned as he slipped inside her. They both knew they couldn't wait any longer. "Do you know how many nights I've dreamt of this?" He asked as they kissed. "John." He moaned. He looked at her. "Jessie I…He kissed her still not able to bring himself to say what he wanted to. "God I missed you so much Jessie." He groaned. "John, ohhhh, oh yes, oh my god, John." She moaned giving in. "Jess." He groaned giving in. They fell asleep without another word.

When John woke up the next morning Jessie was gone. He didn't blame her.