HINATA

"Jesus…." I mutter getting off the bed walking over to him. He walks into his closet ignoring me. I follow him into the closet. "Tobio….." He doesn't glance my way as he takes his shirt off. His back is to me looking damp, muscles showing nicely under the closet dim light. Damnit this is the wrong time to be turned on. "Um I'm really sorry for not telling you everything. I can tell you the full story tonight if you like. Hell, I can tell you right now." Kageyama doesn't turn around until I place a hand on his damp back. He finally turns around looking down. I touch his face tilting his head until our eyes meet. I bite my bottom lip seeing the tears in his eyes.

"Shoyo….." he mutters. "I love you…..he…..he almost killed you, he violated you….." I grab his face into my hands.

"I'm okay thanks to you," I reply trying to keep my voice even. "I thought about you, otherwise I think I would have died because…..I really couldn't take it anymore." Kageyama locks eyes with me and I know for sure he is my everything. I lean in slowly not sure if he will allow me to kiss him, but he does. Kageyama is unsure, the kiss is coming across very nervous. I pull out of the kiss. "Come on, let's get you into a bath." I help Kageyama undress leading him into the bathroom. I start up the bath tossing in some bath beads he let me purchase. I always wanted them, but Ushijima refused to buy them. I help Kageyama get seated inside the tub once ready.

"Shouldn't I be taking care of you?" he asks softly.

"We should be taking care of each other," I reply glancing at him. I remove my clothes joining him in the bath. I did well as the water isn't too hot or too cold. I settle between Kageyama legs before leaning back against his chest feeling his heart beat into my back. Kageyama wraps his arms around me. I lay my head on his shoulder. "I love you….."

"I love you," he says kissing my hair. "I wish I could have met you first." God had that happened my life would have been so much more different. Kageyama would have maybe taken me in too but I know he would never do what Ushijima did.

"We can enjoy the time we have now," I say softly taking one of his hands into mine. "I want you know my life wasn't always this dramatic. I was told my mom passed away when I was just 2 months old. I think my dad blamed me for it as it was a result of a complication of the delivery. I don't fully understand it because my dad never provided me details." Kageyama begins to rub his hands up and down my arms to comfort me. "We have always had a strained relationship since then. It got worse when he found out I was gay."

"You didn't tell him?" asked Kageyama.

"No," I replied. "I was scared to tell him and for good reason. He came home early catching me making out with my boyfriend at the time. He was pissed off. Started yelling throwing anything he could get his hands on at me. Then he told me to get out." I hang my head because I can still feel everything, I felt that day as if it happened yesterday. "My boyfriend said I couldn't stay with him, so I was pretty much homeless. I stayed at a shelter and that is when taking my pain pills increased. Before I would just take them to help me sleep once in a blue moon. I liked how they made me feel when I started taking them daily. It made me feel numb to everything around me. My boyfriend broke up with me because he wanted to start dating someone new. I hated the fact that he never really tried with me. It's hard to explain. If I had to describe it I would say it felt like he just gave up on me." Kageyama kisses my hair and I feel so loved a small smile comes to my face.

"How did you see Ushijima again?" he asked.

"He saw me waiting to go inside the shelter," I explain. "It's a first come first serve kind of thing so I was there waiting in line. He was coming from his job and recognized me. I was so humiliated. Standing outside in the blazing sun waiting in line with other homeless people who were way older than me. Ushijima didn't make me feel bad though. He actually started chatting it up with me while I was in line, then he offered for me crash on their couch." I can feel Kageyama tense.

"Is that why you didn't want to take my offer?" he asks.

"Yes and no…." I say slowly. "I slept on the sofa only for a week before Ushijima invited me to his bed. I didn't mind because he was the only person putting an effort towards helping me. Once we had sex he asked if I would be his boyfriend and of course I said yes, he seemed perfect."

"Most abusers do," states Kageyama.

"Yeah," I agree. "It wasn't until we had been together for a month, I started to see the changes. I was looking for a job, but he told me to not worry about it how he was going to an Olympian and make us a lot of money. He is very good, so I didn't doubt him. He got me a cell phone, brought me clothes but my freedom was slowly restricted. He wanted a home cooked meal every night, the bedroom had to be spotless. If anything was out of place he would just yell. It became so normal I started ignoring him. Especially for the fact I busted my ass to make him happy." I sigh before continuing.

"One day I went for a walk and ran into an old classmate. We chatted it up making me lose track of time. I got home and he was there waiting for me. He slapped me so hard my ear was bleeding. I tried to fight him out anger. I never had anyone hit me like that. Not even my own father before he disowned me. He is just bigger and stronger. I'm fast but couldn't dodge his long arms ever. I didn't want to go back to the shelter so I figured I would just continue to do my best. Sadly, any little thing I did would set him off. Breathing too loudly or laughing at something funny. I fell heavily into taking my pain killers to escape how I truly felt about living with him." Kageyama hugs me tightly letting me know this is getting to him. "He put me in rehab once he knew he made the Olympic team. He didn't want anyone to know his boyfriend was a junky." Kageyama buries his face into my neck.

"Ughhh…..makes me so mad," he replies. "I won't do that to you…..I promise."

"I know…." I say softly. I rub my ass back against Kageyama. I continue repeating the maneuver until he is erect. It takes a little while, but I wasn't going to give up. I want to make love to him. It's been too long in my world. I want to feel him in every way possible. I mewl my face into his shoulder. "I want you…"

"The doctor said….."

"The doctor said to go slow," I reply cutting him off. "I can go slow." The water swishes as I turn around to face Kageyama. I lean down kissing him before getting up on the balls of my feet. I look at Kageyama I can tell he wants to do this but not at the same time. I hate the fact that he is blaming himself for what happened to me. He almost destroyed his career worrying about me. I slide down on Kageyama's dick slowly making sure to take my time. "Ahhhh….."I moan as it feels strange to fill him stretching my insides.

"Nnngghh…..Shoyo…" mutters Kageyama as I begin to slowly move my hips. I rest my arms on his chest as I roll my hips. I'm glad I can still enjoy being intimate with Kageyama. I would have been so upset with myself if I couldn't. I know Kageyama would never pressure me or force me to do anything I'm uncomfortable with. I want to be able to connect physically and emotionally to the man I love. His hands hold on to my hips underneath in the water. I can feel his grip tighten. "Uggghhh…." I didn't expect him to feel good. I was hoping he wouldn't think about what happened to me. It appears he is willing to receive my love. He is here in the moment with me. I move my hips just right touching my spot.

"Hahhh…..jesus….." I cry. I'm use to moving a little faster. It is overwhelming to touch that area slowly. Kageyama gazes at me as he slowly begins to roll his hips up to meet mine. Holy fuck…my eyes roll into the back of my head with the pleasure taking me. "Ohhhhh….hahhhh…ha…" Kageyama is taking his time going slow with moans and groans spilling from his mouth. I continue to ride his dick slowly enjoying the warm water and bubbles surrounding us. The flower scent adding to this intense atmosphere we have created. I can't speak for Kageyama but my climax is building slowly due to me not being able to go as fast. "Ahhh…..hahh…"

"Ahhhh…..fuck….." he moans arching his back. Those hips haven't stopped meeting me once.

"Haahhh…." I shout out. I just got a little tighter with my orgasm finally starting to tingle in my groin. Kageyama is so deep inside….

"Nnneehh…." Groans Kageyama. Sounds like he trying to gather himself.

"Tobio…." I moan breathing hard. He stares at me sitting up straight so he can kiss me. I happily take those lips as my hands slide into his hair. My hips speed up just a bit feeling his desire. "Ohhh…god….just like that…..nnggghhhh…" Kageyama pulls away from my lips beginning to nibble on my neck as he slowly moves his hips up within me. His arms wrapped around my waist trapping me to his body against his. He is not gripping too tightly due to my healing ribs. Kageyama drops his face down to my shoulder.

"Gggghhhhnnn….." he moans into my shoulder. "God damn…hahhhh…..I….I….fucking love you….mmmmm…." My body begins to quiver responding to his raw emotions. I know he loves me. He has always loved me. It showed in the way he spoke to me, the way he treated. He has been so selfless and giving.

"Ohhhhh…..Tobiooooo….." I whine. "You're going to make me cum…ahhhhhh…" Kageyama grunts as he begins to thrust deeper inside of me as I begin to meet his thrust once more. His cock gets bigger inside me causing my eyes rolls back. "Oh fuck….yesssss…I'm cumming…aarrrggghhhh…."

"Nnnngghhh…." groans Kageyama into my neck as I begin to cum so hard my body is shaking. I pant as I continue to ride my climax that seems to be hitting me in waves.

"Hhhaahhh…..shit…..shit…" I gasp never having an orgasm rock me this hard. It seemed to go on a lot longer than I'm use to. It is hitting me in mini waves making me lose my breath. Kageyama moans feeling my ass pulsing around his dick as he climaxes inside of me.

"Shoyoooo…" he howls. "Ahhhh…haa….hahhh…mmpphh…." I grip his upper back enjoying the feel of him releasing his pleasure. I finally slow my movements panting hard. He still has his face in my neck. I lay my head on his shoulder as I begin to grip him tightly.

"I love you too Tobio….." I mutter trying not to cry. I love him so much if anything ever happened to him, I don't know what I would do. Sure, I can pick myself but up but that is like trying to adjust to having no arms at the age of 25 when you got use to them always being there.

"Everything is going to be okay now….." he says breathing hard before kissing my cheek. "Everything is going to be okay."