Cat's POV

Why is he leaving me so soon?

"Hey, Tori?" I peek into her room.

"Hi, Cat. It's 3:00 in the morning, what's up?" She turns on her lamp and makes room for me, and we speak in a volume that won't wake Candace up.

"Robbie wanted another break just because I gave him a blowjob. I can't help that he makes me horny, Tori. It's like he wants me to change who I am just so he can be comfortable." I play with the string on my pajamas.

"And you don't feel good about that, do you?" She's right.

"If I change who I am, I might as well be dead. It's like he can't see that I want to be with him for the rest of my life or something, so what, I move fast, it's who I am, I'm a sugar loving fast talking girl. Because of Josh, I've known nothing but pain and he isn't helping." I go underneath her blanket.

"You want to talk to my dad about it?" What? Why would I tell a middle-aged man my problems at 3:00 AM?

"No, if I didn't love him so much and care that he is my everything I'd have been dead yesterday. Not once has he told me we needed to go slow. He was hard, I thought I could help but I only seem to make things worse, I feel that he'd be better off if I was dead." Knock knock.

"It's Robbie! Can I come in?"

I get up and open the door, and here he is, in all of his hotness. He's so fucking sexy. "Tori, I'm just gonna go for a quick stroll. Cat, do you wanna come?"

Me? "We broke up yesterday. Why do you want me to come with you?"

"I can't walk without a companion. I would ask Candace, but she gets cranky if I wake her up now. I've only known Tori for a short while, and it'll take a miracle to get me to ask Trina. So, can you come with me?" I look over to Tori, and then I look back at Robbie.

"Fine. Let's go." I put on the sweater that he gave me and I put on my slippers.

As I look at the night sky, and I look at the stars and the moon, it's almost like they're calling my name. I love to stare at the sky. It's so intriguing.

"Cat, look out!" Oh, shit. The car's so close. And then I feel a push from behind me.

"I am so sorry!" I'm not even hearing the guy who was driving.

"Robbie! Baby, answer me, please!" No, I don't want him to leave. Please, don't. God, please.

"Call an ambulance, sir." I see the guy frantically take out his phone to call 911.

I can't see my pookins in this much pain. They're carrying him out on a stretcher. Even though we're not on the best of terms right now, I still love him regardless of what he did. I just want him to be okay.

"R-Robbie..." I call out, not too loud, but at a volume that he can hear.

"Cat..." OMG, they're putting an oxygen mask over his face. Tell me that this is a nightmare. I need to go back home.

"Tori! I need to borrow your dad's car! Robbie just got hit by a car, and he's in the hospital." Tori rushes downstairs with her dad's car keys.

"Be back by 7:00. I need my dad to drive me to school." I nod my head and rush into the driveway and make my way to the hospital.

I go up to his room and give him a teddy bear that I bought from the gift shop. As much as I would love to keep it, I want to give it to him. Just because I love him. I also bought him some gummy worms, I know that they're his favorite candy.

"Hi, Robbie." He elevates the upper portion of his bed.

"Hi, Cat." I give him the teddy bear and I put the gummy worms on the table next to his bed.

"You know, you didn't have to push me out of the way like that. It's my fault that you got hit."

I give him a little kiss on the cheek.

"No, it's not your fault. I was just doing what was right. I don't want to see you get hurt, I love you too much. And I love your teddy bear too. I gotta stay in the hospital for another day, they just ran an x-ray, and it turns out that my ribs are shattered and I tore some of my ligaments. So that means that I have to get surgery." A tear trickles down my cheek and it lands on the bed.

"You saved my life." I slowly lean over and start to kiss him. This goes on for a couple of minutes before we pull away.

"Cat, if I did nothing to save you, I wouldn't be able to live with that fact in my head. It'll be another reason for me to kill myself. I'm already being bullied a lot, and seeing you get hurt would be my breaking point. You're my best friend, and nothing's gonna change that." Wait, what did he just call me?

"Best friend?! After everything I've done for you?! I stroked your dick, I sucked your dick, and I swallowed your cum! Why do you keep on doing this to me?! You know, sometimes, I wish that you would stop playing with me like this. Give my heart a break for once!" I think the entire hospital just heard what I said.

"You wanna know why I broke up with you?! Because I'm moving! After my parents divorced, my mom found a job in New Jersey. I'm gonna be moving there in a couple of weeks, and I don't wanna have to deal with a long-distance relationship." Wait, what?

"Oh. I-I'm sorry for getting mad at you. But you could've just told me the truth, you know that? Can we still make this relationship work?" I ask him, with tears swelling up again.

"What's the point of being in a relationship if we could only video chat and text each other? I wanna be able to hug you, kiss you, make love to you..." Whoa, he's getting feisty.

"You want to make love to me?" I put an eyebrow up.

"Never mind, forget I said-" I put a finger up to his lips.

"Well, once you're out of this hospital and you're fully healed, we can go to buy condoms. And I'll let you fuck my brains out. I promise you that." I run my finger down to his waist. "I gotta go back home now. Promise me that you'll love me forever." He chuckles.

"How could I ever stop loving you? Now go home." I giggle and dash out of the room.

Author's note: whoops.