Author's Note:
Hello wonderful people! Another warning here. This chapter is sad, Charisk, and has a bit of mature humor (still T though). Anyways, Enjoy!
JHpacigeno109
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Chara was sitting down by the restroom/elevator. She was feeling suicidal, but she wouldn't do anything. Chara had made a promise that she wanted to keep. A promise that she had to keep. Chara smiled as she realized that she was getting emotionally healthier. Chara stood up and walked over to where Frisk, Asriel, Sans, Undyne, Toriel, and Alphys were sitting. It had been around half an hour since Chara and Frisk had been saved. Chara sat in between Frisk and Undyne.
"Hi, Chara. Frisk told me what you promised. I'm happy. I hope that you don't break your promise," Asriel said.
"Chara, my child, Sans informed me on your promise. I am pleasured to see that you are actively trying to make yourself feel better," Toriel said.
"Hey. Yeah, I also hope that I don't try to do... that again," Chara said.
"Th- thank you, Chara and Fr- Frisk," Alphys said. Frisk was perplexed upon why her name was included in the thanks.
"You're welcome," Chara said.
"so, chara, i'm gonna try something with ya, okay? i want you to have your knife so you can prove to us that you're trying to feel better. also, it'll let ya have both your possessions," Sans said as he pulled Chara's knife out of his pocket. Chara put it in her pocket after grabbing it from Sans. She sadly rested her head on the table and cried.
"HUMAN, ARE YOU OKAY?" Papyrus asked.
"I j- just realized th- that I don't h- have my locket anymore. . ." Chara sobbed. Undyne started to sob.
Frisk comforted Chara as Alphys comforted Undyne.
"Hey, Chara, we'll find your Locket and get it back to you, okay? I'll make sure of it for you," Frisk said. She smiled as she grabbed Frisk's hands.
"Um, Undyne, wh- why are you sad? I can tr- try to make you f- feel better, o- okay?" Alphys said. Alphys nodded while speaking and wiped Undyne's tears.
Chara and Undyne both nodded.
"Th- thank you so much, Alphys," Undyne cried, "I d- don't know why I'm s- so sad, but I just h- have been feeling this w- way for a while now..."
"Would y- you mind if I scanned y- you're brain to s- see why you're sad, Undyne?" Alphys asked.
"S- sure," Undyne said.
"Hey, Alphys, could you do the same for Chara?" Frisk asked.
"N- no, please," Chara said.
"My child, I think it would be for the best if you did," Toriel said.
"No..." Chara said.
"Please, sis. I want you to feel better and this'll help," Asriel said.
"I don't think s- so..."
"kiddo, please. help prove that you're trustworthy," Sans said.
"M- maybe..."
"HUMAN, I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS, DEMAND THAT YOU LET DOCTOR ALPHYS DO THIS FOR YOU!" Papyrus demanded.
"F- fine..." Chara reluctantly agreed.
"S- so, who's going f- first?" Alphys asked.
"Chara," Frisk said.
"C- could you go f- first, Chara?" Undyne asked.
"Sure, why not..." Chara agreed. Alphys put a helmet on Chara and hit a button to sense her feelings.
FEELINGS:
SUICIDAL 27%; SAD 13%; LOVE 12%; FEAR 11%; EMBARRASSMENT 10%; CARE 9%; ANGER 8%; BOREDOM 7%; LUST 2%
Everyone looked at Chara, who was now sobbing. This was... a strange situation. Frisk felt uncomfortable. She wanted to comfort Chara, but Chara was lusting for something. Was that... Frisk? Frisk was unsure and didn't want to cause anything. Suddenly, the statistics changed.
FEELINGS:
EMBARRASSMENT 32%; LOVE: 21%; SUICIDAL: 15%; FEAR: 13%; SAD 9%; CARE 3%; LUST 3%; ANGER 2%
Frisk and Chara were both blushing. Chara covered her face. Asriel got up and left. Toriel and Papyrus followed.
"h- hey, uh, kiddo... what're you... uh... l- lusting, um, for...?" Sans uncomfortably asked.
"Either pain or... u- um... Frisk..." Chara said. Frisk and Chara both began to blush more.
"Chara, w- would you l- like me to check...?" Alphys asked nervously.
"NO!" Chara yelled. Her cheeks were very red and the rest of her face was pale. Sans snickered uncomfortably.
"Alphys, can you check suicidal?" Frisk sadly asked. Alphys nodded.
SUICIDAL:
MEMORIES: 54%; DEPRESSION 26%; EMBARRASSMENT 12%; CARE 8%
"Wow, Chara, you're, uh, really, um, embarrassed. Uh... heh..." Frisk said.
"hey, alphys, howsabout we check out chara's embarrassment in the feelings section?" Sans suggested teasingly. Chara blushed more, if even possible.
"O- okay..." Alphys said. She switched back and then into embarrassment.
EMBARRASSMENT:
LUST: 43%; LOVE 22%; SUICIDAL 21%; SAD 10%; CARE 4%
Chara took off the helmet and slammed her head on the table and began to sob. Frisk glared at Sans, who was laughing very bad.
"heheheh! heheheh! hey chara, do you wanna get frisky with frisk?" Sans asked.
"GO TO HELL," Chara yelled through closed teeth. Undyne burst into laughter and Frisk giggled.
"Sans, let's keep it appropriate, okay?" Frisk suggested.
"hey, chara, we need to check your emotions one last time. i'm lusting to see how you're doing," Sans giggled.
Chara slammed her head on the table again and then put the helmet on. Alphys pulled up the screen.
FEELINGS:
ANGER 32%; LOVE 28% HUMOR 25%; EMBARRASSMENT 10%; LUST 5%
Chara covered her face. Frisk blushed. Chara was having some very... interesting feelings. To try to comfort Chara, Frisk grabbed her hand. Chara's pupils shrank as she saw the screen change.
FEELINGS:
LOVE 69%; ANGER 11%; LUST 10%; EMBARRASSMENT 7%; HUMOR 3%
Chara pulled the helmet off again and just started to slam her head on the table. Sans, Undyne, and Alphys burst into laughter. Frisk giggled a bit. Chara shoved Frisk away and ran into the side room. She was sobbing. Why were her friends laughing at her emotions?! Chara was wishing she hadn't made that promise so that she could kill herself...
Chara realized she hadn't promised that she wouldn't self-harm. She pulled her shirt off and pulled out her knife. Chara made many, many cuts across her arms. She let her blood run across her arms, her knife, and her pants. Chara really liked the feeling of pain. She didn't care if her friends knew that she was self-harming. The blood on her face didn't matter. Chara just needed to feel pain.
After Chara made around fifty cuts on each of her arms, she put her shirt back on and took off her pants. Chara made more cuts across her legs. She made around twenty-five on each shin. Chara made around seventy-five on each thigh. Chara put her pants back on once she was done. She put her knife in her pocket and looked up. She saw Sans. He stared at her with a glare of conflicted feelings.
"Hi."
"hey chara."
"What's wrong?"
"you already broke the promise."
"No, I promised not to kill myself. I didn't promise not to self-harm. I am still allowed to self-harm."
"kiddo, i'm sorry. i shouldn't've made fun of ya like that. but, you shouldn't've done self-harm."
"Okay."
"okay? what does that mean?"
"I don't care that I should not have done self-harm."
"hmm."
"What?"
"i'm sorry, but you're not."
"So?"
"i'm disappointed in you, that's all. now, come with me, chara."
"No."
"what?"
"I said no. I won't come with a person who made fun of me for loving someone."
"it was a joke, chara. you even felt humor for it."
"AND YOU WENT INTO MY EMOTIONS! YOU LOOKED INTO MY PERSONAL LIFE! MY STUFF THAT I AM ALLOWED TO KEEP A SECRET! YOU TOOK AWAY MY ONLY THING THAT COULDN'T BE TAKEN FROM ME! I WANTED TO BE ABLE TO MAKE MYSELF BETTER WITH COMFORT AND ACTUALLY HEALING EMOTIONALLY! I DIDN'T WANT TO BE SEARCHED! I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO GO THROUGH MY EMOTIONS! AND NOW YOU'RE MAKING FUN OF ME WITH THE PRIVACY YOU STOLE FROM ME! NOW GO TO HELL OR GO AWAY!"
"sorry."
Chara was sobbing. Sans was crying. He left. Chara hated herself. She decided she needed more pain. She pulled her shirt off again and began to make cuts on her arm. Chara turned and hit her head against the wall. She hit her head every fifteen cuts she made. Chara dropped her knife when she got a hug from behind. Chara blushed and tried to escape the embrace, but she was unable. Who was hugging her? Chara looked at the arms. It was Frisk.
Chara started to breathe faster. She became pale. Her cheeks got red. Her body got hotter.
"Hey, Chara," Frisk said.
…
"Why won't you talk to me?" Frisk asked.
…
"I'm not letting go until you talk to me," Frisk said.
…
"We'll be like this forever," Frisk teased.
Chara rammed her head into the wall. Frisk gasped and then let go of Chara.
"Chara!" Frisk said.
Chara grabbed her shirt and put it on. She put her knife in her pocket and walked away. Chara exited the lab and saw Asriel, Toriel and Papyrus.
"Chara, why is there blood all over you? Are you okay?" Asriel asked.
"HUMAN, ARE YOU OKAY?" Papyrus asked.
"My child, uh, are you better?" Toriel asked.
"Bye," Chara said. She turned went back inside. Chara was upset when she saw her friends follow her. Chara sat at the table with Sans, Undyne, Alphys, and Frisk.
"H- hey, Chara, a- are you doing o- okay?" Alphys asked.
"Go to hell. All of you," Chara said.
"How about it's my turn?" Undyne suggested. Chara nodded.
"O- okay. Put the h- helmet on, Undyne," Alphys said.
FEELINGS:
HUMOR 30%; HAPPINESS 25%; CARE 20%; EMBARRASSMENT 15%; LOVE 10%
Undyne blushed and smiled. Everyone was confused. Undyne was so sad a little bit ago, why was she happy now? Everyone was confused by the love part except for Chara.
"U- uh, Undyne, I u- unfortunately, um, th- think that you h- have, uh, bipolar depression. A- also, if I might b- be able to ask, wh- what do you, um, l- love?" Alphys asked.
"Oh, nothing..." Undyne said embarrassedly.
"I know," Chara said. She smirked. Everyone looked at her. Undyne looked very worried.
"Chara..." Undyne pleaded.
"But I won't tell and invade personal lives like some other people that I know," Chara said. Undyne sighed of relief as Sans put his head on the table. Undyne took the helmet off.
"Hey... Chara, can I talk to you elsewhere?" Undyne asked.
"Sure," Chara said. Undyne and Chara stood up and walked outside.
"Punk, tell me what is it that I love," Undyne asked.
"Alphys," Chara answered.
"How do you know?" Undyne asked.
"I remember all the past timelines. There was one where you and Alphys started dating, but then Frisk RESET as you were about to propose to her. Alphys feels the same way about you. You two should try to confess your feelings," Chara said. It felt good to help someone. Undyne nodded and went back inside. Chara followed.
When inside, they found Sans very worriedly looking at his phone.
"good, you're back," Sans said.
"What?" Chara asked, annoyed with Sans.
"Bane had killed almost one-hundred people. He's too strong. He somehow got to Snowdin. Everyone has evacuated to New Home. We need to prepare for him to come. The last person who could check LOVE said that Bane had nineteen. We need to prepare to fight him..." Asriel said.
"Damn it!" Undyne yelled as she began to sob.
Everyone was on edge. This problem had escalated very, very quickly.
Would they lose?
Would everyone Chara cared about die?