Chapter 20 : Mine and Mine Only

Naruto's Bed Room. Right after Hinata left him alone.

Naruto couldn't sleep that night. He felt guilty and confused at the same time. But, that moment he didn't feel guilty to Hinata, he felt guilty towards Sarada.

He just laid down on the bed, looking at the ceiling. Staring to the emptiness with his blue eyes. Suddenly, he heard Kurama's voice talking to him.

"Do you realized that your body is growing weaker?" The beast reminded the blond man. He realized in the past year how weak he had gotten compared to when he was younger. His own chakra was easily drained compared to when he was younger and Kurama was the first one who realized that.

"I cannot help you with your deteriorating body, i only lend you my chakra only for important battles, not for daily life," Kurama added. Since he became the Hokage, Kurama was reluctant to lend him its chakra for daily life.

Naruto sighed. He was staring at the ceiling, he realized that it might be the right time to consult to the medic about his deteriorating health. He had postponed it for a year, he thought it was just a simple aging process. But, he knew it wasn't. No one knew about it, only Kurama and him.

He was scared. No. He was utterly terrified.

"I know that you feel tired most of the time, except that time when you're with that Uchiha girl," Kurama's voice rang in his head while Naruto was lying on his bed.

That Uchiha girl.

She's like a drug to him. She made him felt alive. She made him felt young, as if he was just a twenty years old shinobi and he could never refuse her, not when they had skin contact, not when she seduced him to have sex with her, not when her skin was flushed with cherry pink color, not when she was gazing at him with those round black orbs or those gleaming red rubies.

What has Shikamaru done to her? What if Sasuke and Sakura come to him? What if Sasuke and Sakura found out what Shikamaru was doing to Sarada?

He suddenly felt worried. He should have handled Sarada himself. He should not have let Shikamaru take care of his family problem.

Her cute smiling face came into his mind. How she helped him in the office, to let him sleep while she's doing his job. Those late night dates at ramen shop. Those secret moments in his apartment and his office. Some secret hook ups they did when they were in missions and her child-like voice saying sultry things like "i want you to fuck me" aroused him. He remembered the birthmark in his inner arm, the contour of her muscular stomach, the color of her nipples, the shape of her butt, the face and the voice she made when he was inside of her. A bomb of arousal. The thought itself made him hard.

He missed her. Not only the sex. It was the experience of being young again, to date, to do fun things with a young woman.

"You started to fantasize your copulation experience with her right on this bed," Kurama's words made him blush. He remembered her on top of him once again. It made him hard.

Naruto then took a bottle of lubricant out of his desk beside his bed. He then poured it on his shaft. He then close his eyes and touched his shaft. No jutsu. Just a simple self pleasuring session like other men. Moving his hand up and down like a teenage boy, feeling the slickness of the gel while imagining her sultry "fuck me", her flushing cheeks, her gleaming red eyes, the movement of her raven hair, the contour of her naked body and her endless moan.

He ignored the ringing telephone beside his bed. He was too busy fantasizing about the Uchiha vixen until the telephone stopped ringing.

"A very irresponsible thing to do for a Hokage," Kurama commented. The man was still panting, he didn't reply what the beast was saying.

"With your questionable health, you will have to prepare for a new jinchuriki and i don't want your children to be my host," The words piqued Naruto's interest. He was listening to Kurama. Kurama disliked Boruto, the beast found him a too controlling, too bratty, too dominant and not sensitive enough and Himawari wasn't a full fledged kunoichi yet and it wasn't clear that she wanted to be a full time kunoichi or not, moreover that she's a woman and she will give birth, Kurama didn't want to experience all those ninjutsu being used on him during her child birth. It annoyed the beast. Kurama enjoyed all the time he's in Naruto and the beast wanted someone like him to be his next host.

"I want your son with that Uchiha girl to be my next host," Kurama was used to the Uzumaki blood and the Uchiha blood but never the Hyuga blood and he had this idea that their son could be reincarnation of Hagoromo, since the baby had the blood. "What?" Naruto was still gasping but he could clearly hear the beast's request. He was surprised at how persistent the beast was for the Uchiha child.

"But, i want him to be raised in love, just like your two other children, i want you to raise the child with the Uchiha girl," Kurama added. It wasn't the first time the beast pestered Naruto. Naruto realised in his weakened body, he would probably only last for ten years or less. He had to prepare for the next jinchuriki.

The phone rang again, it was Shikamaru informing him that Sarada Uchiha had escaped the prison. The information he had known before.

Hokage's Office. 8 AM.

Naruto was early. He was sitting on his big chair, facing the Hokage rocks. The mass had subsided, only few people left, that meant that Shikamaru's de-radicalization plan was the right thing to execute.

He realized that after so many years, he never abused his position as a Hokage. It was until recently that he used his power as Hokage to control the situation. He was gazing at his own Hokage rock, at that moment, somewhat he felt pride or being able to do such thing.

When Shikamaru entered the room, the blond man spoke of what's inside his mind.

"Why did you torture her?" Naruto asked him, he was glaring at Shikamaru.

"Why did you torture Sarada Uchiha?" Naruto yelled hard, until everyone surrounding the Hokage office could hear it. Shikamaru was surprised at his friend's reaction.

"Naruto, i've told you that we needed radical approach for radical matters ... i left no mark on her, it was all a mind genjutsu, i didn't hurt her, i even provided a medic nin to tend for her post surgery wound!" Shikamaru answered.

"But, mentally, she is hurt!" Naruto was glaring at him. "She had just given birth to my child! You can't be harsh on a new mother!" There was anger in Naruto's voice. The man snapped and Shikamaru never thought that he would snap over the matter.

"Goddamnit, Naruto!" Shikamaru yelled back at him. He was so fed up to handle Naruto's drama. It's crazy! He didn't sign up to cover up mistress problems!

"Shikamaru," Naruto sighed. "Look! I specifically told you not to hurt Sarada! That meant mentally and physically! And how could she escape a prison?! What kind of security do we have if a young kunoichi can escape our prison?" Naruto yelled back at Shikamaru.

"For the security ... it was my fault, i didn't do background check on Nanashi Kamito, apparently he was ... weak ... and that young man was coaxed by Sarada to follow what she wanted, she knocked him down after he cancelled hers and used transformation jutsu as him, she went out as Nanashi while she put Nanashi under the blanket ... and the guard didn't realize it," Shikamaru felt like his head was going to explode. The issue plus the work that he had to do put a lot of strain to him.

"How did she coax Nanashi?" Naruto was flustered just by thinking the possibility of Sarada doing sexual acts for Nanashi. He was jealous. He couldn't have his woman doing it to another man.

"Nanashi ... said ... that ... she had given him a head ... or heads," Shikamaru himself felt uncomfortable speaking about it. Naruto felt like slamming the table but he kept in himself. It was like she's mocking him. He was the one teaching her the clone jutsu.

"Darn it," the blond man was muttering to himself.

Shikamaru could see that he was feeling uncomfortable after hearing the details. Naruto still thought that Sarada's his woman, he wouldn't be able to stand seeing the girl being with another man, even if it's just an emotionless sexual conduct.

But, Shikamaru was too fed up with handling a problem that's intentionally created by Naruto because he couldn't handle his dick. His back ached, his head hurt, and he couldn't even eat well due to the stress caused by the whole issue. It's like he's even more stressed than Naruto himself.

"Naruto, i can't stand handling this Sarada drama, if you still want me to be your vice Hokage, please free me from taking care of your mistress drama," Shikamaru sighed.

Naruto's pupils dilated, the man was speechless. He never thought Shikamaru would give up on that. But, he knew he had put so much strain on Shikamaru regarding of Sarada drama.

"It's okay, from now on, i'll take care of it by myself, you can come home and rest for few days and please send someone to bring my baby back to me," Naruto commanded.

Shikamaru turned his back and walked to the exit but right in front of the door before he reached the knob, he looked back and talked to the blond Hokage.

"Naruto, Hinata is a good woman," Shikamaru said. "And marriage means commitment and i hope you will think more about it," Shikamaru then left him after leaving the message to Naruto.

Hinata is a good woman. Naruto knew it. Everyone knew it.

But, Naruto couldn't stand the thought of his sweet Sarada being embraced by another man. He suddenly remembered the face of that Nanashi kid, he was that one medic nin who tripped and brought the whole sounds system down during his senior's graduation and made a loud noise that made Sakura screamed his name and pulled him away from the stage. An average guy, with skinny body, far from the word "cool" or "handsome", the thought of Sarada sucking the guy's shaft, in clone jutsu mode really made Naruto angry.

God knows how many men she had fucked to reach her goal when she wasn't with him. He thought.

And then Kurama's request came into his mind. "Raise the child in love. Make the child happy." Naruto certainly knew that it would take both parents for a child to feel complete and the child would resent him forever if he chose to hide his mother from him. Because, eventually the child would question his mother, he would know about his mother.

God! Sarada! Why did you turn my life upside down? He muttered.

Naruto's Apartment. 8 PM.

Just like how Sarada wanted. He came alone. Not wearing his high and almighty Hokage cape, he came there wearing white t-shirt inside a orange jacket that he immediately hung on the coat hanger and black jogger pants.

She was there, wearing Naruto's favorite outfit on her. A long red top that's opened in middle that exposed her midriff and a black biker shorts that complimented the shape of her butt. She was sitting on the bed, she crossed her legs. Even after giving birth, she still looked radiant and her breasts grew bigger than they were.

"What did you do to coax that Nanashi guy?" Naruto asked her angrily. He just wanted to hear the answer from her.

"I gave him a blow job …. Along with my clones," she was staring at him with her doe black eyes. The imagery of her sucking that skinny boy's dick infuriated Naruto.

"Now, where's my son?" Sarada stood up, her eyes were still staring at Naruto.

"How many men have you fucked since the last time we slept together?" Instead of answering her question, Naruto asked her more question. Sarada knew exactly what it was. Jealousy.

"One or two or three or it's none of your business! Who are you to me anyway? You're not my father! You're not even my man anymore!" Sarada pointed her index finger to Naruto. She lied. She never slept with anyone but him. She just wanted to make him even more jealous.

Naruto didn't say anything. He immediately hugged the girl, really tight. He missed her. He the forcefully kissed her. Deep passionate kiss. Like he wanted to claim that she's his. Sarada tried to push him at first, but she realized that her chance of winning him was so big at that moment. She followed his kiss. She kissed him back, with her tongue inside his mouth. Naruto almost forgot the reason why he came there. He suddenly broke the kiss before their activity continued even further.

"Sarada, you will marry me, you will be my wife and you will be mine and mine only," Naruto's words were sweet like honey to the young girl's ear and the sight of him commanding her to marry her felt like jolts of electricity on her heart, pumping it harder. Not because she was anxious but because she was incredibly happy. As if it was a dream. She was speechless. She couldn't say a word.

"We will get married tomorrow morning, i have prepared everything we need in order to be husband and wife," Naruto convinced the young girl that he was serious about it.

"Our son is safe with Shikamaru, marry me and we'll take him together at his place as husband and wife," He continued, his big hand pushed her bangs to see her face clearly. She was still speechless.

"So?" Naruto asked her again. She hadn't answered yet.

She cried in happiness. She hugged the man and said "Yes!" to him.

They were embracing each other that night, without realizing that there was a someone who's following the Hokage that night.

But, will the wedding actually happen? It was still a plan after all.

Author's Note :

I have to mention that I completely made up all of those Kurama and his blood preference and everything related to it.

I don't know what to say. I don't condone cheating or anything like that but sometimes people do questionable things and you might think that Naruto's kind of ooc and ... i honestly have no idea what canon Naruto would do in this moment after the mistakes he had done.

I think at this point, Naruto already thought "Fuck it! I'm gonna have fun with Sarada instead of Hinata, with this short life of mine!"

I just think that in this story, Naruto chose to marry her because he just craved for that feeling of being young and he realized he only experienced that when he's with Sarada but at the same time he didn't want to let go of Hinata, he didn't want to feel guilty since she's the one loving him since he was no one. He also had this deteriorating condition that he had ignored for quite some time, and Sarada definitely made him happier and Kurama certainly knew that happy heart creates a good effect for Naruto's health and longer life.

I actually made two different paths for the story and the other path has loads of Gonchato involvements which some of you dislike... if you'd like me to post another path when it doesn't involve Naruto proposing to Sarada, which means that there is no such thing as marriage possibility ... please mention it on the comment.

Thank you for the comments and reviews. Please tell me your thoughts, i really appreciate each of them and i always put each of your comment in consideration for the next chapters' stories!