Blaine's kiss said all he needed to say, and Kurt moaned at the passion within it. He lost himself in the movement of their lips and tongues for a while, enjoying the ferocious but gentle way Blaine bit his bottom lip, and relishing in the groans that came from deep in Blaine's chest.
As Kurt pulled back, he could see that Blaine's eyes were clouded and the pupils were blown out with lust, but there was a gentleness in them that exuded so much love that Kurt turned red from the moment their gazes met.
"I take it, from that kiss, that your answer was.."
"Yes! Always. Yes." Blaine finished for him and then dove back in for more deep passionate kisses.
Kurt became more involved with these kisses now, trying to get Blaine to make more of those very deep, low noises that made his spine tingle. He decided to pull Blaine's bottom lip between his and suckle on it a little, and Blaine made such a gutteral groan that Kurt felt the tinlge in his spine spread into his abdomen. There was a fire there now, that wasn't going away.
He pulled away from Blaine with one last little peck on his lips, smiling brightly at him as he turned around, pulling on one of Blaine's hands to follow him as he walked towards the stairs.
Blaine had a small nervous looking smile on his face as Kurt kept glancing back at him as he walked up the stairs and chose a room for them to go to. Kurt squeezed his hand in comfort every few moments, until he had to release Blaine's hand to unbutton the front of his shirt.
As he faced Blaine with his shirt unbuttoned, he could see the flush on his boyfriend's cheeks as he looked at his chest and stomach.
They had seen each other shirtless before, sure, but there was a hidden meaning to this right now that added more weight to the moment. Kurt flushed too as Blaine did, but he kept a smile on his face and Blaine seemed to move from his frozen state by the door and walk towards him slowly.
"Are you really sure Kurt?" he asked as he came within reaching distance of Kurt's hands, "we haven't done anything like this before."
"If you're not in this with me B, we don't have to." Kurt reassured him and taking one of Blaine's hands again, threading their fingers together, "but i'm as sure as anything that i want you. So much."
Blaine smiled at Kurt widely, and squeezed his fingers as he took another step closer, so that he was in Kurt's personal space. Kurt just waited patiently while Blaine was gathering his thoughts to say something.
"I just wanted to be absolutely sure that you really want to do this. Because i do Kurt, i do. But i don't want you to end up regretting anything about us." Blaine explained a little worried and Kurt leaned in to press a light kiss to his nose.
"I promise B, this decision is 100 percent soild in my head, i want this."
"Ok."
Blaine's eyes shone with slight determination right now, but so much love that Kurt became embarrassed and looked down, but his chin was lifted back up and Blaine's lips squished gently against his own. Kurt smiled into the kiss for a second and wrapped his arms around Blaine's shoulders, pulling him closer still.
Their chests touched as they continued their small kisses, but Blaine moved again, his chest pushing Kurt back gently until Kurt had to step backwards or fall over. That was Blaine's intention, to walk him backwards to the massive queen sized bed in the middle of the room.
Blaine nipped on Kurt's bottom lip as they were moving and as Kurt gasped, Blaine stole the opportunity to push his tongue into Kurt's mouth, swallowing Kurt's resounding moan from the action.
The kiss ended up becoming so distracting for both of them that when the back of Kurt's legs hit the bed, they both toppled over together, Blaine landing on Kurt's chest with a prominent "oomph" sound.
Kurt began giggling and soon Blaine was joining in. Their laughter continued to get louder and stronger, laughing at each other and at the situation for quite a while. But what the laughter accomplished was something they wouldn't hae been able to do on their own. The laughter released all of the tension.
When their giggles settled down, they both stared into each others eyes for a few seconds, before one of Blaine's warm hands began to travel across Kurt's abdomen. Kurt gasped in surrise at the sensation of Blaine's bare hand on his stomach, and whimpered slightly as it slowly travelled up to his chest.
Blaine stopped his hand in the middle of Kurt's chest jst feeling his heartbeat for a second, and smiled before placing his face in the same spot. He started just nuzzling against the skin of Kurt's chest first and then began kissing the smooth skin underneath his mouth.
Kurt couldn't help his whines and whimpers as he felt Blaine's lips kissing gently against his skin, he arched up into the touch when Blaine pulled away but was soon rewarded with his lips on him again. The turning point came when Blaine's lips parted and his tongue joined in the worshipping of Kurt's chest. Kurt moaned, surprising himself and Blaine with how loud the sound was.
Blaine had paused what he was doing and decided to see if he could get Kurt to make more of those noises. Those moans went straight through his abdomen and right into his groin. He moved a little at a time, to one side, licking and sucking marks on Kurt's pale skin as he went, and then found what he was searching for, a nipple.
One flick of his tongue over the hardened bud of it had Kurt's chest rising off the bed and a sharp gasp break out of Kurt's throat, and Blaine thought that was the sexiest reaction he had ever seen. He licked again, inciting another twitch and a gasp, and he grinned inwardly to himself, before grasping Kurt's nipple between his lips and sucking gently.
Kurt's hands instantly flew to his hair, burying themselves in the curls at the back and holding Blaine's head in place as he writhed and groaned as Blaine sucked on his sensitive nipple. It actually surprised Kurt, that something so small could elicit such a reaction inside his body. The tingles that ran down his spine, pooled in his stomach, creating a swirling heat that would swim lower and lower with every suck and lick Blaine made.
Kurt couldn't help his next reaction either, with Blaine on top of him, he moved his hips up to try and get rid of the uncomfortably tight feeling around his erection, but bumped against Blaine's thigh with it instead and the loud moan that broke out of his throat made Blaine jump a little.
"Kurt...the fucking noises.." Blaine groaned as he pushed his head back up to smash their mouths together, and aligning his hips with Kurt's slightly better with the movement.
"I didn't know...you were so good at this B." Kurt replied as he pulled away from his lips slightly, whispering against them and Blaine chuckled.
"I'm not. Just trying different things."
"Well i liked it." Kurt said with a blush.
Blaine smiled down at him warmly.
"I can tell."
Blaine moved his hips between Kurt's legs, pushing further into him and Kurt had to spread his legs a little to let him. Blaine settled against him for a moment, resting his elbows on the bed beside Kurt's head and stroking over Kurt's cheeks with his hands.
Kurt turned his face and planted a kiss into one of Blaine's palms, causing his boyfriend's smile to brighten.
"Are you still sure?" Blaine had to ask again, and watched as Kurt's eyes flicked up to his, holding his gaze for a few seconds and nodding.
"Yes."
"Just making sure." Blaine added as he leaned down for another kiss, hands still framing Kurt's face as his boyfriend's lips opened automatically for him.
Blaine rolled his hips forward against Kurt's, jolts of pleasure running right through both of them as they moaned into eahc other's mouths. Kurt's hips started moving with Blaine's, it was a little sloppy because neither of them had ever done this before, so finding the perfect rhythm was impossible.
As they were grinding their erections together, within their jeans, Kurt began to feel a little more nervous than before. His face and even his head began to feel so hot, and Blaine's tongue in his mouth was not distracting him from the growing fear that settled within him.
He tried to forget about it and immerse himself in just the feeling of Blaine over him, and the parts of their bodies that were touching. And it worked for a few seconds, until a particularly harsh thrust from Blaine had him so close to the edge of cumming that he gasped as he pulled his mouth away from his boyfriend.
"Stop." he gasped out breathlessly, and Blaine paused to look at him before moving away quickly.
"Are you okay?" He asked as he could see the fear swimming in Kurt's eyes, his own worries began to surface again at the frown on Kurt's face.
"Sorry." Kurt said to him as he closed his eyes and tried to control his rapid breathing, the fear subsiding now that Blaine was not touching him and the heat in his face was slowly cooling.
"You don't have to be sorry Kurt," Blaine reassured him as Kurt nodded silently, "but can you tell me what's going through your head right now?"
"erm...I just had this overwhelming feeling of fear. And I just needed to catch my breath I think.." Kurt said but as he refused to look at his boyfriend beside him, Blaine frowned a little more and sighed as he took one of Kurt's hands.
"It's ok, baby. We don't have to do anything, you know that, right?"
"I know...I really want to though..it's just- I don't know." Kurt tried to explain but his words were shaky and he was fumbling with what to say, ending his sentence in ashrug because his explanation was lost.
Blaine sat next to him and placed his arm around Kurt's shoulders, rubbing his hand up and down his shoulder lightly. He knew exactly how Kurt was feeling, so he took in a breath and turned to face him.
"Kurt, I'm scared too..." He admitted in a whisper and Kurt almsot turned his head to him, but kept his eyes facing away.
"You are?" He asked almost surprised and Blaine gave his shoulders a quick little shake.
"Of course I am. How could i not be? This is... this is a big step, I don't want to screw this up." Blaine explained while letting out all of his fears, sighing with relief when Kurt didn't pull away, instead placed himself closer against Blaine's chest.
"I don't either. Are you scared of what could happen to us? As a couple I mean...it will change our whole relationship." Kurt said with worry in his tone and Blaine smiled a little.
"I am, but I need you to know that this is not going to change how I feel about you. This is our first time, maybe it won't perfect, but... it will be with you, and I love you. That's all that matters."
"I know. I love you too. I think i'm mostly afraid of..it. you know, the actual...part." Kurt said while gesturing down at himself and Blaine moved one hand underneath Kurt's chin.
"Look at me." He said with a gentle but firm tone, and waited until Kurt's eyes were looking into his own before he continued, "Do you trust me?"
"Of course I do." Kurt replied without any hesitation, staring right back into his eyes as he smiled.
"I would never hurt you, Kurt. Ever. If you don't feel comfortable, we stop. We can cuddle and just sleep together, and I'll be happy with that."
Kurt nodded at that.
"Yeah..except I don't want just to cuddle and sleep B." He admitted and looked back into Blaine's eyes again, the determination and love was back, the fear melting away from his gaze now.
"And what do you want?" Blaine asked in a lower tone, one that he knew Kurt loved to hear and it made his boyfriend shiver against him lightly.
"I want...I want to make love to you or, you make love to me. Whatever way it works."
They both let big grins cover their faces as they sat there, just staring at each other for a moment or two. Blaine raised both of his hands and cupped Kurt's face, stroking his thumbs over both cheeks lightly, before leaning in and placing their foreheads together, causing them both to sigh and close their eyes.
"I'm yours, Kurt. Completely yours." He whispered into the air between them and felt Kurt's cheeks lift higher in a smile.
"And i'm yours Blaine. Forever." Kurt answered, placing his own hands over Blaine's on his face, taking them and kissing the back of both Blaine's hands before lowering them and looking up at him, "Can we go a little slower?"
"Of course, baby. Tell me exactly what you want, I'll do it."
Kurt bit his lip as he swallowed hard, and Blaine saw the thoughts swirling behind his eyes as he thought about what he wanted to do next, and then a look of complete lust and adoration shone in them and Blaine almost gasped as those crystal blue eyes darkened to navy almost.
"Can I...touch you?" Kurt asked hesitently and Blaine melted a little as his stomach flipped.
"Yes Kurt. Please." He said almost pleading and gave Kurt another smile before Kurt covered his lips with his own.
Blaine groaned into Kurt's mouth as he opened his lips for Kurt's tongue, and Kurt pushed at him until they were both laying side by side. Still kissing Blaine deeply, Kurt placed a hand on the bottom of Blaine's neck, trailing it slowly to the buttons on Blaine's shirt and undoing them slowly but steadily.
Blaine arched his chest upwards as Kurt's fingers worked on the last button, before pushing his shirt open and placing his hand on the bare skin of Blaine's chest. Kurt made sure to feel everything underneath his fingertips, committing everything to memory. Blaine's soft skin over hard muscle beneath, and the sparse pathces of hair that covered the space in between his pecs.
He pulled his lips away from Blaine's, making sure to catch his gaze when his boyfriend's eyes open, and looking into them, making sure it was okay as he trailed his hand down from Blaine's chest and onto his stomach.
Blaine nodded at him, giving him a small smile and Kurt brought their mouths back together as his fingers were dragging and feeling their way across all of the muscles underneath the skin of Blaine's abdomen. The muscles weren't overly prominent but to feel them shifting underneath his hand, tightening and releasing, turned Kurt on so much he felt he might explode with want.
As he reached the trail of hair that disappeared into Blaine's jeans, he pulled his mouth back again.
"Still okay?" he asked in a low whisper and Blaine's breathing was shallow and quick as he nodded at him quickly.
"Yes."
Kurt skipped Blaine's mouth this time and buried his face into Blaine's neck, kissing and licking over the skin, tasting the clean sweat there and making Blaine's chest rumble with a low growl. He moved the hand on Blaine's abdomen down and gently placed it onto the bulge in the front of Blaine's jeans.
The sound Blaine made was so hot, Kurt's kisses got more intense and he opened his lips to start sucking a mark into his boyfriend's neck as Blaine bucked his hips up into Kurt's hand. His moans got louder the more pressure Kurt's hand put down on him.
Kurt looked up at his boyfriend's face, noting Blaine's slack jaw and furrowed brow, and his eyes closed and mouth dropped open in the pleasurable sensation. Kurt needed more, wanted more.
"Can i.." Kurt started as his hand came up to the button and zipper on Blaine's jeans, and Blaine looked down and then nodded in understanding before kissing Kurt again, needing the deep kisses.
Blaine's hands helped Kurt's open his jeans and push them down his hips, and Kurt chuckled as Blaine's legs kicked out, trying to kick the material off. Blaine grinned back at him shyly as he finally removed them and his socks and then lay back down.
Kurt smiled as he moved his hand back towards the tent in Blaine's underwear, but his wrist was caught in Blaine's hand before he could touch and he turned to his boyfriend with confusion.
Blaine's eyes were dark but his lips held a small nervous smile.
"Go slow ok?" Blaine asked and Kurt placed his other hand on Blaine's cheek and smiling down at him gently.
"Of course i will."
Blaine then gave him a nod and a loving smile as he released Kurt's wrist and closed his eyes. Kurt's fingers moved gently over the front of the hardness in Blaine's underwear, softly at first. Just feeling along the sides of Blaine's covered erection lightly before placing his hand around it and holding it there for a moment.
Blaine's throaty groan and whimper made him feel hot, Kut felt his face burning as his hand felt around the red hot hardness within. It was so hot it almost burned his hand but as he gently started stroking it softly, he became a lot more turned on than he had ever been. Blaine's writhing and bucking hips only made the sensation better, pushing his erection in and out of Kurt's hand slowly.
"Kurt.." Blaine gasped out, "if you keep doing that, this is going to be over before it starts."
Kurt let a small amused chuckle pass his lips and Blaine giggled with him as he moved his hand away and brought it back up to stroke along Blaine's chest again.
"Can you take your shirt off?" Kurt asked him and Blaine raised an eyebrow at him in response that made Kurt a little confused at the look, "what?"
"If i'm getting naked, you are too."
Kurt looked a little uncomfortable at that and Blaine sat up a little.
"What is it?"
Kurt huffed and closed his eyes.
"I don't know whether you're going to like what you see." Kurt said quickly and Blaine shook his head with a small smile.
"Kurt, baby look at me." Blaine said with a amused smile and Kurt huffed again as he looked at him, "i think you're beautiful."
"Oh stop-"
"No, listen." Blaine interrupted and grabbed Kurt's face and turned him to look at him, which made Kurt's eyes widen a bit in surprise, "You are the most stunning, beautiful, amazing man i have ever met, or ever will meet. You are so special to me. And you forget that i've already seen you almost naked, all the time. And come on, i love you. All of you. You may not think you're perfect, but i do."
Kurt's eyes sparkled a little at Blaine's words, and he leaned towards him to peck his lips once, twice and then the third kiss was longer and sweeter. As he pulled away, Kurt's hands pulled his own shirt off of himself and then he unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans slowly. Blaine smirked a little and using his powers he stripped them from Kurt's legs quickly but gently and letting them fall to the floor.
"Blaine!" Kurt laughed as his jeans flung onto the floor, and then turned to grin at him, "I love you too. I guess being naked with you is something i'll have to get used to."
"Mhm." Blaine hummed in agreement and then sealed their lips together again as he leaned over Kurt, pushing his boyfriend back down onto the bed.
Both of them giggled into the kiss a little, holding each other's gazes for a second before the kisses turned deeper again.
Kurt's arms wrapped slowly around Blaine's back and lifted the shirt up, so that Blaine had no choice but to remove it from his arms, and then flung it to the floor before crushing his lips back onto Kurt's. They moved around to find the most comfortable position to settle into, holding onto each other to keep the other close.
Blaine groaned as Kurt's fingers dug into his shoulder blades, and he pushed his hips gently against Kurt's, forcing a whimper out of Kurt's mouth. Now that their outer clothes were gone, their underwear the only barrier between their bare skin, everything was much easier felt, both of them moaning as they writhed together.
"Baby," Blaine whispered brokenly as he pulled his mouth away, "tell me what you want. What should i do?"
"Ugh...touch me Blaine, please, please touch me." Kurt managed to stutter out between his thrusts against Blaine's body, and Blaine's mouth made a quick move down to his throat as one of his hands wrapped around Kurt's hardness in his underwear.
The groan from Kurt, made Blaine's erection twitch and spasm, and he tightened his grip around Kurt's as he sucked some small red marks into the pale neck underneath his mouth. Kurt's hands moved from holding tightly to Blaine's back, down across the small of his back to settle on Blaine's butt.
"Mmm." Blaine hummed in pleasure as Kurt gently kneaded his ass in his palms, before trailing his lips down to Kurt's chest and taking a nipple into his mouth.
"Blaine.." Kurt moaned softly, taking one hand from his butt and moving it into the curls on the back of his head.
Blaine moved quickly from one nipple to the other, and then back to the middle of his chest, placing a kiss over the place where Kurt's heart seemed to be beating hard, and as Blaine trailed more and more kisses and licks down his abdomen Kurt began tugging at his hair.
Blaine moved to one side and sunk his front teeth gently into the protrusion of Kurt's hip bone, a small bite followed by kisses as his hand moved to pull Kurt's underwear down. Kurt had no objections at all, because he only raised his hips and let Blaine remove them slowly.
Blaine kept his eyes closed as he pulled the underwear all the way off, making sure to throw off his own as well, before opening his eyes and taking in the view of his fully naked boyfriend for the first time. Noting Kurt doing the same to him as he sat back up.
They took a while to map the planes of their bodies, reaching out their hands at the same time to thread fingers together. A silent plea, agreement or comfort? Blaine didn't know, but he took both of Kurt's hands and brought them to his lips, kissing Kurt's fingers and palms before releasing them.
"Am i going too fast?" Blaine asked, already sweating lightly as the pleasure and tension built within him, but he pulled himself in check to make sure his boyfriend was still in this with him.
"No, we're okay." Kurt replied lightly and tugged at one of Blaine's hands again, forcing his boyfriend back on top of him gently.
"Oh god...nobody said that this would be so embarrassing."
"Shut up, i'm trying to concentrate Kurt." Blaine said gently aroudn a chuckle as his boyfriend huffed, still with his hands covering his face, which was so red underneath.
Kurt's legs were on top of Blaine's thighs, open and Blaine's hands were busy trying to open him up for the next step. Kurt's erection had wilted through his embarrassment, but they both knew that this was the important step.
He moved his fingers slowly in and out and around, feeling the muscles around them softening and relaxing more after every stroke. He was concentrating on what he was doing, he had no plans to hurt Kurt, so lube and a lot of preparation was a top priority.
Kurt had been the one that decided who was going to bottom, and he claimed he was too nervous and embarrassed to finger and open Blaine up for him, so he let Blaine take the reins with preparing him.
All the groups and chatrooms that Blaine had been in when he was fifteen, had gone into so much detail about the best way of opening somebody up for the inevitable intrusion, and Blaine had taken that information very seriously. He had spent hours online, going over everything he could find about proper preparation and cleanliness and safety. He had the information, now he had to make sure he executed it precisely.
"Is it done yet?" His boyfriend's impatient voice sounded and Blaine let a small amused smile grace his lips.
"Look Kurt, babe, i know this is embarrassing, but it's necessary, trust me."
"I do trust you, but i'm kind of losing my libido right now." Kurt took his hands away from his eyes so that he could look at Blaine, trying to forget where his boyfriend's finger were right now, "sorry, sorry. I know it's important."
"Very important." Blaine reiterated as Kurt rolled his eyes with amusement, "i don't want to hurt you."
"I know."
Kurt settled back and was prepared to get through his embarrassment by completely relaxing and ignoring what Blaine was doing, that was working until Blaine's fingers poked something inside him that made tingles shoot straight up his spine.
"Ahh!"
Blaine jumped at the loud cry from Kurt and paused slightly.
"What?"
"..something...something just felt good." Kurt explained as he tried to move so that Blaine's fingers poked the same spot again.
Blaine furrowed his brows as he moved his fingers up and slightly left inside, and that seemed to be the right move, because Kurt's muscles fluttered around his digits, and Kurt moaned out loud again. Now Blaine knew what that was.
"This spot?" he said as he did it again, watching Kurt arch and writhe, pushing his head back into the pillow, mouth open in a silent shout.
"yes..." he gasped out as Blaine did it again, and again, "yes...that...ah."
"That is the prostate," Blaine explained as he poked it again, with a huge grin on his face as he felt Kurt's body start to relax, so he pushed a third finger inside and was surprised when Kurt only reacted with a low moan of pleasure, "also called the male G spot."
Kurt wasn't paying attention, he was in a mix of dizziness and pleasure right now, and those sparks and tingles settled within his abdomen and groin, and he felt himself getting hard again.
"Blaine."
At the moan of his name, Blaine knew that Kurt was ready so he pulled his fingers free slowly and made sure Kurt's eyes were open and focused on him before speaking.
"Ok, that part is done," Blaine told him and Kurt breathed a small sigh of relief while Blaine grinned at him, "all of the blogs and chatrooms i read before said that it's easier for the first time if the one being penetrated is on top. So that you can control the speed of it."
"Okay. I can do that." Kurt said as Blaine lay down on his back beside him and Kurt moved to straddle him.
"Just tell me if you need to stop." Blaine repeated his mantra, he had said it about a hundred times already but he was nervous and had to keep making sure.
Kurt nodded down at him with a smile, as he settled his butt against Blaine's thighs and leaned down to seal their lips in a loving kiss. Pushing his tongue against Blaine's bottom lip until he opened his mouth for him, as soon as their tongues touched, Blaine's hands went to Kurt's hips, helping him up and into position.
One of Blaine's hands moved underneath Kurt, wrapping around himself and holding his erection still while Kurt focused on what he wanted to do.
Kurt let out a shaky breath and then gently eased himself down until he could feel the bluntness of Blaine's erection pushing against him, then closing his eyes and guiding himself down again slowly.
There wasn't any pain as Blaine sank inside his body, which surprised him, but the other part was the overwhelming feeling in his chest of finally connecting with his boyfriend, the person he loved. Joining into one.
He kept sinking slowly, hands on Blaine's chest to keep himself steady. Once he could feel the hair on Blaine's thighs against his butt, he sunk down the last few centimetres and opened his eyes. As he looked down at Blaine's face, he could see his boyfriend was biting his lip and his face was scrunched up a little.
"You okay?" Kurt asked a little worried, and as Blaine opened his eyes, he could see the strain in them.
"Yeah," he choked out, "are you...are you in pain?"
"No."
"How can you still be so tight after what i did?" Blaine responded as he flung his head back, Kurt gave an experiemental shuffle on top and Blaine groaned.
His eyes flew back up to lock onto Kurt's, both of their gazes dark and staring. Kurt shifted his hips up and then back down again, only shallowly at first, trying to get used to the sensation of his boyfriend's dick inside him. Blaine hissed a little underneath him and his hands were shaking on Kurt's hips.
Kurt looked down at his hands and covered them with his own, bringing them up slowy ad placing them on his chest as he began a shallow pace of moving up and down, using his thighs and abdomenal muscles to bounce himself gently.
Blaine gasped out loud and couldn't keep his hips still, his arms started shaking as he thrust up into Kurt, causing Kurt to gasp and stumble a little on top of him. Blaine paused and tried to calm his breathing.
"S-sorry." he stuttered out and Kurt only shook his head and smiled down at him.
"Are you okay honey, you're shaking?" Kurt asked him softly as he moved his fingers down Blaine's still shaking arms.
Blaine only nodded.
"Don't lie, what's wrong?" Kurt pushed and Blaine sighed as he closed his eyes and bit his lip.
"I'm trying to hold back.." he said as he opened his eyes to look straight up at Kurt, who raised an eyebrow.
"Are you close?"
"No, not that," he added, and at Kurt's confused look he looked down at Kurt's hands on his arms, "my powers. They kind of go crazy in these situations."
"These situations?"
"Pleasure." Blaine explained, "A few years ago, i realized that my bed would shake and the floors would creak when i would touch myself...it was slightly embarrassing."
Kurt had a surprised face as Blaine explained but then nodded down at him with a warm, loving grin that made Blaine feel better.
"Sweetheart, you don't have to hold back for me. It's okay." Kurt moved his hips again, slowly at first, grinding down against Blaine, watching his boyfriend's face scrunch up a little as a small hiss escaped his lips, "let go B."
Blaine couldn't help it, at Kurt's words and the movement his hips were making against him, the amount of feeling he was getting, and how tight Kurt's body was holding him, he let go with a loud moan. His mind went a little blank for a few seconds before he could feel the spike of his powers reaching outwards from him.
His arms stopped shaking as he placed his hands back over Kurt's hips, helping Kurt move in an up and down motion as he thrust his own hips up gently into him. Kurt gasped loudly at the sensation and placed both of his palms back down on Blaine's chest, fingers squeezing the muscles of his pecs with every thrust.
"Oh my god..." Kurt added around a moan, as Blaine's hips started thrusting a little faster and harder, pushing himself deeper it seemed every time.
Blaine's thighs were tightening underneath him as he was thrusting up into Kurt, forcing Kurt to boucne more and causing some more moans and gasps of pleasure to fall from his lips.
Kurt threw his head back on one particularly harsh thrust, and Blaine couldn't help but stare at his neck, the muscles and veins in it pulled taught underneath all that creamy skin, which had a couple of red marks on the side from earlier.
Blaine picked himself up and using his powers, set them both on the bed with Kurt in Blaine's lap just so he would be able to kiss and lick Kurt's neck while still thrusting into the tight heat surrounding him.
After a few more deep slow thrusts inside Kurt, Blaine must have grazed Kurt's prostate because his boyfriend let out a short high pitched cry, which was more like a scream and it then kicked everything they were doing into high gear.
Blaine used his powers to keep them together as he turned them over so that Kurt's back was against the bed, and Blaine had more leverage to move faster. And he did. He started a slightly quicker pace, trying to hit the same spot again, angling his hips until Kurt was practically screaming his name on every thrust.
Blaine couldn't keep it up though, his spine tingled and a very hot feeling settled in the pit of his stomach, he knew he was close, but he wanted Kurt to reach the finish line first. He forced his thighs just underneath Kurt's butt, lifting him up slightly for a better angle, and as Kurt arched against him he felt a warm liquid splash against his stomach and chest.
"Blaine...Blaine...god!" Kurt was screeching as he was cumming, and Blaine closed his eyes as he felt the feeling in his stomach grow and take over his entire being.
One thrust, two thrusts...and Blaine was done. He moaned out Kurt's name as he came, burying his face in Kurt's neck, breathing fast and heavy and feeling the tingles of satisfaction move through all of his limbs at once.
He had no idea that it would feel this good. That making love to his boyfriend would make him feel so open and vulnerable, but safe at the same time. It was only as he was coming down from his high that he realized the bed had been shaking underneath them, and as he lay against Kurt catching his breath, it stopped abruptly.
Kurt was whimpering a little as he still writhed against him, and Blaine lifted himself up a little, although his arms felt like they didn't have any energy left to give now. As he stared at Kurt's face, the eyes were what caught his attention first.
They were shining.
Blaine thought for a second that he might be crying, but that small smile on Kurt's lips was different to any he had seen before. And then he realized, it was all love for him, and that smile was one of complete naked vulnerability just like Blaine was feeling, and those eyes were shining because of the amount of love that was between them.
Kurt giggled then as Blaine stared down at him. And Blaine had never seen Kurt's face so full of joy that it glowed. It was an amazing sight.
"You okay B?" Kurt asked a little breathlessly, hand coming up to cup one side of Blaine's face.
Blaine turned to cover the palm of Kurt's hand with tiny soft kisses, and then nuzzling his cheek against it.
"I'm better than okay." he responded, sending his own shining smile down at the love of his life, "i love you Kurt, so much."
"I love you too Blaine."
Kurt laughed giddily again as Blaine buried his face in the side of his neck, their arms wrapping around the other in a sweaty, sticky hug. The tinkling joyful sound of his laugh made Blaine smile wider, and Kurt's arms around his back made him feel so safe.
He couldn't imagine a better feeling than this in the entire world.